Chapter 131: I can't stand the thoughts of you
Yin Yichen stopped, nodded to Shang Yuchen, and said lightly: "I came to Linxi here for Ye Yufei's business. Also, I didn't come out to see you just now, and I didn't have any other intentions, I just didn't want to embarrass Linxi. ”
Shang Yuchen said coldly: "If you don't want to embarrass Linxi, you should try to avoid meeting her alone during the negotiation." ”
Yin Yichen said without showing weakness: "It's so late, you came uninvited, and it doesn't seem to be for work." I think that as a customer of Linxi, you should also pay attention to your own behavior. ”
Shang Yuchen couldn't help but snort: "My behavior will not cause Min Min to violate the lawyer's code of ethics, so why pay attention to anything?" ”
This time, Yin Yichen snorted: "I don't know what the identity of that Miss Zhao Yan is?" Your wife? Fiancee? Or a girlfriend? If you don't want one day she will knock on Linxi's door and make Linxi hurt, then your behavior needs to be restrained. ”
Shang Yuchen was silent for a moment before he said, "I will solve the matter between me and Zhao Yan." If you don't understand the situation, don't comment on it. ”
Yin Yichen smiled: "As long as you have a relationship with Zhao Yan now, you are not qualified to imagine Linxi." If you do this, you are disrespecting her and insulting her. ”
Shang Yuchen frowned, his face was gloomy, and then he said, "How to treat Linxi, I have my own measure." But for you, I still advise that sentence, don't beat her mind. Six years ago, you said that the person Linxi loved was you. But right now, you're not together. It can be seen that saying that Linxi loves you is just your wishful thinking. Actually, six years ago, I was blinded, and you played a dishonorable role. ”
Yin Yichen was silent for a few seconds before he said, "I know very well whether Linxi loves me or not. I know she's a very kind girl, and she can't do anything to break up others, so you shouldn't let him worry about being a man. That's all I have to say, goodbye! After speaking, Yin Yichen turned around and walked to his car. Soon, he drove away.
Shang Yuchen watched Yin Yichen leave, his mind was haunting what he had just said, thinking about it, Linxi felt guilty about him, but he didn't want Linxi to just feel guilty, what he wanted was her love for him. Think about the six years he has wasted in struggling, anger, longing, and self-paralysis in the six years he has lost her, so he is ready to return to China this time, and he will do whatever it takes to get back and stay.
However, what about Zhao Yan? Thinking of this, Shang Yuchen couldn't help but feel a little headache. With Linxi's pride, she will definitely hold a deep mustard for this, so she can't avoid herself. However, Shang Yuchen couldn't wait until all the troubles were solved before he could find his happiness again. Otherwise, if Yin Yichen takes the lead, then he will be really in trouble.
Because, Yin Yichen is really a too strong opponent! Although I don't know why they haven't come together in the past six years, if they are really together, it may be an irreversible situation for themselves. Therefore, he must be ahead of Yin Yichen and let Linxi return to his side again.
Shang Yuchen looked at Shen Linxi's lighted window upstairs not far away, and he smiled. It's not too late, is it? Thinking of this, Shang Yuchen steadily walked towards the place that was full of sweet love for him.
Shen Linxi was sitting cross-legged on the sofa, thinking wildly in her head. Suddenly, there was a knock on the door in her ears, and she subconsciously glanced up at the watch on the wall, it was half past nine in the evening. Who is it? Yin Yichen? Did he leave something here?
Confused, she got out of the couch and walked to the door. She looked out through the cat's eye on the door, but it was pitch black outside. Recently, the voice-activated lights in this stairwell seem to have been broken. Shen Linxi had no choice but to ask, "Who?" ”
"It's me, Shang Yuchen."
Shen Linxi was a little surprised, but her hand had to open the door.
The door opened, and Lin Xi looked at Shang Yuchen in front of her steadily, and several thoughts flashed through her mind in an instant. He didn't go? Was he waiting outside the building all the time? Did he see Yin Yichen? If he saw it, he must be angry, right? He must think that she and Yin Yichen are cheating on him, right? Then does she need to explain to Shang Yuchen quickly? However, if he didn't see Yin Yichen at all, wouldn't her explanation be a self-confession?
A series of questions popped up fiercely in Shen Linxi's mind, and her stunned expression made Shang Yuchen secretly amused in her heart. He could roughly guess Shen Linxi's mental activity, but he didn't take the initiative, he just looked at her so well, wanting to see how she would deal with his second visit.
And Shen Linxi's face regained her calm after thinking for a short time, and then, she asked Shang Yuchen with her eyes. Shang Yuchen thought to herself, this bad thing, adjusted really quickly, she was waiting for him to speak first.
So, Shang Yuchen said lightly: "I'm hungry." ”
"Huh?" These two words greatly surprised Linxi. Shouldn't Shang Yuchen come to accuse her? However, when he opened his mouth, he threw out such two words, which really caught her off guard.
"Oh, then, come in!" Shen Linxi scolded in his heart, his IQ seemed to be a little worse in front of Shang Yuchen.
Shen Linxi came to the kitchen, and Shang Yuchen also followed behind her. She reached out and took a packet of bread and a carton of milk from the fridge, put them on the table, and asked, "Do you need to warm it up?" ”
Shang Yuchen looked at these two things and frowned slightly: "Can these two things be used for dinner?" ”
When Shen Linxi heard this, she couldn't help but widen her eyes and blurted out: "It's all this point, you haven't eaten dinner yet?" ”
Shang Yuchen said lightly: "After seeing that guest in the afternoon, I will rush to your side, and I don't have time to eat dinner." ”
Shen Linxi frowned and said, "Then you wait for me to cook, what time can you eat?" It will be ten o'clock in a while. ”
Shang Yuchen glanced at Linxi and said, "Then you have to eat it too." ”
Shen Linxi glanced at him helplessly, then turned around and opened the refrigerator door again. Fortunately, she was in a bad mood after coming out of Shang Yuchen's office in the afternoon, so she went to the supermarket to buy a lot of food, which can come in handy now. So, while pulling something, she asked, "What do you want to eat?" ”
"Noodles, I haven't eaten them for a long time."
She listened to Shang Yuchen's natural request, so she asked, "Fried noodles, do you want to eat them?" ”
"yes, okay."
Shen Linxi quickly picked out all kinds of ingredients from the refrigerator, and then poured Shang Yuchen a glass of juice and put it in front of him.
Shang Yuchen sat on the edge of the kitchen table and said casually, "Can you eat so many things alone?" If you leave it in the refrigerator for a long time, the nutrients are gone. ”
Shen Linxi glanced at him secretly and said, "I'm happy to see that there are so many things." If there's nothing in the fridge and you can't keep it all right, you'll say, how are you doing your day? ”
Shang Yuchen laughed silently. Although six years have passed, Linxi is still so cute, and she really understands his temper. He suddenly felt that he had returned to the warm and romantic time when he and Linxi were together.
As soon as Shen Linxi finished saying this, she realized that she seemed to be intimate when she spoke, because just now, she involuntarily entered the mode of talking to Shang Yuchen in the past. So, she shook her hair lightly and whispered, "I'm going to change my clothes, this dress is not convenient for cooking." With that, she turned and walked out of the kitchen.
When Linxi returned to the kitchen wearing a black tight short-sleeved T-shirt and a short white skirt, she had a light expression on her face, and there was no casualness in her eyes.
Shen Linxi skillfully carried out various cooking processes in his hands, and no longer spoke to Shang Yuchen. Looking at Shen Linxi's silhouette, Shang Yuchen was fascinated. She really lost a lot of weight, in the past, although she was also thin, but she was thin with bodybuilding. And now, her slender waist is unbearable, and her slender and straight legs are becoming more and more slender and beautiful.
Shen Linxi inadvertently glanced at Shang Yuchen, and when she met his gaze staring at her, her heart jumped violently. In a panic, she asked in disguise, "Do you usually eat so late?" ”
Shang Yuchen admired Shen Linxi and said casually: "I don't eat on time, and I often buy hamburgers for dinner to satisfy my hunger." Sometimes it's too late to drink a glass of milk, or simply go hungry and don't eat. ”
Shen Linxi frowned slightly and asked, "Can you fall asleep when you're hungry?" ”
Shang Yuchen said lightly: "Many times I am busy until three or four o'clock in the morning, and I have no appetite to eat. After a few hours of sleep, eat early. ”
It's a gamble! After hearing this, Linxi felt incredulous. She had heard that investment bankers were very hard, but she didn't expect Shang Yuchen to work so hard! She often feels that she has worked very hard, but now compared to Shang Yuchen, she is "a small witch".
Linxi couldn't help but glance at him again. He has lost a lot of weight, and his previously healthy and strong body has now been reduced a lot, and the bones in his cheeks have also stood out, making him look a little thin.
Shen Linxi suddenly felt distressed. Shang Yuchen was so high-spirited back then, but now he seems too calm. The once wanton flamboyance has been replaced by seriousness and depth, and his eyebrows will unnaturally bring out a bit of solemnity.
Shen Linxi bit her lip lightly, and her hand sped up, she wanted to be able to make a delicious dinner quickly, so that Shang Yuchen could eat it as soon as possible. Shang Yuchen stared at Shen Linxi's fast movements, and told her: "Slow down, cut your hands carefully, don't be in a hurry." Shen Linxi didn't seem to hear it, and continued to carry out the work at hand quickly.
Shang Yuchen stood up, slowly walked to her side, and suddenly whispered in her ear, "Do you feel sorry for me?" ”
Shen Linxi's cheeks turned red. She ignored Shang Yuchen, put the cut noodles directly into the pot of boiling water, and began to add various seasonings to the two cold dishes that had been prepared.
Shang Yuchen looked at Lin Xi, who was silent and concentrating on cooking, and said with a little resentment in his tone: "If it weren't for you, would I be so physically and mentally miserable?" ”
Shen Linxi glanced at him sideways in confusion, and Shang Yuchen looked at her so deeply: "With you by my side, do I still need to practice like an ascetic?" The heart doesn't have to be so tired and bitter. ”
Lin Xi was stunned for a few seconds before she said lightly: "There is something wrong with me in the past." However, now that you have someone around you, stop complaining about me. ”
Shang Yuchen stretched out one hand to hold Shen Linxi's hand, and then rubbed her sharp chin with the other hand, and said slowly, "Complain? What's more! I hate you even more, you gave up on me so easily, and didn't give me a chance at all, no matter how much I begged, you were indifferent.
Even hard-hearted people can be touched by me, right? But you, in such a desperate way, erased everything we once had. I can't stop what I'm doing, because as long as my brain is idle, all I think about is your ruthless appearance. You don't know how much it hurts to think of you. ”
Shang Yuchen took Linxi's hand and gently tapped the position of his heart. Shen Linxi's tears rolled down at once, and she lowered her eyes and didn't dare to look at him. Although his voice was calm, it seemed to contain a huge destructive power, and it crushed her in one fell swoop.
Shen Linxi knew that she had done a very decisive job back then, and she also knew that she had caused deep harm to Shang Yuchen, so in the past six years, she had never felt easy in her heart. However, she didn't expect that so much time had passed, but Shang Yuchen's pain still seemed to be the same as back then.
At this moment, when she heard his accusation with her own ears, his desperate eyes immediately appeared in front of her eyes again, and she seemed to be able to hear the sound of Shang Yuchen's heart dripping blood.
Shang Yuchen's eyes were also slightly red. For the first time, in front of Shen Linxi, he told the endless suffering that had accumulated in his heart for the past six years, and his heart was still stinging one by one.
He gently rubbed the tears on Linxi's face with his hand, and murmured: "How much I love you, how much I hate you." However, hate, resent, but miss you more. I've stayed up for so many days and nights, but I still can't stand missing you. ”
Shang Yuchen's hand slid over Shen Linxi's biting lip, rubbing back and forth. Linxi suddenly covered her face with her hands and sobbed deeply.
Shang Yuchen hugged her tightly in his arms. With his head resting on her hair, his eyes closed, and the breath of her beside him, he said softly: "How many times have I held you like this in my dreams, but I know that it is not real, it is just a dream." I don't dare to wake up, I'm afraid you'll leave me again. ”
Lin Xi's tears were hazy, and her heart had already twitched. She had caused so much damage to Shang Yuchen, but what could she do now? Give him love again? However, doesn't he already have Zhao Yan? Zhao Yan should be the one who walked into Qi Yang's heart and gave him comfort when he was in the most painful time, right?
He must also cherish Zhao Shanni, because, after suffering such an emotional blow, he can still accept another girl, which means that this girl must also be the one he loves.
At this moment, Shen Linxi heard a "hiss" sound, and she subconsciously pushed Shang Yuchen away and turned her head to look at the pot with noodles boiling on the stove. I saw that a lot of white foam was already overflowing around the lid of the pot, and it was flowing out rapidly.
Shen Linxi was so panicked that she immediately reached out to turn off the heat, took the noodle pot off the stove, and then used kitchen paper to wipe off the liquid outside the pot, and then put the pot on another stove and continued to cook.
She then lowered her head again, quickly mixed the cold dishes, and then put the fried sauce in a thin white porcelain bowl, and brought the chopsticks and other food to the table. In the end, she also took out the boiled noodles and put them in front of Shang Yuchen, and then whispered, "You eat first, I'll wash my face." ”
With that, she hurried to the bathroom. Her thin back made Shang Yuchen feel distressed when she saw it. He knew that Linxi's mood must be very complicated now, and she may have been very sad in the past few years.
Shang Yuchen looked down at the meal that Linxi had cooked for him at the dinner table: fried noodles, cold salad and three silks, spicy beef and white fungus enoki mushrooms. He tasted the noodles first, well, fragrant, this homely taste he hadn't enjoyed for a long time, and a few cold dishes were also fresh and refreshing, spicy and fragrant. Linxi is really a person who couldn't be more perfect, she is outstanding in all aspects, and even her food is so delicious.
Shang Yuchen ate a delicious dinner that made his appetite move, and listening to the faint sound of running water in the bathroom, he felt that his heart was full of emotion, isn't this the happy life he wants?