377 I can't bear you
Turned back......
And he stood at the edge of the forest.
Although she had gone far away, she still knew that his gaze was always on her, just as he had stood on the edge of light and darkness for countless days, silently watching her. She could even imagine the warm spring in her eyes, and she could even imagine him seeing her look back, and the corners of his lips were melting into a soft patch.
Suddenly she wanted to rush to him at once, and tell him something she had already wanted to say, and they were so far away that she was afraid.
She hurriedly looked around, broke the green calyx of the Taitai Pavilion and ran back.
"Why did you come back after only this moment? This branch ...... Is it the most beautiful? ”
He looked at her panting, at the flashing crystals in her eyes, at her desire to stop talking, as if he suddenly understood something, the corners of his lips hooked, infinitely soft.
Raised his finger to dust off the snow on her hair: "I just saw you in the plum forest, and suddenly remembered that I said I wanted to paint one for you when I was a year ago, but unfortunately I am afraid that I will miss it this year." Another day, I will have a few plum blossoms here moved outside the Nuanyu Shengxiang Pavilion, so that they will not be forgotten next winter. You say, okay? ”
She nodded immediately, and looked at him for a moment.
He smiled, and his eyes were full of pampering.
As if he could never get enough of looking at her, he then took her hand that had lost his palm print and kissed her sideburns gently......
She immediately pushed him away in a panic, trying to hide the strand of gray hair.
But he took her hand and imprinted the kiss on the silver ...... again
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"I'm ...... tonight Want to stay here. ”
Sending her back to the Nuan Yu Sheng Xiang Pavilion, he stood in the light and shadow and said this to her.
She lowered her eyes and only looked at the swaying shadows of the flowers on the wall: "Your injuries have not healed......"
"Regardless of normal times, today is the day when we get married for a year......"
She stopped talking and served him to relieve him. After thinking about it, he blushed and helped him remove his robe, and then ran to the bed and lay down.
He smiled, turned off the lights, and lay down beside her as gently as he could.
After a while, she was felt to turn around and approach him, hesitate for a moment, and carefully hug him.
"Jinling ......"
"Tendering you?" She immediately nervously said.
"I'm not that fragile yet, I want to say, I'm cold now, I can't keep you warm." ”
But she leaned closer and whispered, "I'm warm......"
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"Jinling," his fingers gently caressed the tenderness of her ear, "If one day, I am gone......"
"Where are you going?"
"I mean, 'if'......"
"There's no 'if', I don't want to hear you say something like that!" His hand nervously tugged at the placket of his clothes: "The prince is very strange today, and he always says some strange things." ”
"Maybe I'm thinking too much about it." He was silent for a moment, sighed, and patted her on the shoulder: "I'm tired of the day, let's sleep." ”
She was really tired, and because of him by her side, her heart was unprecedentedly peaceful, and she fell asleep quickly.
But he couldn't sleep.
Yuwen Xuanti secretly returned to Beijing, first assassinated Yuwen Xuancang, and then designed him, and now he is hiding in an unknown place, like a snake hidden in the crypt, who may jump out and spray venom at any time. And whether it is for him or Yuwen Xuancang, Su Jinling is a weapon that can definitely be used to threaten them, but with his current appearance, he can't protect her at all. Moreover, he has an important thing to do, in case he ......
He wasn't worried at all about whether she would keep the house in order during his absence, nor was he worried about whether she would treat the child in Xu Ruoxi's belly well, he was only worried about ......
When she hurried to him with the flower branch, he knew that his wish had finally come true.
He had been looking forward to this day for a long time, but ......
"Xuanyi, don't die, I'll take you down the mountain, please don't die......"
The people around him suddenly burst into tears, turned over and sat up, tore at the nothingness, and wrapped it around him.
He was startled and hurriedly called her name, but she seemed to be in a deep nightmare, and could not wake up no matter how she screamed.
He heard Qiu'e say that she often cried and screamed at night, calling his name.
"Jinling," he hugged her and said urgently, "I'm not dead, right here, it's all over......"
She seemed to be awake, hugged his neck tightly, and wet his sideburns with tears: "Xuanyi, don't leave me, I'm afraid ......"
He was also afraid, afraid that if he was really gone, who would be by her side if she dreamed back at midnight?
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When Su Jinling woke up, the sun was already shining.
Yuwen Xuanyi has long since left.
She looked at the emptiness around her with some loss, and suddenly raised her long eyelashes......
On the small table at the head of the bed is a pair of kumquats with three ink lines drawn on them, like human faces. One smiled, the other eyebrows and angry eyes, all looking at her mischievously in the warm sun.
This is the pot of kumquat she painted on Yunmengzhai when she was bored last night, and it must be said that she was very resentful, but he found out.
Imagining his astonishment and laughter when he saw this pair of kumquats, his long eyelashes trembled, and he suddenly stirred a pool of spring water like a weeping willow, rippling in the microwave.
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"Princess, the words on this will only be effective if the person who prays for the blessing writes it himself......"
Kong Ming lanterns are rising one after another in the sky above the Cloud Stopping Garden of Qingning Palace, or pale yellow or orange red lights floating from north to south on the dark blue sky, like swimming stars.
Today is the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, and the grandmothers and girls of Qingning Wangfu have rushed over to put on the lights and pray for the coming year.
Fan Yingbo also prepared one, and he didn't know what the secret was, so he hid in the corner and put it away, staring at the distant orange red at the moment, and a rare layer of dark clouds spread on his face.
Qiu'e handed Su Jinling a lamp, and her mouth still didn't stop: "The princess doesn't have to write many words, just write the person's name, and then silently recite her wish three times to the lamp." Heaven receives the message, and it will naturally protect that person......"
Qiu'e reminded her that she was a person who could only write numbers.
She hurriedly put away her pen and looked at Qiu'e.
Qiu'e stuck out her tongue: "The slave knows that there are many wishes that the princess wants to make that the slave and maid can't hear......"
Before Su Jinling could get annoyed, she had already run to the side and giggled: "The princess is busy first, and the slave maid will go over there to take a look......"
In the distance, the girls were frolicking.
Su Jinling retracted her gaze and refocused on the pale yellow light.
I picked up the pen, hesitated slightly, and still wrote a word on it...... Land.
He ranks six, and six has the meaning of "shun". She had no other wishes, but that he would be safe and healthy.
The lanterns flickered, swept over the plum blossoms and snowy branches, crossed the frolicking crowd, and also crossed a pair of eyes that were half cold and half spring, and reflected two points of starlight in those eyes, and then fluttered up to the sky, followed by the string of lights, and swam south.
"What's written on that?"
Suddenly a voice sounded in my ears.
She hurriedly turned around, and found Yuwen Xuanyi standing behind her at some point.
"You didn't see that?"
He didn't laugh.
She was suddenly a little frustrated: "If you don't see it, forget it." ”
"Jinling," he called her back as she was about to leave, and said with a smile, "Thank you." ”
She was stunned and watched him go slowly alone.
Somehow, his injuries have recovered quickly, but there is always something between the two of them. She tried to get rid of the obstacle several times, but met him several times and three times.
He was so smart that he wouldn't know what she was trying to say, but why......
He still cares about her, but that concern has become faint, is it because once a person encounters a great disaster, will his temperament change?
But she brought the disaster. knew that he wouldn't blame her for this, but she still couldn't help but speculate in her heart, especially the coldness that he was becoming more and more alienated.
Last year's Lantern Festival, he took her to the wild and set off the beautiful scenery of "Heaven and Earth in Spring" for her......
Now, the splendor of the eyes has turned into a faint line that swims to the horizon. They flew so far that it was hard to tell which one was her wish......
The sparse sound of firecrackers could be heard in the distance, mixed with a few fireworks, which framed the night sky overhead.
Between the movement of light and shadow, the cold snow that had accumulated on the branches for the winter quietly slipped down, and the breath of spring was faintly revealed in the refreshing and refreshing......
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In March, kites are all over the sky.
Looking at the willows spitting green, the peaches and plums are gorgeous, and listening to the joy of the children outside, people's mood is also relaxed.
Su Jinling looked at the kites floating in the sky, and remembered that Yuwen Xuanyi took the opportunity of "blind man touching the elephant" to help her retrieve the glazed jade bracelet, and her lips were unconsciously smiling.
Just last night, she fell asleep because Qiu'e burned a heavy benzoin, but she realized that he was here.
He has been in good health recently, and even the imperial doctor said that his injuries have healed, so the embrace that hugged her was warm again.
Since the anniversary, the two have not been like this. She didn't know why he came from, only vaguely felt him holding her and kissing her carefully.
He seemed to have said a lot of words, and his voice was so low that she couldn't hear it clearly, and only vaguely picked up a "I can't bear you".
When he woke up in the morning, he was gone.
She was stunned for a long time, thinking that he had gone to the court.
Thinking back to the events of the night, the corners of her lips curled slightly from time to time, and her cheeks were also hot, which made Qiu'e keep teasing her.
The two turned to the Nuan Yu Shengxiang Pavilion, but saw that the newly moved plum blossoms were already full of new green branches, full of spring, but Fu Lu Suxi sat listlessly under the tree, looking up at the kite in the sky.
"On weekdays, it's more alive than a pendant, what's wrong today?" Qiu'e still couldn't help but stab two sentences when she saw him.
Fu Lu Shouxi didn't answer, only his eyes were dull, and he spit out a sentence like a dream: "It's going to rain......"
"You are really abnormal, this blue sky and white day, there is not even a trace of clouds, where does the rain come from?" Qiu'e glared at him and helped Su Jinling into the door.
Su Jinling didn't care, but suddenly his feet froze: "Fulu Suxi, what did you say?" ”