Luo shook his head, and Zhengse said: "Princess, I must pay for your side, if you let Zero go now, Zero Luo is really not at ease." ”

Jian Huaizhen saw that she was loyal, knew that she was dedicated to herself, and couldn't bear to reprimand her, so he didn't say a word, and lay down on the bed.

Jian Huaizhen lay on the bed and tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep, Shangguan Mingfeng's cold face appeared in front of her for a while, Nangong Jiuzhong's crazy face appeared for a while, and Bai Qingqing's pure face appeared for a while, and it didn't take long for Yingying's innocent face to appear in front of her.

The faces of all the dead people were run over in front of her one by one, and what shocked her the most was that in the end, Yu Mian's heroic face appeared in front of her.

Yu Mian and Tang Jingran were originally a pair of mandarin ducks that everyone envied, but now they have become separated by life and death, which makes her feel embarrassed.

Jian Huaizhen said in his heart: "If I had handed over the golden jade staff in the first place, would things still be like this?" If I hadn't hidden the news of the shocking death from the emperor in the first place, would things have turned out like this? ”

The more Jian Huaizhen thought about it, the more she felt deep self-blame, she didn't know that there was another person who was as sleepless as she was at this moment, and that was Tang Jingran.

Tang was shocked to see that Mrs. Zhang insisted on waiting by Yu Mian's side, so she had to go back to the room, after returning to the room, her thoughts were uneasy, she had a thousand thoughts in her heart, but she didn't know where to remember.

After thinking about it, she always felt that the whole thing was arranged by Wan Zhen'er and the emperor, especially Wan Zhen'er, Wan Zhen'er didn't know why she wanted to target her, and it was just against her, she didn't hesitate to be involved in the crown, and now she killed the crown, which made her unacceptable no matter what.

Yu Mian's life is gone, and Yu Mian is the person he loves the most, can he just watch Yu Mian die in vain? She thought of Wan Zhen'er's delicate face like a flower, but in fact, this person's character was like a poisonous snake and a poisonous scorpion.

She shuddered every time she thought about it, she thought about it for a long, long time, and lay in bed for a long time and couldn't sleep.

She suddenly thought of something, she thought that if she had obeyed the emperor's orders and entered the palace, maybe nothing would have happened in the future, "Could it be that I was wrong?" Don asked himself.

If he is willing to obey the emperor and enter the palace as a concubine, then maybe everything will not evolve to this point today, the emperor will not turn against the eldest princess, and Yu Mian will not be affected by her, and the emperor has been embarrassed many times, and now he has given his life.

The more Tang Jingran thought about it, the more she felt that there was a lingering grievance in her heart, that kind of feeling could not be described by anything, she only felt that a heart was slowly empty, as if there was no longer a heart in her body.

In the face of everything in heaven and earth, she can not be shocked, but there is a heart-rending pain, which makes her empty heart make her feel even more distressed, and that kind of feeling is really not something that can be described in one sentence.

Tang was shocked to lie on the bed and tossed and turned, and it was sleepless all night.

Tang was shocked and waited in front of Yu Mian for three days in a row, but Yu Mian still went peacefully on the night of the third day, as Jian Huaizhen said.

Yu Mian is only in his twenties, and his heroic face has many marks on it, but he still looks so handsome.

Tang Jingran looked at him, he grabbed Tang Jingran's hand, and Tang Jingran felt that the temperature of Yu Mian's hand was decreasing little by little.

Yu Mian used all his strength to say to Shocking: "Shocking, you must live well, if there is an afterlife, we will marry again." With that, he fainted on the bed.

Tang Jingran called him for a long time, and then he woke up again, and said to Mrs. Zhang: "Mother, it's the child who is sorry for you, if there is an afterlife, the child will repay your great kindness again, please help me take care of my mother after the shock, and you have to listen to the words of the sister in the future, you know?" ”

Yu Rou had already been crying silently on the side, and when she saw Yu Mian say this to her, she said repeatedly: "Yes, yes, I know." ”

After Yu Mian finished speaking, he fainted again, and everyone was in great pain.

At this moment, Jian Huaizhen was sitting in the room outside with Fang Xiao, Ji Qihan and Jiang Shaoheng, and suddenly they heard Yu Rou crying, and Mrs. Zhang also let out an earth-shattering howl and hurriedly broke in.

As soon as Jian Huaizhen walked in, Tang Jingran took her hand and said to her, "Aunt Princess, take a look at Yu Mian and see how Yu Mian is doing?" ”

"Okay." Jian Huaizhen agreed, and stepped forward.

She put her hand on Yu Mian's pulse, and her face suddenly turned pale, because at this moment, Yu Mian had no life left.

Jian Huaizhen shook his head and said, "I can't help it." ”

After she said this, the whole person took a few steps back and sat down on the chair.

Jiang Shaoheng hurriedly supported her, patted her on the shoulder and comforted her, Jian Huaizhen only had one of his own hearts at this moment, which was really empty.

"Is he really, really no longer in this world? Why do you want me, an old woman, to send a white-haired person to a black-haired person at such an old age! The more Mrs. Zhang spoke, the more sad she became, and the whole person cried.

And Tang was shocked that she only felt a lot of grief in her heart at this moment, but she couldn't shed a single tear on her face.

She looked at Yu Mian and looked at him quietly, she thought of the first time the two of them met, when Yu Mian was still a weak scholar, he originally wanted to Nanjing to see Jian Huaizhen, along the way, he happened to meet him, so he drew his sword to help, and then the two of them walked together, and then the bits and pieces emerged in front of her like a torrent.

She thought of when she was captured by Ouyang Ling, Yu Mian did not hesitate to sacrifice her life to save herself, and there are few people in this world who can afford this earth-shattering feeling.

She recalled the bits and pieces of herself and Yu Mian, and only felt that the memory was so sweet, but the reality was so cruel, why did God treat her like this and break up their lovers alive?

Tang sat there stunned, for an hour or two, with no expression on his face, and he didn't move.

Seeing this, Fang Xiao hurriedly pulled her out and said to her: "Shocked, no matter what happens, there is a master by your side to help you, you must not think about it?" ”

Tang was shocked to come back to her senses, and she said to Fang Yu: "Master, I won't-"

Speaking of this, her face suddenly changed, tears erupted, and she threw herself on Fang Xiao and cried, "Master, why? Why is this happening? Why did Yu Mian die? Why did he die? ”

Fang Yu saw her crying pear blossoms with rain, and only felt a pain in her heart, so she comforted her and said: "Everyone in the world is going to die, that is, one day your master and I will still leave this city, don't be so sad now, take care of your body, otherwise the master will be distressed." ”

Tang was shocked to wipe away his tears and said to him: "Master, I have experienced all kinds of hardships in my life, but I feel that I have never hit me so hard like this one. ”

Fang Yu nodded, the so-called love is the most hurtful, how did he not know that in the past, if it wasn't for his false affection for Jian Huaizhen, he would never have been able to get over his hatred for the Ming Dynasty, that level, by now, the two of them have already lived together, and they are a pair of beautiful people that everyone envies.

But fate is too tricky, and sometimes there are things that are not clear in any way.

So he comforted Tang Jingran and said: "There are some things that are destined to be unforgettable, but no matter what, you must also go through this hurdle well, if not, if Yu Mian knows under the spring, he will definitely not be able to feel at ease, not to mention that there are Mrs. Zhang and Yu Rou who need your care?" ”

When Tang was shocked to hear Fang Xiao say this, he felt a little more comforted in his heart.

Yu Mian's affairs were very grand, and everything was done according to Jian Huaizhen's intentions.

The reason why Jian Huaizhen originally did this was nothing more than to comfort Tang Jingran on the one hand, and comfort Yu Mian's mother, Mrs. Zhang, on the other hand, and on the other hand, she also wanted to show the emperor and let the emperor see what kind of disaster she had caused.

As for how Jian Huaizhen wants to get along with the emperor next, it is difficult for her to decide, she doesn't know whether she should use the power in her hands to abolish the emperor, because the emperor at this moment is no longer as wise and brave as he was back then, and he is open-minded.

On the other hand, Jian Huaizhen has always been worried about Tang Jingran's affairs, she saw Tang Jingran as if she saw herself back then, and she was once so helpless in her heart, and no one knew the taste of losing her relatives better than Jian Huaizhen.

But although the people Jian Huaizhen lost were all close relatives, he was not as good as Tang Jingran who lost a couple who was connected to his heart and could live a lifetime, I am afraid that Tang Jingran would never fall in love with someone else again in this life.

Three days after Yu Mian was buried, Tang was shocked and suddenly came to Yu Mian's house and asked to see Mrs. Zhang.

Mrs. Zhang heard that Tang was shocked, so she waved her hand to Rou and said, "Rou'er, you go out and tell Miss Tang, just say that Lao Sheng really doesn't want to see her today, if the two of them meet, it will inevitably give birth to a lot of sorrow, Lao Sheng's sadness in his heart has only been calmed down a little now, and he really doesn't want to be aroused." ”

Yu Rou saw her mother like this, so she said to her: "Mother, since Sister Shocking has come, you might as well meet her, both of you are sad, and Rou'er is not, but the pain in Sister Shock's heart may not be less than ours!" ”

When Mrs. Zhang heard Yu Rou persuade herself like this, she nodded and said, "Okay, in that case, you can invite Tang Jingran in!" ”

"Yes." Yu Rou agreed, and went out to invite Tang Jingran.

In fact, Mrs. Zhang has always been concerned about the fact that the emperor ordered Yu Mian to go to Baitou Mountain to suppress bandits because he liked Tang Jingran, and as for Yu Mian's death this time, Mrs. Zhang always felt that things were a little strange.

Although she couldn't say why, she always felt that she had an inseparable relationship with Tang Jingran, so she inevitably had a bit of a mustard in her heart for Tang Jingran.

In fact, Mrs. Zhang has always been very supportive of the marriage between Mian and Tang Jingran before, but now that the deceased has passed away, Mrs. Zhang will inevitably have a lot to think about.

When Tang was shocked and saw Mrs. Zhang, tears immediately rained down tears.

When she saw Mrs. Zhang, she pointed to the chair next to her and said, "Sit down." ”

Tang sat down in shock, she looked at Mrs. Zhang and just shed tears, and didn't say a word.

Mrs. Zhang couldn't help but pick up a handkerchief to wipe her eyes, and said, "You kid, the sadness in the old student's heart has just been calmed, and you use your tears to recruit me again." As he spoke, he asked Yu Rou to take a handkerchief and send it to Tang Jingran's hand.

Tang was shocked to see Mrs. Zhang's sudden kneel, and she said to Mrs. Zhang: "Old lady, the reason why I came to see you today is because I want to tell you something. ”

"What's the matter?" Mrs. Zhang asked Tang Jingran.

When she saw Tang Jingran coming suddenly, she thought it was because of Yu Mian's matter, but who knew that she said that there was something else, so Mrs. Zhang would inevitably feel surprised.

Tang said quietly: "Old lady, Yu Mian once asked me when I was dying to let me take good care of you, but I don't think I will be able to take good care of you in the future, and Rou'er, I hope Rou'er can take care of you." ”

"What the hell do you want to do?" Mrs. Zhang couldn't help but be taken aback when she saw the look of despair and sadness in Tang's eyes.

In her mind, Tang Jingran has always been gentle, never like now.

Tang Jingran shook his head and said: "Madam, Jingran has your own plans, you don't have to worry about it, in short, I'm sorry for Yu Mian, I didn't take good care of you, please take care of your body, and put yourself first in everything." ”

After speaking, she stood up and continued to say to Mrs. Zhang: "I'm leaving, and I may never see Mrs. You again in the future." Then he turned and left.

Looking at Tang's almost fairy-like back, Yu Rou and Mrs. Zhang both had a sense of foreboding in their hearts.

Yu Rou tilted her head sideways and asked Mrs. Zhang, "Mom, what do you say Sister Zhen wants to do?" She can't think about it, right? ”

Mrs. Zhang looked at the sky and said: "The so-called sorrow is nothing more than the death of the heart, at this time, your shocked sister's heart is dead, a person's heart is dead, how can she care whether she is living in this world or not?" So I don't know what she's going to do, but I know one thing, and that's that she already has her own idea in her heart, and no matter how much we persuade her, we can't persuade her, so now I can only take one step at a time. ”

Yu Rou held her little face and said, "Sister Shocking is really one of the best women I have ever seen, and I really don't want her to be in any danger." ”

Mrs. Zhang nodded and said, "Why shouldn't I?" But life and death are fate, wealth is in the sky, didn't your brother just give his life in such an unknown way, it is someone else's business, and we can't care so much. ”

Yu Rou was very resolute when she saw her mother talking, and she was not easy to speak.

Let's say that after Tang Jingran returned to Huaiming Garden, she invited Ji Qihan and Fang Xiao over.

Ji Qihan and Fang Xiao were a little surprised when they saw Tang Jingran suddenly invite them over so solemnly, because Tang Jingran had not eaten, drank, or slept for several days since Yu Mian died.

Fang Yu looked at Tang Jingran very distressedly, and said to her: "What are you planning in your heart, just tell me, don't embarrass yourself." ”

Tang Jingran nodded and said to him: "Don't worry, master, Jingran will definitely not embarrass himself, but there is one thing that Jingran wants to plead with Master and Uncle Ji." ”

"Yo, what the hell is going on, just say it, as long as I can do it, I will never shirk it." Ji Qihan said arrogantly.

In fact, Ji Qihan also cherished Tang Jingran very much, and he, like Fang Xiao and Jiang Shaoheng, regarded Tang Jingran as a nephew.

Tang was shocked to kneel down and said to them: "Master, I want to entrust the candle shadow to the master, and the confession door to Uncle Ji, the reason why I didn't invite Uncle Jiang is because I know that Uncle Jiang has a lot of unfinished knots in his heart, and his greatest wish is to be a person who is idle and wild, I know that Uncle Ji is not willing to be entangled by the world, but now I have no other way." ”

"If you want to do something you can't think of, you must not think like this, if you think so, your master will worry about you!" Ji Qihan hurriedly said.

Seeing this, Fang Xiao hurriedly pulled Tang Jingran up and asked her, "What do you want to do?" ”

Fang Yu was originally a person who was moody, and when he saw Tang said this, he knew that there must be something strange.

There are only two people that Fang Xiao cares about the most in this life, the first is Jian Huaizhen, for him, Jian Huaizhen is already a beauty like a flower across the clouds, and the other person is Tang Jingran, Tang Jingran is like his own daughter in his heart, so he will never allow Tang Jingran to do anything.

Tang Jingran showed a miserable smile on her face, and she said to the other party: "Master, don't worry, Jingran will definitely not do anything that can't be thought of, but now, my heart really can't accommodate too many things, and I don't have the heart to take care of the matter of Candle Shadow Shaking Red and Confession Gate, but Candle Shadow Shaking Red and Confession Gate have just suffered a major trauma, and they still need someone to lead them to recover, so I entrusted the disciples in the two doors to the master and uncle, and I hope that the master and the uncle can fulfill the wish of shocking and dyeing." ”

Fang Yu and Ji Qihan glanced at each other, and then Fang Xiao said slowly: "No matter what you ask, your Uncle Ji and I will definitely agree to you, but you also have to promise us, you must live well, you must not think about it, the so-called dead are different, the living should live strongly, this is the best explanation for the dead, do you understand what the master said?" ”

"I understand everything in my mind, master, don't worry, I will definitely live well." Tang's stunned gaze suddenly added a bit of determination.

When Fang Xiao saw her say this, his heart quieted down.

He said: "Okay, since you are in a bad mood now, then you can go out for a walk, I and Brother Ji will show you the matter of the candle shadow shaking red and the confession door first, but you must remember that you promised us." ”

"Master, Uncle Ji, don't worry, what Shocking Ran said, I will never regret it, and Shocking Ran will never commit suicide if I don't commit suicide." Tang Jingran made a promise to the two of them.

Fang Xiao and Ji Qihan were relieved at this time, they also felt that Tang Jingran had suffered such a big trauma, and it really took time to recover, so the two of them did not continue to ask.

After Tang was shocked and left Ji Qihan and Fang Xiao, she suddenly went to the palace to see Jian Huaizhen.