The first time I found out that I was out of order, it was as if my brain was short-circuited.

Although there is no phone from Yun Muxi, she must have sent her home when they met for the first time. Suddenly thinking of this, my heart suddenly jumped with joy, and the haze in my heart for a few days suddenly disappeared, and the sky was clear.

Time seems to fly by, and Yun Muxi has been strong for more than a year, she is like a like-minded friend of mine, we always have common topics together, and we can also have a tacit understanding in academic discussions, but it seems that we have nothing else, there is no transcendence.

During this year's winter vacation, grandpa celebrates his 80th birthday, and we are going to the United States to celebrate my grandfather's birthday.

Everything seems to look impermanent, until that day, Wu Haitao sent me a WeChat New Year's greeting, we chatted casually, Wu Haitao said that he was going to take the X big exam, if he got his wish, he would leave S City.

This topic immediately exploded in my mind, and one by one the problems that I ignored also bothered me.

Finally, the next day, I couldn't help it anymore, and I learned that Yun Muxi wanted to take the Z big test in City A, and Z big was one of the best brands in the country, and I believed that Yun Muxi did have this strength.

But this moment also made me have to face up to a problem, that is, Yun Muxi is leaving, she will be farther and farther away from me, and she will be away for longer and longer.

When I finally looked forward to the day when I was going to return to China, I seemed to be a little overexcited, and I couldn't help but make my grandfather jealous, thinking that I had grown up and began to dislike his old man.

The day before I returned home, I accompanied my sister to buy gifts, and my mind was all about the joy of returning home, and the whole process was a little absent-minded.

But suddenly, a white bear in a shop window caught my attention.

It was a white teddy bear with a patch on her forehead, and Yun Muxi once told me the story of the patch bear, and looking at her expression at that time, I knew that she would like it very much.

This bear is a limited edition created especially for Valentine's Day, and there are only 99 bears in the world, and each bear has a different tag on it. This one was already the last one in the store, and I didn't hesitate to buy it.

Through this little bear, I also fully realized that I was so cowardly.

The bear has been in my hands for half a year, and I have not only struggled with how to send the bear out, but also with my own feelings.

It wasn't until Yun Muxi took the college entrance examination that I mustered up the courage and dared to really face my light mood.

That day, Wu Haipeng told me that their class was going to have dinner, and I waited at the door of the hotel early.

That day, I met the "real" Yun Muxi for the first time. The reason why she said it was real was because she took off all the disguises that day and showed her original self.

I have always felt that Yun Muxi is a very special girl, she studies well, is smart, and has a good personality, and I always vaguely feel that this girl should not be as simple as it seems on the surface, at least she looks quite beautiful.

But this day I realized that she was so beautiful

Without the camouflage of black-rimmed glasses, Yun Muxi was simply amazed after a little dressing, and this discovery made my heart not calm down for a long time.

But to my surprise, after this day, she disappeared, completely disappeared from my sight, and even seemed to have completely disappeared from my life, I seemed to be crazy to ask for news of her, but there was no gain.

It was as if she had really disappeared from this world, and I even found her best friend Gu Yuxuan, but she only told me that Yun Muxi went to a distant relative's house.

I made up my mind to get into Z University so that I could continue to be with her after a year.

Finally, I was admitted to Z University as I wished, and I could finally be with her, and my heart was extremely happy. But what surprised me even more was that Yun Muxi and Gu Yuxuan also took a year off from school, and started their college life with me this year.

I didn't sleep all night excited about this accident.

But soon, a bad news shattered all my good fantasies, and Yun Muxi was pregnant.

Only Gu Yuxuan and I know this news, and Gu Yuxuan and I don't know who the child's father is, let alone where she went this year and what happened.

Yun Muxi's impression in my heart has always been very good, even if this incident happened, it didn't change my good impression of her in the slightest. I'm still convinced that she's not just the kind of bad girl, she must have something to hide, and I even think she's pathetic.

Gu Yuxuan and I began to help her cover up, and we survived the winter vacation smoothly, and no one found out that she was pregnant.

I don't know if God has suffered too much for her, Yun Muxi's birth was not smooth, she was not only born prematurely, but also almost hemorrhaged.

Finally got through this thrilling catastrophe for us, Yun Muxi gave birth to a lovely little daughter, Xuanxuan and I recognized her as a goddaughter, and I was very happy to be my godfather, because I felt that it seemed that this relationship with Yun Muxi was closer.

But the joy did not last two days, and the ordeal came again.

Yun Muxi's father passed away while participating in the support of Médecins Sans Frontières in Africa, and when we received the news, Yun Muxi had just been discharged from the hospital and returned home with Niannian.

During that time, Yun Muxi seemed to have some postpartum depression, immersed in sad emotions all day long, although Gu Yuxuan and I have been by her side, but it seems that she still can't open her heart, and it seems that there is a place in her heart that we can never stay in.

Once I finally mustered up the courage, I wanted to accompany Yun Muxi to share all the hardships in life, and I also wanted to really become Niannian's father, I don't care if she is my child or not.

Maybe I'm a little despicable, and I'm a little bit in danger, but I think that only when Yun Muxi is most disappointed may she really need a support, maybe this is my only chance.

However, what I didn't expect was that I still failed, even if I was a little cautious with the villain, but I failed alone.

This made me finally