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My voice was hoarse, "Choking? ”

Inch it!

"Isn't it...... Why don't you talk about it......"

Grandma shook her head, sighed softly, and said intermittently, "Our family will be accused...... It was a chaotic year, you were not in good health, and I was still carrying a lawsuit, and in the end, I had to sell the old house, and the business was not done, and the money was lost, so it was over...... It's a pity that I was going to operate on your hand at that time, but I didn't think about it, but I delayed you until your big milk picked you up, and the operation was not done...... Don't blame grandma......"

"Grandma'......"

I sniffed, tears blurring my vision a little, "It's me who blames me, I maybe, it's really a disaster, a family ...... that was born harmed"

"I don't blame you!"

Grandma mentioned the sound, "What do you know about a newborn doll, these things, it's just too coincidental to be criticized, before, my grandmother didn't believe in these things, and later, I also pondered, maybe I did too much evil, people said, I fried too much chicken kidney, maybe I offended the Pleiades Star Official, which made my granddaughter's hands different from others...... If you want to blame, it's also to blame us for being elders, and we don't accumulate merit......"

Pleiades Star Officer?

In "Journey to the West", the immortal 'Si Chen Cry Xiao' who helped Tang Seng and his apprentices destroy the centipede essence?

But, how is it possible, how can the gods be so stingy!

"Okay, anyway, if there's a mistake, it's all the milk's fault...... Actually, I sent you away because there were too many old neighbors in our family at that time, and there were many people, and I was afraid that if you grew up in that environment, your mentality would not be good......"

Grandma thought, "Send you to a strange place, I also know the temper of your big, she won't let you suffer, is it right for your grandmother?" ”

"...... right"

I nodded, tears somehow couldn't stop, "Big are really good to me, too good, when I was a child, if anyone bullied me stupidly, she would be very angry......"

I don't really remember much about my childhood, my grandmother said that I was sensible late, but as Xiang Liyuan said, when I was a child, I was a fool.

I don't know how to be cold, I don't know how to be hungry, I give me something to eat, I give me clothes to wear, I have no concept of anything.

If a child deliberately trips over me on the road, I will get up when I fall and fall into the ashes, and when I go home, my big find that my pants are torn, and ask me what's wrong, and I can't tell what happened.

No crying, no laughing, no fuss.

Until the big went crazy, she set up a scarecrow more than one person tall in front of the store, eye-catching and eye-catching.

The townspeople didn't understand what was going on, so they came to ask the big lady what the scarecrow was up to and why she got the things from the ridge to the door of the store.

The big grandmother said, "That straw man has spirit, if anyone bullies my Jingwei, the straw man will give me a dream, and I will write his birthday behind the straw man, and prick him with a small needle every night, cursing him, until he doesn't dare to talk to my Jingwei!" ”

The people in the town are scared, everyone is afraid of this unknown energy, plus the reputation of big in front of me, little by little, no one dares to bully me behind my back......

Tan Meifeng told me about these things when I went to Ren Xin's house to do my homework in the future, and she also said, Jingwei, we really thought you had a problem with your brain at that time, who would have thought that you would be cured as soon as you went to school! It's not easy for the fairy woman to protect you all these years, your reputation is almost gone, ruthless!

"Yes......"

Grandma listened to me and gently tugged at the corners of her lips and held my hand, "Your grandmother said that you will be more chaotic before the age of eight, and you will have to cross the catastrophe, and after the age of eight, your brain will be fine, and your body will be a little better......"

"Hmm."

I nodded, and it became clearer after I was eight years old, and I still remember that it was a summer, and my big grandmother took me to the county, and she bought me popsicles, and then she went to the hospital and told the doctor that I was okay with my brain, but how to talk to me as if she couldn't listen, and she was a little worried.

The doctor said that I might have a hearing problem, so I couldn't concentrate, so he took a bell and shook it in my ear~

Ding ding~~ sound, I don't know what's wrong, I feel like the sound is like a sharp head straight to my eardrum, so painful that I immediately threw down the popsicle, covered my ears and screamed that it hurts, it hurts!!

I screamed so badly, like the doctor was abusing me!

The doctor was scared, he kept saying, the bell is very soft, it's going to be fine, kid, you......

"I'm still screaming that it hurts......"

Looking into my grandmother's eyes, I continued, "The doctor uncle took off my hand covering my ear and found that there was blood in my palm, which frightened him, and when he checked it, the eardrum was perforated ......"

The matter was quite a sensation in the county hospital back then, and even the doctor himself said that after practicing medicine for so many years, it was the first time that he used a small rattle to try on the patient's eardrum!

"That ......"

Grandma was a little anxious, "Your grandmother didn't say anything about this, your ears ......"

"My ears are fine."

I smiled softly, "It's that bell, let me be normal, raised for more than a month, in September of the second year, I went to elementary school, I remember, the big milk said, I have to break it, the bell sound, it makes my brain good......"

"Broken?"

Grandma's brows tightened slightly, "Yes, your big milk said that you have to break the ...... In life, there is a ...... of the evil star"

"Hmm."

I nodded slightly, "Pojun, at that time, I was still young, these things, the big grandmother didn't tell me too much, many things, the eldest grandmother slowly told me in the past two years, I have to break the ......"

Looking back now, wasn't the ear bleeding back then also broken?

The whip at the age of sixteen caused me to lie down for so long, and it was also broken!

Eight years and a catastrophe, you really have to see blood!

"I'm sorry for you...... Well, you've suffered......"

Grandma's eyes were moist, "I have wronged you in a family like ours......"

"Grandma, I'm not wronged!"

I raised my hand to wipe her tears, "I've been doing well since I was a child, it's just that I didn't know you thought of me like this, I knew that I came back to see you last year......"

Truth!

I always thought that when I had a younger brother, everyone in the family would spoil him very much, especially an old man like my grandmother, who doesn't like the eldest grandson more.

But I really didn't expect that although the general direction of reality is the same as I expected, grandma is completely different!

She wants to love me, I can see it, but the reality is also powerless for her!

The frail and sickly granddaughter, the neighbor who choked on the ball, the father lost his job, and the sister-in-law had a car accident......

It's only been a year since I was born, and so many things have happened in bits and pieces, she said it lightly, but the process, not to mention the chickens and dogs, what did the family have to toss into at that time?!