092, regret
Updated: 2013-05-23
Since Su Nuannuan left, there has never been a shortage of women around him, but all women are just a pure channel for him to vent, it turns out that she is the only woman who can really arouse his feelings and desires, and she is still the only woman who can't make him himself.
In fact, in the car, the moment he reached out to hold her, he had already forgiven her in his heart, and he even thought that after he was done, he would take her back to his own residence, and he would spoil and love her as before. Because he thinks that her return is based on the premise of maturity and love for himself, he believes that she will no longer be as willful and reckless as before, and in itself, there is no longer any barrier between them.
Anyway, isn't torturing herself by torturing her? From the moment she returned, his heart was full of her territory again, just to let her learn some lessons, it should be about the same.
Duan Chengyu lay back on the bed again, tossing and turning, still unable to sleep, and Su Nuannuan's lovely figure was still shaking in front of him.
The mobile phone placed at the head of the bed rang again, Duan Chengyu took a look, hung up, and threw it aside, the mobile phone rang stubbornly again, and at the same time, the doorbell kept ringing. There is a momentum that I won't let go if I don't open the door.
Duan Chengyu frowned, put on his pajamas, and went downstairs.
As soon as the door was opened, Yan Ruoyan, who had a messy hairstyle, rushed in, stepped forward and hugged Duan Chengyu, crying and saying: "Chengyu, everything is not what you see, I was framed, Chengyu, you have to believe me!" ”
In the hotel room, when Yan Ruoyan woke up from her state of infatuation, she found that the man she was hugging was not Duan Chengyu, but Cheng Jue!
Angry and ashamed, she hurriedly put on her clothes, looked at the time, picked up her bag and hurriedly ran out, but Cheng Jue told her that just when they forgot their feelings, Duan Chengyu came.
Yan Ruoyan, who was furious when she heard this, rushed forward and grabbed and beat and scolded Cheng Jue, saying that her life was completely ruined by Cheng Jue! At this time, she has long lost the dignified and beautiful demeanor in front of people, and she is completely shrewd.
She was the one who came up with the idea to drug Su Nuannuan, who knew that it would come back to herself, how could she not regret it?
Cheng Jue looked at Yan Ruoyan's appearance, felt heartache, hugged her tightly, and said that he was willing to be responsible to the end.
But Yan Ruoyan didn't eat him, slapped him, and then stumbled and ran out, and then kept calling Duan Chengyu's phone, but he never answered, she panicked, ran outside his residence, and rang the doorbell desperately.
Because she had been here before, and the security guards had seen her, there was no resistance to her coming in.
Before she knew it, Duan Chengyu had just opened the door when she had rang the doorbell dozens of times, and she rushed up and explained to him crying.
"Finished?" Duan Chengyu was unmoved, and spoke coldly.
"Cheng Yu, it was Su Nuannuan who harmed me, she must have been jealous of your kindness to me, so she used such a trick to deal with me! Cheng Yu, if you have to believe me, you must see clearly the ulterior motives of Su Nuannuan and her classmate who opened a pharmacy, Cheng Yu! Yan Ruoyan burst into tears, and the appearance of pear blossoms with rain really made people a little unbearable.
Duan Chengyu looked at the downcast appearance of this woman who had been silently by his side for five years, and did not say anything.
Five years ago, when Su Nuannuan left quietly, he was extremely painful, and he used wine to drown his sorrows, Yan Ruoyan took care of him meticulously and without asking for anything in return, until one day, he mistook her for Su Nuannuan......
When he woke up that night, he offered to give her money, but she refused to ask for anything, begging him bitterly that if she could keep her by his side, even if it was a secret underground lover, she would ask for nothing else. And she did manage to stay by his side without asking for anything in return. Looking at Yan Ruoyan, who was as simple as Su Nuannuan, Duan Chengyu's heart suddenly softened, so he did not refuse Yan Ruoyan's request, bought her a house, and placed a small family, but he rarely went over.
As for his home, Yan Ruoyan often came to help him tidy up the room, clean up, and do some daily housework that a little wife should do, although he told her not to do this, but she has been stubbornly insisting on this, he didn't say much, but never let her spend the night here.
In the company, he proposed the position of vice president to her, but in fact, she was not in charge of many things, and she did not have much real power, and the reason why he did this was to give her some compensation. Duan Chengyu couldn't be more clear about some of Yan Ruoyan's small tricks to deal with female employees in the company, but he also knew Yan Ruoyan's infatuation with him, and he also knew her ability and attitude towards work, so he ignored those little things, because his own principle was not to get entangled with employees, which affected the normal progress of work.
"You go back." Duan Chengyu let out a faint voice, but he didn't have the cold color he had before.
"No, Chengyu, you have to believe me, I have never had you alone in my heart, I ......" Yan Ruoyan refused to leave, and kept dragging Duan Chengyu's clothes.
In normal times, Duan Chengyu said this, she would never dare to say more, but today is an exception, she knows that once she leaves, she may never be able to enter this house again, and Duan Chengyu will also send himself away like many women he once was.
But today's events are really not what she wants, how could she have thought that it would develop to this point? If she had known, she would rather not touch Su Nuannuan's heart, in fact, she has always been peaceful, isn't it okay?
"Don't you understand what I've been thinking in my heart?" Duan Chengyu finally got impatient, the reason why he kept Yan Ruoyan by his side all the time and made her the vice president of the company in charge of a certain business was because of her "sensible".
"I ......" Yan Ruoyan was stunned, her tears were still in her eyes, but she couldn't flow anymore.
Duan Chengyu brushed her hand away, patted the corner of her clothes, turned around and walked upstairs, without saying another word or looking at her again.
Yan Ruoyan looked at his back in a daze, her eyes were scattered, and she sat on the ground weakly.
He had always thought in his heart, as smart as she was, how could he not know it?
Once, she naively thought that as long as she went to his bed, became his woman, and stayed by his side every day, everything related to emotions could change, so while he was drunk, she took the initiative to remove her clothes...... But what about the exchange? It was to see more and more women of all colors around him, although he made her the position of vice president and became one of his right-hand men.
It's just that there has never been a place for her in his heart, how could she not know?
Others only called her "Xiaoyan", what an affectionate name, only she knew that what he called was actually "Xiaoyan" all the time, although he didn't say it, nor did he explain it to others, but she knew.
She also knows that he has always had a woman's place in his heart, and that woman is deeply rooted in his heart, but she always thinks that she is sincere, and the golden stone is open, and one day, she will move him and let him see her good.
So she waited, kept silently by his side, watched the women who changed one after another beside him, endured all the sourness and resentment, and she even silently cleaned up all the emotional debts for him.
But she didn't wait for that beautiful day to come, because Su Nuannuan came.
For Cheng Fei, she didn't pay attention to it at all, because she knew that Cheng Fei was not Duan Chengyu's dish at all, but when Su Nuannuan came, everything was different.
She is a woman, and women are naturally sensitive to these, how can she not feel the change in him? Although it was so slight, although even he himself was deliberately concealing it, she knew it, she knew it!
Since Su Nuannuan came back, he has never touched her again, except for a few times to show off in front of Su Nuannuan, he didn't even look at her again at other times, making her heart sink into the ice cellar little by little, chilling her heart.
She hated, hated Su Nuannuan, why did she disappear for five years, and she had to reappear in Duan Chengyu's sight and the like, and she was so enthusiastic and active to accept him!
She was also ashamed of having this kind of indiscriminate means, but she had no other way, because she had no confidence in Duan Chengyu, so she could only start with Su Nuannuan. But who knows, but it will hurt himself!
Providence? Is this all providence? Heaven is evil, especially forgivable, self-inflicted, not to live?
Yan Ruoyan touched the cold ground, but she didn't feel the coldness brought to her by the cold ground, and got up abruptly.
From today onwards, everything was over, and she knew it from the look in his eyes just now. In fact, this day will come sooner or later, she knew it early, but when this day really comes, she will still be difficult to face!
She is unwilling, unwilling!
In fact, over the years, her feelings for Duan Chengyu have gradually faded in a little disappointment, but she is still looking forward to that little bit of possibility with a fluke mentality.
Cheng Jue always told her that he didn't care about her past and was willing to treat her well. But why didn't Duan Chengyu say this to himself?
Why is the world so chaotic, you can't get what you want, and what you don't want to get keeps squeezing around you?
It's messed up, it's all messed up.
"Hahahaha......" Yan Ruoyan laughed and shed tears, staggering out.
Duan Chengyu lifted the curtains, looked out, and watched Yan Ruoyan's lonely back disappear into the night before slowly turning around.
In the past, except for Ji Keyin, except for Su Nuannuan, he never paid any attention to any woman, they were just a tool needed for a while in his eyes. He thought that he would never have a heart again, and he would never be tempted again, but Su Nuannuan came back and resurrected his heart, so that now for Yan Ruoyan, he also has a trace of pity in his heart, pity for her dedication to himself over the years.
But he knew that Yan Ruoyan was different from those women before her, she had never loved his money.
Duan Chengyu frowned, thinking about how to properly settle Yan Ruoyan, tonight's incident, whether Su Nuannuan did it or not, looking at Yan Ruoyan's expression, she hated Su Nuannuan very much, and she couldn't leave her here anymore, otherwise she might do something to hurt Su Nuannuan.
Suddenly thinking of the personnel schedule sent by Yan Ruoyan today, he had an idea in his heart......