Chapter 17: Dead Heart, Ghost
Midori still didn't look at me, but stared at the lake, not knowing what he was thinking.
I swallowed, "Midori, I'm here to ask you to forgive me." ”
Midori finally moved, she turned her head, and I saw the disdain on her face.
"Forgiveness? What do you want me to forgive you. Midori laughed mockingly.
I felt like a needle pricked in my heart.
"Little Green, I have amnesia, and I forgot everything before the college entrance examination."
"Amnesia? Are you trying to tell me that you have forgotten how you and Xiao Xun got entangled that night? ”
Xiao Midori's words carried a knife, and one by one it cut at my heart.
"Midori, I know I'm sorry for you, but, I found that I really can't live without you." I felt like I was going to cry, "I miss the old days every day now, do you remember?" We go to class together, get out of school together, fly kites together, take pictures together, ...... together"
"Lin Ye!" Midori interrupted me, "Do you think you can make up for the damage you did to me with a word of sorry?" ”
I was momentarily speechless, yes, I hurt Midori.
"What else do you make up about amnesia, are you still a man?"
"Xiao Lu, I really have amnesia, I don't believe it, I don't believe you asked Xiao Hang!" Yes, Xiao Hang can testify for me.
Midori didn't answer, but turned his head to look at the ripples on the surface of the lake, and I didn't speak, I was waiting for Midori to forgive me.
There was silence for a long time.
"Lin Ye." Midori spoke, "I don't know why you came to me all of a sudden. But why come now since you haven't bothered me for the past three years? I have a new life, I have a new boyfriend, and I feel like I'm happy. ”
I was speechless.
"I confess that I hated you, hated you, hated you for betraying me. Do you remember? We once promised each other that if anyone betrayed the other first, they would tell each other, and I'm glad you didn't tell me personally, because I saw it myself. Midori picked up a stone and threw it into the lake.
"Lin Ye, do you see that ripple? No matter how big the waves are, they will eventually be calm. Do you know what that means? Midori turned her head and looked at me, but she didn't wait for me to answer, "It's the same with the human heart, my heart is dead. ”
The heart is dead? I couldn't hold back the tears in my eyes anymore and let them flow.
"I don't hate you anymore, but I don't love you anymore. You and I should both have new lives. You have given me happiness, I am grateful, you have hurt me, and time has healed me for you. I am fortunate to have gained, and I have lost my life. If you are really good for each other, maybe you just don't bother. ”
Midori stood up and walked away without looking back.
Looking at the back of Xiao Lu gradually moving away, I wanted to catch up, but I didn't have the courage.
I am fortunate to have gained, and I have lost my life.
To be truly good to each other is not to bother.
Midori's words lingered in my ears, and I knew that I had lost Midori, forever and ever.
I sat down on the ground, my face wet with tears, and I was dry again.
As the sun went down and the moon was shining again, I don't know how long I had been sitting.
Do you know what it's like for the sky to fall?
My sky is falling......
I stood up and walked forward stupidly.
I don't know how long I walked, but I didn't stop until I felt like I couldn't walk anymore.
Thinking of Xiao Lu, my heart was so bitter that I wanted to cry, but the tears couldn't flow out.
I don't know where I went, I was lost, there was no one around, there was no one.
I fell to my knees and stared blankly at my shadow.
Midori, did I really lose you?
……
Suddenly, there was a shadow on the ground, and the shadow, with both hands raised, raised a knife and slashed down.
I was frightened, so I rushed forward and dodged.
I turned around and saw no one behind me.
I'm dazzled? I quickly checked the shadow on the ground.
It's still there! He was slashing at me with a knife.
it! I was shocked, looking at this shadow, it was obviously not the thing on the rooftop, nor Xuchang, could there be a ghost? Why did all the ghosts find me!
I tried to dodge sideways, but the shadow was so fast that my hand was cut by the knife, and blood gushed out.
I don't have time to look at the wound on my hand at the moment, so I just run.
The shadow chased me all the way with a knife in hand.
"Help!"
I shouted for help, but there was no one around.
New injuries and old injuries together, and after only a short time of running, I felt exhausted, but I didn't want to die, so I gritted my teeth and ran forward.
Suddenly, I stopped.
It's not that I don't run, it's that I ran into a dead end.
"Damn it!" I cursed hard.
The shadow had caught up.
I'm in a hurry, what to do!
The shadow raised the knife and slashed at me.
Can't hide, you're going to die? I closed my eyes in despair.
At the moment of life and death, I suddenly felt that my whole body was hot, and a wave of energy came out of my stomach.
"Ahh
It was the voice of the shadow, so familiar that I couldn't remember where I had heard it.
I opened my eyes and saw the figure take several steps back, hands on her stomach.
I realized that it was the energy that was burning all over my body that saved me, but I thought about it for a while, the stone that the old man gave me was still on the rooftop at that time, what saved me?
I tried to hold back a little more energy, but I didn't feel any heat.
The shadow watched me there, as if hesitating.
Hopefully he will be afraid.
However, my hopes were dashed, and the shadow raised the knife and walked towards me.
At this time......
"Hey!"
Woman's voice.
It's the Right Spirit! I found the Right Spirit at the exit of the alley, shouting at me from afar.
When I looked closer, the shadow on the ground was gone.
"Saved?" Happiness came so suddenly, I sat down on the ground all at once.
Frightened, the right spirit walked towards me.
"Right Spirit, you...... Why are you here? ”
"Why can't I be here?"
"Do you see that shadow on the ground?" I asked.
"What shadow?"
Is it only me who can see? I just experienced life and death, I didn't look into it, but fortunately I was saved.
"He's here!"
There was another unkind voice at the mouth of the alley.
It's Wu Sheng.
A large crowd of people crowded into this small alley.
I suddenly understood that Wu Sheng was unhappy with me, and found someone to repair me.
I stood up against the wall, "Wu Sheng, what do you want to do?" ”
"What do you say?" Wu Sheng rubbed his fists and gritted his teeth and walked towards me.
It seemed that I couldn't hide, I cursed in my heart, turned my head to the right spirit and said, "Right spirit, you go quickly, it has nothing to do with you." ”
"I'm not leaving." You Ling didn't even look at Wu Sheng, so he said.
"Yo, it's quite touching, none of you want to leave." Wu Sheng and the group behind him laughed.
"Wu Sheng, you kind of come at me, what is it to bully women." I can't even affect the right spirit, "Right spirit, you go quickly!" ”
The right spirit was still motionless, and I had no choice but to protect the right spirit behind me. Even if you die today, you can't let the right spirit get hurt and fight.
However, it may have been that I lost too much blood on my hands, and with the old injuries from before, I suddenly became dizzy.
Before he fell, he heard the sneers of Wu Sheng and the group.
……
"Right Spirit!" I woke up shouting the name of the right spirit, how is the right spirit?
"You care about me?"
It was the voice of the Right Spirit, and I found myself lying on a hotel bed, and the Right Spirit was sitting next to me.
"Right Spirit, are you alright?" Holding the right spirit's hand tightly, the wound on the hand hurt again, but I refused to let go of her hand.
Unexpectedly, You Ling shook his head with a smile, his smile was like a flower, very beautiful.
There was no injury on the right spirit's body.
I can rest assured, could it be that Wu Sheng's group of people let me and Youling go?
My hands were already bandaged, and looking at the bandages and disinfectant at the bedside, I realized that the right spirit had bandaged me. Originally, I wanted to continue to talk to the right spirit about the shadow, but after thinking about it, since the right spirit didn't see it, then I still don't want to say it, it's not good for a girl to know that there are ghosts.
That shadow is gone just now, shouldn't you find it again? I can only comfort myself that since I didn't kill myself just now, I shouldn't come again.
While Youling was taking a bath, I called the strange old man, but no one answered. it! At the critical moment, he didn't answer the phone.
The right spirit came out wrapped in a bathrobe, his hair wet and dripping with water, just like that night.
I glanced at her and quickly looked away.
"Don't you want to see me?" The voice of the right spirit was very soft.
"No, it's not ......"
The right spirit did not continue to ask, but opened the cup and lay down beside me.
I got nervous, "right...... Right Spirit, are you going to sleep here? ”
The right spirit gave me a blank look and asked me if I wanted her to sleep on the ground.
I'll conclude, forget it, since no one else minds a girl, what do I mind.
With the lights off, I kept my eyes open and didn't fall asleep.
"Leaf ......"
"Huh?"
"Do you really like that one called Midori?"
Hearing Midori's name, my heart hurt again.
"I've ......" my voice was hoarse, "I've lost her forever......"
The right spirit did not continue to speak.
My tears fell out again, and just as I wanted to wipe them, the right spirit turned over and my lips were imprinted.
My eyes widened, and my lips were cold.
The right spirit immediately left my lips again and lay down.
"Good night." Right Spirit's voice was a little choked.
We don't talk anymore.
My heart is very chaotic, the words of Xiao Lu just now, as well as Xiao Lu's expression, and every memory with Xiao Lu, all hit my heart mercilessly. And Right Ling, why do I feel very uncomfortable in my heart when I see her sad? Why is the kiss of the right spirit so familiar?
All of a sudden, my head hurt again.