After waking up, Zhou Meng weakly found that he was nestled in a chair. The room was noisy, the footsteps were kicking, and the figures were coming in and out, and there was chaos. Her brain was muddy, and she seemed to see a few people in white carrying He Tianling out on stretchers, and someone seemed to be asking her: "Did you hurt that man with a knife?" ”

Zhou Meng's mind resurfaced the terrible scene just now, and in an instant, her eyes widened in shock, and at the same time, she replied mechanically: "Yes." ”

Later, it seemed that a few more people came in, and they didn't know what they were talking about, and they didn't know what they asked themselves, but Zhou Meng turned a deaf ear and didn't say a word.

He Tianling was rushed to the hospital in pain. In the meantime, the police have called the phone number of his wife that Ho Tianling told them. When his wife received the call, she rushed to the hospital. He Tianling quickly got on the operating table, but fortunately, the knife was not stabbed into the vital part, so the operation did not take long.

After a few hours of deep sleep, He Tianling woke up. He gradually recalled some fragments of what had happened before. Last night, he went for a drink with some employees in the company. Later, he and Zhou Meng got into a car. After that, he remembered that he had vomited, but as for where he vomited, he had no memory at all.

Then, he seemed to see Shen Linxi. But in an instant, he was stabbed by a knife, but it was Zhou Meng who appeared in front of him. He Tianling thought about it now and understood that he must have fantasized about Zhou Meng as Shen Linxi.

However, why did Zhou Meng hold a knife in her hand, and she stabbed him? This made He Tianling very puzzling. However, since he felt poor after the operation, he didn't have the energy to think about it.

In the ward, sometimes a doctor came in to make rounds, or a nurse came to change the liquid in the hanging bottle, He Tianling had been closing his eyes and recuperating. When there was a very slight sound in his ears, he had some doubts. This sound was different from the sound of medical staff coming in and out just now, and it was not the crisp sound of his wife's high heels, so he couldn't help but open his eyes.

When he saw that it was Shen Linxi who he had missed for a long time standing in front of him, he suddenly had mixed feelings, and he didn't know what to say to Shen Linxi.

Shen Linxi looked at He Tianling, who was weak in front of her, her eyes suddenly turned red, and soon, a layer of tears clouded her clear eyes. When He Tianling saw Shen Linxi like this, an inexplicable sense of guilt suddenly appeared in his heart.

He was unclearly in a room alone with Shen Linxi's roommate Zhou Meng late at night, and then was stabbed by her for no apparent reason, and at this moment his beloved girl, the pure and beautiful Shen Linxi, was standing in front of him. Looking at him lying on the hospital bed, without any image, she must be very disappointed in her heart, right?

Thinking of this, He Tianling couldn't help but sigh, and he asked softly, "Did I let you down?" With that, he looked up at the ceiling, his face silent.

Shen Linxi's heart at the moment is also very delicate. She didn't know what was going on between He Tianling and Zhou Meng. Why were the two of them alone in the hotel and there was such a serious incident? Could it be because of emotional entanglements?

As soon as he thought of this, Shen Linxi's heart felt faintly uncomfortable. One is his close roommate, and the other is his respected friend and brother. She really didn't want to think negatively about these two people, but what was happening now made it impossible for her not to think about them.

However, Shen Linxi also knew that time was precious at the moment, maybe He Tianling's wife would come back soon, and she had to make a long story short. So, she cautiously asked, "Are you seriously injured?" ”

He Tianling turned his head sideways, looked at Shen Linxi's eyes full of concern, and said softly: "It didn't hurt the vital parts, it's not too serious." ”

Shen Linxi's nervous heart relaxed a little. She hesitated and said, "Well, I don't know how it actually happened. However, Xiao Meng, oh no, Zhou Meng, she shouldn't mean to hurt you. She's in the hospital now, and she's breaking down.

She didn't say anything, just cried. However, the police told me that the fruit knife was borrowed by Zhou Meng from the hotel restaurant, and she also borrowed a dinner plate and fork, and after the incident, there was a peeled peach on the hotel bed, so, I guess, Zhou Meng originally used a fruit knife to cut peaches, but I didn't expect to hurt you in the end. ”

Shen Linxi whispered and clearly about these situations while carefully observing the changes in He Tianling's expression. However, He Tianling's face had an indifferent expression from beginning to end, as if the matter that Shen Linxi said had nothing to do with him. Shen Linxi didn't know what he was thinking, so he stopped and considered whether to tell He Tianling about Zhou Meng's jumping off the building in the morning.

At this time, He Tianling said slowly: "I don't remember the actual situation very clearly. Last night, I went to dinner and drink with some of the company's employees, and I drank more. Later, everyone else went to sing. When I went out of the hotel, I met Xiaomeng, she helped me into a taxi, and I can't remember what happened next. ”

Shen Linxi said a little anxiously: "Zhou Meng usually talks about you in a very admiring tone, and it can be seen that she works very happily every day. Supposedly, she shouldn't have a motive to hurt you, so ...... So, it should have been an accident. ”

He Tianling didn't seem to care about it. He stared at Shen Linxi's crossed clenched hands, then slowly stretched out his hand and pressed it on hers, asking, "Did you defend your dissertation well?" ”

Shen Linxi was stunned for a moment, but she still endured her anxious mood and nodded: "It's good." ”

Then, she hurriedly added: "I spent a lot of time for the paper." ”

The reason why Shen Linxi said this was because she was afraid that He Tianling would blame her for using her busy paper as an excuse not to accept his invitation to meet with him.

A trace of confusion appeared in He Tianling's eyes, and then there was some desolation. He didn't look at Shen Linxi, his eyes just swept over her and looked up.

His somewhat hoarse voice sounded low: "It's been a long time, I haven't been lying down for so long to rest." Every day is like a spinning top, constantly spinning. When I am very tired, I will ask myself, 'What is the reason for being so tired?' So that the parents can be relieved to see that their son can bring them a life without lack of money, so that they no longer have to fear a life of poverty?

Is it to create a life of worry-free food and clothing for children, and no longer have to be like me, who has deeply engraved the mark of poverty in my mind since childhood? Or is it because I have long been accustomed to this kind of running around and work, and even when I am sick, I feel nervous and feel that I can't stop? ”

He Tianling paused, and his gaze moved to Shen Linxi's face. Seeing that she was listening intently, with a focused face, his heart felt hot, and then, he gently held one of Shen Linxi's hands.

He continued: "Life is like a task with no end. However, whether it is bitter or tired, I don't feel anything, because for me, this is life. Everything is bland, without much color, even a little pale. If life had been like this, maybe I wouldn't have thought about any regrets in my life.

However, one day, she appeared in front of me. She is the most beautiful woman in heaven and earth, and I have no way to resist her, so in the end I can only be deeply attracted to her. I don't know when it started, but her emotions always controlled everything about me.

When she laughs, I laugh; She frowned, and I was worried; She was silent, and I was terrified. When I met her, I felt happy every minute and every second. However, this happiness scared me, because when I couldn't see her, I felt very tormented inside. ”

He Tianling's voice softened, he seemed to be muttering to himself, and seemed to be confessing affectionately: "I never knew that I could love someone like this, and I could miss someone with bitterness, sweetness, loss and hesitation."

Fate was very good to me, let me meet her, and made me understand what lovesickness is and what love is. However, fate was so merciless to me that I met her, but I was no longer qualified to love her. I really want to be young again, to love without scruples, and not to be in vain this time in this world. ”

He Tianling sighed and continued: "She is so good, she makes me yearn for and makes me intoxicated, but I can't do anything because I can't bring her any harm. How I wish I could break through the shackles of the world and tell her about my love for her, but I can only take care of her, and I can only call her name softly in my heart, saying 'love you'.

I know that this is a hopeless love, but even though it has been tormenting me, I still insist on keeping it in my heart. Because of it, I feel like I'm living with emotion. 'Pain and pleasure,' I now understand what it was like.

I would rather have this pain all the time, because it makes my heart full at night after the hard work of the day. ”

He Tianling withdrew his hand and gently put it on his chest: "She is here, I think it's very good!" ”

Shen Linxi was moved when she heard it. He Tianling is such a mature and stable man, who has been in the business world for many years and has read countless people, even if his emotional experience is not colorful, but at least it should not be poor. Generally speaking, when a man reaches this age, passion may often occur, but love is basically very light.