Chapter 230: Healing His Feelings

As the saying goes, there are dreams every day, and now when I think about it, the things she saw in her dreams were just the people and things she met in the past that left a little vague trace in her heart.

still remembers that the first time she saw Ning Yuan was on the chaotic street, when he was wearing a hat, and under the heavy veil of the hat, he also wore a mask covering the upper half of his face, which was similar to the mask of Lu Jiangbei in his dream. She has always paid little attention to the man's appearance, but when she saw Ning Yuan that time, an indescribable weirdness suddenly appeared in her heart, no matter what, she wanted to see the face under the mask, but in the end she couldn't do it, when the bitter bamboo forest said goodbye, Ning Yuan had already changed into Lu Jiangbei's appearance.

This feeling of doubt is buried deep in her heart and has never faded away, so a Lu Jiangbei with a mask appeared in her dream. And Lu Jiangbei would kiss her suddenly, and she was still intoxicated with his kiss, which was easier to explain, because yesterday Meng Xuan suddenly hugged her and kissed her, at that time she did not refuse her, and told herself in a daze that the kiss was a "friendship kiss" without the love of men and women. Later, she fell out with Meng Xuan, she always regretted it in her heart, wondering if she hadn't woken up and was sleepwalking, how could there be a mouth-to-mouth friendship kiss between men and women? No wonder Meng Xuan was also angry and shouted incredible, if she had no intention of him, she should have rejected him from the beginning.

This feeling of remorse and self-blame also left a deep impression on her heart, so it reappeared in her dream, making her watch an almost strange man, Lu Jiangbei, kiss and hug a girl with the same appearance as her, but she could only watch like a floating ghost, and nothing could stop her. This dream is just a punishment of her reason for her intimate behavior with Meng Xuan, yes, this is her self-punishment.

As for the man wearing the mask suddenly becoming Duan Xiaolou, and the girl suddenly becoming Ling Miaoyi, they all originated from a heartache after Duan Xiaolou confessed to her at the opening ceremony three years ago.

How many times in a midnight dream when she recalled this verse, she always felt a little sad, thinking how good it would be if she had followed her heart and promised him at that time, so that she could soothe his love, and he could redeem her loneliness, and the two of them could be each other's companions and support each other to go on. In fact, as long as you control yourself not to fall in love with him, the scene where he kisses Guan Yun is not too prickly. Men, after all, can't be born with a bit of cleanliness like a woman, with a sense of belonging that is unique and unique.

It's too late to say anything, she can't turn back after she loses Duan Xiaolou. She still has her own life, and if she wants to live more steadily and steadily, she must eliminate the hidden danger of Zhu Quan and make him completely dead to her. So no matter how much she hated this man, she had to go to see him, and she couldn't just fight against a shadow in her heart day and night......

Having said that, did Bai Yangbai leave last night and run away to cause any trouble? Before she went to see Zhu Quan, she must be angry with Bai Yangbai, let him stand on her side and deal with Zhu Quan together......

Qing'er ran to help Sister Pearl with a lot of money, hoping that she wouldn't help more and more......

With these mixed thoughts, He Angelica, who was burned by a high fever, entered a dark and sweet dream, probably because Oneiroi saw her so smart, and after a few thoughts, he saw through the good play he rehearsed, so in this deep sleep, Oneiroiroi, who was ashamed of his own IQ, did not patronize her again.

Between half a dream and half a wake, she seemed to have taken medicine twice, and also ate the medicinal food sent by Luo Baihe, which seemed to be full of color and flavor, but her mouth was faint, and she couldn't taste what it was. In the end, she continued to sleep undisturbed, I don't know how many days and nights she slept, but she felt that the true qi she had received from Zhou Shu had adapted to their new home, and she had automatically returned to the dantian in peace, and her sudden illness was suddenly cured, and she was not even weak and haggard after a serious illness.

He Angelica asked the day, it turned out to be five days later, she and Zhou passed the agreed "work day" has passed three days, and hurriedly asked the cicada clothes if the son had ever come, the cicada Yi shook her head and said no, saying that it was just the old lady urging people to ask every day, so that when she was sick, she would go out more and play chess with the guests.

He Angelica was worried about the pearl side, and was not in the mood to play chess with Meng Sanshao, and he didn't want to meet Meng Xuan for the time being, so he kept pretending to be sick and locked up in the room. She was eager to meet with Bai Yangbai to discuss countermeasures, so according to the "contact method" provided by Bai Yangbai, she grabbed the little white wolf who was eating meat on the ground, pulled her ears and pulled her tail, and ravaged it mercilessly, making this fluffy and round little thing let out a series of terrible wolf howls. Cicada Yi couldn't bear to see it, and hurriedly took back the little white wolf and fed more meat to compensate.

After waiting for two more days, seeing that the end of the year was approaching, and Bai Yangbai's elusive guy never showed up, He Angelica secretly annoyed that he was not keeping his promises, and seeing that the old lady had not sent anyone to check on her situation in the past two days, she ended her retreat for several days and sat in the inaccessible peach blossom forest to bask in the winter morning sun.

Cicada Yi secretly brought a cup of white-fungus longan soup to He Angelica, and after watching her eat, Cicada Yi lowered her voice and asked: "Miss, why don't you go to play chess with Meng Sangongzi, are you not playing chess well, are you afraid of being ridiculed by them?" ”

He Angelica enjoyed the food and chuckled: "Even the old lady didn't urge me to go, why do you still care about this girl?" Maybe they just found an excuse to live in the Luo family, and they didn't plan to play chess with me, a low-hand, after all, the Luo family has a good view, good care, and convenient transportation, so it is very convenient to go to the market. ”

Cicada Yi said stupidly: "But, isn't the young lady interested in going to see the two sons of the Meng family?" Those two people walked out of the courtyard together, it was more beautiful than any scenery, and if you didn't look at it, you would definitely regret it for life. Everyone said that the son of the Peng family, who lived in Xichang Garden in the past, was already unable to take his eyes off, but compared to the current son of the Meng family, he could only sigh a word. Miss, this Xichang Garden is less than a hundred steps away from our yard, only separated by our wall and their wall, so don't you come to a 'near the water building first get the moon'? Well, even if you don't want to catch the moon, you should at least go and see the moon once. ”

He Angelica solved the white fungus soup and sneered: "It seems that everyone has a love for beauty, not only men, but even women can't be outstanding." I used to read the story of several beautiful men who were chased by women in ancient times, and finally they were so frightened that they fell ill and died, I thought that those who wrote books were too exaggerated, but now that I think about it, it may really be true. After that, he glanced at the cicada clothes and said, "Okay, don't pout, the moon is also timed, how can we have that leisure now?" Qing'er and Huaihua haven't been here again in the past few days? ”

Cicada Yi put away the cup, shook his head and said: "There is no one, and there is no message, it's really a little anxious, whether it's good or bad, you should send a letter to Miss." ”

He Angelica stayed in the room without leaving the house for the past two days, waiting for Bai Yangbai to come and find him, but in the end he still didn't wait, and he was a little anxious in his heart, and he inquired with the well-informed mint, in the past few days, Luofu has not been surprised by the "second wife's concubine". After getting a negative answer, He Angelica thought again, could it be that after she rejected Bai Yangbai's invitation to marry and double cultivation that day, he was disappointed and ignored her business and went to another place to have a good time?

In her previous life, she knew that there were several special channels to contact Bai Yangbai, but those channels were all Wu Yingge's things, and it was nothing to borrow them quietly, but according to the information provided by Zhou Shu, Zhu Quan was now in Yangzhou, how could she dare to use his things at this time. Now everything else can be done slowly, the only thing is Zhu Quan's business, she doesn't want to delay for a moment, originally, she thought she was the biggest variable in this world, but now Zhu Quan has become a bigger variable above her.

"That's right, Cicada Yi," He Angelica caught a piece of peach blossom in the palm of his hand and commanded, "You go and ask Xiaoyou, has he ever met Feng Gongzi when he has been out of the house in the past two days, and if so, you can ask him if Feng Gongzi has mentioned Aunt Hua's illness." When they parted that day, she asked him to help find out about Aunt Hua's situation, and then tell Xiaoyou the result, now that so much time has passed, there should be a result.

He Angelica heard yesterday that all the "poisonous stone powder" in the main hall had been incinerated, and two days ago, Luo Chuangu and Sun's faces and limbs began to peel, which scared the old lady enough, and he didn't care about supervising her to play chess with Meng Sanshao, so he stayed in Baoqin Pavilion all day to watch Luo Chuangu.

He Danggui also heard that Sun's fetal image is very stable, and if it is maintained well, a baby boy will be born in a few months. It's incredible, at this time in his previous life, Sun had never been pregnant.

Although there was a concubine incident, the Sun family still ate her little husband Luo Chuangu in the end.

That night, after the two of them returned to the room, a private lawsuit, just in response to the sentence "bedside fight and bed-end harmony", the next morning, Luo Chuangu, who had just shown his strength and had a son, turned back into Sun's little husband, no temper at all, and never mentioned Sun's concubine and abortion, no matter how the old lady asked, he believed that silence was golden, and did not say a bad word about Sun. The lawsuit of Aunt Hua, who made a lot of noise that night, was also temporarily put aside.

Of course, the most wronged and nowhere to redress is the eldest girl of the Sun family. Originally, Runxiang also had a lover, who was doing a business of reselling illicit salt outside the house, and she was very able to get a lot of money, but it was extremely risky, and it was a knife business with her head pinned to her waist. The lover comes to have a private meeting with Runxiang once a month, and the rest of the time is out to buy and sell, just waiting for the purse to take Runxiang out of the house and stay and fly.

But since a few months ago, Runxiang's lover has evaporated from the world, and there is no figure and no news. Runxiang didn't know if her lover abandoned her, or lost her head in business, in short, in the month when she didn't see her lover, she lived like she had lost her soul all day, and she was taken advantage of by Luo Chuangu, and as soon as she covered her mouth and nose, she dragged the overlord to no one's place and made a bow. It's just because Runxiang is still thinking about her lover in her heart, so after losing her body, she still doesn't follow Luo Chuan Valley and avoids him like a snake and scorpion.

However, this momentum stimulated Luo Chuan Valley's desire to conquer, and he was particularly interested in Runxiang, who only had the posture of a Chinese person. After all, women's discipline is more important than everything, and generally after the first success, they will be obedient in the future, but Runxiang is awkward with Luo Chuangu, and every time she does something, she struggles to death like the first time, and she cries bitterly afterwards. The movement was too loud, and it was noticed by other maids, and it happened to be another one who had a dislike for Runxiang, so he ran to sue Sun. After that, Sun's surface was silent, but he turned around and took advantage of Luo Chuangu's absence to run incense.

The most wronged thing about Runxiang is that the child in her womb is not Luo Chuangu's at all, but her lover's. However, Sun didn't allow her to argue, so he pulled out one of her teeth, and then stripped her naked and hung her in the firewood room to blow the cold wind, and adults and children saw that they could not survive.

And when He Angelica walked to the firewood room of Baoqin Pavilion on the wall, he learned the truth from Runxiang, and was affected by Runxiang, but I don't know if I can still fight this lawsuit now. Looking at Luo Chuangu's attitude, he doesn't care about Runxiang and her child, does he probably know that the child is not his?

He Danggui began to think about these problems after sending Cicada Yi away, and Cicada Yi went down with the cup, walked two steps and retreated, and said in a panic and said, "Miss, look, the two Meng Gongzi are coming over here!" Do you want to avoid it for a moment and go inside and dress up? ”