Chapter 111: My regret is you
When Xing Junfeng said this, he had a pleading tone, and his face was full of expectation. Shen Linxi looked at the verdant trees in the distance. She hadn't been back to her alma mater for a long time, and she wanted to see how the school had changed over the years, so she walked straight to the school in silence. Xing Junfeng secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately followed her all the way.
The two of them walked down the campus path, neither of them speaking. I saw the verdant trees on both sides of the road, tall and handsome; The green grass exudes a fragrance; The peach blossoms are enchanting, adorned with branches; Begonias are delicate, new yellow dots; In the slanting sun, the halo reflects a colored circle of light, and occasionally one or two magpies chirp through the forest, the cry is crisp, breaking the silence and bringing joy to the forest.
They unconsciously walked to the school's motto inscription, and on the dark inscription, the school's motto was engraved. Xing Junfeng stared at the words on the stone tablet in front of him, and after a long time, he sighed deeply and silently walked to a bench not far away, with Shen Linxi following behind him.
The two of them walked to the bench, and Xing Junfeng whispered to her, "Linxi, sit down for a while." When I go back to school, I remember going back to when I was in school. ”
Shen Linxi also felt the same way, at this time, the resistance to Xing Junfeng in her heart was not as strong as it was at the beginning. I have to say that Xing Junfeng really chose the right place to apologize. In this beautiful place where they grow together, it is natural for people to feel relaxed and become soft, even nostalgic.
Xing Junfeng's eyes were filled with nostalgia for the past, and he said, "At that time, it was so good. Everyone is quite simple, and they are talking nonsense all day long. A few skewers, a bottle of beer, even if it's nonsense. A group of people are piled up in the dormitory, playing poker, talking about girls, talking about life, no one cares about it, what to say, see who is not pleasing to the eye, they scold clearly, and after scolding, they are still brothers. ”
The corners of Shen Linxi's mouth slightly hooked up a touch of arc. Xing Junfeng's words reminded her of the good times she had with her roommates.
Xing Junfeng continued: "It was so simple and happy back then, unlike now, everything has become different. Career, relationships, family, everything, it's not easy. Work hard, this is the foundation of life, and you have to do it. For the leader, he has to serve before and after the saddle, and he has to hold it with observation and expression. The twists and turns and hardships in the meantime are not something that ordinary people can imagine.
In addition, you have to deal with colleagues and all kinds of friends, and the knowledge here is even more profound, and you have to spend time and effort to learn how to maintain a dynamic balance, sometimes you need to guard against each other, and sometimes you need to get closer. In the past few years, I have been able to write a book on 'interpersonal relations' just by dealing with relationships. ”
After Xing Junfeng said this, he stopped, and watched with heavy eyes as a small bird in the distance jumped and chirped happily.
Shen Linxi glanced sideways at Xing Junfeng, and couldn't help but be a little moved. She has dealt with many people since she became a lawyer, so she has a deep understanding of the complexity of interpersonal relationships.
And Xing Junfeng's working environment is even more difficult than hers. He needs to put in all aspects of his work to get to where he is today. For some people, he must be sleek and sophisticated; For some things, even if he is full of disgust, he cannot escape being in a certain system.
And compared to Xing Junfeng, she herself is much more relaxed. Some of her clients are so domineering and of poor quality that she can choose not to provide legal services to them. In this regard alone, she is much freer than Xing Junfeng.
Xing Junfeng said with a melancholy face: "Everyone wants to be promoted and make a fortune." But how many people know the difficulties of this path! Fighting openly and secretly, yang and yin violating, these are commonplace. It is very important to choose the right leader and stand in line, otherwise one person will fall and lose the whole game! Alas, the heart is so tired!
Sometimes, I wonder if it's worth it. Before I was thirty years old, I had a premature heart beat. However, everyone is on the way, and they have to move forward! ”
He leaned wearily back on the bench, closed his eyes, and let out a long breath. The twilight is getting thicker, the breeze is rising, and the fragrance of flowers is drifting with the wind, and then it is faint and faint, warm and warm, shallow and faint.
After a while, Xing Junfeng said slowly: "'The sky will descend on the people, and they must first work hard and work their muscles and bones', in the past few years, I have been using this sentence to spur myself. I told myself that I had to get ahead and be superior to others, otherwise, I would have to live at the bottom for the rest of my life.
Now, I did! When the bitterness comes, I think I am qualified to scold Fang Xuan and write the words 'God rewards hard work'. Life is so wonderful, in the past, people were soft-spoken, and that kind of grievance was really helpless, but now, everything is different.
Someone will do the work, and you don't have to run back and forth by yourself; The subordinates carefully asked for instructions every day, and they spoke in the same tone as I used to speak to the leaders; The people who ask me to do things are also respectful, and even their eyes are full of awe and flattery. If you haven't experienced this kind of before and after comparison, you won't know the beauty of this, it's really a world of difference! ”
Shen Linxi clasped his hands around his chest and quietly listened to Xing Junfeng's smug narration. As the saying goes, "the spring breeze is proud, and you can see all the Chang'an flowers in one day." After Xing Junfeng was too depressed, he raised his eyebrows for a while, and now it is normal to express his pride.
Xing Junfeng turned his head sideways, looked at Linxi's beautiful silhouette, couldn't help sighing, and said: "Once the desire is expanded, it is endless, the more you get, the more you are not satisfied, and you still want to possess more."
Power, status, money, women, left and right. However, there will always be regrets in life, and for what you didn't get in the past, you will always remember it, and you will always want to try to make up for it. And my regret is you, Linxi. ”
He saw Shen Linxi frowning slightly, so he hurriedly explained: "Linxi, I don't mean to belittle you now, I just want to explain my inner thoughts to you." You, in my heart, have really always been different, past, present, and even future.
This feeling is born from the innocent college days, and it is the truest thought in the heart, so this feeling will last for a long time and will never be forgotten. Of course, I'm a very jerk, and with a little capital, I start to get dizzy, get carried away, and I'm married, but I'm still delusional about having you.
But, Linxi, please forgive me, although I want to play a little careful with you and want you to owe me a favor, but I swear to God, I, Xing Junfeng, am sincere to you, and I definitely don't want to play with you. This will not change at any time. ”
Xing Junfeng's expression showed unprecedented seriousness and solemnity. Shen Linxi was silent for a moment before he sighed and said softly: "I believe in you, but, Junfeng, it's normal to have regrets in life, don't force the so-called consummation too hard, otherwise it will backfire." ”
Xing Junfeng's face showed a little melancholy, but after a while, he said, "Linxi, thank you." I remember what you said. Don't take the bad things I did before, don't take them to heart. Moreover, you must promise me that you will still treat me as a friend, and if you need my help with something, you must come to me. I promise that I will not make any further demands on you. ”
After speaking, Xing Junfeng looked at her with blazing eyes. Lin Xi looked sideways at Xing Junfeng and saw that his sincere eyes were full of expectation, so she nodded slightly and smiled shallowly.
Xing Junfeng breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Linxi, you are still as beautiful and kind as you were at the beginning. Thank you for scolding me that day and making me sober up a lot. Otherwise, when I fall on the road of life in the future, I don't know what the problem is.
Thank you, Linxi. By the way, I have already said hello to the relevant people for your loan application project, and the loan officer told me today that the loan will be disbursed within three days at most. ”
Shen Linxi looked at Xing Junfeng with a little disbelief. When she saw that there was no joke on his face, the corners of her mouth curved slightly, and she wanted to smile at him, but she couldn't help pursing her lips again, and looked at him with wide eyes and no words, and after a while, she finally bloomed into a knowing smile.
Xing Junfeng stretched out a hand to her, so she also smiled and stretched out her hand and shook it with his hand.
A crescent moon hung diagonally in the night sky, and the stars twinkled from time to time. The familiar smell of grass wafted through the warm air, and everything seemed to be the same as it used to be.
The next day, Shen Linxi received a notice from Yue Bin: This Saturday, Company M will hold a salon reception, and the guests at the banquet are all high-end customers of Company M, as well as some chamber of commerce personnel. Because Linxi's law firm is a legal partner of Company M, their law firm also has two places to participate in the reception.
One of the places is designated for Shen Linxi to participate, and the other place naturally belongs to Yue Bin. After all, entering such a high-end meeting place is an excellent opportunity to make a wide range of contacts, and Yue Bin, as the director of the law firm, must be the best person to personally promote the law firm.
The invitation letter states that men are required to wear formal attire and women are required to wear formal attire. Yue Bin must have been in a good mood because he thought that the law firm's business was about to reach a new level, so he asked Shen Linxi to buy a high-grade dress, and the law firm would reimburse him, and there was no upper limit on the expenses.
Shen Linxi couldn't help but be speechless when she heard it. Does Yue Bin, who is her master, want to use her as a business card for the law firm? is so willing to spend money. However, since it was Barrister Yue's kindness and self-interest, she of course accepted it gladly.
She finished her work, got out of the law firm early, and drove straight to the shopping mall. Then, after an afternoon and an evening of hard work, she finally bought a dress that she liked.
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PS As I planned when I first opened the book, just like the plot of the first chapter of the opening chapter, there is only a little change, I seem to want to give the second male a beautiful love, no longer the original "unavoidable" plan