All Chapters_Chapter 93 I didn't even say a word of goodbye
The door of Shen Yan's room had been closed for a long time, and Mu Jinchen did not leave.
He just stood outside, looking at the door that could easily be pushed open.
But he knew that there was a door that he couldn't open.
Her last look seemed to be saying goodbye, saying goodbye to their past.
Looking up, I glanced at the sky, and after a night of spring rain, it was already clear.
But at this moment, it began to rain in Mu Jinchen's heart, continuous, cold and biting rain.
Eventually, it became snow.
And Shen Yan supported his body, and after entering the house, he leaned against the door weakly.
Tears were already like bursting embankments, overflowing her whole face, and she used all her strength to cover her mouth to prevent herself from crying.
She never imagined that one day, she would love him so much.
However, this kind of love is beyond her control.
Wait until the day when something is revealed.
He has to make a choice, and this choice will drive both of them crazy.
……
Seven days later.
During these seven days, Shen Yan was sick all the time.
I can't say what the problem is, Shen Yan has prescribed himself several medicines, but it doesn't get better.
Qingchi has been taking care of her all the time, and what makes Qingchi strange is that the prince has never been to the hospital since that day.
Regarding what has happened in the palace in the past seven days, Qing Chi doesn't say anything, and Shen Yan naturally doesn't know.
When Shen Yan walked out of the house with that pale little face and saw the spring light outside.
Qingchi had to tell her what had happened in the palace in the past few days.
First of all, there was a fire in the palace of the noble people, and the noble people who were pregnant with the dragon descent were all killed by the palace people of the entire Luoyun Palace.
Then the queen took the initiative to resign from the throne and let the virtuous concubine.
The last one is also the most devastating.
That's what everyone in the palace is saying. The regent Mu Jinchen has a habit of breaking sleeves, he doesn't like women, he likes men.
Who do you like? Naturally, you can think of it with your heels.
Qing Chi cautiously looked at Shen Yan, whose face was already so bad that he couldn't have worsened, but he didn't dare to speak anymore.
But those ugly gossips in the palace, even if she doesn't say it, there will be others who say it.
So after organizing the language for a long time, Qing Chi squatted at Shen Yan's feet and said with a worried face:
"Master, I heard Xiao Zheng in the imperial dining room say that a few days ago, the prince had a big quarrel with the emperor.
The reason seems to be that the emperor wants to force the prince to marry Cangluxue. However, the prince was not happy.
It is said that the emperor's table was overturned by the prince at that time.
The emperor was angry, but the prince only left a sentence. ”
At this point, Kiyoike stopped.
Shen Yan turned his head and moved his gaze from the branches of the sycamore tree to Qingchi's face.
"What words!"
"Lord Wang, Lord Wang said, no matter whether Shen Yan is a man or a woman, even if she is not a person, I Mu Jinchen in this life. I only like her alone, at that time, the prince had already walked to the door of the imperial study, and the palace maids, eunuchs, and guards who were waiting outside all heard it. ”
Qing Chi's words landed, and Shen Yan's expression was in a trance.
If you put aside your identity and don't look at it, Shen Yan really feels that the prince's words are really Su Bang.
The mode of the rotten girl in her heart is online again.
There was also a little more smile on his face, but after laughing, he felt that his situation was probably embarrassing to the point of being incomparable.
"Clear the pond. To tell you the truth to Master, do you think that I am ...... with the prince, the two of us."
"Master, I don't know much about your world, but when I was in the Colosseum, I saw two male dogs together, and the female dog couldn't get into it if she wanted to.
And two bulls, two roosters.
So, you two men, it's nothing if you're together, it's just a little bit, two males together. You can't give birth to dolls.
Eh, it doesn't matter, find a doll that doesn't have a father or a mother, isn't it okay to be your baby? ”
“……”
Hearing that Qing Chi had finished saying these words seriously, Shen Yan was already petrified in place.
What a mess, and a bull, a bull.
She is a woman, and they can only be a male and a female.
Obviously a disturbing matter, when Qingchi said it, Shen Yan himself was already a little crying and laughing.
But it was in such a state of mind that the arrival of Canglu Snow still made Shen Yan's heart a little worse.
"Lord Shen, I haven't seen you for a few days, but I have lost a lot of weight."
As soon as she saw Shen Yan, Canglu Xue said this in a weird way.
The corners of Shen Yan's mouth raised slightly, and his face was indifferent.
"Princess Deer, if you have something to say, just say it."
In fact, even if Cangluxue didn't say it, Shen Yan knew what she was here for.
"Hmph, I really calculated a lot, I didn't count it on your head, and I thought that Mu Wang Ye really remembered that dead ghost wife to reject me like that, it turned out that he actually had a problem with his sexual orientation.
Who would have thought that the regent of the Zhongzhou Empire would have such a fetish, which is simply a shame for Zhongzhou.
And you, Shen Yan, seduced the prince with a little bit of 'beauty', if you are a woman, it is understandable.
And you're not a woman, it's disgusting to think about. ”
Ever since I heard that Mu Jinchen liked Shen Yan, Canglu Xue had been in a state of collapse.
At first, she thought she had lost to a woman, but it turned out that she had lost to a dead man.
It's okay to lose to a dead man, because this dead man is at least a woman.
What I never expected was that in this scene, there was no heroine at all.
From beginning to end, it's a play between two men.
Shen Yan didn't care about Cangluxue's abuse, and he didn't get angry.
But even if she scolded her, she even scolded Mu Jinchen together.
This made Shen Yan a little unbearable.
Although her body is not very good, she can still do it to rectify this proud little princess.
Slowly sat up from the stone chair, and walked to Canglu Xue's side step by step with the support of Qingchi.
Wuge, who had been behind Canglu Xue, saw Shen Yan approaching, and he was on guard.
The first time he was on Weiyang Street, he had suffered the loss of this Dr. Shen, he didn't even know how he was recruited, and he was groggy for several days before he eased up.
So no matter what time it is, this thin doctor, who is less than his chest, is a dangerous species in the eyes of Uger.
Shen Yan looked at the different expressions on the faces of the master and servant. He shook his head helplessly.
She glanced at Qingchi next to her, and thought of a good way to make Canglu Xue ugly.
"Princess Luxue, let's do it, I heard that you Ye people are very fond of duels, how about we have a fair duel.
If Ug can defeat my apprentice Qingchi, I will kill myself in front of you;
However, if he can't beat it, then please leave Zhongzhou immediately, and never set foot in this land.
What do you think. ”
Shen Yan said these words with a smile, but when she finished all the words. The other three were in a state of disbelief.
Cang Luxue glanced at the thin and small palace maid next to Shen Yan, and felt that Shen Yan might be crazy, and actually came up with such a way to kill herself by harming others and herself.
As for Uge, he thinks that Shen Yan is joking with him, that little girl, she can slap herself to death.
Only Qing Chi looked at Shen Yan with a puzzled expression.
Didn't Master say that she should not be allowed to fight anymore, and if she could use her mouth, she should not do it. If she doesn't control it and kills someone by mistake, won't she cause trouble for Master again?
knew that these people would have such expressions, Shen Yan just lowered his head and smiled.
There was a slight mockery on her pale face, but more confidence.
"What? Don't you dare? Or is it that the powerful General Ug behind you is afraid of me, a little apprentice? ”
"You ......"
Before Cangluxue could speak, Uger's temper was a little uncontrollable.
Isn't that swearing? He has been on the battlefield for many years, and he should have fought more battles than the female doll had eaten.
This Shen Yan actually said that he would be afraid of her?
"If you don't accept it, if you don't accept it, you should fight!"
After Shen Yan finished speaking, he sat back down, under the plane tree, on the stone chair.
Picking up the hot tea that Qingike had prepared in advance, he drank it unhurriedly.
Cangluxue bit her lower lip, but she was a little entangled.
This duel, no matter how you look at it, is the one who wins, but if she wins, if Shen Yan really kills herself in front of her, what should she do, and what is more, fighting with such a little girl, Uge will not win.
For a while, she really didn't know what to do.
After comprehending Shen Yan's intentions, Qing Chi calmly stared at Uger, who was many, much taller than her, with her clear eyes like spring water.
Then he stretched out his hand and made a gesture of please.
Following Shen Yan's tone just now, he said to Canglu Xue and Wuge:
"If you're afraid, just admit defeat, this girl really doesn't want to fight, this yard, I just swept it in the morning."
It's all said and done, if Cang Luxue doesn't agree again, then her face as the princess of Ye Kingdom will be completely lost.
"Okay, just fight, but, Lord Shen, the duel of our Ye Kingdom is going to be fatal, and if you kill someone in the dueling arena, you won't be in charge."
"Hmm."
Still calm and composed, after Shen Yan hummed, her eyes didn't lift, and all her attention was in front of her, which pot of new tea.
Next, in this small courtyard where the imperial doctor is not very large, an amazing scene happened.
A small figure, nimble like a ferret, after a few rounds, Ugg was not only unable to parry her wolf-like ferocity, but was also unable to catch her breath.
If it weren't for the fact that this fierce general was experienced in a hundred battles and had actual combat experience, he probably wouldn't have been able to hold on to a cup of tea, and he would have been beaten by this girl to the point where he had no ability to fight back.
However, Uger only insisted on barely holding on to the time of two teas.
was locked by an eagle in Qingchi and pressed to the ground.
For a moment, Qingchi's face was murderous, but when he thought of the master sitting behind him, he put away that cold aura again.
As if he had done something bad, he quickly stood up from the ground and trotted back to Shen Yan's side.
I lowered my head and didn't dare to say a word.
Shen Yan looked at Qingchi, smiled at her with some affection, and put a bowl of tea that had been cooled next to Qingchi's hand.
Cangluxue just can't accept this fact at all.
However, the truth is so cruel in front of her.
Uge is the first warrior in her Ye country, but as a result, she was beaten by a fourteen or fifteen-year-old girl in Zhongzhou and had no ability to fight back.
If this gets out. Where is her Cangluxue's face, where is her Yeguo's face.
However, what Cangluxue didn't expect was that after Uge got up from the ground, he had a dignified face, and took out his scimitar that had cut Mu Jinchen from his waist, and directly crossed his neck.
That is, between the electric flint of the blade cutting through the skin.
A stone that flew from there hit the back of Ugg's hand.
It was supposed to cut off the carotid artery, but it was deflected in one fell swoop, but Uger's neck was still flushed in an instant.
When Shen Yan saw it, her expression was awe-inspiring, and she hurriedly asked Qingchi to go to the house to get her medicine box.
And he took off his cotton shirt and covered Uger's neck.
"General Wu, what are you doing here?
Victory and defeat are commonplace, and there are only a few of us here, why are you bothering? ”
Shen Yan was angry and anxious next to her, and she didn't have time to think about who bounced the stone that hit Uge's hand.
Canglu Xue was even more panicked beside her, and she didn't know what to do.
If you want to talk about Shen Yan's surgical skills, it is really amazing.
In a minute or two, the wound on Uger's neck was sewn up by her.
When she took the scissors and cut the special silk thread, she breathed a long sigh of relief.
She proposed a duel just to let Cangluxue leave Zhongzhou, who knows, this man in Ye Country is so upright, if he loses, he will lose, and he will not commit suicide.
Don't he know that there is a saying in this world that there are people outside the people and there are mountains outside the mountains?
"Shen, Lord Shen, I'm ...... Ug"
After Shen Yan bandaged Uge's wounds, Uge just didn't know what to say.
He was really impulsive just now, and he had the idea of committing suicide, but when he was scolded by Shen Yan, he felt that what he did was really a bit reckless.
"General Wu, people, no matter what time it is, life is the most important thing, and in the future, don't do such stupid things."
Just after Shen Yan said this, Canglu Xue seemed to finally understand something.
Mu Jinchen likes Shen Yan, not only because Shen Yan has a better appearance than ordinary women.
What's more, it's her unique temperament that people can't hate.
Pursing her lips, Cang Luxue stood in front of Shen Yan.
She looked at the thin man whose hands were still stained with blood, but he was as thin as a noble lotus, and her heart was already full of awe.
"Lord Shen, my Cangluxue is a good talker, tomorrow morning, I will leave Beijing, and from now on, I will never set foot in Zhongzhou.
Also, I apologize for what I just said.
Seriously, if you are a woman, you will definitely be a good princess who is loved by all the people. ”
After speaking, Canglu Xue saluted Shen Yan, and in her proud eyes, at this moment, they were all appreciation.
Shen Yan has never felt that Cangluxue is a bad person, although she is proud and conceited, she is a bright and upright person.
is not like that Fu Yuqing, who has always been in the shadows in secret.
Thinking about it, he didn't say anything, but just returned to Cangluxue with a salute.
This situation should be called sympathy.
With Uge, Canglu Xue was about to leave the small courtyard where Shen Yan lived, but when they all walked to the door, Canglu Xue still turned around.
"Lord Shen, if in the future, there is a useful place for Lu Xue, come to Ye Country to find me.
Also, if one day, you want to find a woman to marry and have children......
My Ye country is rich in beautiful women.
Leave. ”
After speaking, Canglu Xue never looked back and left.
Shen Yan was still standing in place, looking in the direction of the door.
I hope that such a woman can marry her heart. The hero who can give her a sense of security.
Breathing a sigh of relief, this tossed for a noon, and Shen Yan was already a little tired.
Just as she was about to turn around and go back to her room to rest.
Something was just under my feet.
She lifted her foot and leaned over to pick it up.
The scene when Ugg killed himself just now replayed it in her mind.
She looked at this small, round pebble, and her eyebrows were furrowed.
And at this moment, who was also frowning, there was Mu Jinchen standing on a tall plane tree with a cold face.
In the past few days, he has come to the Tai Hospital every day to see Shen Yan, and he naturally knows about Shen Yan's illness.
In order for Shen Yan to eat better, he deliberately transferred all the cooks in the palace to the imperial dining room, and all the meals sent over were usually delicious for her.
However, she still lost weight, and it was distressing to be thin.
He really wanted to jump down and hug her in his arms now, and tell her that he was willing to take her out of the capital and leave this place of right and wrong.
It's okay if he, the regent, doesn't do it.
However, he was afraid, he was afraid of her, and he would say to himself those things that he couldn't accept at all, just like that day.
The more you cherish it, the more you are afraid of losing.
Before he was completely sure, all he could do was look at her secretly from behind the shadows as he did now.
Shen Yan pinched the pebble and stood up from the ground.
She looked up at the tallest and stout tree in the courtyard.
The white corners, behind the trunk of the tree, were gently blown by the wind.
He was probably thinking about things, so he exposed his existence so carelessly.
With a sigh, Shen Yan took a step back to the room.
In fact, every night, Mu Jinchen came to see her, and she knew it.
The sweet smell of tea on his body had already been deeply imprinted in her mind.
She pretended to sleep every night, just because she didn't want to face him.
What's more, I still don't want to face myself and face those complicated things.
It was on this night that Shen Yan wrote his resignation in front of his case, not only that, but Shen Yan also wrote about Mama Sun and about the Gu fetus.
No matter what the emperor's attitude is, she has to leave this palace.
As for Mu Jinchen, Shen Yan felt that it would be like this for the time being, and when she could let go of the burden in her heart, maybe it would be time for the two of them to get back together.
However, everything in the world is planned without changing quickly.
Early the next morning, Shen Yan took the resignation letter with the statement of the case, and walked to Longqian Palace amid everyone's gossip.
An eight-hundred-mile urgent war report has been delivered to the emperor's table.
The southern frontier sea country invaded, and more than a dozen cities were lost overnight.
Immediately, the emperor issued an order and ordered Mu Jinchen to immediately send troops to recover the lost territory.
In the face of homeland security, all the children's affection seems to have become a little small.
When Shen Yan learned all this, he felt that his heart was suddenly empty.
She squeezed the fold in her hand and walked out of the palace gate as quickly as possible. It also took the fastest time to rush to the south gate tower.
In the distance, a figure wearing silver armor and a crimson cloak appeared in Shen Yan's eyes.
Without even saying a word of farewell, he was going to go on a campaign for this country and for the people of this country.
Last night, he had come to see her, and she remembered that he had touched the temperature of her fingertips on her cheek.
But as a result, she still let herself miss it.
It's a mess.
If she knew he would be leaving today, then she would have done it anyway. It won't be so easy to let him disappear into his own world.
Mu Jinchen, promise me, you must come back unharmed.
After saying a word silently in his heart, Shen Yan wiped away the two lines of tears on his face.
After taking a few deep breaths, he laughed self-deprecatingly.
She has always felt that Mu Jinchen loves herself more than she loves him.
But today, she found out that her love was already terminally ill and incurable.
Maybe. When she first saw him at Hanjiang Ferry, she was already in love with him.
It's obviously love at first sight, but I am an afterthought.
It wasn't until the wind on the city tower dried the tears on his face and blew his eyes red that Shen Yan left a little depressed.
After returning to the palace, Shen Yan didn't go, and went directly to Longqian Palace.
When the emperor heard that Shen Yan wanted to see him, he was hesitant.
However, after thinking for a while, he agreed, but everyone in the room was invited out.
On the huge hall, there are only two people, the emperor and Shen Yan.
"Your Majesty, have you been doing well lately?"
Shen Yan knelt on the ground, his eyes were as indifferent as before.
But such a calm look almost made Mu Jinming feel like he was on pins and needles.
"Well, I'm fine."
"Your Majesty, Shen Yan is a doctor, in fact, when you are sick or poisoned and about to die, you are in my eyes, with other patients. And it doesn't make any difference.
Because of the matter of the noble people, you want to kill me, and I can understand it.
However, those innocent people who don't even know the whole thing are still killed by you, by you.
I have always felt that the emperor is merciful and holy.
Until that night, I realized I was wrong.
If you have more words, Shen Yan doesn't want to say any more, I came today, Shen Yan is here to ask you for your resignation, all the details of the entire case of Huaguiren. Shen Yan has also written it all clearly.
Shen Yan only begged, for the sake of me saving your life twice, let me out of the palace! ”