When I saw a few girls bathing in Xiaoyuetan and the shadow of Bai Huahua, I was only eight years old at that time, but in the next ten years, I have never forgotten the situation at that time.

There was a girl I recognized, her name was Zhou Xiaoyue, and everyone in the village called her Ah Yue.

Ah Yue is the only person in the village who does not discriminate against me.

When the children of the village beat and scolded me, spat at me, looked at me with disgust, and called me "ghost cub", only she looked at me, full of tenderness, sympathy, and pity, some children threw me with mud, some with stones, and once smashed my head with blood, and after the gang dispersed, she took me to the stream to wash my wounds, and also tore off the leather strips of my clothes, and bandaged me, and did not dislike my ghost disease at all.

I was so close to her that I could smell her nice scent.

She also secretly gave me delicious food several times.

Dumplings with buns, boiled eggs, and leek eggs.

All delicious.

For many days afterward, when I thought of her, my nostrils seemed to be filled with that very nice smell.

I used to think it was the woman's scent emanating from Ah Yue's body.

Later I learned that it was the smell of soap, and it was a very cheap and ordinary kind.

It's just that because my family is poor and can't afford soap, I don't know at all.

Later, I went and bought a whole box of soap and put it in my room, but I completely regained the feeling I had before.

Once upon a time, I had an unspeakable hatred for my parents.

Even though they were obedient to me and tried to give me everything they could, I still hated them, I hated them for bringing me into this world, knowing that I was such a ghost, but still let me endure all this, and bear the discrimination and abuse of those people in the village.

Then we moved, and no one came to bully me anymore, far away from the village.

However, I would still run back to the village, not daring to show my face, just looking at Yue'er from afar, from afar, no matter how much pain and torture I suffered, as long as I could see her, I would feel content, even if it was cold, I felt extremely warm.

In the beginning, I was able to see her every day, but then she went to junior high school in the town, and I could only see her on Saturdays and Sundays.

Later, I hadn't seen her for a long time, and after holding it for a long time, I couldn't help but ask a sister who often played with Yue'er, and she told me that Yue'er went to work in the south, and that place, called Zhushi, was in an electronics factory, but it made money, and she always sent money home......

She told me and started laughing at me.

She laughed at me and didn't take a soak of urine to shine on her face, it was really "a toad wants to eat swan meat", people are going to marry a big boss in the future, you ghost cub full of leprosy, don't even think about it.

Actually, my parents knew my thoughts a long time ago, my father smoked a dry cigarette and didn't speak, but my mother sighed and cried, making me resign myself to my fate.

Reconciled?

Is my life really so cheap?

Why?

Why?

I hate it!

Later, I don't know how many years later, on the night my parents died, I experienced a great change, and at that time, I was no longer the ghost I used to be.

The first time I escaped, I didn't do anything, went directly to the village, found Yue'er's parents, and asked Yue'er's address.

I want to go to that place called Zhushi, I want to go to that electronics factory, and work with Yue'er.

I want to work with her to make money, and then marry her when the time comes.

I'm completely different from what I used to be.

I'm capable.

I'm not a ghost cub anymore.

That's why I want to marry her.

However, Yue'er's parents told me that Yue'er was no longer in Zhushi, and she didn't work in that electronics factory anymore.

She......

Trafficked.

It's been more than three years and there has been no news.

When I heard the news, I was devastated.

What the?

Why?

Why is it completely different from what I thought?

I asked Yue'er's parents a lot, and they were scared of me, so they didn't dare to hide anything, and told me one by one.

I finally determined that Yue'er was really trafficked.

Where did it go?

No one knows, because if they did, they would have been found long ago.

I left the village and spent half a month walking in a flood before one day I suddenly figured out something.

In the vast sea of people, the land of China, if you want to know where Yue'er is, this matter may be really difficult.

But I might be able to.

If I can awaken my supernatural powers, I will be able to find her.

My supernatural powers, the book says.

Good at listening to sounds, able to perceive, know before and after, everything is clear.

I had to find her.

She is the only hope I have in this world, and the world without her is not interesting to me at all.

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No one knows how much I have suffered, how many sins I have suffered, how many lives and deaths I have experienced.

Nobody knew, and neither did she.

But I know.

I'll tell her personally, too.

yes, I will tell her how much I have suffered, how many tears I have shed, how many times I have died, how many times I have come back to life, in order to find her......

I'm going to tell her everything I've been through.

And then I'm going to say that to her.

I love you.

I love you, and I fell in love with you the first time I saw you.

I love your body and I love your soul.

I love everything about you.

You must belong to me, because in this world, only I love you so deeply.

Thou art a fairy in heaven, a princess, and a flower thou shalt be desecrated......

Forgive me for not reading books and not knowing those bells and whistles, so my description doesn't say a tenth of how beautiful you are.

You are holy, beautiful, pure and unfaulted.

I love you.

So I was able to endure everything for you.

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When I awakened the facts of the pseudo-supernatural powers, I determined your position for the first time.

So you're on that island to the south.

You're in a mountain village off the beaten track and almost never visited by outsiders.

When I followed the trail and came to the front of this dark shed, my heart almost jumped out with excitement.

There is a lock on the door.

A black lock, it's so big, it's like an iron general.

Someone saw me and started screaming loudly.

When I turned around, it was an old woman, and there was a dirty little girl beside her, and when the old woman opened her mouth, she showed her teeth blackened by betel nut juice, and she looked extremely ugly.

She spoke in the local dialect, and I didn't seem to understand it, but I seemed to understand it again.

I ignored her, but reached out and unscrewed the huge lock.

At that moment, a wooden stick smashed viciously on my head.

Syllable......

I didn't avoid it, and the stick snapped.

I turned around and saw a shirtless, meaty-faced man yelling at me.

I went to push the door open, but the man rushed to stop me.

I slapped him and threw him away.

The little girl ran over crying and shouted "Daddy".

I went inside the shed.

A foul smell came to my nose.

It's a lot smellier than a pigsty or a cowpen, but it's a little better than a latrine.

I saw the hay piled up inside, the black chains, and ......

A woman with no clothes on.

The woman was lying on hay with chains on her left foot.

Her belly was bulging high.

Her hair was a mess, like the bird's nest I had picked up before.

I was able to see fleas and lice.

She laughed.

She had forty-nine scars on her chest, buttocks, back, and arms, and around her feminine features, there were many burns from cigarette butts, and a wound on her left chest that had not healed and had begun to drain pus.

She had four fingers on her right hand and a broken tail finger.

Three left hands, the middle finger and ring finger were cut off in half.

Her left knee had been wounded and she couldn't seem to stand upright.

Her face was yellow, and her whole person was so thin that she couldn't look like it, only her belly was a little protruding and bulging.

Her eyes were dull.

But despite that, I recognized her.

Zhou Xiaoyue.

Yue'er ......

I once peeked at her bathing in the small moon lake in the mountain, and at that time, she was as beautiful as the bright moon in the sky.

And at this time, except for the vague appearance between her eyebrows and eyes, I can't find the slightest shadow.

I walked up to her and shouted, "Sister Yue'er." ”

That's what I called her when she gave me dumplings stuffed with buns, boiled eggs, and leeks.

At the moment, her eyes were dull and uncertain, and her spirit was obviously greatly stimulated.

She might have gone mad.

And at this time, I am completely different from the little ghost cub back then.

But when I called out, she smiled.

She grinned and said, "Car? ”

She actually recognized me?

Hee, hee, hee......

She's still crazy after all, and she's been giggling all the time except after screaming.

She laughed like a fool.

I laughed like a fool, and at this moment the man rushed into the black shack like a pigsty.

I turned around and grabbed him by the neck.

At this time, Yue'er suddenly spoke.

She said to me in a very affirmative tone.

Kill him.

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After all, I didn't kill him, but turned him into what I used to be.

Then I killed her.

This was her request, crying and begging me.

I can't stand her crying.

I'd rather do anything for her.

Including killing her.

I buried her on the highest hillside.

I made the most beautiful wreath and placed it on her grave.

I carved the tombstone myself.

I didn't go to school, but I was literate.

I engraved "The Spirit of Mrs. Zhou Xiaoyue in the First Room" on the tombstone, and at the place where I signed it, I pondered for a long time and solemnly wrote down two words.

"Six ears."

Since then, there has been no such person as "Hu Che" in this world.

There are only six ears.

Six-eared macaque, good at listening to sounds, able to perceive, know before and after, everything is clear.