Chapter 155: Your Tears Are My Midwinter

On the third day, Chu Qiao was already able to get out of bed and walk around a little, because the weather was very good, so Shang Fangyan asked the maid to bring a wheelchair and planned to push Chu Qiao for a walk, Chu Qiao silently looked at Shang Fangyan who stretched out his hand and planned to hug him. When he was about to touch him, Chu Qiao said lightly, "Sir, I have nothing to do with you anymore, please don't touch me at every turn." ”

After thinking about it for a whole night, Chu Qiao knew that it was impossible for her to escape Shang Fangyan's clutches in this life, and she had already been poisoned by him, deep into the bone marrow. She also deeply experienced the pain of being unable to cure the poison when she was doing it.

She loves him, she can't deceive herself, let alone Shang Fangyan.

However, she couldn't do anything when nothing happened when the rain passed so quickly, and then she continued to be with Shang Fangyan as before.

So, let everything go naturally, anyway, she and Shang Fang Yan are now divorced, and the contractual relationship is about to end. Leaving isn't necessarily a bad thing.

Hearing Chu Qiao's words, Shang Fangyan smiled.

Chu Qiao's ability to open his mouth to talk to him proves that Chu Qiao has accepted all the facts, although she is still angry with him, but as long as Chu Qiao is still willing to talk to him, he will be satisfied.

Shang Fangxu on the side raised his eyebrows to watch the show, he felt that his father deserved it.

Shang Fangyan glanced at Shang Fangxu, who was snickering on the side, but did not withdraw his hand, "But my son is still young, she can't hold you." ”

Saying that, Shang Fangyan reached through Chu Qiao's knee socket and back, and then gently picked her up from the bed and put her in the wheelchair.

Remembering that not long ago, he was implanted with a virus, and he was weak in Russia, and he could only be carried by Shang Fangyan and went for a walk in a wheelchair, and the little resistance in Chu Qiao's heart disappeared without a trace, and Shang Fangyan pushed him out of the room.

The sun is just right in the yard, the breeze is warm, and the air everywhere is extremely fresh. Everywhere Chu Qiao went, all the servants bowed their heads and called her "Young Madam", even a little more respectful than before.

"Shang Fangyan, we are divorced, I am no longer your wife, can you ask them to stop calling me like that?"

Shang Fangyan still had a handsome smile on his face, walked up to Chu Qiao, knelt down on one knee and looked at her, just when Chu Qiao didn't understand what Shang Fangyan wanted to do, he saw him take out the eighteen glass rosary from his pocket and put it on Chu Qiao's wrist.

"Chu Qiao, as long as you are willing, I will spread a hundred miles of red makeup just to marry you into the door of the Shang family beautifully, so that everyone in the world will know that you are my Shang Fangyan's wife."

Chu Qiao's nose was sour, and he immediately looked away, and did not take off the string of eighteen prayer beads in his hand.

Chu Qiao clearly remembered that Shang Fangxu had told her that the Shang family had been hidden in the world for a hundred years. has always been concealed and low-key, never public, which is also the most important family rule of the Shang family.

But now, Shang Fangyan, who has always been low-key, is willing to put on a hundred miles of red makeup for her, so that the world will know that she is his wife.

She was moved, but should she forgive him now?

Forcing back the tears in his eyes, Chu Qiao looked at Shang Fangyan with a flat expression, and asked after a while, "How is Jiang Yixuan?" Will he die? ”

Shang Fangyan raised the corners of his lips slightly, although Chu Qiao didn't answer him, but he obviously saw the answer in her eyes just now.

"No, I have already asked people to find Jiang Yixuan's biological parents, Jiang Yixuan has a biological brother. Their bone marrow is completely anastomosed, and as long as Jiang Yixuan's condition is stabilized, a bone marrow transplant can be performed. ”

Chu Qiao breathed a sigh of relief, although Jiang Yixuan had no relationship with her anymore, but after all, Jiang Yixuan had been the son she had been thinking about for so many years, how could she bear to watch Jiang Yixuan have an accident.

"Thank you!"

"Chu Qiao" Shang Fangyan suddenly realized that even if Chu Qiao didn't hate him, even if Chu Qiao still loved him, she couldn't easily let go of her knot and be with him as if nothing had happened before.

Chu Qiao once again looked away from Shang Fangyan and looked at Shang Zi on the side, "Ah Zi, can you borrow your mobile phone to use it?" ”

"Absolutely." Shang Zi immediately took out his mobile phone and handed it to Chu Qiao.

Chu Qiao took it with a smile, and then dialed Qin Muyang's mobile phone.

Qin Muyang on the other end of the phone saw that Shang Zi called him and didn't plan to answer it, he always thought that Shang Zi was simple and kind, and sensible and considerate, so the miscarriage of Chu Qiao because of Shang Zi has always made Qin Muyang angry, in his heart, he really can't accept letting the woman who hurt Chu Qiao become his future wife, so he doesn't want to see Shang Zi these days, and he doesn't want to answer her call.

After thinking for a long time, Qin Muyang still decided to connect the phone, because he knew that some things had to be made clear, after all, he had made a mistake first.

"Senior."

Shang Fangyan couldn't believe that it was Chu Qiao's voice on the other end of the phone, "Chu Qiao?!" Where are you? You okay? Why did you use Shang Zi's cell phone to call me? ”

Chu Qiao raised his lips lightly, "I'm sorry, senior, I'm in the Shang family's old mansion, I'm fine." "Fork the dirt pit.

"Are you back with Shang Fangyan again?" Ever since Chu Qiao had a miscarriage and Shang Fangyan appeared in the hospital, Qin Muyang knew that Chu Qiao would return to Shang Fangyan sooner or later.

Chu Qiao pursed the corners of her lips slightly, thinking for a moment, maybe only by telling Qin Muyang that she was with Shang Fangyan again would Qin Muyang rest assured of her.

"Yes."

Although Shang Fangyan couldn't hear Qin Muyang's voice, he could guess most of Chu Qiao's thoughtful movements, and he knew that it was only a matter of time before Chu Qiao returned to him.

Qin Muyang on the other end of the phone sighed inaudibly, not knowing whether to be happy or worried.

"Senior, my miscarriage has nothing to do with Ah Zi, she was instigated that day because she cared about you too much, so she was so excited, even if there was no Ah Zi, the child in my belly would not live for three months." Chu Qiao paused and continued, "So, don't blame Ah Zi, she was unintentional. ”

Qin Mu raised his eyebrows and frowned, "You just called me in the hope that I don't blame Shang Zi?" ”

"No, I was trying to tell you that I'm fine now, you don't have to worry about me."

"Will you go back to work at the office?"

"No, it won't." Chu Qiao replied without hesitation, "I want to take a break for a while and then think about work." ”

Qin Muyang understood why Chu Qiao did this, he didn't force her, "Okay, I understand, you take care of your body." ”

After hanging up the phone, Chu Qiao handed the phone back to Shang Zi, and Shang Zi looked at Chu Qiao with a grateful face, "Sister-in-law, thank you." ”

Chu Qiao smiled, "I didn't do anything, and if you want to get the heart of the senior, you can only rely on yourself." ”

Shang Zi nodded, a bright smile on his face.

"Auntie, I think Mommy's senior is superb, you must get him." Shang Fangxu actually didn't want Qin Muyang to continue to be Shang Fangyan's rival.

Shang Fangyan listened to Shang Fangxu's words and almost wanted to pat him on the back of the head, but he himself had to admit that compared to Qin Muyang, he was really too far behind, because the person who had been silently guarding Chu Qiao without asking for anything in return from beginning to end was Qin Muyang, so he respected Qin Muyang, no matter whether he and Qin Muyang would be rivals in love in the future or Qin Muyang and Shang Zi would be together, he was willing to always be Qin Muyang a friend.

Chu Qiao couldn't help but raise her lips and laugh when she heard Shang Fangxu's words, she became more and more convinced that Shang Fangxu was conceived and born in October.

Shang Fangyan looked at the heartfelt smile on Chu Qiao's face, and suddenly felt much more comfortable, Chu Qiao's smile was his sunshine, and her tears were his midwinter, as long as Chu Qiao was happy, his world would be beautiful.

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Because the medicinal materials used on Chu Qiao's body were the most precious and rarest, Chu Qiao's injuries recovered quickly, and on the fourth day, Chu Qiao no longer needed to live in the medical building, and could return to her monk Fang Yan's courtyard to recuperate. But with the relationship between Chu Qiao and Shang Fangyan now, how could she be willing to go back to the original courtyard to recuperate.

Seeing Chu Qiao's hesitation, Shang Fangyan immediately promised, "You go back to the courtyard to live in the original room, I live in the study, as long as you don't want to, I will definitely not disturb you." ”

Of course, the old lady understood Chu Qiao's thoughts, and took Chu Qiao's hand and said with a loving face, "Chu Qiao, if you don't want to go back to the original yard to recuperate, then come to your grandmother's yard, as long as you are unhappy, I will definitely not let Ayan, a stinky boy, harass you." ”

Shang Fangxu, who was on the side, couldn't help but raise his eyebrows at Shang Fangyan when he heard the old lady's "stinky boy" and snickered.

Bai Yun nodded, and also looked at Chu Qiao with a loving face, "Yes, you can live wherever you want, as long as you are happy." ”

Shang Fangyan didn't say anything, just watched Chu Qiao let her make her own decision, anyway, no matter which courtyard Chu Qiao lived in, it didn't affect him to gather around Chu Qiao all the time.

Facing the love and care of the old lady and Bai Yun, Chu Qiao was a little uncomfortable, and said with a slight smile, "It's good that I live in the medical building, I've bothered you these days, I'll leave when my injuries get better." ”

"Chu Qiao" Shang Fangyan's eyebrows were suddenly frowned, and the shock and heartache in his eyes were indescribable when he looked at Chu Qiao.

"Chu Qiao, what are you doing here?" The old lady was also shocked, she also knew that Chu Qiao usually looked soft and weak, but in fact, she was more stubborn than anyone else, just like that time she was lynched by action, she would rather have her fingers scrapped than say "I was wrong".

Holding Chu Qiao's hand, the old lady continued, "It's Ayan who did something wrong, if you are unhappy, your grandmother will punish Ayan for you, although you have temporarily divorced Ayan, but now there is no one in the Shang family who does not treat you as the young lady of the Shang family, as long as your body is better, grandmother will immediately hold a big wedding for you, so that you can remarry into the Shang family in a beautiful manner, okay?" ”

"Yes, Chu Qiao, it was all my bad before, it was my mistake, you are weak now, you must not be angry with your body." Bai Yun also said with a worried face.

Chu Qiao still smiled slightly and shook his head, "Old lady, big lady, the previous ones are all in the past, you don't have to feel wrong or guilty, and besides, I am not suitable for the eldest daughter-in-law of the Shang family, so you don't have to worry about me anymore." ”

"Chu Qiao, I no longer object to you going out to work, nor do I force you to take over the affairs of the Shang family, I will not object to anything you do in the future, you just need to be Ayan's wife with peace of mind." Bai Yun immediately promised.

Chu Qiao shook his head, his somewhat empty gaze cast out of the window, "My marriage with Shang Fangyan was originally just a contract, Shang Fangyan promised that I would be his qualified wife for one year, and he would return my son, and now the one-year contract period is almost satisfied." ”

Saying that, Chu Qiao looked at Shang Fangyan, "Shang Fangyan, am I qualified for almost a year?" ”

Shang Fangyan nodded, his heart was about to break, and tears couldn't help but wet his eyes, "Chu Qiao...... You are the perfect wife in the world, and no one is more qualified than you. ”

Chu Qiao raised his lips, "Then you will fulfill your promise to return your son to me, right?" ”

Shang Fangyan nodded, "Yes." ”

"Ayan," the old lady and Bai Yun exclaimed at the same time.

"Grandmother, mother, this is a matter between me and Chu Qiao, you don't have to interfere." Shang Fangyan interrupted the old lady and Bai Yun.

Chu Qiao sighed, "Thank you!" ”

The old lady and Bai Yun just sighed, and they didn't know what to say, they also knew how much damage the entire Shang family had done to Chu Qiao, and now they had no reason to object to what Chu Qiao was going to do.

Just when everyone thought that Shang Fangyan would say nothing more, he suddenly changed his words and said, "There is still a month and eight days before the one-year period, before the end of the contract, you must also be my wife, listen to me, you can't leave the Shang family, you can't leave my side, otherwise you can't take Xiaoxu away." ”

Chu Qiao looked at Shang Fangyan with a smile, but there was no surprise in her eyes, because she knew that he just wanted to keep her in the Shang family to take care of herself, or change her decision in this month and eight days.

"Okay, I'll do it."

The old lady and Bai Yun breathed a sigh of relief again, things always took a turn for the better.

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Shang Fangyan didn't expect that Shang Fangxu played the biggest role at the most critical time, with Shang Fangxu's trump card in hand, Shang Fangyan could "threaten" Chu Qiao everywhere, although Shang Fangxu was a little shameful of his father's little scoundrel, but he also enjoyed it, and the father and son even began to be embarrassed.

Under Shang Fangyan's threat, Chu Qiao obediently went back to their original yard to recuperate, because their bedroom was on the second floor, so when going up and down the stairs, Shang Fangyan threatened Chu Qiao that he could only hold her, when eating and drinking medicine, Shang Fangyan threatened Chu Qiao that he could only feed her, and when he was sleeping, Shang Fangyan threatened Chu Qiao that he could only sleep with her.

With Shang Fangyan and Shang Fangxu by her side almost twenty-four hours a day, although Chu Qiao didn't pay much attention to Shang Fangyan, the feeling of incomparable steadfastness and tranquility was something that no one could give her except Shang Fangyan.

Because he rested too much during the day, Chu Qiao didn't feel sleepy at night, opened his eyes and looked at the handsome face in front of him, raised his hand, and traced Shang Fangyan's angular facial contours inch by inch through the air with his fingertips.

Chu Qiao understood that Shang Fangyan loved her, but the injury he gave her was too deep, making her in a dilemma and not knowing how to continue to face him, she really couldn't do it like before, and what had never happened to her, but let her and Shang Fangyan break it off, she couldn't do it even more.

Thinking about it, the hand that was free in the air was tightly held by a warm palm, Chu Qiao pulled back his thoughts and looked at Shang Fangyan, he had already held her hand to his lips and kissed the back of her hand.

Shang Fangyan held Chu Qiao's hand with one hand, and gently touched Chu Qiao's cheek with the other, and a shallow smile on the corner of his lips whispered in Chu Qiao's ear, "I know you don't want to forgive me now, but it doesn't matter, I owe you and I will use the rest of my life to compensate, no matter whether you are willing to marry me again or not, in this life, I will be by your side, I will never lie to you again, nor will I hide you, except for letting me leave you, I will satisfy you whatever you want." ”

Chu Qiao looked at Shang Fangyan, he was serious when he said anything, but he would only be so pitiful and spoiled when he spoke to her.

Listening to Shang Fangyan's words, recalling the bits and pieces that Fang Yan treated her when they were together, it was fake to say that Chu Qiao was not moved.

"Shang Fangyan, is the only reason you lied to me for so long just because you were afraid of losing me?"

Shang Fangyan approached and kissed Chu Qiao's eyebrows, Chu Qiao didn't dodge or let Shang Fangyan's lips fall, looked at him, and waited for his answer.

"Yes, in fact, I was moved when I first saw you at Columbia University, but I wanted to give myself a reason to convince myself to marry you, not just because you are Xiaoxu's biological mother, so I sent someone to investigate all about you, it was your kindness, strength and hard work that made me fall in love with you, and made up my mind to marry you, not because of sympathy or guilt."

Of course, Chu Qiao believed Shang Fangyan's words, because if he didn't want her to know the truth, then she would never know the truth for the rest of her life, and if he just wanted to compensate her, then he would have ten thousand ways to compensate her.

"Are you sad that the child is gone?" Thinking of the lost child, Chu Qiao felt a little sad in his heart, and his eyes couldn't help but become foggy.

Shang Fangyan frowned lightly and stroked Chu Qiao's face, looked at her and said with great self-reproach, "I'm sorry, when you take care of your body, we can have many more children, whether you want girls, boys, twins, or dragon and phoenix fetuses, as long as you want, I can satisfy you." ”

Chu Qiao sighed and closed her eyes and stopped looking at Shang Fangyan, the words of forgiveness came to her mouth but she didn't say it, it was not that she didn't want to forgive Shang Fangyan, it was that her heart was really still hurting, give her some more time, please give her some more time.

Looking at Chu Qiao, Shang Fangyan's distress and self-blame were indescribable, his lips fell on Chu Qiao's forehead, and he murmured, "I know you're sad, when you're injured, you can beat me as much as you want, I just beg you not to embarrass yourself anymore, okay?" ”

Chu Qiao frowned, how could she want to embarrass herself, she opened her eyes and grabbed Shang Fangyan's hand, Chu Qiao bit Shang Fangyan's wrist with a resolute face.

Looking at Chu Qiao's sudden move, Shang Fangyan was slightly startled, but he didn't dodge or dodge, feeling Chu Qiao's gradually tightening teeth on his wrist, Shang Fangyan didn't feel pain at all, anyway, he felt much more comfortable in his heart.

Thinking of Shang Fangyan's concealment for so many years, thinking of the lost child, Chu Qiao's teeth tightened more and more, and she didn't let go until the strong smell of blood overflowed between her lips and teeth, and then raised her eyes to look at Shang Fangyan.

Looking at Chu Qiao, who finally let go of his teeth, Shang Fangyan didn't care about the injury on his hand at all, but looked at Chu Qiao and chuckled, his face was full of pleasure, and he raised another hand that was not bitten and sent it to Chu Qiao's lips, "As long as you don't want this?" ”

Chu Qiao glanced at Shang Fangyan's hand that had been brought to his lips, and without hesitation, he grabbed it and bit it.

Shang Fangyan, I want to pay you back all the pain you gave me bit by bit, if you want to add a deadline, it will be a lifetime.

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Early the next morning, Shang Fangxu got up and rushed into Chu Qiao and Shang Fangyan's bedroom, and saw that Shang Fangyan, who had just gotten up, had dried blood on both wrists, and there were two rows of clear tooth marks printed on them, Shang Fangxu couldn't help but be stunned, and then looked at Chu Qiao, who had woken up but didn't get up.

oo~ His daddy has been punished!

Raising his eyebrows at Shang Fangyan, Shang Fangxu ran to the side of the bed with a look of adoration and then took a big sip on Chu Qiao's face, "Mommy, you are simply my idol, I worship you more and more." ”

Chu Qiao held Shang Fangxu's little face and kissed it, of course she understood what Shang Fangxu was referring to, because she saw Shang Fangxu's reaction just now, so she couldn't help but smile and said, "If you don't behave well in the future, I may do the same to you." ”

Shang Fangxu nodded, and said with a happy smile, "You won't be as ignorant as Daddy, now Mommy is the biggest, and I will listen to Mommy for everything in the future." ”

Shang Fangyan glared at Shang Fangxu fiercely, he really didn't dare to imagine what kind of tragic picture it would be for Chu Qiao and Shang Fangxu, the mother and son, to deal with him in the future.

Chu Qiao chuckled very satisfied, and then tried to prop up his body to get up.

Seeing Chu Qiao's movements, Shang Fangyan immediately stepped forward to pick up Chu Qiao, and then looked at Shang Fangxu with a provocative expression, "My lady is getting up, shouldn't you go out first, Mommy?" ”

Shang Fangxu pursed his lips and jumped out of the bedroom.

After watching Shang Fangxu go out and close the door, Shang Fangyan carried Chu Qiao to the chaise longue and sat down, then took a very loose and comfortable light lake-colored skirt from the wardrobe and came out to look at Chu Qiao and asked, "How about wearing this today?" ”

Chu Qiao nodded, Shang Fangyan asked the clothes prepared for her to be finely carved and pecked, even if it was a random one, it was extremely good-looking.

After changing Chu Qiao's clothes, Shang Fangyan took Chu Qiao to wash again, Chu Qiao looked at the blood-colored tooth marks on Shang Fangyan's wrists and couldn't help but grab his hand, "Go get the medicine box, I'll help you deal with the wound." ”

Chu Qiao was willing to help him deal with his wounds, and Shang Fangyan was naturally very happy, so he immediately went to get the medicine box and opened it.

Chu Qiao held Shang Fangyan's wrist with a potion to wash away the bloodstains, and looked at the two rows of deep tooth marks and couldn't help frowning, and suddenly felt a little distressed.

"Does it hurt?"

Shang Fangyan looked at Chu Qiao and smiled, "It doesn't hurt, as long as you're happy, as long as you're not sad, it won't hurt if you bite me." ”

Chu Qiao sneered at Shang Fangyan fiercely, "Then do you want to be bitten by me often in the future?" ”

Shang Fangyan's smile became more and more handsome and bright, and his lips leaned over and pecked Chu Qiao's lips, "In the future, my wife will be the biggest, I will obey my wife's orders, but my wife can still bite me at any time." ”

Chu Qiao couldn't help laughing, raised Shang Fangyan's hand and bit it down again, but he didn't use any force at all.