Chapter 558 Chapter 81 It's better to be dead

When everyone in the imperial capital was worried or suspicious about Wei Xinyong's disappearance again, Wei Xinyong was walking in the wilderness in despair.

About two hours ago, it began to drizzle in the vicinity.

It was the time when the spring was cold, and there was still snow in the north that had not yet melted.

The location of Shengguan Town in Panzhou is northern, although the ice and snow have melted and everything has awakened, but the wind still carries a chill. The drizzle is cool.

After two hours, Wei Xinyong's green shirt was already soaked. He couldn't remember where he threw his original coat.

I know in my heart that if I continue to go on like this, with my already weak and unhealed body, it will be light to look back on a serious illness. Even if he survives, he will definitely suffer from illness from time to time.

Who cares, though?

Wei Xinyong smiled indifferently - Wei Qi died at the end of his life, and when he died, his children and grandchildren were around his knees, and the so-called evil retribution seemed to be a joke. That's it, Wei Qingming...... That man has a beast's heart, a treacherous heart. The brute of his young cousin, he has remembered the enemy for more than ten years, he has imagined countless times and countless kinds of torture, and he has imagined how Wei Qingming screamed in fear and wailed and cried and repented at his feet and in front of the grave of his sister Wei Xintai, who never had a chance to grow up...... But he never thought that Wei Qingming's final fate had nothing to do with him.

The second master of Zhihondo died in the breakout, and several of the survivors could see it very clearly-a Rong people archer recognized his mount, thinking that the knight should be a person of considerable status, so he shot an arrow through the throat dozens of paces away.

Wei Qingming, who has always been squirming and not even very good at riding, didn't even react at all, so he fell from his horse with an arrow, and in a moment he was trampled into obscurity......

Mo Binwei thought that giving him a detailed description of the news - speaking of which Wei Qingming could be regarded as a dead body, or fell in public, would make Wei Xinyong's mood better.

But this natural general who is good at fighting but not good at figuring out people's hearts doesn't know that the moment Wei Xinyong knows it, his mind is empty, and there is only one thought, a crazy echo, a crazy shout: Wei Qingming died so quickly, even if there was pain and fear at that moment, how long did he feel it?

And what about Wei Xintai?

And what about Weiji?

And what about Wei Xinyong?

Wei Xinyong let the rain fascinate his eyes, one foot deep and one foot shallow, and walked wildly in the field.

The experience of this life is like a dream, and it keeps coming to mind-

Lost his parents at a young age, and was born as a concubine.

These eight words are already poignant.

How many cold nights of hard study, how many sweaty and rainy perseverance, intrigue again and again, painstaking layout, forbearance, planning, planning, mediation, compromise...... He has endured loneliness and pain that ordinary people can't imagine, and he has paid unimaginable perseverance and hard work to go from an inconspicuous concubine among his children to today?

With his life's work and years brewing this altar of revenge wine, abandoning all the attachment of just guarding the marquis, all he asked for was to pour a lamp alone, drink a glass, and eliminate the blocks in his chest after the rain has passed.

After that, no matter whether it is good or bad, it can be given with a smile.

However, such a long time of brewing and precipitation, such a painstaking wait, before I had time to taste it, it became empty in a blink of an eye......

What is the meaning of his life?

He went to Beijing with illness this time in order to take revenge on Zhibentang.

However, this time, he couldn't even take the turn of knowing the family members of the main church......

Because Wei Qingming and other Zhibentang men almost all died in the breakout, and the dependents and servants who remained in the Zhibentang and never martyred were all tortured to death by the Rong people who had a grudge against the Fengzhou Wei clan to kill their nephews.

Even if he was tortured to death, it was not from his subordinates after all.

It doesn't even have anything to do with him......

His dedication and expectation in the past ten years are like a complete joke!

Wei Xinyong almost subconsciously repelled the people who protected him left and right, and broke away from the tiger slaves, under the pretext that he needed to take a walk near the post station, and before he knew it, he walked into the wilderness. Then he saw a cliff, and then he didn't fall to his death or even break his leg...... Standing at the foot of the cliff, he only felt that the world was vast, but he didn't know where to go?

He vaguely remembered that during this break, the soldier in charge of protecting him had reminded him that the neighborhood was not peaceful, and there were many bandits and homeless people, and sometimes the same between the two.

It's okay to end it like that......

With such a self-defeating mood, Wei Xinyong casually chose a direction that was not in the same place as the post station and staggered away.

But what he didn't expect was that even though he had been walking for nearly three hours, he was still trekking well in the wilderness, and there was not even a wild dog in the surrounding area.

"Did Heaven want me to be born just to disobey my wishes?" Wei Xinyong originally went north with an illness, and he was able to walk for so long, most of which relied on a breath of depression and anger in his chest.

No matter how depressed you are, there will be an end of manpower after all.

After three hours of wandering, he was completely out of strength, and fell to the puddle in the wilderness, his eyes open, staring at the gray sky above his head. At this time, he did not feel cold, but his body was unusually hot.

He knew it was a sign of a recurrence of an old disease, or even a return to light.

But where would Wei Xinyong care at the moment? He let the rain fall into his eyes...... I don't know if it was rain or tears, sliding down the corners of his eyes into the grass.

"I don't want my Wei Xinyong I to plan, in the end, not only can I not take revenge, but I will even die in this wilderness, and even the corpses will be eaten by beasts and birds." Wei Xinyong thought lightly in his heart, but his previous crazy expression calmed down, and finally even showed an innocent smile like a child on his face, pure and without any impurities, "So what?" What is the use of me keeping such a world, such a life? It's okay to be dead. ”

He silently chanted "Dead or good", and gradually sank into the seemingly boundless darkness......

Hundreds of miles away, Gyeonggi Yuzhu Town.

Wei Changying asked Yan Ge to immediately rush to Panzhou to find Wei Xinyong with the Xiliang sergeant who claimed to be Sun Shouren, while he hurriedly returned to the back hall to find Shen Zangning and the others.

She was delayed by Sun Shouren, and Shen Zangning had already bathed and changed her clothes and changed into filial piety clothes.

Even the girl named Duanmu Huitong was also changed by Huo Qingling from Shen Shuxie's filial piety clothes and changed for her.

When Wei Changying arrived, Su Yufei was asking Shen Shuguang about the Duanmu family and the survivors of the Su family. When I knew that Yuzhu Town had not gathered the children of the Duanmu family, and I didn't know the whereabouts of Duanmu Wuwu, and the Su family's main sect ...... Although Shen Shuguang chose to be vague sensibly, how young is Su Yufei asked, how can he not know the truth?

When she first got out of the secret room, she was already excited, and she was in the way of her niece, as an elder, she always had to force herself to press herself, so as not to scare her niece. At this moment, I heard that the whereabouts of my husband and son are unknown, my grandfather, father, and brother are all gone, and my grandmother and mother have also been martyred in Taibaofu...... Su Yufei didn't even snort, and fainted directly!

Therefore, Wei Changying entered the door without asking a word, first beckoned someone to carry Su Yufei into the tent and placed it, and then sent someone to invite Ji Qu to diagnose Su Yufei...... After finishing her work, she sat down and spared her to be in good health, but also felt tired.

And at this time, I found out that Duanmu Huitong has been crying since his aunt was in a coma - a child who is only four or five years old will already sue, and he is still Su Yufei's niece of her husband, and it is not good to beat her and scold her, so she can only coax, but she can't be coaxed for a while.

Huo Qingling still said with a strong spirit: "I'll accompany Huitong, Ning'er, you and the third sister-in-law go next door to talk." ”

Wei Changying was relieved at this time, sent Shen Shuguang to accompany Shen Shuxie, and led Shen Zangning to a quiet room to talk.

Before entering the door, Shen Zangning first burst into tears, whimpered and asked, "Father and uncle?" ”

"I didn't see it with my own eyes, but all three armies were vegetarian...... You also know that your third brother is a steady person, how could he do this if he didn't have the credentials? Wei Changying looked at her and the coarse linen clothes on her body, and said sadly, "Speaking of which, I can't believe it, which of our Shen family's men is not skilled in arching horses?" At that time, there were many people who broke through together, and since their father was born in the Shen family, how could they be blessed and profound......"

Shen Zangning was disillusioned in his heart, and cried for a moment before he woke up from a dream and asked, "The fourth brother, the seventh brother and Liu'er?" ”

“…… It's all gone. Wei Changying said sadly, "It is said that my uncle is only because he saved the fourth brother and Liu Er who fell from the horse...... The seventh brother was shot and wounded when the horse broke through, and the second brother couldn't stop at that time, so ......"

Shen Zang was stunned and said, "So...... Uncle they have a room ......."

There are not even male heirs in Xiangningbo's mansion......

Wei Changying turned his head to wipe the corners of his eyes, and said in a low voice: "I haven't told the eldest sister about this news yet, and I'll discuss it when Xi'er grows up." ”

"......" Shen Zangning's heart was cold, and he choked up for a long time before he said, "The Taifu Mansion is gone!" ”

Wei Changying had long known that the reason why these female dependents hiding in secret rooms and secret passages were brought to Yuzhu Town was because on the day of the fall of the imperial capital, the people left behind by the major high gates burned the mansion one after another, and the fire often hooked up nearby, forming a burning piece.

Otherwise, the Shen family was in the imperial capital, and in addition to the Taifu Mansion, there would have been several other courtyards. However, this time all of them were razed to the ground, and they could not live at all, so they sent the female dependents to Yuzhu Town - in addition to the fact that the palace was not damaged much in the city, almost none of the Zhumen mansions built since the time of the Great Wei Dingding, and even built in the Great He period, have survived.

Either the master himself was unwilling to fall into the hands of the Rong people and burned it, or the Rong people did it after breaking the city.

…… It is said that many people's secret rooms or secret passages were made between houses, and as a result, the occasional fire of the Rong people either burned people out, or burned people inside.

Later, the Rong people found out about this, and simply set fire to all the houses that looked better......

It is precisely because of this that although the Wei army recovered the imperial capital and Yanzhou, and buried all the 60,000 Rong prisoners alive to vent their anger, from the generals to the soldiers, they were still resentful.

In the past few days, there have been loud calls from top to bottom to fight on the grassland and slaughter the royal tent of the Rong people.

This is also the reason why Shen Zangfeng and Mo Binwei can't spare their hands to personally take care of Wei Xinyong's disappearance.

Wei Changying was silent for a long time, and said softly: "It will be built again." ”

The Taifu Mansion will be built again, but the lost people will never come back.