Chapter 153: The Truth of the Year (1)
After more than six hours, the chief surgeon finally announced that the operation was over, Chu Qiao was out of danger, and Shang Zi had already heard the disappearance, and rushed back to the old mansion with Shang Fangxu to wait outside the operating room and heard the news of the successful operation. Shang Fangxu and Shang Zi immediately rushed into the operating room, and no one could stop them.
"Mommy"
"Sister-in-law"
Looking at Chu Qiao, who had been transferred from the operating table to the hospital bed, Shang Fangxu and Shang Zi both pounced at the same time, their eyes were red and swollen from crying, and there were still tears on their faces.
"Daddy, what is Mommy going to wake up?"
"yes. Big brother, when will my sister-in-law wake up? β
Shang Fangyan exhaled deeply, the whole person was tired as if he had been reincarnated in a lifetime, and his voice was low and hoarse to the extreme, "I should wake up within forty-eight hours." β
Shang Fangxu and Shang Zi were slightly relieved after hearing this, and stopped the tears in their eyes, Shang Fangxu wiped the tears on his face, raised his head and looked at Shang Fangyan and asked, "Daddy, can I stay with Mommy until Mommy wakes up?" β
Shang Fangyan bowed his head slightly.
"Can I kiss Mommy now?"
Shang Fangyan nodded lightly again, "Of course you can." β
Shang Fangxu smiled, leaned on the edge of the hospital bed, and kissed Chu Qiao's cheek with his lips close to it.
In the past, Shang Fangxu never took the initiative to kiss Chu Qiao, because he felt very naΓ―ve, but now he just wants to kiss Chu Qiao, as if this is the only way to express his feelings for Chu Qiao in his heart at the moment.
Chu Qiao is his mommy, his biological mommy, it's so good, he will never secretly think that he was cloned by Shang Fangyan in the laboratory again. He was born by Chu Qiao, and he, like other children, was born by his mother in October.
In the ancestral hall. The old lady and Bai Yun, who had been praying in front of the spiritual seat of the ancestor of the Shang family for several hours, finally breathed a sigh of relief when they heard the news of Chu Qiao's successful operation, and reverently knelt in front of the ancestor and bowed three times before being helped up by the servants and leaving to rush to the medical building.
Shang Fangyan and Shang Fangxu didn't even react at all when they heard the old lady and Bai Yun walking into the ward together, completely ignoring the existence of the old lady and Bai Yun.
The old lady was helped by Bai Yun to sit down in front of the hospital bed, looking at Chu Qiao's pale little face, she couldn't help but take Chu Qiao's hand, and the old tears were all over her face.
For the first time in her eighties, someone desperately blocked a bullet for her, and this person was none other than Chu Qiao, who she had never given a good face and was bent on getting rid of.
Her own son wanted to kill her, but Chu Qiao, who she was bent on getting rid of, did not hesitate to exchange her life in her twenties for the life of an old woman.
This kindness and righteousness, even if she is hard-hearted, it is impossible not to be grateful, not to mention that Chu Qiao also gave birth to such a smart and well-behaved Shang Fangxu for the Shang family.
"Ayan, grandmother knows that you must hate grandmother and your mother very much now." The old lady sighed deeply, "It's not just you, even the grandmother herself hates herself. However, the fault is not entirely with me and your mother, but also with you. β
Looking at the old lady's slightly trembling hands holding Chu Qiao and the two lines of tears falling from the old lady's eyes, Shang Fangyan knew that the old lady had already accepted Chu Qiao, and sincerely accepted Chu Qiao.
Raise your eyes and look at the old lady. Shang Fangyan's tightly twisted eyebrows did not loosen in the slightest, but his eyes were there but no hatred, and some were just self-blame and regret.
Not telling everyone the truth at the very beginning was the only thing he regretted in his thirty years of life.
"Grandmother, I hate you, but I hate myself even more, if it weren't for my mistakes again and again, things wouldn't have come to this point."
The old lady shed tears and sighed, "Ayan, we now know that it's too late to make a mistake, Chu Qiao will definitely get better, when Chu Qiao is well, grandmother will marry you officially, and our Shang family will marry Chu Qiao in a beautiful way, and let her be the most beautiful young lady of the Shang family." β
"Yes, Ayan, when Chu Qiao is well, you will get married in style." Bai Yun also wiped her tears.
Shang Fangyan nodded, tears sliding uncontrollably.
At this moment, Chu Qiao finally waited, but it was not easy, if he could do it all over again, he would definitely not choose this way.
"Great-grandmother, grandmother, can I be a flower girl when Daddy and Mommy get married?" Shang Fangxu on the side asked longingly.
The old lady burst into tears and laughed, "Of course." β
"Then can I be a bridesmaid for my eldest brother and sister-in-law?" Shang Zi also asked wistfully.
Bai Yun looked at Shang Zi, and a smile appeared on her teardrop face, "It's up to your sister-in-law to do this." β
Shang Zi bit the corner of her lip with a pitiful look, "Xiao Xu, will you help me say good things in front of your mommy, right?" β
Shang Fangxu pursed his lips, "This seems to be a little difficult, from now on Mommy is the biggest, and I will be as happy as Mommy is." β
Shang Fangyan listened to everyone's beautiful plans, but he fell into deep thought.
Even if everyone has sincerely accepted Chu Qiao, but after Chu Qiao wakes up and knows that he has been hiding it for so many years, will she really forgive him regardless of it? Would you be willing to marry him again?
No matter what Chu Qiao would think and do after knowing all the truth, he would not let go of her, even if he was stubborn, he would follow Chu Qiao for the rest of his life.
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Shang Fangyan had never experienced such a long wait, as if every second that passed was like a century, staying by Chu Qiao's side, Shang Fangyan didn't close his eyes for two days and two nights, for fear that Chu Qiao would wake up in the next second, and he would miss the moment when Chu Qiao woke up.
However, after two days and two nights, Chu Qiao did not wake up, and there was no sign of waking up.
Shang Fangyan knew that Chu Qiao was not physically unable to wake up, but her consciousness was unwilling to wake up.
Recalling the deathly sadness in Chu Qiao's eyes when he announced in front of everyone in the Shang family when Chu Qiao returned to the old mansion last time, and recalled her despair when Chu Qiao was grabbed by Shang Haoyuan and blocked in front of her chest, Shang Fangyan's heart was once again crushed fiercely, and he was spasmed all over his body in pain, wanting to tremble.
The sunset outside the window slanted on the hospital bed through the glass, and it also shone on Shang Fangyan's body, his jade-like figure had never been so lonely and frightened.
Standing up and walking to the window, looking at the sunset that was about to sink, Shang Fangyan put his hands together on his chest, closed his eyes, and never believed in gods and Buddhas, his posture was pious like the most humble believer in the world.
Tears slid down, Shang Fangyan prayed to God over and over again in his heart, prayed to the gods and Buddhas, as long as Chu Qiao could wake up quickly, as long as Chu Qiao was willing to forgive him after waking up, he was willing to use all the wealth he had in his hands to benefit mankind.
The old lady and Bai Yun who had just appeared and stood at the door of the ward couldn't help but tremble when they saw Shang Fangyan standing in front of the window with his hands folded in a pious gesture, and their eyes were wet.
They watched Shang Fangyan grow up, and they knew his character too well, and now for Chu Qiao to be able to change his persistence and belief for thirty years, how could such a change not shock their hearts.
Turning around, the old lady and Bai Yun came out of the ward, they knew that no amount of comfort at this time would be useless, if Chu Qiao didn't wake up for a day, the self-blame and pain in Shang Fangyan's heart would not dissipate for a day, and now all they could do was to pray for the blessings of their ancestors and God, and bless Chu Qiao to wake up early.
Shang Fangxu, who was originally following behind the old lady and Bai Yun, looked at the figure of the old lady and Bai Yun turning away, and then looked at Shang Fangyan who was clasping his hands in front of the window, and suddenly ran to Chu Qiao's bed childishly, took Chu Qiao's hand and cried and shouted, "Mommy, wake up, wake up, do you know that I am your biological son, Daddy and I love you very much, we can't live without you, so wake up quickly." β
Shang Zi, who was following behind, looked at Shang Fangxu, who was so excited, and wanted to stop him, but Shang Fangyan grabbed Shang Zi.
For so many years, Chu Qiao's only love for him was his children, and he believed that Chu Qiao and Shang Fangxu's mother and son must be heart-to-heart, maybe at this time, only Shang Fangxu could wake up the sleeping Chu Qiao.
Looking at Chu Qiao, who still didn't react at all, Shang Fangxu's tears fell like beads of broken thread, and he took Chu Qiao's hand and continued to cry, "Mommy, don't you really want me?" Don't want daddy too? Daddy doesn't want you, Daddy loves you very much, I love you very much, as long as you wake up, Daddy and I will listen to you in the future, you can do whatever you want, if you are angry with Daddy and don't want to pay attention to Daddy, it doesn't matter, but you can't ignore me. β
Shang Fangyan listened to Shang Fangxu's last sentence and really wanted to have a feeling that he wanted to cry but couldn't cry, what does it mean to "it's okay to ignore Daddy"?! Is it really a lack of beating?
However, as long as Chu Qiao can wake up, Chu Qiao can do whatever he wants, and it doesn't matter if he ignores him for the time being.
Chu Qiao, who was struggling in a dark world, heard the sound of the child crying, her heart broke instantly, and tears welled up uncontrollably.
Her child, is it her child who is calling "Mommy"? Is it her child crying? Is it her child who says he loves her very much?
Her children?
Even if she is abandoned by the whole world, her children will never abandon her, her children need her, so she can't sleep, she has to open her eyes to see her child, the child who is calling her "Mommy".
Seeing the tears sliding down from the corners of Chu Qiao's eyes, Shang Fangyan rushed to the head of the bed with one arrow step, and then trembled and fell, his hand on Chu Qiao's pale face.
"Chu Qiao, I'm sorry, it's me who is not good, it's me who is wrong, don't sleep, wake up, wake up and look at Xiaoxu and see me, okay?"
"Mommy, wake up, Daddy and I really need you, we can't live without you."
"Sister-in-law, I'm sorry, wake up, as long as you wake up, you can beat me and scold me as much as you want."
Listening to your sincere call in her ears, Chu Qiao tried her best to rush to the end of the darkness, and finally, a ray of light shone into her dark world, she continued to run and run, the road became wider and wider, the world became brighter and brighter, and it actually became sunny and full of warmth.
"Chu Qiao"
"Mommy"
"Sister-in-law"
Opening her eyes and looking at the three familiar faces in front of her, Chu Qiao couldn't believe it, thinking that she was still dreaming, Chu Jing was so beautiful that she didn't dare to wake up, so she slowly closed her eyes after a second.
"Mommy, Mommy, wake up, I'm Xiaoxu, open your eyes and look at me." Xiao Shang Fangxu shouted anxiously.
When I closed my eyes, the familiar face suddenly disappeared.
Isn't everything a dream? Everything is real? She's still alive, and Shang Fangyan and Shang Fangxu are by her side?
Listening to the most beautiful word "Mommy" in the world, Chu Qiao slowly opened his eyes again, looking at Shang Fangxu's little face with teardrops in front of him, Chu Qiao tried to pull the corners of his lips lightly, and moved his lips, "Xiao Xu"
"Mommy." Shang Fangxu threw himself into Chu Qiao's arms with an excitement.
"Ahh Chu Qiao was in pain, and couldn't help but make a sound.
Shang Fangyan, who was looking at Chu Qiao in a daze, saw Chu Qiao's painful expression, and immediately hugged Shang Fangxu, who threw himself into Chu Qiao's arms, and then immediately asked people to call a doctor.
"Mommy, I'm sorry, I'm so excited." Shang Fangxu said innocently.
Looking at Shang Fangxu's innocent cute little expression, Chu Qiao smiled, shook his head, and tears slid down, "Xiao Xu, are you still willing to call me 'Mommy'?" β
Shang Fangxu nodded vigorously, "You were originally my mommy, of course I want to call you 'mommy'." β
Chu Qiao's brows frowned slightly, and tears slipped down even bigger, "No, I'm not your mommy, I'm not qualified to be your mommy." β
Looking at the gloom in Chu Qiao's eyes, Shang Fangyan's heart suddenly ached, he stretched out his hand, gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Chu Qiao's eyes with his warm fingertips, and then held her side face and let her look at him.
Looking at the handsome face in front of him that was dyed with tired vicissitudes, Chu Qiao's nose was sour, and his heart was even more uncomfortable.
"Shang Fangyan, I'm sorry, I'm still causing you trouble."
Shang Fangyan shook his head, shaking his head desperately, and his tears fell again uncontrollably.
"No, Chu Qiao, no, you don't have to say I'm sorry, you didn't do anything wrong, it was me who was wrong, I was wrong in the first place."
Looking at the tears falling from Shang Fangyan's eyes, Chu Qiao's heart trembled suddenly, and he tried to raise his hand to touch Shang Fangyan's face and wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes.
Shang Fangyan held Chu Qiao's hand raised into the air, put it on his lips and kissed it, "Xiao Xu is our child, of course you are qualified to be Xiao Xu's mommy, you are the only one in this world who is Xiao Xu's mommy." β
"Mommy, I am your son, your biological son, Jiang Xuanyi has nothing to do with you, I am your birth." Shang Fangxu couldn't wait to tell Chu Qiao the truth.
"Sister-in-law, I'm sorry, I killed you and your eldest brother's twins." Shang Zi looked at Chu Qiao with a guilty expression.
Chu Qiao listened to Shang Fangxu and Shang Zi's words, and his whole person was stunned, and his expression was completely frozen. The fork is coming.
"Let the doctor examine your wound first, and then I'll tell you everything, okay?" Shang Fangyan had already made up his mind, no matter what the result was, he would tell Chu Qiao all the truth, otherwise Chu Qiao would definitely continue to blame himself and feel guilty in front of their father and son.
He was willing to be angry with Chu Qiao and ignore him, and he was no longer willing to see Chu Qiao have the slightest self-blame and guilt.
When the words fell, Shang Fangyan didn't wait for Chu Qiao to answer, and then motioned to let a few doctors who were already waiting at the door come in.
"Ah Zi, Xiao Xu, you go out first, and you can come back when I let you in."
"Daddy, you won't be alone with Mommy for a long time, will you?" Shang Fangxu's little face was a little dissatisfied.
Shang Fangyan looked at Shang Fangxu and felt like he couldn't cry or laugh, it seemed that Chu Qiao would not be his alone in the future.
"Xiaoxu, let's get out quickly." Shang Zi pulled Shang Fangxu and walked out.
Shang Fangxu pursed his lips and walked out of the ward with a sad expression, Chu Qiao watched Shang Fangxu and Shang Zi walk out, still silent in the huge shock that Shang Fangxu and Shang Zi gave her just now, and couldn't come back to her senses at all.
Let the doctor examine his wound, and after making sure that Chu Qiao's wound was okay, the doctor quickly withdrew and closed the door, Shang Fangyan looked at Chu Qiao who was in a dream and didn't say anything, just carefully picked Chu Qiao up horizontally and made her sit up, and then took two big pillows and put them behind Chu Qiao and let her sit comfortably against the head of the bed, so that she would be more comfortable when she looked at him talking.
Chu Qiao let Shang Fangyan fiddle with herself, like a puppet, until Shang Fangyan's warm hands held her face, and then approached her lips and landed on her eyebrows, and Chu Qiao slowly came back to her senses when she was reluctant to leave for a long time.
Raising his eyes to look at the enlarged and clear face in front of him, and feeling the unique and nostalgic breath on the tip of his nose, Chu Qiao's nose suddenly became sour, and tears fell again.
"Shang Fangyan, you guys were all lying to me just now, weren't they?"
She didn't believe it, she really didn't believe that Shang Fangxu would be her son, and she would be born in October when she was pregnant, if Shang Fangxu was born to her, then what happened to Jiang Yixuan?
Obviously, Shang Fangxu is almost exactly the same as Shang Fangyan, and has inherited all his advantages, if Shang Fangxu is really the son born to her and Shang Fangyan, then why did she not have any image of Shang Fangyan before meeting at the Hughes Medical Institute in the United States? If the person who had sex with her on the night more than seven years ago was Shang Fangyan, then why was the person lying next to her Jiang Beichen when she woke up? And Jiang Beichen is so sure that she is pregnant with his child?
No!
It's too messy, it's so unrealistic!
Shang Fangyan is definitely not a person who only knows how to flee and is irresponsible after doing bad things, he is not, he must not be.
If Shang Fangxu was the child she gave birth to in October, then Shang Fangyan would definitely not snatch the child and let her bear all the pain alone.
He won't, he won't.
Therefore, everyone is lying to her, and everyone uses this funny lie to lie to her in order to keep her from blaming herself and feeling guilty, so that she no longer has a sense of responsibility in her heart.
She's not stupid, she doesn't believe it.
Shang Fangyan looked at the tears gushing in Chu Qiao's eyes and the growing sense of guilt, he fully understood Chu Qiao's thoughts at this moment, and he also realized how deeply he had caused Chu Qiao for so many years.
Holding Chu Qiao's face, Shang Fangyan stared at Chu Qiao with a focused and affectionate gaze with infinite self-reproach, his vast eyes were like overturned Mo Shuo, and he couldn't see it to the end.
The warm and soft lips fell and gently kissed away the tears from the corners of Chu Qiao's eyes, Shang Fangyan's low and hoarse voice was full of demagogic whispers, "Fool, I don't lie to you, I will never lie to you again, not a single cent." β
Chu Qiao shook his head and shook his head desperately, "No, no, how can Xiao Xu be born by me, how can Xiao Xu be our son." β
Raising his eyes to look at Shang Fangyan, Chu Qiao didn't want to believe it anyway, "Shang Fangyan, don't comfort me, this kind of joke is not fun at all, and it is not suitable for you at all." β
Holding Chu Qiao's pale little face, Shang Fangyan looked at Chu Qiao, with unprecedented seriousness and piety in his eyes, "I'm sorry, Chu Qiao, I'm sorry, I was the one who had a relationship with you on that night more than seven years ago, I was the one who made you pregnant, I was the one who unknowingly transferred the child after you gave birth to the child, and I was the one who made you suffer the pain of losing your child for six years, I did it." β
Chu Qiao didn't believe it, she really didn't believe it at all, because she couldn't find Shang Fangyan's reason to do this at all.
"Why? If you didn't lie to me, then tell me, why did you do it? Why? β
Shang Fangyan's eyebrows furrowed, and the self-blame and guilt in his eyes were so thick that they couldn't be dissolved, "Because of an accident, because of my curiosity, because of my earnestness." β
Chu Qiao didn't understand that the Shang Fangyan she knew was definitely not an irresponsible man who would hurt an innocent person, so she wanted to know how Shang Fangyan was going to make up a perfect story to continue to lie to her.
"Eight years ago, when I was just twenty-two years old, I became a professor, and I happened to preside over one of the core scientific research projects of the Hughes Medical Institute, and I became famous for a while, and soon after I was invited by the Institute of City B to host a research project on human genetics in City B, and all the genetic samples of this research on human genetics came from the best young people in City B, including you who are still in your senior year at B** College." Shang Fangyan kept looking at Chu Qiao, turning over the memories in his mind as clear as a computer rewind, his eyes were guilty but extremely religious.
Chu Qiao also looked at Shang Fangyan, his eyes met, and Chu Qiao felt more and more the seriousness and heaviness in Shang Fangyan's eyes.
She did remember being approached and asked to participate in an experimental study that would benefit humanity, but she didn't have to do anything but donate one of her hairs, and asked if she would like to.
Chu Qiao didn't think about it as a hair, since it was good for human beings, why did she refuse.
However, Chu Qiao still shook his head in disbelief and waited for Shang Fangyan to continue.
"Among the many genetic samples, I have a discovery that makes me excited, that is, your genes and mine are completely complementary, that is to say, if the offspring conceived by the combination of the two of us will be a genius who can surpass me, so I asked Chen Dong to investigate you, to understand your condition at that time, to see if it is possible to obtain eggs from you, and then use IVF to cultivate a child born from the combination of your eggs and my sperm to confirm that my discovery is not a problem. Prove my research correct. β
Chu Qiao still shook her head, she didn't believe it, she didn't believe that Shang Fangyan would actually think of raising a child of his own in the way of IVF but only for his research, how could he be so crazy for his research.
"And according to Chen Dong's investigation of you at the time, you were dating Jiang Beichen, who was already married, and Chen Dong also investigated that the reason why Jiang Beichen, who was already married, approached you was because he had Xu Jiaxin's permission, and Xu Jiaxin instructed you to conceive his child, and then wait for you to give birth to the child, and then take the child away from you and bring it back to the Xu family and exist in the eyes of the world as Xu Jiaxin's son."
Hearing this, Chu Qiao suddenly laughed, smiled inexplicably, looked at Shang Fangyan, Chu Qiao asked lightly, "So you will plan and let people spy on Jiang Beichen, when you knew that Jiang Beichen wanted to possess me that night and tried to make me pregnant with his child, you really made a decision, you had a relationship with me instead of Jiang Beichen, and let Jiang Beichen sleep next to me after the incident, is that so?" β
Shang Fangyan nodded, that's the way it is, but there is one thing Chu Qiao still doesn't know very well, he doesn't want to continue to hide Chu Qiao, so he added without leaking at all, "That night I took drugs that can increase sperm motility and prolong the life of sperm in your body, so that you can guarantee that you will conceive my child." β