Chapter 35: Questions and Answers
Looking at Yuri Nakamura, who was staring at him nervously and clasping his hands, he sighed, and Zheng Shuanglong said seriously: "It depends on how you look at God." β
"What do you mean?" Yuri Nakamura took a step forward, almost stuck it on Zheng Shuanglong's face, and asked loudly.
Ignoring Yuri Nakamura's beautiful face, Zheng Shuanglong said calmly: "God, it can be said that he is a powerful life, with great power and a high degree of mystery. As long as the strength level is a few levels lower, he can be said to be your god, because he can decide your life and death. Power is the right to speak, without power, without ability, there is nothing. Although some slogans say very well, 'The primary duty of the state is not to develop the economy or strengthen the military, but to maintain social fairness and justice and ensure that the disadvantaged groups in society are not eliminated!' This is the foundation of the country! But the disadvantaged are the vulnerable. In their eyes, people born in certain big families, certain high-ranking officials, are not gods. So, if you ask me if the gods exist, I am also very troubled, after all, in the eyes of some people, I am also a powerful god, because I can decide their life and death, so if you want to ask if the gods exist, I must know what the gods in your mouth are. β
"Don't talk about these things or not, what I want to know is whether the gods exist or not." Yuri Nakamura, who was dazed by Zheng Shuanglong's words, shook his head, waved his hand heavily, and shouted loudly.
"Although there is no so-called god in my eyes, if there is a god-level power, there are very many, mortal level, elite level, transcendent level, transcendent level, non-human level, human fifth order. After these five power levels, there is the existence of the god level. God level, ancient god level, pseudo-god level, true god level, as for whether there is a higher level, maybe there is, maybe not, I don't know. An existence with god-level power can be called a god, after all. Their power has exceeded the comprehension of ordinary people, one destroys the country, one destroys the world, this is the so-called gods. In fact, as long as you have a transcendent level of power, you can be called a god in front of you, and your question must be meaningless. Looking at Yuri Nakamura calmly, Zheng Shuanglong said softly.
Yuri Nakamura took a few steps back unsteadily, and laughed maniacally with his hands over his face. Crystal tears scattered, splashing on the ground. "Yes. It turns out that the gods exist. Hehehe......"
The question that has been pursued for a long time has finally come to fruition, which makes how can Yuri Nakamura not be ecstatic, how can he not be sad, and keep chasing God. Yuri Nakamura, who has always wanted to question the gods about his unreasonable life, actually doesn't know if the gods exist, because of the unwillingness in his heart, because of the resentment in his heart. Yuri Nakamura persevered, and persevered until now.
God exists. That's enough, for Yuri Nakamura. That's enough.
Looking at Yuri Nakamura who was laughing wildly, and looking at Yuri Nakamura who was almost crazy, Zheng Shuanglong felt that Yuri Nakamura should be calmer, so he said calmly: "Gods exist, but the gods who manipulate your fate do not exist. The god you think in your heart, the all-knowing and all-powerful god who weaves the destiny of all men, does not exist. In my eyes, gods are nothing more than some kind of mysterious lifeforms, powerful, mysterious, but not worthy of fear. All-knowing and omnipotent, how is it possible, weaving fate, you laugh, there are too many things that the gods do not know. The gods can't even control their own destiny, how can it be possible to weave fate. The god is just a wretched creature struggling in the river of illusions in pursuit of the evolution of life. There is nothing big about the gods. At the very least, I've killed a lot of gods, and even the so-called Susanoo has been killed by me. β
"What, how could it be !!" Hearing Zheng Shuanglong's words, Yuri Nakamura put down his hands covering his face and shouted in disbelief.
The cheeks with tear stains look so beautiful. The sad look, the sad look, the throbbing soul, the wail of misfortune, are so intoxicating. The flowers that are nurtured by darkness, the bright red colors that bloom in the places of despair, are so fascinating. Hope to despair, that moment of change, that moment of brilliance, even Zheng Shuanglong's heart trembled.
Holding back the desire to reach out and touch the soul of Nakamura Yuri, who coexisted with despair and hope, Zheng Shuanglong said lightly: "There is nothing impossible, because I am strong enough, so in my eyes the gods do not exist." Because you are too weak, the gods are present in your heart. Gods are like that, although they have a very powerful power for ordinary people, but gods are just like that, don't expect much from gods, don't give gods too much resentment, gods are gods, just gods. Pray to God and worship Buddha is just for peace of mind, in fact, there is no effect, what you should really ask for is yourself, your unfortunate fate, unfortunate life, but countless accidents caused by the inevitable, because you are not strong enough, so, misfortune has befallen you, that's what it is, although I don't know what kind of life you have, and I am not interested in understanding what kind of life you have, but I can tell you for sure that your unbelieving life, It is completely not caused by the so-called gods, even if it is a true god, it is impossible to manipulate the fate of everyone, even if he has the so-called law of fate, it is impossible. So, your purpose was wrong in the first place. God doesn't give you answers, only you can give you answers. β
"Then, angel, what's going on with that Lihua Song!" Yuri Nakamura, who was hit by Zheng Shuanglong's words, shouted anxiously.
Looking at the anxious Nakamura Yuri, Zheng Shuanglong said calmly: "Didn't you invade the room of the play, so what is going on with the play, and what is the situation of the play's ability, you should have guessed." Don't let other things blind your mind, with your wisdom you should understand and should see a lot of things. What I can tell you is that although the music is as cute as an angel, it is not an angel, but just a clumsy, simple, quiet, and kind little girl. A very attractive little girl. A little girl who shines with brilliance that even I was attracted to. β
"How is it possible, I ......" Yuri Nakamura wanted to say something, but was stopped by Zheng Shuanglong reaching out.
Looking at Yuri Nakamura's pupils. Zheng Shuanglong said seriously: "If you have a knot, you can't accept what I say, after all, what I said is what I said, open your big eyes well, observe well, through these eyes, you will definitely be able to find a lot of things." For you who have already fallen into the devil, only what you see is true. You can only see it through your own eyes. You will trust. Okay, I don't need to say anything else, I don't need to ask, today's matter, it's just a little bit of affection, and I can say this. Think about it yourself. β
After finishing speaking, Zheng Shuanglong left like this. There are still many things waiting for Zheng Shuanglong, for example, to negotiate with Yakumo Zi. That's really the most important thing. Talking to Yuri Nakamura about something, but it's just by the way. Equivalent exchange, Zheng Shuanglong doesn't want to owe Nakamura Yuri anything. In other words, except for some existences that have entered Zheng Shuanglong's heart. Zheng Shuanglong didn't want to owe anything. Cause and effect, cause and effect, there must be a cause and effect, and what is owed to people will have to be repaid sooner or later. Zheng Shuanglong didn't want to owe a big cause and effect like the truth. And then it was destroyed by the cause that he had sown himself. If there was no cause for the truth spreading and roaming two-dimensional system to deceive Zheng Shuanglong and other people in the main world, there would be no Zheng Shuanglong, a person in the main world, who would destroy the fruit of truth.
Because of the truth, Zheng Shuanglong, who has a very deep understanding of cause and effect. But I care about these things very much. Who wouldn't care about what is at stake in life, and what is related to their own life.
After Zheng Shuanglong left, Nakamura Yuri sat down on the ground, hugged his knees tightly, buried his head in his knees, and Nakamura Yuri almost groaned and cried: "God exists, but the god who gave me such a fate does not exist, haha, is this a joke, it's too cruel, gods, why take away my happiness." β
If the god who controls my destiny really doesn't exist, what's the point of my persistence?
The long-term strength was shattered, and Yuri Nakamura couldn't help crying, in the end, Yuri Nakamura is also a weak girl, even if Yuri Nakamura is so strong, so boyish, but, Yuri Nakamura is just a girl who is as weak as water. A girl who needs someone to take care of, someone to take care of, and someone to support her for her.
Zheng Shuanglong's words are credible or not, Nakamura Yuri still knows, it is precisely because he knows that Zheng Shuanglong will not and disdains to deceive himself, so Nakamura Yuri really can't accept it, so Nakamura Yuri will cry so sadly.
However, after crying, Yuri Nakamura will be a strong leader of the world front after death, because, only Yuri Nakamura can lead this front, no one can rely on, only he can support this front, because of this, Yuri Nakamura has to be strong.
Zheng Shuanglong, who was leaning behind the door, listened to Yuri Nakamura's crying, and said softly: "Chinese stunt, taken out of context." What I say is absolutely the truth, absolutely what I know, but whether it is all the things, I don't know, sometimes, one sentence less, the meaning is completely different, just like many people know that genius is 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration.
But in the next sentence of this famous saying, 1% inspiration is more important than 99% sweat. One sentence is missing, and the meaning is completely different, half of the sentence is inspirational, and the other sentence is showing off. It is true that there is no god who controls your destiny, but there are people who control your destiny, and there are many people who have created your life. β
Zheng Shuanglong, who felt that Yuri Nakamura's crying was over, and felt that the strong Yuri Nakamura was back again, smiled and whispered: "Well, I'm really too bad." But, if it's not bad, how can I live until now, although I also want to be kind, but for my own little life, I still cherish it very much, so let me be willful and bad. β
After saying that, Zheng Shuanglong began to act, and the conversation with Yuri Nakamura was one of today's contents, but the most important content today was to negotiate with him.
Now is the best time, Zheng Shuanglong's injuries have not completely healed, and he still needs his help, so this time is the best time to negotiate.
Although Zheng Shuanglong really wanted to put the time of negotiation until his injuries were completely healed. It's a pity that the other party is not a stupid person, how can such a thing be allowed. So the best time is now, when both sides have needs.
Wiping away the tears on his face, Yuri Nakamura stood up, and said seriously as if to strengthen his beliefs: "It is absolutely unacceptable, and it is absolutely unacceptable until it is confirmed, since there is really a god." There must be an existence that controls one's own destiny, absolutely, absolutely, absolutely, absolutely! β
After saying that, Yuri Nakamura turned around, took a firm step, and left here without hesitation.
Where God exists, so must angels exist. The guy who manipulated my fate and gave himself an unfortunate life definitely exists, and Zheng is the one on the angel's side. Zheng's words can never be fully believed, so I must be not wrong. So. I'm sure I'll be able to find the guy who gave me my unfortunate fate, and give him a good beating. Absolute!
Yuri Nakamura, who returned to the headquarters of the anti-angel battle headquarters on the posthumous world front, looked at the companions who surrounded him with a smile. Looking at his companions who looked at him with trusting eyes, Yuri Nakamura thought firmly.
Botanical garden.
Zheng Shuanglong, who came here, looked at Lihua Juan, who was taking care of the flowers and plants, slowly walked over, squatted beside Lihua Juan, and said softly: "Juan, what are you doing?" β
Lihua, who heard Zheng Shuanglong's voice, turned his head to look at Zheng Shuanglong, and said lightly: "There are many different insects in the grass. After speaking, the hand he was holding was gently opened, and a white butterfly flew up from the little hand of the play.
"It's beautiful." Looking at Lihua, Zheng Shuanglong said softly, I don't know if he was talking about the dancing butterflies, or the cute and pitiful Lihua.
"Hmm." Lihua nodded.
Looking at this picturesque scenery, Zheng Shuanglong said softly: "Performance, how about going to Building A of the teaching building together, I have a piece of music that I want to play for you." β
"Hmm." Hearing Zheng Shuanglong's words, Lihua nodded his head.
Stretched out his hand to hold Lihua's little hand, holding the soft little hand, Zheng Shuanglong, who felt very happy, walked up with a smile. Walking towards the teaching building with Lihua Song.
Teaching Building A, empty classrooms.
You Yi sat down, looked at Zheng Shuanglong who was adjusting the guitar expectantly, and said with a smile: "What kind of music is it, You Yi Meow, I'm looking forward to it!" β
"Well, I'm looking forward to it, but why are angels coming, although I don't hate it, but angels are angels after all." You Zuo looked at Lihua and frowned, and said softly.
Shiina, who was sitting next to Lihua Song, moved slightly, a little farther away from Lihua Song, and said softly: "It's really superficial. β
Miyuki Irie, Shiori Sekine, Naoko, Yui, and Asami Iwasawa have discovered something and no longer reject Lihua Kana, but Yusa and Shiina still haven't found out that Lika Kana is not an angel, and still trust Yuri Nakamura's words, believing that Lika Kana is an angel who wants to destroy himself and others.
Stupid, maybe, in the entire posthumous world front, there are not many smart people, because they are too stupid, so they are too persistent, because they are too persistent, so they have obsessions, and because of this powerful obsession, they can come to this broken kingdom of God. Ordinary people, the moment they die, give up everything. How could it be possible to come into this world. It's also because I'm too stupid, so once I believe what others say, it's very difficult to change it.
"Alright, don't say more. Listen to music well. Seeing that there seemed to be a dispute, Asami Iwasawa said with a smile.
Zheng Shuanglong, who had adjusted his guitar, smiled and said to Shiina, Yusa, Shiori Sekine, Miyuki Irie, Naoko, Yui, Asami Iwasawa, and Tachika, "Please enjoy, my performance." β
[Before this thought disappears,]
[Life is still very long,]
[Regret unfinished business,]
[I still want to start all over again,]
[Continuation of the dream,]
[Should have continued the pursuit,]
γOn the winding path,γ
[But people always stumble,]
[Actually, I don't want to go back to the past,]
[But still looking for the lost sky,]
[Don't just get understood,]
[Put on that sad expression like a sacrifice,]
[Your last will not be tears,]
[You need to carry the pain all the time,]
[In the labyrinth of emotions without an exit,]
γWho is waiting,γ
[The heart embellished in the white notes,]
[I want to speak more frankly,]
[What the hell are you running away from,]
[Could it be reality? γ
γBorn to realize your dreams,γ
[I want to shout loudly,]
[Can you hear me?]
[Who can endure mediocrity,]
"I have no way to escape. γ
[I am always grateful for your tenderness,]
[So I want to be strong,]
[How nostalgic,]
Why not welcome this pain. γ
When the song ended, the girls froze. Resonance, generated. The theme song of Fullmetal Alchemist FA deeply touched the hearts of the girls. Because, from this song, the girls see their own lives.
Lihua Song: Is this my song, is it telling my music? Did you want to say something to me?
Asami Iwasawa: I don't know why, but I always feel so poignant, I always feel like I'm talking about me, is this the so-called voice of the heart? Is this the music? It resonates with people, I'm still far from it.
Miyuki Irie: Why is my heart beating so fast?
Shiori Sekine: ......
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Zheng Shuanglong's song is not only a description of Lihua's performance, not only a consolation for the girls, but also his own choice of fate. It is Zheng Shuanglong's heart. The two-dimensional dream world is a beautiful world, the world after death, and the world of peace, but these worlds are not their own worlds, there is no sense of belonging, they are constantly searching, and they are constantly ...... There is no desire to return to the original time, it does not necessarily have to be the main world, just to find a sense of belonging, a place where you can shout out the words in your heart uncontrollably. A place where you can feel at ease.
For this belief in his heart, for the peace in his heart, Zheng Shuanglong can do a lot. can be done very ruthlessly, and it can be done to the point that even Zheng Shuanglong himself has palpitations.
Night. Gym.
Zheng Shuanglong came to the gymnasium alone in the middle of the night, stood on the stage of the gymnasium, and waited quietly, and after a while, a gap appeared.
Seeing this gap, Zheng Shuanglong didn't say anything, and just walked in directly. The gap disappeared, Zheng Shuanglong also disappeared, and the gymnasium was as quiet as usual. Nothing.
Temple of the Sky.
"Welcome, Lord Zheng Shuanglong." Seeing Zheng Shuanglong who came out of the gap, Yayun Zi saluted slightly and greeted with a bright smile. (To be continued......)