Counting up, Bai Manwen is much smarter than his daughter Bai Yixue. The vision is naturally much longer-term. Otherwise, he would not have been able to snatch Yang Baichuan from Shen Feng's hands back then, and lived a happy life for most of his life.

It's just that Bai Manwen's happiness for half of his life is based on the pain of other people's half of his life.

In the quiet courtyard, Su Yingmei stopped the car and helped Shen Feng to walk down. For three years, Su Yingmei had long been accustomed to calling Shen Feng Catherine, and even at this time, she couldn't change her mouth for a while.

"Catherine, slow down. How do you feel? ”

Su Yingmei was very worried, she suddenly knew that she was already in the terminal stage of cancer, she was so worried, suddenly, Catherine would have a serious attack and die.

"I'm fine. It's okay, you don't have to take me so seriously, haven't you been unaware of it all these years? So, you didn't notice any difference in me, don't worry, it's going to be the same. ”

Shen Feng turned around, smiled at Su Yingmei, and pushed Su Yingmei's hand away. She didn't want to make herself look like a very serious illness. Seeing Yang Baichuan today, how could she let him see herself in twenty years, and the first thing she saw was that she looked sick and pitiful. She has worked hard for so many years, not to appear in front of Yang Baichuan with a sick look.

"Catherine, are you going in alone?"

Su Yingmei saw what Shen Feng meant.

Sure enough, Shen Feng nodded, she wanted to meet Yang Baichuan alone.

"Hmm. Can you? ”

Su Yingmei looked at Shen Feng worriedly.

"Don't worry."

"Then I'll be outside, if you have something, call me immediately."

Su Yingmei said worriedly.

Shen Feng nodded and walked inside.

At that time, Yang Baichuan had already drunk a lot of tea. Finally, the door to the room he was in was pushed open.

"Catherine, your shawl."

Next to him, the assistant picked up the down jacket that Shen Feng had just taken off and handed over a shawl.

"There you go."

Shen Feng said, Yang Baichuan raised his head and looked at the door.

The woman who was almost middle-aged raised her head and happened to meet Yang Baichuan's gaze. The four looked at each other, and for a moment, both of them were stunned. No one spoke. Yang Baichuan in front of Shen Feng is a little older. After the baptism of time, he seems to be wise and shrewd, however, he is quiet and introverted. Compared with the young Yang Baichuan back then, there are still many differences after all. However, it was still the feeling that Shen Feng was familiar with. A familiar feeling that lasts for a long time.

Yang Baichuan was also stunned, he even forgot that he should politely invite Shen Feng to come in and sit. But he forgot. More than 20 years later, Shen Feng is still a beautiful woman. She looked clean and graceful. has the elegant temperament of a successful woman, which is better than Bai Manwen. Yang Baichuan didn't know what to say for a while, but more than twenty years later, when he saw Shen Feng again, there was a sense of frenzied beating in his heart.

Suddenly, Shen Feng smiled and said, "I never thought that we would meet in such a deliberate way." ”

Yes, Shen Feng also thought that when she succeeded, one day, she would stand in front of him, and she wanted him to regret that he had given up on her and chose another woman. However, when this moment came, when she was standing opposite him, Shen Feng suddenly didn't have this feeling.

She thought that she had spent so many years in hatred and longing. But no, she now feels this feeling, she has spent all these years in love and longing.

It was love that supported her and allowed her to successfully reach the top of her career. It is also this longing that supports her, and she is not even afraid of illness.

Shen Feng spoke first, and she interrupted the spell of silence.

"Shen Feng."

When the name Shen Feng was called out from Yang Baichuan's mouth, Shen Feng's body trembled slightly. She was still touched by everything he had.

Shen Feng nodded, she suddenly had a can't help but feel the urge to tell him how much she missed him. Although she knows that he is now, the family is harmonious, and the children are in pairs.

However, the words that came out of Shen Feng's mouth were still euphemistic.

"It's rare that you want to see me again."

So calm, so sane. Perhaps, apart from being rational and calm, Shen Feng could no longer think of any other way to keep himself from being hurt.

"I heard you're sick."

"It's all right, tomorrow, I should go back to the United States."

Shen Feng didn't want to tell Yang Baichuan, saying that he had an incurable disease. That was too cruel for her. She has spent her whole life in this kind of longing, she doesn't want to, in the end, she will die, and she will die without dignity. Anyway, back then, it was Yang Baichuan who was sorry for her first.

"I'm sorry."

While speaking, Shen Feng had already walked over and sat opposite Yang Baichuan.

"After so many years, I'm sorry, it doesn't seem meaningful."

From Yang Baichuan's face, it is not difficult for Shen Feng to see that Yang Baichuan's apologies are so sincere.

"No, what happened back then, I was sorry for you. You are still willing to see me today, and I already feel that this is your kindness to me. ”

If you could turn back the clock...... If time can be turned back, maybe, Bai Manwen will still choose him, and their love is still nowhere to escape.

"Back then, those things back then, I've almost forgotten it. Are you still so worried? It seems that your wife's ability to rob people is not bad, but this ability to keep people's hearts has not yet been cultivated at home. ”

Shen Feng's words changed, she hated, she hated Bai Manwen for breaking them up back then. She tried to calm herself down, tried not to blame, not to get angry, but she seemed to be unable to do something. She was still angry, and in front of Yang Baichuan, she had no grace to accuse Bai Manwen of the things she had done back then.

"Shen Feng, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, if I hadn't been drunk, nothing like that would have happened. I shouldn't have let you down. But I shouldn't believe her nonsense, and I shouldn't believe you. ”

The past is vivid. Bai Manwen pointed at Yang Baichuan and said that she was pregnant with his child, and she told Shen Feng, but Shen Feng forced her to beat it.

Although, Shen Feng said no. Although Shen Feng had begged him not to give up their relationship for several years. However, he still believed Bai Manwen after all, and it was not until after marriage that he knew that Bai Manwen was not pregnant. But so what? But when he knew, Bai Manwen was really pregnant again, and she was pregnant with Yang Hua later.

"It's been more than twenty years, and I heard you say that, what should I say?"

Suddenly, Shen Feng felt very sad.

Missing out is such a simple thing, however, one mistake and one mistake is more than 20 years have passed. Even now, Yang Baichuan still has time to give her a period of time to make up for it, but she can't enjoy it. Cancer. This is her Shen Feng's fate, destined, rich and auspicious, high and high, but she is destined to miss the person she loves the most for the rest of her life, and she will not get the warmth given by the person she loves the most.

"Actually, after all these years, I have never forgotten you. I think about you every day, especially in the past two years, when I retire, I have nothing to do, and when I am free, I think about you all day long. The days when we read books together and worked together. It's really nostalgic. ”

Finally, the mood of the two began to calm down again.

The time of love was so beautiful and so fascinating. As soon as Shen Feng closed his eyes slightly, he felt as if everything happened yesterday, so close. However, more than 20 years, it is so far away. The years crawled gently through the hair, dyeing some black and white. On Shen Feng's head, there were a few gray hairs. Perhaps, this is because of her physical condition. However, she is still not young after all, fifty years old. I can't go back to the beautiful state I was in when I first fell in love.

"It's quite nostalgic. I closed my eyes and felt that everything was so close and so close. I still remember being angry and saying I'd go. When I returned to China a few months later to bury my mother, the news came that you were married. I was so angry that I went along with my mother, and after burying my mother hastily, I took my sister and left China. Since then, I have started my life as an entrepreneur. ”

For more than 20 years, how many good men she rejected and how many good men she hurt, Shen Feng couldn't remember clearly. Only the man who reneged on his promise to her was engraved in her heart with an indelible mark.

"I've been retired for more than three years, and my sons and daughters are all married. Now, it's just me and Manwen. She's been very upset lately, presumably she's aware of your return. These days, you've been following me. ”

The two have been chatting together since many years ago, chatting and chatting, and they have talked to the present. When Yang Baichuan talked about the current Bai Manwen, he looked a little impatient. Especially in the past two days, Bai Manwen was nervous, and Yanyang Baichuan was also very unhappy in his heart.

"She's afraid I'll rob her family, her husband."

Shen Feng said bluntly.

"Back then, after all, she was sorry for you."

Yang Baichuan said ashamedly.

"No one is sorry for anyone. After all these years, I don't have any extravagance. What Bai Manwen did back then was indeed despicable, but it is also a kind of happiness that she can accompany you in life, old age, sickness and death. The two of us, after all, still have no fate. I don't hate you, I only hate, I don't have that life. ”

Shen Feng remembered that the last time she was in the United States, the doctor told her that if she didn't seek medical attention as soon as possible, her life would only be half a year away. Even if you seek medical treatment in time, if you are lucky, it will drag on for two or three years, and if you are unlucky, it will be like a year and a half.

What more could she ask for?

Even if you have more than enough heart, you are only afraid that your strength will be insufficient.

"Shen Feng, otherwise, let me take care of you."

In Yang Baichuan's heart, he always remembered. He thought that there was such a chance, he could do something for Shen Feng.

"No need. It's good to live the rest of my life with Bai Manwen, and there are many people around me who can take care of me. My sister's son, Su Yingmei, and her daughter, and those who work for me. They'll take care of me. I don't need anyone else. ”

Shen Feng said. Her heart was sad. She didn't even have a chance to give Yang Baichuan a chance to take care of herself. In this big gamble in life, she won her career by betting, but she lost her love and lost the opportunity to enjoy love. Even, lives are threatened.

"I want to have a chance to atone for my sins in front of you."

Yang Baichuan's heart is also guilty. In addition to love, there is infinite guilt.

"There is nothing that is not sinful. It's all gone. It's been more than 20 years, and everything should fade. ”

Shen Feng suddenly felt as if his body had some feelings that he couldn't support it.

She had always sat upright, dignified and elegant. However, physically, he is getting weaker and weaker.

She knew she was running out of it.