But there will be confusion when you are clear, because knowing is always after a rage, after everything has happened.

Is it irretrievable? Because she divorced him, how righteous and awe-inspiring he was then, and now ...... Thinking about it bit by bit, tracing back to the root of the matter, how much anger there is, how much regret, how much hurt.

Before I knew it, I was already full of tears.

Closing his eyes, the warm and lingering call lingered in his heart over and over again, and a few times, it seemed to ring in his ears.

Is that him? Is he as sleepless as himself?

Since she returned to Chengfu, he hasn't been here once, maybe as long as he is willing to appear, she will "forgive" him.

Forgive? Finally became a hero, finally saved face, and finally returned the humiliation she suffered to him exponentially, but why did you feel so ridiculous?

He never came...... Is it because she has lost face and has no place to embarrass herself, or is she annoyed by her incomprehension, or does she not know how to open her mouth and explain it? A man's self-esteem is always fragile, but she and he have ......

Was it because of this fait accompli that she was haunted, or because she couldn't put the relationship at ease at all, or maybe she really wanted to wake up at dawn and see the man standing in the courtyard smiling at her......

There are so many things that I can't remember.

I saw it in my dreams several times, but I woke up to a more indifferent hollowness.

No one bothered her, but she was upset for no reason and wanted to leave this Yanran Pavilion. Maybe the house on Jixiang Street is a good place to go, and I have packed my luggage and prepared to stay for a few days, but I gave up before leaving.

She's gone...... What if he comes? But knowing that he would not come, he still refused to give up a glimmer of hope to wait.

She found herself as if she had become a fool, but she couldn't wake herself up from the stupidity. She suddenly understood Qu Leyao's feelings more deeply, even if she knew that it was hopeless, she couldn't convince her heart, and it seemed that there was always a small voice silently reminding her in an unknown place...... He's coming, he's going to ......

When waiting becomes a habit, people will become indifferent, and at this moment, the imperial court suddenly issued an edict to summon all the teachers and women of the Guan Ju Pavilion.

It is said to be the first time since Cheng Fu took over the Guan Ju Pavilion, which one is this singing?

Since the day the decree was issued, the Cheng Mansion has been in an extremely busy excitement, especially the female dependents, who have discussed how to dress up so that they can be both eye-catching and not frivolous, and people can't help but wonder whether they are accepting the summons or preparing to choose a concubine.

After all, it is not safe to talk about each other, for fear that others will steal their ingenious thoughts, but they are apprehensive and difficult to decide, so Yanran Pavilion has been particularly lively these days, and they have come to Yanran Pavilion to ask for ideas. Of course, due to the frequent actions, it is inevitable that when they bump into each other, they will tacitly look at each other and smile, but turn around but a blank eye.

Cheng Xueyan was annoyed, but she sent them away unceremoniously. In the past few days, only Cheng Xueman and Cheng Xueyao have not come. She knew Xueman's thoughts, but she hadn't seen Zichen for a few days. Alas, another infatuated woman. As for Xue Yao...... She's so strong, I don't know how to overwhelm everyone with all her efforts.

Qin Gulan had been here, and she didn't say anything, she only sat in Yanran Pavilion for most of the day, as if she was absent-minded, but the afterglow at the end of her eyes didn't drop a minute to see her teach others how to dress up.

She didn't bother to pay attention to her, not to mention how careful this woman was and how she pretended to be pitiful, the scene of her and Fu Yuanshan in Jiaxunyuan alone made people feel awkward.

The arrogant Qin Gulan actually got involved with someone like Fu Yuanshan who she wouldn't have even looked at before, and she didn't know what her plan was.

Finally, it was the sixth day of the sixth month of June.

At three o'clock, the women stood in the courtyard in a colorful manner on the bluestone road, ready to enter the palace in a light carriage.

Du Mizhen seemed to be in a much better spirit, and the most amazing thing was that her gray hair turned black and shiny overnight.

Bitong secretly told her that it was Youcui who dipped a comb in soaphorn and black ointment.

Hair is really very important for a woman, and Du Mizhen is wearing a dark cyan digging cloud apricot yellow piece gold brocade embroidered dress, with a dark red embroidered pleated skirt with twig flowers, and a magenta double peacock embroidered cloud and gold silk around her arms, proudly highlighting her identity as a lady. The golden hairpins and golden hairpins on the reverse bun are in pairs, and the tassels hang down, fluttering and sweeping her cheeks, making it difficult to see her expression. The back is extremely straight, and the natural majesty is revealed, and Cheng Xueyan can't help but think back to the woman she saw when she first came to this time and space, surrounded by everyone, and was very metallic.

It can't be said that she is a woman with a strong aura, and this aura has a great deterrent ability, so that even Du Yingzi, who couldn't be arrogant because of her loss of power during this time, didn't feel that she straightened up and made a posture to look at everyone. She smiled flatteringly at her cousin, but Du Mizhen didn't look at her.

In contrast, Tang Fanrou's dress is much lighter, extremely humble, but not dignified.

Moon-blue bird-like Ruihua stand-up collar top, with lotus lotus dark embroidered beaded light gauze half arm, under the emerald Luo embellished silver leaf tulle long skirt, half-turn wide embroidered magpie climbing pattern belt waist, with crimson gold silk ruyi knot, neat and dignified, plus a kind smile, very affinity.

Seeing that her cousin didn't care about herself, Du Yingzi couldn't help but sneer, and helped the crumbling beaded hanging tassel blonde hairpin on the slanted bun, took a deep breath, and continued to maintain the majesty that was easy to mobilize.

This time, she listened to Cheng Xueyan's persuasion and did not insert a lot of golden light in her head. The clothes are as bright as ever, the jade Yunxia shirt is wrapped in an orange and yellow silk bandeau, and the skirt is also an orange high-waisted pomegranate skirt, and a big bow is tied in front of the waist, covering a golden, red and dark flower robe. In addition to the dazzling color, the overall effect is not bad.

Cheng Xueyan paid special attention to Cheng Xueyao's dress.

It is a pink main color as usual. The rosy bandeau is embroidered with pink blue canna, inlaid with beads and diamonds, and the streamer is shining. The outer cover is a translucent gouache light gauze robe, and the edges are rolled with a deep powder, outlined in gold. Hibiscus color wears a butterfly and a hundred flowers in eight skirts, the skirt sways gently in the wind, and the sweet fragrance is scattered.

I can't help but say that this dress is extremely thoughtful, and it has removed the complexity that is not suitable for its age, like a spring flower waiting to be released. If it is really the eighteenth change of the female university, I haven't seen her for a few days, and Cheng Xueyao has already been slim, but it's just ......

Cheng Xueyan's eyes were on her jade arms looming under the translucent coat, as well as the extremely low bandeau breast, desperately restraining herself from thinking about the sound of the warbler.

It's just that she's so tempting, what the hell is she going to do?

In the distance, a white cloud floated in.

The crowd couldn't help but watch in silence.

The wide skirt blooms like a flower, the slender waist swings like a willow, and the beaded bandeau makes the snow skin on the chest blow. In the action, a little starlight shines, but the source is nowhere to be found, the only thing that is clearly visible is a pink and white moon flower slanted on the placket.

This dress...... It looks a little familiar.

And when I saw the person who came crooked a single bun, the rest of the hair was tied up and hung under the bun, there was only half a circle of gardenia and a broken crystal tassel hairpin next to the bun, and a half-opened moon flower was outlined in the center of the eyebrows, they all looked at Cheng Xueyan with different expressions.

Cheng Xueyan sneered secretly, no wonder they looked weird, Qin Gulan's dress was completely borrowed from what she wore when she was singing and dancing in Tingyin Building, but the pink lotus changed into the moon season, plus although she was also a skilled embroiderer, she was far inferior to Li Yan, so the dress was just a vain appearance, and it was rare to get the essence. Moreover, although her expression tried her best to show innocence, there was too much complexity in her eyes, which also greatly reduced her originally beautiful face. So although she came dressed in a flowing style, she couldn't really deduce the dusty posture of this dress.

Of course, she also had to admit that she judged Qin Gulan with a critical and unfair mood, because she had never had a good impression of people who plagiarized other people's achievements. And she also had to sincerely admire Qin Gulan's butterfly wings attached to the side of her eyes with a broken diamond, as if they had grown, and she sighed to herself as a master. It's just that Qin Gulan actually ignored her feelings and ignored everyone's thoughts, and came wearing modified clothes that could still be seen at a glance, and she was going to face the saint, what was her idea in her heart?

"Look at us Gu Lan, it's really like a fairy from the sky!" Du Yingzi exaggerated his praise, stepped forward and took Qin Gulan's hand affectionately.

Cheng Xueyan almost laughed out loud, if Du Yingzi knew that her husband and this fairy were sneaky in the forest...... She regretted that because of her personal mood, she only glanced at the good show staged in front of Chengfu that day from a distance, she was so sorry for them.

In this way, only she and Cheng Xueman seem to have neglected this summons.

Cheng Xueman was dressed in a deep and light purple as usual, and the only grand sign was the purple belt with gold and silver threads buried in the waist tied around his waist, which hung down at his side for a long time. The wind blows through the belt and flashes. In addition to two simple golden hairpin ornaments on her head, she only held the two purple daisies of different shades that she had given her a long time ago.

Looking at the two silk flowers, Cheng Xueyan vaguely returned to the intimacy under the original lamp, and her heart couldn't help but move.

Cheng Xueman also felt her gaze, turned his head, and smiled softly at her, his eyes full of appreciation.

In fact, she felt that she was really lackluster in her dress today. Because she is no longer an "abandoned woman", her clothes and jewelry have also canceled the constraints she once had, but she has no intention of dressing up, a goose yellow soft gauze top that is light to the extreme, a green bandeau with only a few pale pink cherry blossoms, a long skirt with a goose yellow bottom and a long skirt with broken flowers on the ground, and only a bunch of jasper silk silk silk is simply tied to the waist. The hair was not curled in a high bun, only a few bunches were selected to be curled into rings to fix with jade bead flowers, and two white orchids were simply ordered as a foil, and the rest of the hair was tied to one side with a bud yellow ribbon.

At this moment, she is weakly shaking a small fan of light, and the whole person looks like a lazy begonia spring sleep.