Chapter 108: Gains and Losses
Xue Jian's face was flushed, but he said solemnly: "Xue Jian only asks for one piece, and I ask Da Lang to return Xue Jian's deed of sale!" ”
Seeing that Xue was undoubtedly a thunderbolt, Zhou Bo's face couldn't help but change dramatically when he heard this, his body stiffened, and he sat back on the bed. "What did you just say?" At such a moment, to say such a thing, Yukimi, are you still going to go?
Seeing Zhou Bo's reaction like this, Xue Jian's heart became heavier and heavier, the man in front of him, this man with completely different three views from himself, where would he position himself in his heart? I spent the whole day thinking about it.
"Or do you want it, just for a while, for a moment?" Gritted his teeth, and finally spoke.
Zhou Bo couldn't believe his ears, he calmed down, suppressed the anger in his chest, turned his face sideways and looked at her with a heavy face, and said, "Yukimi, do you know what you're talking about?" ”
"Don't doubt what you hear, what I say is true." At this point, Xue Jian will naturally persevere, she looked at him with a clear expression and nodded, and said, "I want my deed of sale!" "My destiny, I don't want to be in the hands of others.
Zhou Bo glared at her.
"What if I don't give?" Zhou Bo was frozen, and he gritted his teeth for a while. Isn't it that all the love last night was all her hypocrisy?
He thought about it for a long time, there was only one possibility, but ......
But he couldn't believe it! I don't want to believe it!
As soon as he thought of this possibility, Zhou Bo couldn't help but tremble lightly. At this time, when I think about it carefully, Yukimi's smile, Yukimi's smart and coquettish, Yukimi's sadness and sorrow, and Yukimi's love and hate are all so clearly visible, no, Yukimi loves herself so much, and there are flowers and trees with words carved by her own hands at the head of the bed, there is no such possibility!
An inexplicable coldness came from the soles of his feet, climbing all the way to his heart, like a hand pinching his heart, making him panic and unable to breathe, and at the same time, making him afraid. Yukimi, why are you doing this?
Yes, he's afraid, he's always been so afraid of losing Yukimi, he's always known that he's Yukimi's dependence, in fact, isn't Yukimi his dependence?
Xue saw that Zhou Bo's face was pale, thinking that she had guessed the truth, "It turns out that ,......" She looked at him in a daze, it turned out that in your mind, I was just a bed warmer.
Could there be a worse truth than that? Sure enough, she is the alternative loser in the crossing girl!
"What original?" didn't seem to expect her to respond like this, but after a little thought, I knew that this girl with a super small brain capacity must be crooked again, Zhou Bo twisted his brows, subconsciously took her hand, and said anxiously: "Where do you want to go!" You just said yesterday that the hand of the son ...... "He doesn't believe it, he doesn't believe that this person who held his hand yesterday is going to break up today."
Listening to his complaining tone, Xue Jian finally came back to his senses, raised his eyes and glanced at Zhou Bo, and after a long while, he said solemnly: "The person Xue Jian wants to hold must be equal and equal to Xue Jian." I don't want the handle of 'you are my master, I am your girl', this is not a handle at all, this is a bed warmer! Yukimi smiled poignantly, and resolutely withdrew his hand from Zhou Bo's hand.
Zhou Bo frowned: "Fart......" He couldn't help but burst out foul. What is the theory of this girl? He wanted to refute, but he couldn't say it, could he let a big man like him repeatedly emphasize to a little girl, I don't care if you are a girl or not, I will be good to you, only to you?
Xue saw that she didn't know what Zhou Bo was thinking, she shook her head and said, "I will never be your concubine!" She smiled faintly, "Concubines are bought and sold, this is the law of Dashun Kingdom, Xue understands it!" ”
This whole day, she can't help but don't want to understand. If the position of a concubine is done well, it is called spoiling the concubine and destroying the wife; If it is not done well, it is a concubine transaction. In short, it is fortunate to be fired by the employer, and the most common end is the well-known saying: "I don't know how to die".
"What the hell do you mean?"
Zhou Bo glared at Xue Jian angrily and waved his hand impatiently, "You are deliberately ...... Are you deliberately angry with me? ”
Last night, all kinds of warmth are still in front of me, the same silk tent, the same red candle, the same moonlight tonight, this person, this should be the same lovely person as last night, but he was telling himself to ask for his deed of sale, saying that she knew that the concubine was trading, and Zhou Bo's heart was burning and hurting. This kind of gap is something that no one can bear, right?
But I didn't want to, Xue saw a desolate smile, took a deep breath, and then immediately said: "If, Da Lang, if you really respect me, then please don't define me as a concubine who can be bought and sold." ”
Zhou Bo's brows couldn't help frowning, who could tell him, how did all this happen? He was furious and said, "I don't have ......"
Who will tell him what to do? Do you really have to take out the deed of sale to end it?
"You don't?" Xue saw him frowning slightly, with an angry and corrupt look, and sneered, "If you really care about my life and death, then why don't you return my deed of sale and allow me to be an independent and autonomous person like you; Or, can you marry me, marry me officially? Can you do it? ”
"When did I stop caring about your life or death?" Zhou Bo was stunned, laughed angrily, and opened his mouth to ask: "What does this life and death have to do with marriage?" ”
"Nature is related!" Xue Jian said in a low voice, then put on a straight face and held his hand again: "Da Lang, when I want to stand in front of you, I am as equal as you, can you?" I can love, but I want to love with dignity and love with reciprocation! If this love is not dignified, it is better to die! ”
Looking up at Xue Jian, Zhou Bo knew that Xue Jian was not joking, but his heart became heavier and heavier, more and more heavy. Are you driving yourself into a dead end?
Seeing that Zhou Bo didn't speak, but his brows were getting tighter and tighter, Xue Jian sighed lightly: "I'll only tell you one thing." Love is equal, regardless of the noble and the lowly, and it is the place of love. I have loved, I have burned, I have no regrets, but it is impossible for me to bear the endless future that others have in their hands! ”
These words that Zhou Bo had never heard of made him a little incomprehensible, but he understood the meaning, so he said: "Yukimi, your so-called future is not in the hands of others, everything is ...... to me."
"With you? Even if you are not someone else's now, you will be someone else's in the future! Do you dare to say you're not? "Yukimi is clearly drilling the tip of the horns.
Zhou Bo couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Xuejian, believe me, okay?" ”
After a long time, Yukimi whispered, "Do you believe you?" I don't even believe in myself anymore. ”
Yes, how failed she is, isn't it the legendary that the crossing girls are all about the wind and the rain, and when you are a queen, you can't even have other concubines like the emperor?
From hearing the conversation between Du Ma and Zhou Bo today to now, Xue Jian thought a little crazy, she suddenly began to doubt everything, she didn't know that this suspicion was the insecurity of the crossing woman? Or is it a manifestation of the love syndrome called gain-and-loss disorder?
"Yukimi, you're thinking too much." Zhou Bo tried to comfort her.
Yukimi shook his head: "It's not that I'm thinking too much, it's just the truth." ”
Zhou Bo sighed, hugged her into his arms and said, "I said that I will guard you all my life, and I will do what I said!" ”
Xue saw Mu Mu and let him hug him, "So, for your sake, I can only passively wait for your favor, even if I can only be a concubine, do I have to bear it?" ”
"That's not what I meant!" Zhou Bo hugged her angrily, "You did it on purpose, right?" ”
Xue saw oh and said, "If that's not what you mean, then, please return my deed of sale." ”
Zhou Bo pushed her away, "You don't want to leave me in this life!" ”
"May I think that's your answer?" Yukimi continued.
Why is this happening? Zhou Bo threw the curtain and got out of bed, and he rushed away angrily.
Xue Jian sat on the bed without a trace of blood on his face, could it be that this is the end of the story? She is indeed gambling, she uses her sincerity and sincerity to bet on Zhou Bo's sincerity. In fact, knowing that Zhou Bo's parents were not in front of him, it was too difficult to marry him. But she didn't want to be included in the room by him like this, between this marriage and acceptance, there was only a word difference, but what was missing was a person's dignity!
If there is no dignity, it is better to die!
She can pounce on Zhou Bo like a moth to a fire, or she can bear the pain of being engulfed in flames, but she doesn't allow Zhou Bo to despise her like a flame despises a moth!
Yukimi doesn't regret her choice, she seems to be standing at the O-shaped intersection of life, no matter how she turns, she can't turn out, so let her break this balance, either turn O into Q, or turn O into 0 (zero)!