Chapter 198, his news

Xin Yi looked back at him, then lowered his eyes and chuckled: "I don't know what method, but your current method will only backfire, but it will cause you to become more and more frustrated." ”

"I thought you would be able to change a little bit after we got married. But I can't see ...... I can't see when you'll care about me a little bit. Zhuo Xinyi, it's because I killed Yong Mingyan and broke you up with him, so you want to take revenge on me like this now? ”

"I admit that when you killed Yongmingyan, I did hate you. But if you must think that this is revenge, then I apologize first. I'm sorry for trying to make me forget about him, and it takes time. ”

"He ...... today Released, not guilty. ”

Xin Yi's body shook slightly.

"It's just that I can't be reinstated, and I'm still beaten back to make a little imperial history." He stared at her coldly: "Are you very happy?" ”

She lowered her eyes and remained silent.

"I thought you were going to cry and beg me to put you back with him."

"There is no need, because ...... No way. ”

Yi Beichen turned his head away from her: "It's better if you know it...... But Mu Yushi should also be a reasonable person, knowing that you are married and a wife, it would be good if you shouldn't think about anything. ”

Xin Yi didn't speak, turned around and walked out: "The concubine has a headache and wants to go back to rest first." ”

He didn't stop him, but stared at her back until he couldn't see it again.

Although he is married, Zhuo Xinyi can live in his home openly, and he can appear in front of him whenever he wants to see him. It's just that he always feels that the physical distance is getting closer, but the distance of the heart is getting farther and farther. Zhuo Xinyi is no longer at all like her before......

Yi Beichen even regretted his decision at the time, he loved the well-behaved Xin Yi who liked to stick to himself in the past, and even when he traveled thousands of miles and turned out the marriage book in his arms, he could think of her appearance and couldn't stop smiling.

It's just that when I see her now, I only feel that the little girl in my memory is running farther and farther, far away...... I can't even catch up.

He lay alone on the bed, staring at the curtain in a daze, as if he still had the footsteps of her just walked out.

'Second brother~ I want to eat honey dumplings, my aunt makes it delicious, I haven't eaten enough, second brother will help me get a little more~ Second brother is the best! Promise Xin Yi~'

He turned his head, but he didn't see the little girl who was grabbing the corner of his clothes with big eyes. But there are only empty rooms and cold bluestone brick faces.

At the beginning of the day, the night is getting darker. Xin Yi is still in a daze in his room, Mu Fangjin should have returned home...... It couldn't have been better that he was acquitted of being released from prison.

Second Senior Brother, although the family is in ruins, at least it's still alive, isn't it? In the future, don't provoke more wrongdoing, be a small official and marry a daughter-in-law, but don't forget the incense of your Mu family.

Thinking of this, her heart ached in a trance.

The person who could be by his side should have been hers.

His eyes were dry, but he couldn't cry.

Just as she was about to change her clothes and go to bed, there was a sudden knock on the door, and then the maid pushed the door open, and just announced, "Miss Perrin is here", and before the words fell, Perrin hurried into the door. "Eldest sister!"

"It's so late...... What are you doing here? When Xin Yi saw it, he hurriedly pulled her to sit down, seeing that her face was full of smiles, thinking that she was afraid that she was also here to tell herself the good news.

"The eldest sister really has no conscience, if it weren't for the fact that I was afraid that the eldest sister would worry about him, I wouldn't have come in such a hurry at night."

"Shh Xin Yi looked left and right, and saw that everyone was leaving the house, so he looked at her fixedly: "Be careful when you speak, this place is not as good as our house." ”

Only then did Perrin realize that he was reckless, and quickly covered his mouth with his index finger, said a soft 'oh', and sat down in front of her. "Eldest sister, have you heard, Mu Gongzi has returned home now, and now Master Li, Lord Zhong, and He Gongzi are all there with him, saying that they want to celebrate."

"I know." Xin Yi replied: "When Yi Beichen came back today, he had already told me about this matter. ”

"How...... I didn't think my brother-in-law would tell you such a thing. Pei Lan wrinkled his brows and asked, "Hasn't he always hated Mu Gongzi?" How can he tell you about his current situation? ”

"He just mentioned it in passing, although he really hates Ah Jin, but he also knows that it is impossible for me to completely exclude Ah Jin in my heart now." She smiled bitterly: "Or it can be said that he is doing what he likes, intentionally or unintentionally." ”

After hearing this, Pei Lan also nodded convincingly: "The eldest sister is reasonable, but ...... But you and your brother-in-law can't go on like this......"

She glanced at Perrin lightly: "I know, this is also what I am worried about." I blindly read Ah Jin, but after all, it was already a relationship that should have passed a long time ago. Now that he's out of prison, my heart ...... I still can't rest assured......"

"You want to see him?" Perrin hurriedly said.

"I don't know if I should see it or not." Xin Yi lowered her head, her forehead hair covering her expression: "I'm scared...... I'm afraid that after seeing him, I will be more and more unable to extricate myself. But I always thought that if I saw him this time, it would be the last goodbye...... Xin Yi subconsciously clenched his fists and grabbed the fabric of the hem of his clothes: "Pei Lan...... I don't know what to do. ”

Seeing her like this, Pei Lan also lowered her eyes: "Actually, Mu Gongzi ...... The same is intended. I heard what He Gongzi said, saying that he also wanted to ask me to tell you that he wanted to see you. If you refuse, the matter is to be done, and if you want to see him...... Then we will only talk about lovesickness after one meeting. After three years of mourning, he also went to prepare to request a transfer to a place, and he was no longer an official in the capital. ”

She looked at her clenched fist, then slowly closed her eyes, and was silent for a moment, but got up first, and took out a copper coin.

"Eldest Sister......

"If you encounter something you can't decide...... Toss a coin and you'll know what to do. She looked at the coin and let out a long exhale: "If it's positive, I'll go to him." If it's the opposite...... It's gone. When she said this, she flicked the coin with her thumb like a coin.

The coin flipped and flew out, but it was a little off-track, and she didn't catch it, but let the little coin fall in the corner on the side.

Xin Yi was still sitting in place, and he didn't mean to get up to pick it up. At this time, she suddenly spoke: "I decided...... I'm going. ”

"But ...... Copper Coin ......"

"Throwing a coin doesn't necessarily mean throwing the result," Xin Yi looked in the direction of the copper coin: "It's the moment the coin leaves your hand, which side of your heart really expects." So I decided...... I went to see him again, and the last time, to confirm that he was safe and sound, so that I could start a new life with Yi Beichen with peace of mind. ”

After hearing this, Pei Lan also sighed: "If you decide, we should also start planning......"

"Yi Beichen is looking at me more closely than the prisoner now, for fear that I will run out...... You didn't see it, I can't even get out of this gate, only you come to visit me, and there is no possibility of going out at all...... So be sure to think of something. Xin Yi raised his eyes and looked at Pei Lan for a long time, and suddenly his eyes lit up.

"Eldest sister...... What did you come up with? ”

"Peilan, now you are the only one who can help me with this......" Xin Yi grabbed her hand and clenched it tightly: "You must help me!" Now there is only one way...... Perran, no matter what, you must do me a favor! ”

That night, when Pei Lan left Xin Yi's room, it was already late at night, and when she went out from the door, she was interrogated by the guard for a while before letting go.

In the following days, Pei Lan came almost every day and night, obviously saying that her sister was unwell these days, and she came to her sister to talk about her family to relieve her worries, and she left at the same time every day. Perrin always nodded and smiled at the little men guarding the door, and then quickly got into the carriage and left.

A few more days passed, and it was already late spring, and the flowers on the trees were full of branches. Xin Yi also often admires flowers in the courtyard to pass the lonely time.

A begonia flower is in full bloom in the courtyard, and she also likes to stay under the tree the most. Since you don't like to be a long-tongued woman with those concubines, you don't allow her to have the interest in enjoying flowers?

But a person is really too lonely, she looks at the flowers on the treetops, day by day, day by day, day by day, she can't wait for how many flowers and leaves there are on this tree, she knows it clearly.

Just after noon, Xin Yi had lunch, and then went out to enjoy the flowers, and saw the flowers blooming on the tree, so he couldn't help but ask the maid to bring a bottle, ready to fold a branch of begonia to put in the house to enjoy. At the same time that the maid ran back, she replied at the same time: "Madam, Mrs. Tian is here, and she is about to see you." ”

"Mrs. Tian?"

Xin Yi was confused, but her voice was already behind her: "Xin Yi! I've seen you! ”

It wasn't until he saw someone who came that Xin Yi couldn't help but exclaim: "Dong'er!?" The person who came was Cheng Wandong, she was more than four months pregnant, and she could see that it was a little inconvenient to have a big belly at this time. When Xin Yi saw her, he hurriedly stepped forward a few steps to help her, for fear that she would fall: "Why are you here?"

"If I don't come, where will I see you?" She glanced at Xin Yi with disgust: "I see you staying at home, as if you are grounded, he treats you like this!?" ”

Xin Yi chuckled, lowered his voice and said, "Ah Jin is fine, isn't he afraid that I will run away with Ah Jin?" Naturally, they want to keep an eye on me. ”

Cheng Wandong had some disdain in his eyes: "I thought he should be pampered by you in a thousand ways, but I didn't expect it to be such a field...... If it weren't for Sister Peilan's sister, how would I have thought he was so cold. ”

"It's not cold, it's just that we don't want to deal with each other." Xin Yi said, smiling lightly: "It's you, you didn't come to see me after I married for a long time, why?" ”