It seems like it's been a long, long, long time since I've seen that person, and I haven't thought about that person, right? Even if everyone doesn't say anything, Yukimi understands what everyone is thinking, and everyone hopes that she can forget the past, and that she can forget that person!

In such a cold winter, because of everyone's company and the support of children, Yukimi was able to walk all the way down in pain. Yukimi pondered for a long time, feeling that this pain was more like being locked in a hidden frost and preserved, and the cold would open the door when she was not looking, and then rush out with her head and face covered, enveloping her, unable to break free. Because it is impossible to break free, this pain is even more profound, like a mosquito eating the heart.

"Lady, you're distracted again." Xiaomei walked up to her, helped her tuck the blanket, and looked at her with a frown.

Coming back to her senses, she pretended to smile and nodded, "I'll pay attention next time." ”

"Lady, you're really not fit for needlework." Almost snatched the needle and thread in her hand, and looked at her hand that was always accidentally pierced, Xiaomei was even more speechless. I have never seen a pregnant woman who often hurts her hand.

Glancing at Xiaomei, Xue saw that she suddenly looked down at her hand and smiled: "I'm really stupid, and I didn't find it when I pierced it." Straightened up and stretched slightly, Yukimi was very aggrieved, "Maybe I had a grudge against needlework in my last life." ”

Xiaomei hummed, nodded, and gave her a "you know" smile back.

Set up a small dining table, because there are few people in the family, so Yukimi asks everyone to eat with her. Later, when she opened a grocery store, only Xiaomei or Xiaotao ate with her, and everyone else was in the store while eating and watching the store. Looking at the delicate and simple side dishes in front of her, Xue Jian stopped and looked at Xiaomei slightly, and after a long time, she said softly: "It's good to have you here!" ”

Swallowing her tears desperately, Xiaomei reluctantly spoke: "Since you know the good of the slaves, please ask the lady to eat more." ”

Xue Jian also eats and sleeps and laughs every day, although she doesn't want to admit it, but the careful Xiaomei still finds that the way she eats now is more like a contest, a contest between herself and herself, a contest with her children in order to survive. Now she looks more and more haggard day by day, although she no longer has nightmares at night, Xiaomei still often finds her sitting alone in the bed in a daze in the dark night, "Lady, you can't sleep well every night like this, I'm afraid it's not good for yourself and your children." Xue saw that she didn't speak, Xiaomei could imagine that her face was definitely not angry, but there was no other expression.

"Lady," sighed, Xiaomei came over to help her lie down, and said in a low voice: "If you lie down with your eyes closed, you may fall asleep in a while." But she also knew very well in her heart that Xue Jian would still open her eyes until dawn. Sleepiness, which is common in pregnant women, only lasts for about two months, and for longer periods of time, she is sleepless.

Sleepless? But whether he really fell asleep or not, Yukimi always opened his eyes on time every day before midnight. In the past, at this moment, that person would get up and run without being able to shake, even if he repeatedly injured his leg later, he didn't change this habit, just slowed down his movements. At that time, she hated his habit very much, and she had to get up if she didn't want to get up, but now, I don't know if it's a new person to hate? If, when she is completely accustomed to not having the warm embrace of that person around her, does it mean that he and her really have no concern from now on?

Before she had time to hate or get used to hating, the man, the man who was extremely cruel to her, said to her, "Your life is mine, and your self-esteem is also mine," and the man pushed her away coldly, making it difficult for her to get rid of the heart-wrenching coldness. And now, has that man forgotten about her completely? Whenever he thought that he had forgotten her, Yukimi would fall into the abyss, and his heart would sting with emptiness. I don't want a man like that, can he sprinkle salt on her wounds every day so clearly and cruelly, is she too unable to let go?

During the day, when I was talking and laughing with everyone, Yukimi would suddenly face the window in a daze, watching the daylight flow, watching the daylight come into the living room, staring blankly at the calligraphy and paintings written by Nantani Bo on the wall for everyone to recognize, or maybe just stupid, and didn't see anything. At this time, Xiaomei will have a faint feeling, as if she hopes that she can cry, after all, it is better to cry than to die like this.

So later, Xue saw that she had figured out a way, and she would often bring poetry books over and read them to the child in her belly. Every time at this time, Xiao Tao would look at her with a strange look, and she could only say that it was really difficult to explain the word "prenatal education".

When she couldn't help it, Xiao Tao would ask, "Lady, is this ...... Can this unborn child really understand the poems you read? Xue Jian just smiled, in fact, it didn't matter what poetry books he had to read, just the traditional characters in the poetry books, it was easier to guess and be recognized.

Yukimi's belly is very noticeable, and it looks much larger than the average pregnant woman of this month, and that's because she herself is too thin. Every time he touched the child's powerful fetal movements, Yukimi's face would be infinitely gentle. It's a continuation of her in this world, a testament to her visit. She knew that she was too young to survive the dangerous "work" of childbirth, which had a high mortality rate. I don't know! If she doesn't survive, what will happen to her children? I don't know.

Thinking like this, Yukimi vomits in horror. Yes, she was afraid, would this little fellow, who was kicking powerfully in her belly, die because of her? No! No! No! She didn't want that to happen! We will not tolerate this either! She loves this child, and she uses all her strength to love this child who belongs to herself! Even if she is unloved, her child will get all her single-minded love!

The mother who rushed over asked, "The mother has passed the morning sickness period, why is she still throwing up so much?" ”

Xiaomei nodded and burst into tears: "Yes, Aunt He, you say, this ...... How good is that? ”

Shengziniang looked at Xue Jian who was resting on the bed with a pale face, and her heart was also very sad, she used to be such a cheerful and bright girl, because of that ruthless man, but let herself become what she is now. She couldn't help but sigh: "Dongsheng Village, in the end, is a rural place, not as good as you...... Why don't you go to Anning or Qingzhou, it's a big city in the end, which is more reassuring. ”

"Aunt He has a point." Yukimi's weak voice came.

After being silent for a long time, Xue Jian said a little blankly: "After the New Year, let's go back to peace." In fact, there is no need to say that the mother of the child has to say, Yukimi also knows more and more clearly that as the child grows up, she will return to peace. If nothing else, she wants to survive, and she wants her child to survive, since there is no way to go back to the Celestial Empire to find the best hospital to give birth, then, go back to Anning County to stay by the side of Xu Cong'an, a generation of miracle doctors, in order to minimize the risk factor. After all, Anning's pharmacy is still fully stocked with medicines. Yukimi thought to herself, I'll only live in Anning until the child is healthy and past one year old, and that's fine.

"But lady, this shop ......" Xiao Li looked at the shop that everyone had devoted themselves to for so long, "Don't you want it?"

Xue Jian reluctantly sat up, "You don't need to close the grocery store, and you have to trouble Aunt He and Brother Shengzi to keep an eye on it." ”

Xue saw that she had already thought about it, and she still wanted to leave Xiao Li or Xiao Tao again, and then buy a little girl as a helper, and she would come back after giving birth to a child in the future. If you can, it's best to turn Xu Cong'an here, buy a connected courtyard, and simply let him be a "barefoot doctor" in the countryside! As for those people on the side, those who may think about her children, she doesn't care about them at all, with new people, there will naturally be new children, all new, matching, good!

There are some things that I didn't want to think about before, but now I can't think about them.

Knowing Yukimi's decision, the Shengzi family was reluctant, and Xiao Tao was first stunned, and then jumped up and down excitedly, in fact, it's not that she prefers tranquility, but she likes to change like this. She thought to herself, in Anning County, I don't know what new Luozi will be popular this spring? Or is the new head spent?

Xiao Li laughed silently: "Just let Xiao Tao stay, I want to follow the lady." ”

"What do you mean, pear? The lady only said that the two of us should leave one to watch the store, and I want to know that it must be you. ”

"How could it be me? Xiao Tao, you are so capable, naturally you want to help the lady keep the store, so that the lady can give birth in Anning. ”

The mother of the child sighed lightly: "The lady is inseparable from people, and the three of you have to accompany the lady." ”

Mo Mei blinked her eyes wide, looking at everyone, she didn't want anyone to go, but she knew that they had to go.

"Don't worry, lady, we will definitely guard this store for you!" The mother of the child said again.

Xue Jian nodded, "Handed over to Aunt He, Xue Jian is naturally relieved, but there are not enough people, and at the end of the year, it is not easy to add a population, and after the New Year, add a little girl to help." ”

The mother of the child nodded again and again: "Whatever the lady says, let's do it." ”

Xiaomei looked at Xue Jian, with complex emotions floating in her eyes, yes, this world prince can't guard Xue Jian's lady for a lifetime, if he returns to peace, then Zhou Bo Zhou is determined to know the news, even if he is ruthless to his mother, he can't let his eldest son or eldest daughter live outside.

Yukimi decided to return to peace, but there was not much psychological burden. For the sake of today, one's own life and death are the most important. Other idle people, etc., can't think too much, save the nerve.