Volume 1 In 2007, I was given a golden silkworm Gu by my grandmother Chapter 16 Han Yue's story
Han Yue, 17 years old, was born in April 1991, which was a day when peach blossoms bloomed.
Xu Ming and Han Yue can be regarded as childhood sweethearts, and they both grew up in the housing village. What is a housing estate? It is a unique name in Hong Kong, that is, public welfare low-rent housing and welfare rental housing provided by the government. From our continental point of view, it is already a great joy to have a place to live in such a city, but everything in the world is afraid of comparison. Most of the residents of the housing estate are low-income people, and the living environment and supporting facilities will be very backward compared with ordinary residential communities, and there are many dragons and snakes, so it is like a rural area in the city.
When Xu Ming first met Han Yue, this little girl was like a poor stray cat who didn't speak all day long.
After the accumulation of time, Xu Ming gradually understood the situation of this girl:
She had a mother who was a "phoenix on the first floor" who died in childbirth when she gave birth to her, and her father was an alcoholic with one-half European ancestry. Although this drunkard is half a foreigner, it is the product of an accident, so he can't speak half a foreign language, he is also very lazy, he doesn't have any serious business all day long, he loves gambling, he also loves wine, and he likes to be his own king in the world of alcohol. Therefore, Han Yue often lived hungry and full, and was often beaten and subjected to domestic violence from alcoholics. Thankfully, thanks to the warning from the community department, I barely got better.
Han Yue has been a little mouse since she was a child, timid, suspicious, frightened, and sensitive to everything.
Han Yue was only 6 years old that year, and Xu Ming, he was 10 years old.
I can't imagine how a 10-year-old boy has the idea of taking care of a girl like a kitten, and I can't sketch the scene in my mind from Xu Ming's faint description, anyway, fate is so wonderful, the two met and soon became friends. The conditions in Xu Ming's house were not good, but in order to let Han Yue eat more, he could always find a glass of milk, half a slice of bread, or a bowl of hot rice for Han Yue to eat.
During those days, Xu Ming recalled that it was his happiest time.
Until Han Yue was twelve years old.
In China, we usually curse people, and the most vicious thing is to call people "mongrel". This word, I still think about it, was it not invented and left behind by the person with the pride of China? However, from the perspective of biogenetics, hybrids are often better at absorbing the advantages of paternal and maternal genes in some places (e.g., physiognomy), such as hybrid rice and mixed breeds.
Han Yue has been malnourished since she was a child, but she can't resist the advantages of her mixed-race child. Because her mother is said to be a beautiful beauty, and her father has foreign blood, after Han Yue reached the age of ten, her appearance slowly became bright, with a delicate and three-dimensional beauty, bright eyes and bright teeth, and fair skin, which provoked many teenagers to swallow saliva secretly.
As I said earlier, there are many gangsters in the housing estate, and Han Yue is a little older, so he is often molested and harassed.
At this time, Xu Ming often acts as Han Yue's patron saint, often fighting with those little bastards. However, Han Yue is small after all, a flower and a bone, and the gangster is also a human being, and he also has feelings and the bottom line of being a person, but when he is idle, he just says a few cheap words and touches his face, and neither party takes it seriously, and it is just an episode in the world of young people. At this time, Xu Ming felt that he was great and full of self-confidence.
However, what he didn't expect was that when Han Yue was twelve years old, she was actually raped by her alcoholic father with the strength of alcohol. And Xu Ming didn't know about this matter until many years later.
I can't imagine how a twelve-year-old girl could face such bestial behavior from her loved ones. How desperate should she have been at that time?
Xu Ming didn't know what to do.
All he knew was that after Han Yue's twelfth birthday, he never saw her again for a long time, but he heard that Han Yue later got very close to an old woman who didn't have much contact with others. The old woman was a foreigner, some said to be Jew, who fled from Germany to Hong Kong during World War II, and some said to be a gypsy, because when she was young, she often played tarot cards and told fortunes to others. Of course, that old woman is now in her last years, and she has no family, and she is quietly enjoying her ordinary old age like nearly a million ordinary elderly people in Hong Kong.
At that time, he was in the critical period of the entrance examination, because Han Yue had been normal before, and someone came to take care of him, so he put down his mind and sprinted to his studies with all his might.
After all, in addition to being Han Yue's protector, he is also the son of his parents, the younger brother of his eldest sister, and as the only male in the family, he still has a lot of responsibilities and expectations to carry. They also met occasionally later, Han Yue's mood was very fluctuating, sometimes silent, sometimes very warm, which made him scratch his head, but later, Han Yue became more and more mature, more sensible, and cheerful, which made him feel at ease after all.
After two years of being so busy, I occasionally think of the girl who is like a little mouse, and my heart is soft and warm. In the summer when he was admitted to Chinese University, he suddenly heard the news that Han Yue's father, the drunkard who had been drunk all day, died, died of alcohol poisoning and excessive shock, it is said that the guy's guts were really frightened, and the corpse was round with open eyes, dead and blind.
Han Yue was 15 years old that year, and he had already become an orphan, and he hadn't seen her for almost half a year.
Hearing the news, Xu Ming immediately went to look for Han Yue, but in Han Yue's house, which was not far from his house, he did not find (). He inquired in many ways, and finally found the old woman's house, and Han Yue. At that time, the old woman had been dead for nearly half a year, and the house she left behind was inherited by Han Yue in the form of a testamentary gift, with an old man selling groceries nearby as a witness and overseer.
That old man, Han Yue asked Xu Ming to call him Uncle Qin.
Xu Ming () found Han Yue, cared very much, and said a lot of comforting words. However, Han Yue's reaction was extremely bland, and she did not show a trace of nostalgia and sentimentality for the father who had just died, which made Xu Ming a little surprised. He knew that the drunkard was not good to Han Yue, but after all, he was her biological father, so this reaction made him a little worried about Han Yue's temperament and becoming withdrawn. From the position of a big brother, Xu Ming did not hesitate to remind and kindly criticize Han Yue.
Han Yue lightly talked about her father's sexual assault on her.
When she told the story, she was expressionless, as if she was telling someone else's story, without the slightest emotional fluctuation.
Xu Ming was shocked and stunned on the spot, the discomfort and shame in his heart made him almost can't help but turn his head away and find a crack to drill down - although it was not his fault. Han Yue also told Xu Ming that her father was killed by her own hands. Saying this, the corners of Han Yue's mouth had a faint cruelty. The wind is light and indifferent...... These words were the most obvious impression Xu Ming felt when he saw Han Yue again. Fortunately, the friendship between the two is the accumulation of nearly ten years, although they have become strangers, but they both have a affection in each other's hearts.
Xu Ming did not report the matter to the police, and after that, he gradually learned that Han Yue and Qin Bo were not ordinary people, they had a power that ordinary people did not understand, such as Han Yue, who was able to calculate many things that would happen to him through the arrangement of tarot cards, with an accuracy rate of up to sixty percent. He also knew that Han Yue often went to the mainland, Macau, Taiwan and even Southeast Asia to do some harmful things.
He had persuaded Han Yue many times, but Han Yue at that time did not listen to his advice, but went further and further on the lost road.
Han Yue changed, and Xu Ming was powerless to stop it.
He was always in his consciousness, keeping the memory of a timid little girl like a little mouse. That memory is like a meter of sunshine in winter. Always shine in his heart and stay for a long time. Later, he went to college and began boarding school life, and his contact with Han Yue gradually decreased. Until this year, because of the jealousy of women's affairs, he was targeted by Li Zhiyuan, who troubled him several times, bullied him, beat him, and even almost killed him at the last time......
Fortunately, he did not die, and he became Li Zhiyuan.
The day after the accident, Han Yue came to look for him, originally wanting to kill him, but he explained his true identity to Han Yue, and Han Yue was suspicious and took him to see Uncle Qin......
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Miscellaneous Xiaodao stared at Xu Ming's eyes and said that you seem to have missed something, so you didn't say it.
Xu Ming asked what was missing? He's already told us everything! I laughed on the sidelines and said that there seemed to be a dead monk, but I didn't explain it. The Buddhist Yoga and Maitreya you studied, as well as the origin of the small purple leaf sandalwood bracelet on your hand, don't seem to be told. He lowered his head and said that this thing was given by a monk with high merits, and accepted him as a registered disciple, and they stayed together for a few days. The master didn't let him talk about it, so he naturally didn't want to talk about it. Don't ask either, make it difficult for him.
Miscellaneous Xiaodao smelled the stench on his body, and did not continue to ask, but waved his sleeves, sighed, and said Let's go, let's go down and leave this ghost place. He stood up, sketched a strange symbol towards the sky, then took a deep breath, waved his sleeve, as if holding something, and went down the mountain first.
I jumped off the side of the road and found the little demon Duoduo squatting in the grass, her expression was uncomfortable, obviously shocked by the self-explosion of Li Zhiyuan's corpse, and she did not recover. She had a hard mouth, but I relented, and I held up the locust card on my chest and let her come in to cultivate. The little fox Meizi looked sideways and came in.
We walked in front, and Xu Ming carried Han Yue's body on his back and slowly walked down the mountain in the dark.
Walking to the base of the mountain, a black business vehicle was parked not far ahead. This car is the one we took when we came, which made us surprised that we didn't have to walk back to the city, but at the same time, we wondered: After so long, why hasn't Assistant Zhong left? Are you waiting for us?
Does he have such good intentions?