I vaguely remember that during those difficult days, he would occasionally lose his eyes when he looked at her, and sometimes he seemed to hesitate when he spoke. He wanted to tell her, but he didn't know how to talk about it, and he was even more afraid that she would be sad, right? Because he knew her so well and knew how important he was to her, once he was gone...... But have you ever thought that if you tell me, I will bear it with you, and we can go to the doctor, is there no famous doctor in the world who can cure the venom of the royal bee? Are you afraid...... Money? You gave me all your hard-earned money, because you were worried that if you went, I would have nothing to rely on? You're just thinking about me, and you don't even want your life......

A soft sobbing rang out in the room.

Suddenly, she remembered the blood stains on the sheets, and she thought it was his broken hand. Suddenly, I remembered that winter night, she woke up from a nightmare, but saw him coming from outside the door, he seemed to be stunned when he saw him, but he didn't say a word, just hugged her gently, "Sleep." She noticed his emaciation, and vaguely remembered what seemed to be countless nights when he had quietly gone and returned. And she was guilty because of Shui Hui's incident, and thought that he was blaming herself...... They shared a bed, how could she ignore him to such an extent? How can she only care about her own heart? Because she is busy, because she is tired, because of the contradiction she thinks she has?

Nails sink deep into the palms.

And he really knew her, he made full use of the contradiction and gave her a fatal blow, but how could she firmly remember the evil words of that day and ignore the surprise that burst out of his eyes when he saw him? Why did she just ignore the so-called embarrassing things that made him appear sooner or later, but at that moment? Over the years, every time I recall, it is always the hurt he gave her, and the warmth of the past has been covered up. Occasionally, she would notice something indescribable, but it was quickly swept away by the overwhelming rainstorm. She only remembered the tears, remembered the pain, but forgot that he brought her a little happiness when she was rich or poor, the flowers that bloomed in all seasons on her dress, the "unique caves" that decorated the burrow, the buns for her stomach on the cold night, and every copper plate that she handed over to her for fear that she would have nothing to rely on after she left...... She deliberately avoided it, and never thought about his injury, she even pointed at Yu'er and told him that this was her and Yuwen Zichen's child...... In the past, she also longed for a reunion, but it was to be able to give him a thousand times more painful than he had given him at the beginning. And now she's finally done it! Didn't you say I had something to do with him? Okay, so let's get involved......

She suddenly laughed, laughing to tears.

Gu Haoxuan, I should hate you, how many times have you lied to me, how many years? Do you really think it's for my sake? Do you really think I'm going to be grateful to you? What noble are you? What is selfless? I hate you, I hate you!!

A hard punch slammed into the table.

It was as if she heard a long sigh, as if coming from the window, and when she looked over, it was only a deep silence.

Pushing open the window, a gust of cold wind wrapped in a few bits of coldness on my face.

In the inky black, there are stars flying faintly, and a star floats far away, landing on the purple dzi hairpin in his hand, like a perched butterfly.

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It's spring again, catkins are flying, peach blossoms are splendid, and the eyes are full of vitality.

Everything seemed to seep into the depths of her heart as the last snow melted, and she stood in the courtyard, watching the paper kites race far away in the sky.

"Mother, Aunt Bitong is a kite, I want to go out to fly a kite......"

Yu'er, dressed in a green trouser coat, ran out of the house carrying a huge butterfly kite.

She smiled and straightened Yu'er's hair: "Okay, let Aunt Bitong lead it, so that you don't have to go out and quarrel with others." It just rained last night, and the road is slippery, so don't run too quickly when playing, and be careful of falling. Bitong ......"

turned to the person with a happy face: "You take Yu'er well, don't quarrel with others because of her words with other children, you are such an adult, how can you be embarrassed?" Yu'er's current temperament is all out of you......"

"Okay, well, her faults are all my faults, and her good is all taught by you. Let's go, Yu'er, your mother is getting more and more verbose......"

"Yes, Yu'er's faults are all your faults, your faults are all Jiang Gongzi's, you are becoming more and more disagreeable now, and you even dare to stand up to my words. Yu'er, go and call Uncle Jiang to me and see how I train him! But he leaned over and whispered in Yu'er's ear.

Yu'er immediately laughed and ran out of the door.

After a while, Jiang Xiaolou appeared at the door, looked at Bitong who was standing inside, and didn't dare to enter the door.

Yu'er ran in and took Bitong's hand: "Fly a kite, fly a kite...... When Uncle Jiang heard that we were going to fly a kite, he had to come along, and said that if the kite was hung on a tree, he would be the only one who would go up the tree......"

Bi Tong chuckled, and was pulled out by Yu'er and twisted out.

These two people quarreled again because of marriage, Bitong, a dead-eyed girl! Alas, it's a drag on her now.

Shaking his head and sighing, he looked at the southern sky from afar, waiting for the red butterfly to fly up.

There was a knock on the door...... Three slow and three fast.

For the sake of her safety, this is the code set by Yuwen Zichen.

He...... I haven't seen it since the last time I enjoyed the plum.

She stared blankly at the door, not knowing what mood and expression to prepare to face him, but she still moved and opened the door.

A snow-white robe seems to be wrapped in the breath of snow, and there is a faint sweet fragrance, dyeing this warm spring day slightly cool.

She sniffled, why did she still smell of alcohol? He knows how to drink, but the cloudy smell of wine seems to never be able to contaminate this fairy-like person, and today...... But even so, it makes the sweet fragrance even more intoxicating.

I still don't know what to say, so I just face it quietly.

You don't need to look up, you know that his eyes are looking deeply at him, and those eyes must be sprinkled with starlight in the night.

"Xue Yan ......"

She shook.

The first time he called her name, his voice was as soft as the early spring wind, warm and cool.

Raising his eyes to look at him, he was facing the pair of starry black eyes, looking at himself so deeply, deeply, as if he was meeting her for the first time, as if he was going to part with her. She saw that the two little people in his eyes were motionless, as if they were deeply engraved in them forever.

Her flustered heart suddenly emptied, as if there was something extremely important to be withdrawn from life, and she couldn't help clenching her fists to block the inexplicable force.

"Xue Yan ......"

He called again, light and soft with tenderness that only she could feel.

My eyes couldn't help but blur.

He seemed to raise his finger to wipe her tears, but he smiled, a warm smile, and a little cold.

In the fog, the snow-colored figure flashed slightly, and a face immediately appeared behind him, a haggard face full of joy, worry, contradiction and infinite anticipation clearly pierced into the bottom of the eye.

For a while, the heavens and the earth were lost, only to watch the man slowly step forward, drunk and drunk, and blinded her again, but she heard a heartache: "Yan'er......"

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In the pale blue sky, a flaming red butterfly kite rises, flying farther and farther in the cluster of many paper kites.

If you really love a woman, you give her the best in the world, don't you?

He didn't want to see her entangled, he didn't want her to torture each other with that person because of this entanglement, and let down this good spring day, he thought about it for a long time, and then went to find that person......

Two men, drank all night......

It was probably the last thing he could do for her......

Now that he can finally bring her the best, she is happy, and he is relieved, but why is it so heartbroken? For a moment, he even wanted to hug her into his arms and say to her, you are mine, I can do the best in this world!

But the best thing in the world is not to match the love of her heart, and the brilliance in her eyes when she meets for a moment...... It never belonged to him.

After all, he was late, or missed, in this life, her heart's favorite is sitting in the house, peeling off the grievances of the past three years, and pouring out endless lovesickness. And what he has for her can only be the two calls just now, and those two voices have called her name millions of times in his heart for thirteen years...... That's all. There are some words that I will never have a chance to say again, and I don't want her to be embarrassed, so I will bury them in my heart as deep as the past years, maybe in the next life......

In fact, she had him in her heart, and just now, he saw it in her eyes. He was satisfied, but why didn't he want to leave?

Silently walked to the window, but listened to her scolding sharply.

"I don't like drunk men!"

"I promise not to drink in the future!"

"I don't like bearded men!"

"Cut it off right away!"

"I don't like liars!"

After a long time, there was a choked whisper: "No more...... Don't lie to you......"

Close your eyes, take a deep breath, and press the relief and loss to the bottom of your heart.

A drop of cold fell on the corner of the eye, but it was a raindrop, sliding down the eaves.

Looking up at the sky, the red butterfly had already turned into a small dot, and the rest of the paper kites were also competing far away, gradually entering the clouds.

Later he was going to enter the palace.

If Xin Yue saw him, she would definitely ask again: "Brother Huang, when do you have to wait?" ”

When Han Xing saw him, he must have shaken his head and sighed again: "My proud imperial brother......"

The lips smiled lightly, and the light clouds turned into a face, a very plain face, a face that would blush whenever they saw him, but looked at him stupidly when he turned around.

He had waited for her thirteen years, and the man had waited for him thirteen years, and had been waiting for him so humbly.

Yes, he was proud, but was his pride any different from her lowliness?

Reach into your sleeve and take out the jade flute.

The jade flute shimmered in the sun.

Gently caressing the body of the flute, he stopped on the wishful knot, hesitated for a moment, but still untied it, and put it into his arms.

Gently placed the jade flute on the edge of the window, looked at the sky and clouds, and slowly left.

When the wind blew, the jade flute slowly rolled to the edge, shook it, and finally fell, making a soft sound......

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PS: Ends tomorrow...... In fact, everyone has already guessed the ending......