Chapter 284: Redemption
"I really hated you so much! I hate you so much that when I think of you, my heart can't help but hurt. The first time I felt the fluctuation of your fairy power on the lake, I was afraid, excited, afraid to see you excellent, I hope you are very bad, Brother Qingtian just mislooked at people, and was confused by the feeling of loving you. What little self-esteem I had left trembled again, but I wanted to see you soon, so that I could kill you with my own hands, and it would not be difficult to kill you ten thousand times without much effort.
But when I finally saw you, you were so thrillingly beautiful, like a delicate and fragile flower, even I couldn't bear to be soaked in your beauty for a while, watching your life lose little by little, I thought, I'm afraid it's like killing Brother Qingtian with my own hands! He won't forgive me, and in that case, I'll really lose him forever.
So at that time, I forced myself not to hate, the fault is not you, it is my own obsession, imprisoning me in the abyss where there is no way out, what does it have to do with others? You only know that he is gentle and elegant, and you can see his patience with you, how much does it hurt me to be gentle? What we've been through together is not what you can think of.
It seems to you that my humble love, for me, is above all things, including dignity, including one's principles, including all that is best in the world that I have. It wasn't until later that I realized that I was wrong, the wrong was outrageous, love is not an exchange, you must be able to pay for it, the more you pay, the more you may lose in the end, I chose to love someone who does not belong to me, lose a loss, nothing. The head of the spirit said that I did all kinds of foolish things in the name of love. But I just want to love you, to love you with a perfect attitude, and I just want you to share a little bit of love with me, that's all! Mo Ningxuan said quietly, and the words behind him seemed to be confiding in Qingtian, and he didn't look at Fengyu in his eyes, but just stared ahead in a daze.
"I'm sorry." Feng Yu didn't know what else to say besides these three words.
Once upon a time, Fengyu was sure that he was in love with Qingtian with all his heart. For him, she always bears the condemnation of conscience, her love, sorry for too many people. She was sure that she could be born and die for Qingtian, but she couldn't hurt her master who cared about her because of love. If one day Qingtian and Master are also standing in front of him, either Qingtian dies or Master dies, Fengyu will not hesitate to choose Master, but he will die with Qingtian. If, there is that day.
The combination of good and evil is intolerable in the world, the teacher regards herself as her own, and has carefully cultivated her for many years, if so, she knows that she has fallen in love with a person in the demon gate, how much her heart hurts! And what will her few friends think of her? In what capacity will she deal with herself? She endured all this silently, so she took it for granted that she was the one who loved the sky the most.
However, after listening to Mo Ningxuan's words today, she realized that her love was so humble that it was not worth mentioning, and she became more and more pathetic at the moment. And what else would he do besides living in his own self-pity, and what would he do?
She is entangled by undeserved love and desire, and has been struggling in pain, thinking that she is the most miserable person in the world; But Mo Ningxuan didn't ask for any response, just asked him to be well, for his sake, he would rather go against all his principles and choose to forbear. Compared with her, what did she do, it turned out that she was still a child who didn't know how to love.
She loves Qingtian as much as Mo Ningxuan, but the moment she has Qingtian in her heart, although she has been struggling in her heart, she has not done anything, she does not dare to move forward bravely, she does not even dare to approach, she just follows Qingtian's footsteps, goes with the flow, sits back and enjoys all the love he gives, just waiting for the next step of fate, and Mo Ningxuan loves him, so she wholeheartedly only for him. To care for him is to care for all that he cares about.
In Fengyu's heart, thousands of tastes are entangled. Everything that insisted, turned out to be so vulnerable; All those who think are right turn out to be very wrong; I thought she was so strong for love, but it turned out that she was the most cowardly in the world, and she didn't dare to face herself... But why can Mo Ningxuan love so silently and without complaints, her love is so selfish and self-righteous?
"Ah·····h A sudden voice came to Feng Yu's ears, which woke her up from her sorrow, but when she looked at Mo Ningxuan, she was slightly startled, only to see that the skin Shengxue's face was pale and bloodless, and the whole weak and boneless delicate body was trembling slightly, and there was an indescribable look of pain and sadness.
Just now, Mo Ningxuan had been talking for a long time, and he was silent for a long time, but he was recovering his spirits, or organizing his language, immersed in memories, etc., so he had a short time to think about everything between himself and Qingtian. But at this moment, she finally saw that Mo Ningxuan was not thinking, but had forcibly absorbed many demon souls just now, and her spiritual power was violent, and she went mad.
Although it is common for Mo Ningxuan to suck up the soul of the ghost cultivator, but the tens of thousands of thousands of years of demon souls are very different from ordinary souls, and the people who cultivate demons are all with a certain demonic nature, although they cannot transcend after losing their flesh, they cannot be reborn, and turn into a soul body, but the demonic nature they have before their death will not be completely eliminated, and they will not be dispersed and extinguished with the resentment of their masters, and they will never disappear with the resentment of their masters.
And suddenly, it was sucked clean by Mo Ningxuan, just like a container, containing many fillers that were difficult to load at once, not to mention those fillers, for those who were not practicing the Demon Realm exercises, they were like poison.
Transparent and crystalline beads of sweat slid down from Mo Ningxuan's charming face, along the curvy neck, slowly flowing through her snow-white skin, dripping on the tips of jet-black hair, as if even her beauty was almost like a smoke shrouded in fog, with a trace of cold smoke. Feng Yu helped up the beautiful woman who was in pain and her eyes were closed, although she was suffering endless pain at the moment, it was difficult to hide her beauty at all, and a different kind of charm that touched the heart came to her face.
Who can bear to refuse such a woman?
"How are you?" After Feng Yu asked, she immediately asked again for her own knowingness, and regretted it, what happened to Mo Ningxuan, didn't she see it? Even if she asked, who would answer?
Mo Ningxuan let out a painful sigh, her body trembled and curled up, her lips were pale, and her long eyelashes formed a graceful arc, but they were tightly closed, projected on her cold face. The body was paralyzed like a puppet without a soul, and the weight of the entire body was completely leaning on Feng Yu's body.
"What should I do?" Feng Yu's eyes were anxious, and she kept muttering to herself, seeing that Mo Ningxuan's situation was not good, she had nothing to do for a while, so she could only desperately input the immortal spirit power of calming and washing. She didn't know whether it was wrong or right to do that, she really had nothing to do, and she really couldn't sit idly by, and her heart was entangled.
Due to the spiritual power that Fengyu continued to inject, temporarily suppressed the conflict of soul power in Mo Ningxuan's body, which was constantly rampant, she was temporarily quiet, but she still did not wake up, Fengyu slowly put her on a flat stone platform, and found some hay around, spread it under her, looking at her peaceful sleep, as if she had been sleeping for ten thousand years, her long hair was scattered behind her, and it was dazzlingly black.
Feng Yu looked at her deeply, her beautiful face with a little anxiety looked a little haggard because she couldn't suppress the spiritual power that was constantly surging in her body, and even her originally pink cherry lips were burned a little cracked at this moment. Feng Yu was still not at ease, once she saw Mo Ningxuan's movements, she hurriedly injected the immortal spirit power into her body, and she was a little tired.
Seeing that Mo Ningxuan's breathing was a little steady, Feng Yu's eyes also became heavy, and he put his hands on his cheeks, and fell asleep not far from Mo Ningxuan. This sleep seemed to be very sweet, and I don't know how long I slept before I slowly woke up, only to see that Mo Ningxuan was still asleep there, her heart was slightly relaxed, she stood up, and walked quickly to the side of the pool, wanting to take some water and give Mo Ningxuan to drink, but she seemed to suddenly think of something, and her steps condensed.
"No, why are you so interested in this ghost spirit sect woman? Forget it, although the master said that good and evil are not separated, she also said that it is not a decent family to see death and not save it, since the two are destined to be imprisoned here together, then she will put down the door for the time being! Soothing his emotions, Feng Yu hurriedly quickened his pace and walked towards the stream.
Feng Yu held the water in both hands, and was just about to return, only to hear Mo Ningxuan let out a miserable cry, her body was so painful that she couldn't help rolling, the violent demonic qi almost instantly covered her whole body, and even the surrounding air was full of endless demonic flames, Feng Yu was anxious, and hurriedly stepped forward to hold her, and injected the recovered immortal spirit power into Mo Ningxuan's body again.
However, Mo Ningxuan's body, this time it was like an abyss, no matter how much spiritual power she input, it was instantly devoured by her body full of desire, and then disappeared without a trace, without the slightest echo. But the extreme pain made her more and more unbearable, and the cry of pain became more and more dull and huge, cold sweat broke out, and her muscles were slightly twisted, which seemed to be a little hideous and terrifying.
Feng Yu was a little shocked when she saw it, and at the same time her heart hurt a little. Just whispered to reassure, the only way to continue to inject immortal spiritual power was to continue to inject spiritual power, although it may not be helpful to her at the moment, but it still continued to inject spiritual power into her body. I faintly heard the sound of the meridians in Mo Ningxuan's body bursting and cracking, as if they might be entangled from her body at any time, like the master's mind turning around, blooming like a flower.
Feng Yu reached out and stroked Mo Ningxuan's face, it was so hot, she stroked her forehead again, it was still very hot, she was actually feverish?