Chapter 190: May you have a smooth sail

Zixia stood in the pantry and drank the medicine that didn't taste very good, and when she thought of Jinrun's picture of being so good to her, she felt quite upset. Feeling so sorry for him. Although he doesn't say it, he actually wants a baby in his heart!

How can a family without children be happy? But...... Zixia really doesn't know what to do? I don't know what to say.

Thinking about it, my nose was sore, and tears fell.

Qian Huayi put down the cup, walked in front of her distressedly, and hurriedly comforted: "Zixia, what's wrong with you?" Why are you standing here crying? Is something wrong? ”

Zixia's hand gently touched her stomach, and she cried as she spoke: "I may not be able to have children in my life......"

"Was it because of that car accident?" Qianhuayi's heart tightened, that car accident may really leave any sequelae! She patted Zixia lightly on the shoulder and asked, "What did the doctor say?" ”

"The doctor told me to take medicine to regulate my body!" Zixia sobbed and cried: "I'm really afraid that I won't be able to have a child, that would be too big a blow to Jinrun." ”

"Look, there's definitely a chance if the doctor asks you to condition your body, so don't think too much about it, you know?" Qian Huayi comforted and said, "You can just follow the doctor's instructions to regulate your body now, and don't think about anything else, you know?" ”

"Yes!" Zixia nodded lightly.

It was impossible for her not to think about this, which pressed like a stone against her chest and left her breathless.

Sitting in the office, Zixia stared blankly at the computer screen. Suddenly, a piece of news caught her attention.

It turned out that she was recruiting teachers to teach in the mountain village, and she just wanted to go out to calm down. I didn't hesitate to sign up. But there was an exam. It's just that the time for the exam hasn't been determined yet, so I can only wait for the notice slowly.

It's the weekend again, the weather is fine, the clouds are light and the wind is not hot. Zixia and Jinrun went out on their bikes again, and under the faint sun, the appearance of two people riding side by side was really charming.

Zixia sighed, looked sideways at Jiang Jinrun and asked, "Jinrun, why are you pulling me out to ride at every turn?" Don't you know that cycling is physically draining? ”

He smiled softly: "I'm doing this for your good, you know?" Sitting in front of the computer all day really hurts your body, I took you out to exercise, you should thank me! ”

"Thank you?" Zixia smiled helplessly and looked at him with hateful eyes: "You know what? Today is the weekend, and it's rare to have a good day off, and you pulled me out so early. Did you say you did it on purpose? ”

I wanted to take advantage of the weekend to get a good night's sleep, but I was ruined by Jiang Jinrun. What bike to ride? That's what people who work very leisurely do.

The two men parked their car on the side of the road and sat in a gazebo to rest. Zixia looked up at the faint sunshine in the sky, and smiled silently bitterly in her heart. There are some things I want to tell Jiang Jinrun, but I don't know how to speak.

There is also the matter of going to Hope Primary School to teach soon, I don't know if Jiang Jinrun will support her. Maybe he'll be angry. I didn't discuss it with him, so I went on my own initiative.

As if sensing that something was wrong with her, Jiang Jinrun looked at her worriedly, pinched her face and asked, "Do you have something to tell me, why are you so twisted and pinched?" Say whatever you want! ”

"That ......" Yuan Zixia was silent for a while, and said tentatively: "I took the qualification exam for teaching at Hope Primary School in Area A and passed. I'm going to go to a two-month volunteer teaching activity in Area A......"

Zixia's voice became smaller and quieter the more she spoke, and finally the little one was almost inaudible. I made such a decision without consulting him, and now that I think about it, it is indeed too selfish.

Jiang Jinrun's face had a hint of displeasure, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he didn't get angry, but asked softly, "When are you going?" ”

"Still waiting for the notification!" Zixia lowered her eyes, and her head hung low.

"Got it!" Jiang Jinrunyun said lightly, then stood up and walked forward. Zixia looked up at him in shock, wasn't she angry? It's too easy to talk about, isn't it? But what was he really thinking?

Seeing him walk towards the bicycle, Zixia hurriedly got up and chased after him. I got on the bike and rode slowly behind him. She knew that although Jiang Jinrun didn't say anything, she was still quite angry in her heart.

If Jiang Jinrun didn't discuss anything with her, she would definitely blow up her lungs. Jiang Jinrun doesn't lose his temper with her, but respects her opinion.

Seeing a huge Tibetan mastiff in front of her, Zixia panicked and pinched the brakes, if she hit someone's Tibetan mastiff, it would be a terrible thing. But unexpectedly, the Tibetan mastiff pounced directly at her, so frightened that she fell out of the car.

Fortunately, the owner appeared in time to stop the Tibetan mastiff, otherwise Zixia would definitely be torn apart by the Tibetan mastiff! Jiang Jinrun hurriedly ran over to help Zixia up, looked at her whole body nervously, and asked, "How is it?" Are there any injuries? ”

"No, no!" Yuan Zixia patted her chest in a panic, fortunately nothing happened, otherwise what should I do?

Why is she always the unlucky? She doesn't know how many times she has been injured in her life, why did fate play tricks on her like this!

Back at home, the two of them sat on the sofa and didn't speak, just stared at the TV in a daze. Zixia went to the kitchen and poured two glasses of water and put them on the coffee table. She drank the water indifferently. Don't put the glass down until you're done.

Yuan Zixia turned her head to look at Jiang Jinrun, there was a faint mist in her eyes, and she asked, "Jinrun, I have something I want to ask you!" Can you tell me honestly? ”

"Ask!" He looked at her firmly and raised his eyebrows: "You twist and pinch like this, but you don't look like the Yuan Zixia I know." ”

"Jinrun!" Zixia grabbed his hand tightly, sighed softly, and asked tentatively, "Do you remember the car accident I had before?" ”

Jiang Jinrun nodded: "I know, is there something wrong?" ”

Yuan Zixia was silent for a long time before she spoke: "The doctor said that I may not be able to have children, what if we don't have children in our lives?" ”

"Don't worry, it won't!" Jiang Jinrun reached out and hugged her into his arms, and rested his chin on her head: "It seems that we don't work hard enough, if we work harder, it is impossible not to have children." Do you want to believe we know? ”

Zixia closed her eyes and nodded gently, she was really worried that there would be no children at home in the future. No matter which man it is, he definitely wants to have a child of his own. Although it doesn't matter if you say it's okay, you actually care more than anyone else in your heart.

Qian Huayi pushed open the door and walked in front of Yuan Zixia and sat down. glared at her: "Yuan Zixia, do you really plan to go to Area A to teach?" And it's been two months since you go, and the conditions there are not good, who will take care of you when you go? ”

Yuan Zixia smiled firmly and said, "Don't worry! I'll take care of myself. And it's only been two months, so it's not a long time! I just want to experience a new life! ”

"Are you trying to escape from something?" Qian Huayi tried to stare into her eyes, trying to catch something from them.

Yuan Zixia pursed her lips and shook her head, and said with a smile: "You are really thinking too much, I just want to do what I want to do." She was trying to escape, but was it useful? Even if you can escape for a while, don't you have to deal with it well?

Qianhuayi smiled softly: "Okay then!" Now that you've decided on it, go for it! I'm not going to force you not to go! Besides, maybe you'll be more inspired after a trip! Maybe you can write better work. ”

"Thank you!" Yuan Zixia smiled slightly.

In fact, she also understands that it is difficult to teach in Area A, but she still wants to try. Besides, if others can do good things, she will definitely be able to do them well.

When Yuan Zixia came to the roof of the building to adjust her mood, she saw Zhou Qing lying there alone in a daze. She walked over, raised her lips and smiled, and asked, "Zhou Qing, why are you here alone in a daze?" Could it be that you didn't sign the great god, so you feel sad? ”

"I've signed the Great God!" Zhou Qing looked at her with a big smile and said, "I have already negotiated with the great god, and it is estimated that his contract will be sent to the signing department in a few days, and then our company will have another great god!" ”

"Yes, it deserves a lot of praise!" Zixia put her arm around her shoulders and smiled: "Your work efficiency is quite good!" We must continue to work hard and keep up the good work! ”

Zhou Qing nodded happily, took Zixia's hand and asked firmly: "Zixia, I heard about the teaching in Area A, is it true or false?" Jiang Jinrun: Does he agree with you to go? ”

"Of course it's true!" Yuan Zixia replied to her in a very relaxed tone: "I have already discussed it with Jiang Jinrun, and he also agreed that I should do what I want to do." Anyway, it's only been two months, and it's not a long time, so don't worry about me! ”

"But I'm so worried about you so far away! I can't go to see you if I want to! Zhou Qing pouted uncomfortably, and her eyebrows were full of deep reluctance: "Zixia, why do you want to go to Area A to teach?" How did you come up with such a thing? ”

Zixia smiled and looked up at the beautiful sun, and said with a smile: "I don't know, I just saw it so I wanted to try it, and there wasn't much reason for that." I feel very happy to be able to do something to serve the society. It's time for us to give back. ”

"Zixia, you are so great! We're no match for you! Zhou Qing sighed, and also looked up at the sun in the sky, hoping that Zixia would be smooth sailing and smooth sailing in Area A, which is so far away.

Then she has nothing to worry about.