Chapter 201: Farewell Memories
It's back...... I am back.
Xin Yi really wanted to say this to him, and then told him that he would not leave, and that he would always be by his side. But before he could speak, he choked on tears.
He got up and walked in her direction. The moonlight dragged his shadow to the elders.
He had lost a lot of weight because of the prison situation, and although after a few days of rest, his face was not as pale as before, but somewhat bloody. He was smiling, the smile on his lips as soft as the moonlight twinkling in his eyes. "Don't cry, why do you only cry when you see me?" Mu Fangjin stepped forward and pulled her into his arms: "I'm not dead...... Why are you still crying? Come...... The second senior brother hugs, the little junior sister is obedient, don't cry. ”
But Mu Fangjin's words were obviously counterproductive, and when Xin Yi heard this familiar name, it was obviously even more difficult to suppress the pain in his heart, and his eyes were covered with tears. I wanted to take a closer look at his appearance, but I only saw a mist under the moonlight.
"Xinyi...... Don't cry. He reached out and wiped her tears: "It's so ugly that you cry......"
She stared at him, trying her best to hold back her tears, but in the end she still pouted the corners of her mouth and sobbed: "It's ugly...... Don't look at it if it's ugly! ”
When he saw her appearance at this time, he lowered his head and gently dropped a kiss on her lips: "Silly girl, how can you not look at it......" He said softly: "I haven't seen you for a long time, you don't know how much I want to see you again." Mu Fangjin said as she reached out and stroked her long hair: "I obviously have a lot to say to you...... But when I see you, I can't say anything," he lowered his eyes and chuckled. "I guess you must want to say, this cell has been sitting in a cell for so long, is it silly for me?"
Xin Yi shook his head, grabbing the placket of his chest with both hands, and didn't let go. "Me too...... I have a lot to say to you...... But I don't know where to start. ”
"Don't think about it if you can't think of it." His gaze was like water, gentle and gentle. "I see that you seem to have lost some weight, I heard that your body has not been happy for the past few days. How? Did he make your life uncomfortable? Did he bully you? ”
Xin Yi flattened his mouth and shook his head. "No...... No words. ”…… I was emaciated just because of heart disease. Just because ...... I miss you so much. "He treats me...... Actually, it's not bad. ”
"That's good...... That's good. He lowered his eyes and kept repeating.
"What about you?" As soon as Xin Yi blurted out this, she took a half breath: "Yes, I'm sorry......" She hurriedly apologized: "The previous thing...... It's because I didn't take care of the family that I let the old lady and Ling'er ......" She didn't continue, but just closed her eyes tightly, and didn't even dare to look at him: "It's me who is not good...... It's all my bad ......."
"It's not your fault." Mu Fangjin said softly, pressed her palm on her head, and rubbed it gently: "Actually, you have done a good job, you don't have to blame yourself for this." When he said this, his eyes also turned red: "This kind of thing is such as raiding the house...... It's normal for your mother to be too old to stand such blows and stimuli, and I never blame you...... On the contrary, I want to thank you and Wen Xing, and in the end, you can help me keep this family down. ”
Xin Yi listened, didn't answer, just snuggled in his arms, feeling his breathing and heartbeat.
…… It's so familiar.
"You've lost a lot of weight, too...... When I returned home in the past few days, I didn't make up for it. Xin Yi hugged him and slowly closed his eyes: "You are not in good health, and Senior Brother always asks you to pay attention when he is here, why don't you listen to these now." ”
"What's the hurry...... It's only been a few days since he was out of prison? Even if you want to recover, it will take ten days and a half months......" He rested his chin on the top of his head and lowered his head to kiss his hair. "But it's good to see you today, and I think I'll recover sooner."
When Xin Yi heard this, he sneered and laughed: "Second Senior Brother, what did you say about this?" Am I still some kind of medicine that can help you recuperate? ”
He smiled too, lowered his head and kissed her unceremoniously on the forehead. "You said it yourself...... If you have any illness, eat some and you will be fine. ”
"Flim Flam." Xin Yi stretched out his hand and poked his chest: "Second Senior Brother, when did you become so good at talking, this makes me honestly afraid." She subconsciously looked up to look into his eyes, expecting his familiar sneer, and scolded her with a smile of 'no interest', but only saw his soft and doting gaze in the moonlight, which was enough to make her blush and bow her head in an instant.
Such a scene is enough for her to forget her identity and forget that she has married another woman. is still like a little girl who is not familiar with the world, and can be coquettish in his arms.
Thinking of this, her eyes darkened, and then she said in a dumb voice: "Ah Jin...... I...... We ......"
But Mu Fangjin interrupted her and said to herself, "If you really want to hear these nice words...... Then I can tell you every day. ”
Xin Yi was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly looked up at him: "Ah Jin...... What do you mean by that? ”
He frowned slightly and stared at her, leaned closer, and whispered in her ear, "Li Shen is ready for all of us...... Xin Yi, would you like to come with me? ”
Miscellaneous...... What the!?
"Let's go? Where to go? She was stunned, then stared at him in surprise and said, "I...... I'm married, why do you still want to say such things to me? ”
"I don't care...... I don't care about anything anymore. Mu Fangjin hugged her tightly in his arms, and only whispered in her ear: "I don't dare to think that you accompany other men every day, and even share the bed with others." Xin Yi, you're here today because you care about me, right? It's because you miss me too, that's why you try your best to escape and see me. Right? Xinyi ...... You say, you say you like me, you say I want to be with me...... Never separate ...... again"
Her eyes gradually dimmed, and her arm hanging in the air hesitated for a moment, but still hugged him, "Yes...... Ah Jin, I like you. …… But ......"
"No, but." He leaned into her ear and said: "I've already thought about it, now I will leave Pei Lan in Yi Beichen's mansion, Yi Beichen has a friendship with her anyway, and I won't do anything to her." Besides, you also said that Perrin likes him, and if you let Perrin take your place, I don't think she will refuse, right? Seeing that Xin Yi didn't speak, Mu Fangjin continued: "Even if the matter is big and it is just a woman's business, it is better to have the Third Highness and Ah Shen's family take care of it, and it will not make Yi Beichen make too much of a fuss." Later...... In the future, we will go incognito, find a paradise where no one can find us, and spend our lives together. No one bothered us, just the two of us, just the two of us......"
"This ...... Is it elopement? ”
"I'm sorry, I can't think of any other way." He hugged the woman in his arms tightly: "Xin Yi, I originally wanted to see you, so I made up my mind to move to another country in the future and not return to Beijing...... We will never see each other again in this life. But Li Shen's words really make sense, we just have nothing left, and we can't ...... You can't lose each other, can you? ”
That's right, even if they leave, Pei Lan and Banxia will be taken care of by the Yi family, no matter what Yi Beichen does, Yi Beiyou, the eldest brother of the Yi family, has cared for them at least from the beginning. No matter how bad it is, there are Li Shen and He Zhigao, and when the younger brothers and sisters grow up, they don't need to worry about themselves.
But......
"It's you who hurt you like this, Ah Jin, it's your reputation that is ruined like this, I'm a married woman, how can I ...... Can it still be worthy of you? ”
"Don't say stupid things." He hugged Xin Yi in his arms: "Let's go, don't think about anything." Yue Guo can't tolerate us, so let's go to other countries. The world is so big, is it possible that there is no place for us! ”
Her gaze became darker and darker, and her eyes drooped, as if she had no more strength. He grabbed his clothes in his hand, clenched and loosened. In the end, she seemed to use all her strength, struggling and saying, "No." ”
“…… Why. Mu Fangjin was stunned, and then looked at the woman in his arms: "Why not?" You...... Do you like him? ”
She shook her head slowly.
His brows frowned: "Isn't it...... Already...... Already pregnant with his flesh and blood? …… It's okay, it's okay, you give birth to the child, and I will treat him like my own child!! ”
"No...... No! Xin Yi hurriedly retorted - what is pregnant with a child, it is clear that Yi Beichen has never even touched her!" It's not like that......"
"In that case, why can't you come with me?" He loosened slightly, and instead pressed his hands on her shoulders, half-bent over to meet her gaze: "Xin Yi, since you don't love him, what is it that makes you can't leave him?" Is it money? Status? What exactly do you like about him!? ”
"Not what you think." Xin Yi lowered his head, not even having the courage to meet his gaze. Ah Jin...... Either way, I'm already his wife. Do you think it's really appropriate for me to leave everything behind and leave you like this? I could tell that he loved me very much, even though I wasn't the same Xin Yi he loved so much...... But......" she paused, as if to convince him with the right wording: "We can't be so selfish...... Leave everyone behind and leave. The road is to move forward, and there is no way back......"
"I never thought about it...... You would say so. ”
"This is a decision I made when I first decided to see you...... Xin Yi lowered his head and said quietly: "I have already decided, I have met you once, and I will say goodbye to you one last time, and then I will let go of everything between you and us, and live a good life with Yi Beichen." After all, he is my husband no matter what. ”