Chapter 116: The sorrow of the past
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"Xin'er, we understand a lot of truths, but it's one thing to understand, it's another thing to do, I really didn't think that one day I would fall in love with one" The two sisters hugged their heads and cried again.
Only after venting the depression in my heart can I free up my mind to face the future life.
The flowers on Mo are slowly returning, and the clouds are rolling and unintentional!
The green mountains and green waters are the affectionate butterflies of the poem dancing with the wind, the poems of the painting looking down, the endless emerald green looking up, and the boundless blue.
Lingering among the flowers, stopping in the mountains and rivers, even if the complex thoughts, perhaps at this moment, can also return to the original feelings, just like the sparkling lake under the moonlight, it seems to be sound, but in fact it is pleasant.
Time is like a shuttle, the world is changeable, like a loose horse, it is difficult to return to the original starting point, only gently grasp, slightly hold the palm, whether it is gain or loss, joy or sorrow, can finally be calm.
The flowering season has passed, the rainy season is no longer coming, shaking the fingertips, what is bounced off is a little innocence and sentimentality, and what remains is a little more mature and suppressed.
Touch your thoughts, reminisce about the past in the years of flowing water, like a kite with a broken string, fluttering in the wind. Despite this, we should still feel lucky, because no matter when, the years have never taken away those innocent friendships, just like fragrant liquor, the longer it lasts, the mellower it becomes.
Whether it is past, present or future, people who are full of warmth in their hearts whenever they recall are the people who should be most grateful.
In the chaotic world, who rubs shoulders with whom, and who accompanies whom for a lifetime. Sometimes, a moment can be eternity, and eternity is only a moment. Despite this, even if it is a casual acquaintance and encounter, I hope to know and cherish each other forever. However, happiness seems simple, but it is actually more difficult. It's just that no matter when, you can't give up easily, just like a dream.
The sorrow is gone, it is the green smoke of happiness that blooms on the Mo Shang, and the red dust of the clouds!
If you live forever in the grief of the past, you are destined to be no different from a pool of stagnant water.
The two cried enough, were tired of crying, and lay on the bed together, and Qi Xin'er fell asleep not long after.
Li Xiaowan looked at Qi Xin'er with a pale face, her eyes were distressed, she was not worth it for her, she was such a proud person, in the school before, how many people chased after her, begging her to be their girlfriend, among them, there were also rich children, wealthy nobles, she laughed at them all.
It's good now, she actually gave all her body and mind for a scumbag who played with her in the palm of her hand from the beginning, is her vision of knowing people regressing, or is she longing for a vigorous love.
Li Xiaowan turned her back to Qi Xin'er.
I am no different from Xin'er, I shouldn't have fallen in love with an unrealistic wealthy son.
Sigh what is the love in the world, and teach people to promise life and death.
Don't think about it so much, it's just a beautiful and sad dream, and after waking up, it's the most real time.
You can't spend every day in the future cloudy and gray for some illusory things.
One of my favorite lyrics is from the famous Qing Dynasty lyricist Nalan Xingde.
The words say:
If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan.
Waiting for idle changes but old people's hearts, but old people's hearts are changeable.
Lishan said that it was half a night away, and the tears and rain and zero bells did not complain.
How is Bo Xing Jinyilang, who wishes on the same day.
I don't know why, but when I saw it for the first time, I was deeply touched, at that time I was still in the flower season, and I hadn't experienced what love was, maybe it was my experience since childhood, which led to my own sentimentality!
Because I was afraid that I would forget, I copied it neatly into my diary.
However, when I recalled the content of this poem, my mood has also changed a lot, and I had nothing else except for my deep feelings, but now I have a deep experience, in fact, it is the most appropriate to use it on Xin'er.
I have never been loved, so I can't talk about abandoning it.
But if Feng Lingzheng is more shameless, then this song is just right for himself.
While being sad, you should still be glad, glad that Feng Lingzheng is not a scumbag like Bai Tingyu, he has retained the last line of defense as a woman for himself.
That was the last bit of self-esteem he took away after leaving the Feng family.
The wind ripples, the blue waves ripple on the shore of the deep lake, and the wine is unique.
Qin Shi Mingyue, Gu Fang admired himself for thousands of miles and rode alone, only to wait and see.
Pushing open the closed window, the wind slapped his face wantonly. In the evening of June, the sunset gradually sank in the west, leaving only a blood-like remnant sun, dyed red the originally quiet blue sky, like a bloodthirsty battlefield, as if there was the sound of horses' hooves, echoing for a long time. I don't know how long time has frozen, and finally I fell asleep, after all, it was just a dream.
Maybe as the lyrics in a song say: cut a period of time and flow slowly, flowing into the moonlight and rippling slightly, playing a small lotus faint incense, the beautiful piano sound falls beside me, fireflies light up the stars of the night, who adds a dream dress for me, pushes open the heart window and looks into the distance, who picks the sorrow of yesterday!
Back to the real time, only sweat and passion swaying, in order to better achieve a paradise, maybe there will be sunshine at midnight, although it is just a fantasy, but as long as there is hope in the heart. Some simple truths can sometimes become extremely profound, because it takes more motivation and more determination. There will always be a neck in life, but you always have to learn to break through the helplessness in life, but you always have to learn to release those things that have not been done so far, and you have to hurry up and think about it.
The bright moon hangs high, the beauty is in the middle of the water, the smiling face is still the same, and the mentality is as usual!
Tomorrow will be a new day, and you can't let yourself or Xin'er blindly immerse yourself in the pain of the past.
Freedom is the freedom of faith and the freshest air.
You give me freedom, and I use it to create a blue sky of my own.
You give me freedom, and I use it to chase a grassland of my own.
You give me freedom, and I use it to protect a sea of my own.
You give me back my freedom, and I use it to plant a garden of my own.
Once upon a time, the sun was blazing, and among the flowers all over the mountains, you would still find flocks of colorful butterflies dancing, they were never afraid of the heat, perhaps because they had experienced the pain of breaking out of the chrysalis. Envious of their tenacious perseverance, in order to be reborn, they do not hesitate to bite through the cocoon they have woven with their own hands, like a phoenix nirvana.
Breaking the chrysalis into a butterfly is a state of life, perhaps everyone hopes to have such a day, through the cold and heat, just to reach the sunny spring.
The distance between reality and ideal may not be as unattainable as imagined, as long as you can stick to your beliefs, even if the way forward is full of thorns, you can get back up after a short period of disappointment, and I believe that there will be a day when you can break out.
If the dark night sky is embellished with stars, it will eventually become a beautiful scenery, who wants to stay in the boundless darkness forever, and hope to have a sunny tomorrow, but if you want to turn your dream into reality, you need to pay more effort and sweat.
If the mind is mixed with too many constraints, it will eventually hinder the pace of progress to a certain extent, when you want to give up, maybe you can take a look at such a poem: Bodhi is not a tree, the mirror is not a platform, there is nothing, where is the dust!
I have always loved the famous saying "the sea is wide and the fish jumps, the sky is high and the birds fly", to be able to have a wide space and free time, how important it is for a person's life, even if you can only have one of them now, you must cherish it, and the opportunity is not easy to come by after all.
Laugh happily when you are proud, cry happily when you are frustrated, life needs to be free and easy, don't make promises easily, because you may not be able to fulfill your promises, don't be afraid to reject others, which will lead to ambiguity, because this will hurt others to a greater extent, don't be afraid of rejection, because after being rejected, maybe after a short painful process, you will cheer up and start a new life.
Even if you can never forget it, you can only sleep it in your heart, don't correct it after others point out the shortcomings, and don't realize the shortcomings at the same time, and you still realize that you don't just yearn for the beautiful scenery of the moment when butterflies dance in the wind, but pay more attention to the hardships paid at this moment.
There are some things that you don't necessarily feel happy after you really have them, but on the contrary, you don't have things that you don't have, but you always yearn for them. It's just that sometimes no matter how hard you try, you can't get what you think in your heart after all, maybe it's not sincere enough, maybe you can only choose to give up.
In the end, I still yearn for the day when I will break the chrysalis and become a butterfly, and move forward towards the set goal, even if the road is difficult, even if it seems so far away.
Some people, without saying goodbye, have already gone awaySome people, every time they think of it, their hearts are full of warmth, and some people are always hovering on the edge of invisible pressure.
Looking back on the past, the hazy Jiangnan is also real and illusory, leaving memories and inheriting warmth.
Invisible pressure and warmth will gradually be transformed into a tangible life!
Although I have never seen the beautiful scenery of the south of the Yangtze River with my own eyes, I look at the smoke and rain map of the south of the Yangtze River depicted in the text, integrate myself into it, and then feel the warmth.
The Jiangnan in the dream is the beauty of the fog and the beauty of the illusion.
Early in the morning, Li Xiaowan woke up from her sleep.
I didn't expect that after I left the Feng family, I slept so sweetly and steadily.
I got out of bed, put on my slippers, and felt the first rays of sunlight shining in from the window.
Spring returns to the earth, and everything recovers.
Outside the window, there is a vibrant area.
All the unpleasant people and things that have happened will be buried in the winter of last year!
New year, new atmosphere, new year, new life.
Li Xiaowan wandered in infinite thoughts.
It took a long time to wake up from a dream.
Forget it, Xin'er is still asleep, so don't wake her up first.
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