I was so engrossed in my thinking that I didn't even hear the computer message prompt ring. It was when my aunt came in to deliver the milk that I noticed the dialog box popping up on the screen.

To my surprise, the person who came to the news turned out to be Ni Fei.

Although I didn't reply in time, it stimulated Ni Fei's desire to speak. The strangeness of the Internet allows Ni Fei to speak her mind better without scruples. She chattered endlessly about her empty life, endlessly complained about Lu Sheng who refused to accompany her, and even cursed me as Lu Sheng's ex-wife with vicious words.

Of course, she appropriately embellishes her past. didn't say a word about the destruction of my "fat pig ex-wife" family, as if she was just a simple and beautiful bitch who paid for love.

I listened quietly to Ni Fei's complaints, and when the time was right, I would ask her, "And then?" ”。 Ni Fei gushed endlessly, full of ugliness, like a resentful woman.

At the end, Ni Fei asked, "Reg, it's really a pleasure to chat with you...... Listening to me, do you think I'm vicious? ”

"No, it won't." I chose as many words as I could, trying to make my words seem genuine: "In my eyes, you are real." I love it, a real woman like you. ”

Ni Fei was very emotional just now, and she had already said too much about her private affairs. It is estimated that she was afraid that she would say more on her impulse, so she just made a shy expression, and then went offline.

This dialogue can be said to have led to a breakthrough.

My aunt knocked on the door again and called me: "Nono, I'm going to the supermarket, you come with me!" ”

"Okay."

I took half a sleeping pill and I didn't feel sleepy at all. After talking to Ni Fei, my brain was even more excited. Even though I had no expression on my face, my aunt could still sense my joy. On the way to the supermarket, she frequently peeked.

During my three years in a psychiatric hospital, I was frightened by too many patients who rushed at me out of nowhere. So I always have an inexplicable fear of going out on the street. Fortunately, it's work time, and there aren't many people in the supermarket. In order to get used to it as quickly as possible, my aunt and I picked out the items separately to save time.

What I didn't expect was that I would run into Lu Sheng.

Lu Sheng wore a suit and tie, and should have come out of the company when he went to work. He was followed by a skinny little girl with big eyes, a slap face, fair skin, and a childish dress. If I'm not mistaken, this should be Lu Sheng's unmarried little wife.

I couldn't help but sneer in my heart, deceiving this kind of simple-minded little girl, Lu Sheng is a master.

When I met Lu Sheng, I was really caught off guard. But the location where we met was extremely tricky, and it can be said that there was no way to avoid it. Not only was it my surprise, but even Lu Sheng was stunned for a few seconds when he looked up and saw me.

Lu Sheng's family is a single parent, and his father ran away with another woman when he was five years old. And Lu Sheng's mother is a bad gambler, and for a long time, Lu Sheng will cheat money from me to fill the debt hole owed by his mother.

There will be loopholes in sophisticated lies, and it's not that I didn't find out that Lu Sheng was lying. It's just that I think a man who will do his best for his mother is not too bad after all. In the second year of our marriage, Lu Sheng's mother died suddenly at the gaming table. After the funeral, Lu Sheng hugged me and cried bitterly.

Lu Sheng, who was sad at that time, Lu Sheng, who testified against me in court, and Lu Sheng, who was indifferent at this time, I had mixed feelings for a while.

"Lu Sheng?" The girl named Li Qinghe picked up the curry on the shelf and asked him, "Let's eat curry rice at night, okay?" ”

"Okay."

It's the first time I've seen Lu Sheng look so docile. Every time I asked him what he wanted for dinner, he would always scold me impatiently, saying that he was busy.

I stopped the cart and trembled uncontrollably. I thought I wouldn't mind anymore...... But when I saw Lu Sheng and Li Qinghe walking together, the pain and despair that had tormented me in the past surged upward.

Maybe the expression on my face was too distorted, Li Qinghe stopped the car in confusion, pushed Lu Sheng and asked, "Do you know this young lady?" She's been looking at you, and she doesn't seem to be feeling well. ”

Lu Sheng's natural and generous introduction, without a trace of concealment: "Qinghe, this is my ex-wife, Lu Nuo." ”

This was the end of the conversation, and Lu Sheng didn't even think to introduce Li Qinghe to me.

Li Qinghe let out a low cry.

I didn't understand what Li Qinghe meant by this whisper, and likewise, I didn't want to understand what her whisper meant. I pushed the cart past the two of them, refraining from hurting others with my anger.

Or worse, hurt myself.

I pretended to be calm and picked up items and kept throwing them into the cart. After stopping for three or four shelves, Lu Sheng circled around and caught up with me.

Lu Sheng stood next to me, he looked down at the label of the can in his hand and said coldly: "Lu Nuo, let's say, how about you are willing to leave." ”

I pushed the cart and kept walking.

Lu Sheng couldn't pretend, he dropped the can in his hand and stopped my car: "Lu Nuo, don't think about playing tricks with me!" This face of yours really annoys me! Immigrants move, it's all up to you! In the future, I don't want to see you in my life again. When I give you a choice, you'd better get acquainted! ”

The hatred calmed me down, and I finally saw how disgusted and hated the man I had been obsessed with for the first half of my life. I laughed dumbly, was abandoned, and was banished...... Does that give me a choice?

"I'm talking to you!" Lu Sheng pushed me to the shelf, and the cleaning cloth on the top layer was shaken down and fell lightly on his head: "Lu Nuo, I warn you one last time, get away from me!" Don't try to get close to me, and don't think about getting revenge on me! While I still pity you, take the money and get out of here! ”

I seem to have gotten used to Lu Sheng holding a knife and constantly stabbing me in the heart, one knife after another...... Every time the knife goes down, it will bring up countless blood foams. No matter how bloody the scene is, Lu Sheng will never be soft or distressed.

He doesn't care about me at all.

"Would you say that to her?" I asked Lu Sheng.

The marginal question made Lu Sheng stunned, and I pushed him away, with a blank face: "No, you won't." In this world, you are the most real in front of me. Only in front of me will you expose all your greedy, hypocritical, and profit-seeking sides. What you reveal to me is the truest thoughts in your heart. ”

Lu Sheng withdrew his hand, his dark pupils were as deep as a pool of water, quiet and quiet. He looked like he was looking at me, but he didn't.

After a while, I said, "You are annoyed now, is it because of my existence that disgusts you, or is it because I don't want to live and die to pester you to remarry...... Exactly, what annoys you? ”