Chapter 181: You Love Him Deeply
"Calm down!! What if I tell you? What can you change? β
"What do you think I can change? At least the eyesore has been removed a long time ago, and it won't be like this...... Even when I met the fourth master, I had to be sneaky, just sneak around, the fourth master didn't even want to see me at all...... It's all because of that Gu Zimo! β
"I didn't want to talk to you so much about this matter, but since you are talking about it now, I won't hide it, Gao Changgong sees that you don't see you, and it has nothing to do with anyone! It's entirely because he doesn't have you in his heart at all, if he has you, let alone a year, it's ten years, he won't turn his back on you and like someone else, if he changes his mind so easily, it can only mean that he has never loved you-"
"Smack!!"
Zheng Jingyao slapped Fu Ruochen's face.
Fu Ruochen's face was beaten to the side, and the anger in his eyes floated, "If I can't listen to the truth, what else can I say." Do it yourself. β
"But I helped you stabilize the status of the prince, didn't you think about repaying me? If your concubine Chang Qing agrees to take action to kill Gu Zimo, I will definitely speak for you at Daddy's place and let you take over Daddy's position as soon as possible......"
Fu Ruochen's footsteps stopped, he turned his head to look at Zheng Jingyao, his face was hard to see, "I think it is necessary to correct two things with you, first, Chang Qing is the only lady in my life, not a concubine." Second, I have never paid attention to the position of the old man, even if he sends me, I may not want it, let alone ask you to speak for me. β
As soon as Fu Ruochen went back, thinking about how to explain to Chang Qing, he was about to reach out and push the door, but found that the door was bolted from the inside.
"Qing'er, it's me, your little Chenchen......"
"Get out!"
Changqing's roar could also make Fu Ruochen feel his anger through the door panel.
Chang Qing shuddered and shook her shoulders, "Qing'er, Zheng Jingyao is Zheng Jingyao, I am me, don't vent your dissatisfaction with her on me, it's not fair!" Let me in, I'm still hungry......"
"Get out! Get lost! Get lost! β
ββ¦β¦ Hey, Xiao Chenchen, you are so cruel......"
Outside the door, Fu Ruochen kept complaining, and Gu Zimo also listened to it sincerely, but Chang Qing always refused to let him in.
"Xiao Qingzi, he didn't mean it either...... Otherwise, you'll ......."
"Don't pay attention to him, it's rare for you to come today, His Royal Highness the King of Lanling is not here, otherwise you can stay, our brothers haven't been together for a long time."
"I stay? Sleeping with you? This, Fu Ruochen won't kill me, right? β
"He dare!!" Evergreen's imposing appearance made Gu Zimo extremely envious.
I never dared to do this in front of Gao Changgong, Xiao Qingzi is powerful, and his brain is different, and he actually accepted a stubborn prodigal son like Fu Ruochen so obediently.
"Bang dang!"
The door panel was actually pierced from the outside.
Fu Ruochen walked in with red eyes.
"Qing'er, you may not know me well now, I can let you do anything, but only sleep is such a thing, I can't give in to half a point, I can understand how good the friendship between you and Gu Zimo is, but I can't sleep in the same bed! The only person who can share the bed with you is me Fu Ruochen! β
After speaking, in front of Gu Zimo, he actually buckled the back of Chang Qing's head and kissed it fiercely.
Gu Zimo was completely stunned, staying like this, it was definitely boring for himself.
didn't even say goodbye, he just walked away.
Just a few steps out, Chang Qing actually chased out.
"Zimo, wait a minute......"
As soon as Gu Zimo turned around, he saw Fu Ruochen, who was following Chang Qing, his eyes were blue, obviously he was beaten by Chang Qing, but he seemed to be quite proud, probably because he wanted to show off in front of Gu Zimo that he had taken advantage of Chang Qing.
Are men like that?
When facing his beloved, he will always seem particularly naΓ―ve.
"Xiao Qingzi, I'd better go back."
It was too inconvenient to stay, and Gu Zimo felt that it was not a way to escape like this.
"But, Zimo, you look like it, I am very worried, I am afraid that you have a bull's horn, it is not easy for you and His Royal Highness the King of Lanling to enter, don't regret it because of those outsiders, Fu Ruochen and I are a lesson from the past, when we can be together, we must be together without distractions......"
"My situation with you is different, you and Fu Ruochen really love each other, but Gao Changgong and I ......" Maybe he likes Gao Changgong a little, he attributes those feelings of gain and loss to like. It's just that Gao Changgong is to him? After all, Gao Changgong has never said anything like liking him.
"Are you afraid that Gao Changgong will play with you?" Chang Qing saw Gu Zimo's concerns.
Gu Zimo shook his head, he didn't know what to say.
"Whether Gao Changgong is playing with your feelings, I can't say, but, who will risk their lives to play with the other party's feelings, if you still think that person is playing, you can open your eyes and take a good look, and see people's hearts over time, I think, even if he is pretending, he will have a day of exposure, isn't it?"
ββ¦β¦β
Evergreen always gets to the point.
Gu Zimo is too good at braining, and he is easily troubled by some things.
"So what do I do now? As soon as he's out of my sight, I'm going to panic and I'm going to be cranky......"
"You, I'm afraid it's not just that you fall in love with Gao Changgong, you are in love with him, and besides, you don't even have a self anymore, Zimo, it's dangerous for you to be like this."
Chang Qing has always been worried that Gu Zimo will come to this point, Gu Zimo is still rational about his previous feelings for Gao Xiaolin, even if Gao Xiaolin disappeared, he was not as panicked as he is now.
This is the difference between affection and deep love.
"I ...... I'm in love with him? This...... How could it be......"
Gu Zimo shook his head sneeringly, he couldn't believe what Chang Qing said, but when he thought of his love for Gao Changgong, why did his heart feel a dull pain.
Why do you love him so much?
Just before today, he wasn't even sure if he liked it, but now, what came out of Changqing's mouth was deep love......
"If you don't fall in love with someone, how can you care so much about gains and losses, and how much he cares about him?"
Is "I ......" really like what Chang Qing said?
"If you want to know if it's what I said, go and see Gao Changgong, go see him now and tell him how you feel."
"No...... I can't ......."
He doesn't have the courage, what if he says it, he loves Gao Changgong deeply, Gao Changgong rejects him, and even hates him?
He didn't dare to take risks, Gao Changgong was just interested in his body, his deep love and liking would cause Gao Changgong's troubles, right?
In that case, it would be impossible for him to stay with him, even if only as a staff member.
Thinking that he and Gao Changgong had no intersection, Gu Zimo didn't want to take such a risk at all.
"You, you're so afraid of losing that you lose your courage and become cowardly, and your personality will only end up bruising all over your body......"
When I met Gu Zimo, I vaguely felt that he was sensitive and unstable in his heart.
However, if it is really good to a person, he will dig out his heart and lungs, and he will spare no effort, this is Gu Zimo.
He is simple, but sensitive, he is kind, but sad.
In this way, emotionally, he will always lose the right to take the initiative, and over time, he will be sharpened by many reasons, and he will lose a lot.
Evergreen really couldn't bear it.
"Maybe it's bruised all over your body...... No, not perhaps, it must be covered in bruises, but ...... Xiao Qingzi, I don't expect anything else, I just need to be by his side when he still needs me...... I don't expect that one day he will respond to me like I did, just that he doesn't hate me and doesn't drive me away......"
It turns out that this kind of relationship is deep love?
So humble, so powerless, but so difficult to give up.
"Go to the barracks, we'll go with you."
Fu Ruochen suddenly poked his head out and said.
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"What's the matter with you! Stay and look after the house! β
Changqing's words instantly made Fu Ruochen close his mouth, and this sentence was obviously doubly useful.
"Madame relax, she must take good care of the house for her husband, but Madam, can you really bear to leave me alone in the empty room?"
"Do you want to take another punch?" Chang Qing waved his fist, and Fu Ruochen hurriedly took a step back, "Hey, don't be angry, madam, I'm at home, but you and Zimo have to be careful all the way." It's a long way to the barracks. β
"We'll take care of ourselves, you...... While watching the house, take care of yourself, if you mess around again, don't blame me for cutting your thing! β
Chang Qing was so frightened, Fu Ruochen's body trembled, and he hurriedly stretched out his hand to cover his crotch, "Madame has ten thousand hearts, she already has a wife for her husband, where do you dare to mess around." β
"It's better to be like this."
After Chang Qing finished explaining to Ruochen, he walked over and said to Gu Zimo: "Let's leave now, and we will go to the army after sleeping." β
"I can go and ...... myself"
"Zimo, can you trust me?" Chang Qing asked suddenly.
"Huh? Kiyoko-chan, what do you want to say......"
"I want to see what kind of feelings Gao Changgong has for you, if I can test it out for you, you don't have to be so depressed."
"Ah, don't be, Gao Changgong will be suspicious......"
"I have my own way." After Chang Qing finished speaking, he ordered the little servant to come to the carriage.
"Zimo, in this world, no matter how smart a person is, he will become a fool in the face of love, and Gao Changgong will be no exception, so I will definitely test something."
Gu Zimo was still convinced, and he also wanted to know if this relationship was just his one-sided lovesickness.
Is Gao Changgong just a physical desire/desire for him, or does he also have feelings for him......
Perhaps, it will be clear through the evergreen soon.