299 Really suicidal
It's not to instruct Lu Haotian what to do. Su Yingmei just liked the serious expression when she saw Lu Haotian saddle her front and back.
For so many years, by Su Yingmei's side, there are naturally not a few men who are willing to saddle her before and after the horse. Especially in the three years in France, for an oriental stunner like her, she was very popular with men. However, when Su Yingmei saw them, she never saw this feeling when Lu Haotian saddled her before and after the horse. A down-to-earth, heartwarming sense of well-being.
Perhaps, only when you find the right person, will you experience this feeling of happiness.
In this city, Su Yingmei and Lu Haotian are the leaders of the commercial streets here. In their hands, countless amounts of money pass through every day, and originally, it is difficult to find a true love that belongs to them.
Originally, Lu Haotian had compromised with fate and handed himself over to a woman named Bai Yixue. However, it is not suitable, it is always not suitable.
On Christmas night, Bai Yixue knew that Lu Haotian would not accompany her at her request. However, her Christmas Eve still has to be lived. It's just that she really wants to be a hundred, but this festival is even better.
In the bathroom, the warm and dim light only illuminated Bai Yixue's loneliness. Later, Yang Hua and Bai Manwen both called and asked Bai Yixue to come over. However, Bai Yixue just stubbornly refused to go. She is no longer the clever Bai Yixue with plump minions as before. Now she is only covered with scars. Her past, her present, is all wounded, there is no future, and there is no future in sight. Once, she thought that Lu Haotian was her future. Today, however, it is not.
When a woman has no past, no present, no future, what else does she have? A life that lasts for a long time?
Bai Yixue looked at the mirror and sneered bitterly.
She knew that she was not going anywhere now. The news that they were going to divorce was rumored and everyone knew about it. She really didn't have the face to see anyone.
I remember when she was Mrs. Law, how many honors she received, and everyone treated her differently, giving her envy and admiration. But now, now there is nothing. She is no longer the Mrs. Law who is envied in the eyes of others, but a woman who is about to be abandoned.
Once divorced, she will be even more coldly regarded by the world. So, how could she choose to divorce? She is not like Su Yingmei, she can please people, can do business, will have so many adventures, and will have such great ability! She doesn't know anything, she was born, she will only be the eldest lady, and she will only do one thing in her life, that is, she will use all her tricks to become Lu Haotian's wife, but she has no ability to make Lu Haotian fall in love with her. This position of Mrs. Law cannot be kept for a lifetime.
Life, her life, is so cruel.
Anything has happened, Bai Yixue doesn't want to think about it.
Bai Yixue wrapped the bathrobe on her body. Squat on the edge of the tub. She knew that this was her life. Genius Lu Hao is the last person she can rely on in this life.
Bet, you don't necessarily win. But if you don't gamble, you will definitely lose. Bai Yixue didn't want to lose, she couldn't afford to lose. Money is nothing to her. Lu Haotian would rather exchange all the property in his name for his freedom. However, in Lu Haotian's eyes, all that money is nothing, so what's the use of her coming? It will only buy more and more loneliness. Lonesome...... Loneliness is already driving her crazy!
Bai Yixue looked at herself in the mirror and glanced at it with nostalgia. Immediately, she tore off the white towel that was on the side. Wrapping the towel tightly around her wrist, Bai Yixue picked up the side and poured a full glass of wine, poured the bright red wine in the goblet into her mouth and swallowed it.
She was already drinking and smelling of alcohol. This will, she is still drinking, she knows, this will hurt her body, but, except for drinking some wine and anesthetizing, she is afraid, afraid that she will not be able to do it.
On the sink, a knife reflecting the luster lay quietly. Bai Yixue's eyes flashed with a glint of evil confusion. fingers, twist the knife and hold it in your hand.
The blade gradually moved to Bai Yixue's wrist wrapped in a towel.
The moment the cold blade touched Bai Yixue's smooth skin, her mind was awakened for a while. She knew what was going to happen next, what kind of pain she was going to feel. However, no matter what kind of pain it is, in short, she is willing to gamble on it.
The blade, under the force of Bai Yixue's hand, was fiercely pressed into the wrist, and the flesh on the wrist of the blade began to gurgle with the blood of the red demon. Along the groove that was pressed down by the blade, the blood gradually flowed down. Drop by drop, it began to drip to the ground.
The pain, from the position of the wrist, spread to Bai Yixue's heart. The deep pain made her heart and wine slightly sober. However, there was an extremely crazy smile on her face.
Laugh......
The bewitching smile on Bai Yixue's face could only be seen by the devil. And this devil is the ghost in Bai Yixue's heart!
The blood that snaked down dripped to the ground, splashed some fine beads of blood, and then fell to the ground. Bai Yixue lowered her head, and there was blood all over the ground. She turned around and placed her wrist on top of the tub. In the bathtub, there is a fresh and clear hot water! Blood droplets, dripping into the water, rose in the heat, with a strong smell of blood. Bai Yixue just looked at it and smelled it......
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"What? Did she really kill herself? ”
The condensed expression on Su Yingmei's face was hidden in the dark room.
After a night of playing, Su Yingmei and Lu Hao had just fallen asleep, and Su Yingmei was woken up by the mobile phone that she forgot to turn off. Lu Haotian stretched out his hand and wanted to hug Su Yingmei into his arms again, but he only felt that Su Yingmei's body was a little stiff. He quickly rolled over.
"What's wrong? What happened? ”
Lu Haotian showed a slight light, and saw that there was no trace of blood on Su Yingmei's face. It was as if there was a pain that pierced Su Yingmei's heart.
"Maniac...... Crazy, she's a complete lunatic. Haotian, I don't want to see her, I don't want to, when will your legally recognized marriage be concluded? She was so horrible that she committed suicide...... I never knew she had the guts. I remember when she called you in the afternoon, she threatened to kill herself. Now, she's really killed herself......"
Su Yingmei bit her lip. Her chest was heaving, and the breath that was trapped in her heart made her no longer feel sleepy.
"Bai Yixue committed suicide?"
Lu Haotian listened to it for a long time, and finally remembered.
"Yes, she committed suicide, what should I do? She is not even afraid of death, what else can we do? ”
Su Yingmei looked at Lu Haotian suspiciously, she knew that at this time, Lu Haotian was the same as her, and he would not be shaken again. However, even if the relationship between them is solid, they can't afford to suffer such a toss from Bai Yixue!
She is ruined by her own body, but she uses it to torture their minds!
Su Yingmei opened her mouth wide and let out a deep breath. She closed her eyes and seemed to be able to see the tragic scene when Bai Yixue committed suicide! It seems that you can see the crimson blood snaking down...... Blood......
"It's okay, it's okay, I'll take care of everything, okay?"
Lu Haotian soothed Su Yingmei's emotions, she took Su Yingmei's shoulders and let Su Yingmei in her arms. Warm and comfortable, and very safe.
"Why didn't she let us go?"
Su Yingmei looked up. She really didn't understand this Bai Yixue, and she couldn't understand what Bai Yixue was really thinking in her head.
"It's going to be fine, let's sleep first, if you really don't want to go, let's go see him tomorrow, okay?"
"Hmm."
Su Yingmei agreed weakly, in Lu Haotian's arms, this night, Su Yingmei still didn't sleep well!
In the early hours of the second half of the night.
The warm breath returned to Bai Yixue's body little by little, and she was surrounded by this warm breath little by little. It was as if I had a long dream. In the dream, the spring flowers are blooming, and her heart is quiet and peaceful.
But open your eyes. When Bai Yixue saw the white ceiling above her head, she knew that she was not in heaven. There is no spring blooming, or it is quiet and peaceful.
"Yixue...... Yixue, are you awake? You're really awake. Doctor, doctor, Yang Hua, call a doctor. ”
The moment Bai Manwen saw Bai Yixue open her eyes, suddenly, two tears rolled out of her eyes unconsciously. In an instant, the sound dyed the face!
The doctor was pulled away from his sleep by Yang Hua. Bai Manwen threw himself in front of Bai Yixue, crying, shouting: "My daughter, why are you so stupid, so stupid!" Suicide, what's the big deal that requires you to commit suicide? Did you know that you're dying of your mother? ”
“……”
Bai Yixue, who was lying on the hospital bed, glanced around the ward with her eyes. Didn't find the person who wanted to see it. Suddenly, my heart became unhappy.
"Mom, why are you crying? I'm not dead! ”
Bai Yixue's voice was as cold as a ghost in hell. Indifference, without the slightest taste of human affection.
"Yixue, why are you talking to your mother like this? Do you know that Yang Hua called and said that he couldn't find you, how worried we are, when Yang Hua took you out of the bathroom at your house, did you know that when I saw you like that, my mother didn't want to live? ”
Bai Manwen cried heartbrokenly. She never thought that her Bai Yixue would be so indifferent. indifferent to a man who doesn't love her, she doesn't even care about the people in the family, and she doesn't want it.
“……”
Bai Yixue glanced at her mother coldly, then turned over and didn't look at her.
Bai Manwen was at a loss. Her daughter, is this still her daughter? Suddenly, the crying stopped, and Bai Manwen's heart was beaten by the cruel reality. She knew that Bai Yixue must be blaming her. Perhaps, Bai Yixue has never forgiven her. Yes, she did so many things, all wrong. Including the things between Bai Yixue and Lu Haotian, they are all wrong. And these mistakes were all caused by her. But now, she doesn't have the ability to pay for her mistakes!
After the doctor entered the door, he made some inquiries about Bai Yixue's physical condition. It's just that Bai Yixue herself is extremely uncooperative.
No one knows if she really wants to die with such an attitude. Still, for the sake of marriage, the last gamble. But one thing is certain, she committed suicide without locking the door to her room. If it weren't for that, Yang Hua wouldn't have been able to save her so quickly. And after she fainted, the mobile phone in her hand was still beating with Lu Haotian's name. She must have wanted to take one last gamble. Yang Hua is at least sure of this. In the past, maybe Yang Hua didn't know her sister, but now, she still knows her somewhat.