Chapter 69: You're a coward.
Hearing the sound of the door opening, An Weichen was overjoyed, and as the door was opened, he was really startled by Xiong Xiaobai's appearance.
"What do you do in the middle of the night wearing sunglasses?" An Weichen frowned, hesitating whether to pick it for her. I was worried that getting too close to her would affect her treatment.
"I'm happy!" Xiong Xiaobai turned his head, leaned against the bedroom door, and asked, "If you have anything to say, you'd better say it quickly, and then hurry up and leave for me." ”
"Today's incident is really a misunderstanding." An Weichen has already regretted it all afternoon, what he said was not good, why did he say such ambiguous words, and it was no coincidence that the book was not written, and Xiao Xiong just entered the company at that time. If she had been a minute earlier, or a minute late, she would not have misunderstood what he and Ding Yalan had.
"Misunderstanding! Another misunderstanding! Xiong Xiaobai shook her head, and she said helplessly: "An Weichen, don't you think that you have misunderstood me a little too much?" ”
An Weichen sighed and said softly: "If you are less cranky......"
"It's you who should do less of the things that make me cranky!" Xiong Xiaobai unceremoniously interrupted An Weichen's words, paused, and continued: "However, no matter what, I don't care anymore. An Weichen, you want me to make it clear, okay, then I will tell you clearly, I gave up. Between us, it's over. No, I'm a little too self-conscious. It should be said that since we haven't started yet, we don't have to start. ”
"What do you mean? Are you going to break up with me? An Weichen felt that Xiong Xiaobai's words were like a sharp dagger that slammed into his heart.
"Break up?" Xiong Xiaobai was stunned for a moment, then smiled lightly, she nodded, and said seriously: "That's right, break up." Let's officially end our contractual relationship. You and I, our fake couple, break up. ”
"You're still talking to me about a contract? Fake couples? White Bear, do you dare to swear that you have no feelings for me at all? Or are you unaware of my feelings for you? An Weichen patted his chest fiercely, he felt as if something was pressing him down.
I don't know if it's because of An Weichen's words, or because of his painful eyes, Xiong Xiaobai let out a long sigh, she looked at An Weichen, and said calmly: "An Weichen, I admit it, I like you." Once, I thought you liked me, and whether it was my delusion or not, I preferred to believe it was true. However, not all people who love each other are suitable for being together. I guess we're the right couple. ”
"Little Bear ......," An Weichen shook his head and denied.
"You listen to me after I finish speaking, otherwise, I'm afraid I won't have the courage to continue." Xiong Xiaobai stopped An Weichen's words and continued: "I know that you must not be convinced by using your past as a reason to break up, but, An Weichen, I really can't divide you in two, I can't love you in front of me, but I hate you in the past." Whenever I think about what your friends are saying, I feel sick and want to vomit. And, more importantly, I don't believe you'll love me for the rest of your life. If one day, you don't love me anymore, I'll be like the woman you once was. At that time, I will be worse than any of them, because I am more serious about feelings, about you, than they are. ”
An Weichen looked at Xiong Xiaobai painfully, with a hint of pleading in his tone: "Little Bear, you are disgusted with the past me and afraid of the future me, but why, can't you love the current me intently?" The past is gone, and the future is unpredictable, so why can't you cherish the present? ”
"I can't do it because I'm scared." Xiong Xiaobai looked at An Weichen calmly, his pain reflected in her eyes and pain in her heart. But, as long as it was past tonight, he wouldn't be so miserable. He will find the woman who makes him happy.
"White Bear, you're a coward." An Weichen scolded hatefully.
"yes, I'm a coward." Xiong Xiaobai smiled bitterly and nodded, she was so timid that she didn't dare to tell him her real name when they broke up. Listening to An Weichen scolding himself, he felt that he was scolding a person who had nothing to do with her.
An Weichen closed his eyes in despair because he saw Xiong Xiaobai's unshakable determination.
"That being the case, I have one last request. Let's hug and say goodbye. An Weichen stretched out his arms, he wanted to hold his little bear tightly in his arms one last time.
These days, he is really tired and tired, and if it weren't for the sake of giving Little Bear a happy future, he wouldn't be so desperate.
But now, the bear was leaving him, and for a moment, he seemed to lose all momentum.
Xiong Xiaobai hesitated for a while before she slowly walked towards An Weichen.
It's just one last hug, I can do it, I can do it. She kept encouraging herself, but her steps stopped.
An Weichen sighed, he took two steps forward and hugged Xiong Xiaobai into his arms.
The smell of perfume he was familiar with filled the air, Xiong Xiaobai held his breath, but he could still vaguely smell the smell.
Suddenly, her stomach cramped violently. Xiong Xiaobai suddenly pushed An Weichen away, ran to the bathroom, and vomited at the toilet.
An Weichen chased to the bathroom, cried with a sad face, and complained: "Little bear, do you want to be so excessive, just hugged you, do you vomit like this?" You ......"
Before he finished speaking, An Weichen stopped his voice, and he looked at Xiong Xiaobai quietly, revealing an expression of disbelief.
Could it be that all the rumors are true? Is Cub really pregnant? An Weichen walked into the bathroom step by step.
"Who......?" An Weichen endured the heartache, he loved the bear so much that he was reluctant to touch it, but when he didn't know, he had a child with another man.
Whose child is it? Whose child exactly? He knew he shouldn't ask, but he couldn't help but ask.
Are you too embarrassed to ask? It's not just your so-called friends! Xiong Xiaobai thought that An Weichen was asking her who made her suffer from heterosexual contact phobia.
She thought about it again, but still didn't say Qi Weize's name. Because not only Qi Weize's indecency, but Wang Ziyu's forcible kiss was also one of the reasons why she had this strange disease.
"What does it matter if you know or don't?" Xiong Xiaobai didn't bother to explain, and he didn't want to recall what happened in the bar that night.
"Was it the night at the bar?" An Weichen thought of Xiong Xiaobai's night of not returning.
Xiong Xiaobai did not deny it and nodded. Although it is too complicated to describe the history of the disease, it is still possible to just answer the day he got the disease.
An Weichen suddenly laughed, and he stepped back as he laughed. No wonder Little Bear has been refusing to get back together, she said so much, in fact, the real reason is this.
It's because she slept with another man and was pregnant, so even if she knew that she misunderstood him that day, she couldn't go back with him.
An Weichen exited the bathroom, he stood there in a daze, suddenly, he walked to the wall with the contract book, took off the contract, and walked back to the bathroom door.
"Little Bear, I promise you, let's break up. I'll give you back my freedom now. After speaking, An Weichen tore the contract in his hand to shreds, turned around and rushed out of Xiong Xiaobai's house.
Xiong Xiaobai knelt motionless in front of the toilet, and it took a long time after An Weichen left, she slowly took off her eyes, stood up, walked to the bathroom door, squatted down, picked up the scraps of paper on the ground one by one, and held them tightly in the palm of her hand.
Give me freedom? Looking at the scrap of paper in your hand, it feels like holding your own broken heart. Xiong Xiaobai's tears fell to the ground one by one.
The one who really needs freedom is not me! I'm just, forced to give you freedom.
If I could, how I would like this contract to continue, until the day when we will be together like lovers even without it. However, now, even if we have a contract, we don't look like lovers at all.
It's okay if you shred it. It's okay to shredd. In this way, I can finally put an end to this relationship.
Although I can't do it now, I believe that one day, we will meet again and be friends.