Chapter 17: Love Unconsciously (Part I)
Tears invaded her face, Shen Linxi had never been like this, Shang Yuchen looked at her, and her heart also fell to the bottom because of her despair at that moment, Shang Yuchen hated her powerlessness, hated her aggressiveness.
Shen Linxi's hands were clenched into fists, her nails were tightly clasped in her palms, but she didn't feel the pain, she stepped back step by step and weakly, her body trembled slightly, her lips were bloodless, and she fainted when her eyes were dark.
Shang Yuchen quickly hugged her, her soft hair swept across his palm, Shen Linxi closed her eyes, and Shang Yuchen hugged her and squatted down.
At this moment, Shen Linxi's sideburns were stained with her tears and attached to her cheeks, Shang Yuchen stroked her hair lightly, and then carried her to the parking lot, and Yin Yichen in the distance saw all this.
"What exactly is their relationship?" Yin Yichen questioned.
Originally, he had already taken the first step, but Shang Yuchen was closer, and even if he ran over, what kind of identity would he appear by Shen Linxi's side? In the past, she was Mu Xi, and she could shelter her from the wind and rain, but now who is he hers? And why shelter her from the wind and rain? knows that each other is the original other, but they want to pass by.
Yin Yichen turned around, not wanting to look in the direction they were going, but he couldn't help it, he leaned against the tree, like a child who had done something wrong, poking his head out from time to time to look.
Shen Linxi woke up again It was already 2 o'clock in the afternoon, she slept for 3 hours, and now she felt a little dizzy, she looked around, this was clearly not a tent in the wild, like a private house.
Did Shang Yuchen take her to his home? Shen Linxi guessed in her heart, and then she fell into sadness again, some things can't be forgotten by sleeping.
At this moment, the gloom in her eyes Shang Yuchen was in full view, he installed a pinhole camera in the room, he wanted to see Shen Linxi's every move, but he didn't want to stimulate her sore spots, so he did this thing that only looks a bit like a voyeur does.
It turned out that her strength and coldness were just tools to disguise herself, and I destroyed her with my own hands. Shang Yuchen blamed himself thousands of times in his heart, his heart became complicated, and the guilt became more and more intense.
Shen Linxi looked at the head of the bed, and there was a note: The doctor said that you have some slight heat stroke, and you want me to put it next to the bed, you should be able to see it, take care of yourself, and I will ask the assistant to borrow you back to the camp at night.
The chic font can be seen that he writes very seriously, and he doesn't want Shen Linxi to see his concern, and he doesn't want her to feel that he is facing all this alone.
The expression is not light or heavy, revealing light, complex, and subtle feelings.
Shen Linxi's gaze stayed on the medicine box beside the bed, reaching out to take it and then withdrawing it, Shang Yuchen was puzzled by her actions, and before thinking about it, there was a knock on the door of the room, and the assistant conveyed the chairman's instructions.
Shang Yuchen has not reported in person since the beginning of the university, and the reason why this is possible is because their family is the largest shareholder of K University, and now that the one-year exercise period promised to his father has arrived, it is time for him to return to school.
Shang Yuchen looked at Shen Linxi through the screen, she still stayed on the bed, motionless, Shang Yuchen's immobile expression of loss no one understood.
He turned off the camera, "Time will heal all the old traces, and I will find the truth for you." Thinking to himself, he followed his assistant and left.
Maybe he left too early and didn't see Shen Linxi's tears. She got out of bed and looked out the window, so beautiful...
Then she walked out of the bedroom, out of the living room, out of this luxurious and simple private house, imprinted into the green scenery, full of vitality, but only could not recall her "vitality", Shen Linxi seemed to not see these scenes, walked straight forward, there was no specific place to go, only knew to keep walking...
Xu Jie is very happy today, if nothing else, even if Yin Yichen didn't take her to dive into the sea, but she also accompanied her to walk on the beach for a long time, and she was so close to herself in front of so many classmates, and the footprints on the beach were so close.
Xu Jie took these imprints and posted them to the circle of friends with the pictures, "I hope we can go further in the future!" I hope I have you by my side in the future. ”
In fact, Xu Jie's liking is simple, and she fell in love with Yin Yichen at first sight - she fell in love with his chic and uninhibited.
When night fell, the breath of this night told about youth and romance, Yin Yichen sat on the steps in the dark, no one saw him, only one person was left drinking, and his classmates sang around the fire.
The firelight shone on Yin Yichen's face, and he only relied on the blue pendant of "things return to their original owners" to miss those pasts, and he came back this time to find Shen Linxi, but why has everything changed?
Mu Xi became Shen Linxi, he guessed the reason when he returned to China, 10 years ago he set up a tombstone for Mu Xi's relatives, engraved with Shen Lian's name, saying that that person was her uncle, and now he understands that Mu Xi is a fake name, but he can not care, because Yin Yichen's heart has not changed until so many years, which is enough to show the heaviness of that feeling.
Shen Linxi couldn't see her feelings clearly, that rainy night, she clutched the blue pendant he gave her and fell asleep close to him, all of which was enough to show that there was a place for him in her heart, but she didn't want to admit it or understand it.
Yin Yichen drank a lot, the confusion in his eyes gradually deepened, the figure in front of him gradually blurred, some ghosting, his ears began to buzz, just when he was about to fall asleep, a familiar and anxious voice came.
"Have any of you seen Shen Linxi?" The music around them stopped, everything fell silent, and the firelight dimmed. Shang Yuchen asked one by one with two bodyguards, Yin Yichen stood up, his steps were very unsteady, he walked towards the crowd, swaying dozens of times with each step, Shang Yuchen didn't notice him, just when he asked to no avail, his arm suddenly increased a weight.
I saw Yin Yichen dressed roughly, his mouth was full of wine, grabbing Shang Yuchen, standing in place shakingly, looking at him questioningly and anxiously, Xu Jie stepped forward and wanted to help, but like the first result, Yin Yichen was merciless and didn't even look at her and got rid of her, which was very different from his attitude towards her during the day.
"It's not. Didn't you take her away? Why did you come here to find her? Is it something that happened to her? Yin Yichen asked three questions in a row, and Shang Yuchen didn't know why he knew that he had taken Shen Linxi, but he didn't have time to ask, so he just said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I lost her?" ”
Yin Yichen froze in place, woke up in an instant, his consciousness gradually recovered, and let go of Shang Yuchen's arm, "She... Missing"
Shang Yuchen could see that Yin Yichen had different feelings for Shen Linxi, and his heart was very uncomfortable at this moment, he didn't know what was wrong with him.
"Shang Yuchen, what did you do to her? Why did she faint at camp after talking to you? Why did you take her away and lose her? What kind of grudge do you have against her? Yin Yichen questioned him as if he had lost his mind, and his former good brother was on the verge of tearing his face.
"I'm not as mean as you say, now I don't have time to argue with you here, the priority is to find her, can you give me a little more sober." Shang Yuchen rolled up his sleeves, feeling restless, and Yin Yichen was very dissatisfied.
"I'm going to find her, and I'm going to protect her. And you, I will never let you near her again. If.... If I can't find her, I... I will never let you go. Yin Yichen left his back and walked towards the beach.
Xu Jie watched him leave, her heart was like a knife, "Why, why does he like Shen Linxi so much?" What am I inferior to her? Why would he do this for the sake of a girl who doesn't like him? She asked herself like crazy in her mind.
Yin Yichen went to the beach and blew the sea breeze, and he was much more sober, "Shen Linxi, where are you?" "He shouted in the direction where the waves came from ....
Shen Linxi walked aimlessly alone, the sky seen from the forest was getting darker and darker, only because of the moonlight, she couldn't barely see the road under her feet, one was not careful, she stepped on the stone and slipped forward and fell to the ground, the skin was ground under her calf, her feet were broken, looking at the sky was already dark, Shen Linxi's eyes were even darker than this night sky, for a moment she really felt that it was not bad to leave like this, there was her favorite kapok by her side, she was really happy....
"Shen Linxi, Shen Linxi, where are you? Shen - Lin - Xi. Yin Yichen has been looking for almost two hours, but the forest on the mountain is too dense for him to look at all.
The weather in the south is changeable, and the sky is still clear during the day, but at night the air is humid, as if it is going to rain. Yin Yichen knew that he had to find Shen Linxi, he was afraid of the dark, and she was afraid that she would face the predicament alone.
Yin Yichen guessed where she might go, he looked around at the surrounding trees, and there was a forest in front of him that looked particularly red from a distance, "She said that what she longed for the most was - Kapok, could it..."
Yin Yichen suddenly ran desperately, "You must be there, you must wait for me." Yin Yichen said while praying in his heart.
When he was close to the forest, Yin Yichen's heart was suddenly beating fast, if he couldn't find it again, he really couldn't think of any other place. "Linxi, where are you? Linxi? ”
Yin Yichen's head became heavier and heavier, he drank too much wine, even if he was temporarily sober, he was still very uncomfortable.
"Boom! Rumble! "Thunder and rain are very dangerous in the woods.
"Shen Linxi, where are you? If you can hear it, respond to me, and I will definitely find you, Shen Linxi! Yin Yichen endured his headache and shouted.
....
Suddenly, a thin figure sitting on the ground with his head buried in his knees appeared in front of him, Yin Yichen's eyes widened, he was sure it was her,
"Shen Linxi" he called her name, but she didn't look up and didn't move.
"Boom!" The thunder is getting louder and louder...
Yin Yichen saw that Shen Linxi didn't react, so he stepped forward to help her up, only to find that her foot was injured, Yin Yichen bent down, "I'll carry you out of here, it's about to rain, it's not safe here." ”
But Shen Linxi didn't move, "You don't have to worry about me." She said weakly, still keeping her head down, and the cold wind in the air made Yin Yichen have more and more headaches.
What do you mean by that? You've not always been strong, what's wrong with you? Yin Yichen turned around and grabbed her arms tightly, forcing her to cheer up.
Shen Linxi trembled, she shook her head, "Have you ever experienced the despair of being at the bottom?" Of course you don't, but I do, when I know that it's not an accident that they are leaving one by one, my heart has no desire to live, you tell me, Yin Yichen, what should I do? ”
"You should be stronger to live for the sake of those who care, shouldn't you? Do you know that in life, we will eventually grow up alone, as long as you are strong here, as long as your heart is strong, no one will defeat you. Yin Yichen pointed to his heart and told her firmly.
"So from now on you have to be strong, because those people never left, because he is always in your heart, like these ten years, you... It's always been the same in my heart and never left. Yin Yichen squatted down and looked at her face, and suddenly he hugged her, Shen Linxi moved, her tears flowed on Yin Yichen's shoulder, and her hand attached to his solid waist.
It suddenly started to rain, but I didn't expect it to come so quickly, it seems that they can't rush down the mountain.
"You're right, I should live strong for them." Shen Linxi, who was holding him, flashed with desire for life in his eyes.
Yin Yichen took off his gown and gave it to her, "I'm a boy, I'm not afraid of the cold." He stopped Shen Linxi's refusal and draped her on her.
"Yes, exactly. Can you come up now? Yin Yichen let go of her, wiped her tears, and bent down again.
The rain became heavier and heavier, his high hair was wet, covering his forehead, Shen Linxi put one hand on his shoulder, and the other hand cleaned up the hair covering his eyes, Yin Yichen smiled at her.
The two walked slowly, Yin Yichen carried Shen Linxi on his back, his head hurt, but he wouldn't show it.
Shen Linxi watched the big boy next to him braving the heavy rain to find him, and walked with him on his back for so long, the softest part of his heart was touched, she stroked his forehead wet with rain, Yin Yichen was a little flattered, he turned his head to look at Shen Linxi on his shoulder, and the two laughed together.
After that, they found a relatively flat place, and together they built a small nest against the long branches with dense foliage to temporarily shelter from the rain.
Just when the two of them were about to go in to take shelter from the rain, the blue pendant that Yin Yichen hung on the key chain fell, and when he lowered his head and was about to pick it up, Shen Linxi was one step ahead of him.
She held it in her hand and looked at it for a long time, "I'm sorry. She cried, Yin Yichen slowly raised his slightly cool fingers and touched her tears, and his eyes were reluctant.