Chapter 92: The person she can't forget is me
How many times, she hovered on the edge of about to click on the email, but she clasped her hands and warned herself: You must be sober! Do you still want history to happen again? Do you still want to learn Shang Yuchen's humiliation of you again and again in the future?
Sometimes, when Shen Linxi was about to be unable to stick to her original determination, she would replay the scene of Valentine's Day night that made her extremely angry in her mind over and over again, so as to keep her head clear.
However, in the dead of night, a deep self-blame would rise in her heart. Could she be a little cruel with reason? Is Shang Yuchen really that unforgivable?
When he thought that Shang Yuchen wrote in the original email that his parents were divorced, Shen Linxi's heart would clench. He had lost a complete home, and she resolutely broke off with him when he was in the most difficult mood. Even, in order to break off with Shang Yuchen completely, she ruthlessly changed her mobile phone number immediately.
When Shen Linxi thought of what she had done, she was panicked. Sometimes, the word "hateful" would suddenly jump into her mind, and her body would unconsciously tense and stiffen, as if it had been pricked by a needle.
She couldn't help but ask herself, she has always been considered open-minded and kind by everyone, but in dealing with the relationship with Shang Yuchen, did she do too much ruthlessly? Has her so-called rationality and insistence on principle broken the boy to the core? Is she really too hateful?
In recent days, these problems have been tormenting Shen Linxi, making her unable to eat and sleep, and even her spirit has begun to become a little trance.
And at this moment, listening to Yin Yichen's confession to her, Shen Linxi couldn't help but want to cry, she felt that she was sorry for both Shang Yuchen and Yin Yichen. The whole thing was messed up by her, and in the end, the two boys were hurt in their hearts.
What exactly should she do? However, it seems that no matter what she does, it is all wrong in the end. Thinking about it, thinking about it, tears welled up in her eyes.
Although Yin Yichen couldn't guess what Shen Linxi was thinking at the moment, he thought that Shen Linxi must have suffered a lot of grievances from Chen, so he was so gloomy. Yin Yichen felt full of guilt when he thought that it was because of his negative waiting that he missed Shen Linxi in the first place, which would lead to her unhappiness now.
So, Yin Yichen said: "I'm sorry, Linxi, it's me who is not good, so I let you leave me in the first place." However, I know you've always had me in your heart, and we're supposed to be together. It's so good now, you're finally back. After speaking, he stretched out his arm to hug Shen Linxi into his arms.
Shen Linxi immediately put her hand against the other party's arm: "Yin Yichen, I'm sorry, no, this is unfair to you, I can't ......" Her mind was a little confused, and she began to speak incoherently and couldn't get her words right. In fact, she didn't know what she was trying to say.
Yin Yichen looked at Shen Linxi with persistent eyes, and said very earnestly: "Don't say sorry to me, and don't feel unfair to me." All I care about is if you love me. ”
Looking at Shen Linxi's hazy teary eyes, Yin Yichen sighed, pulled her into his arms hard, and said softly: "Don't think about the past." We can finally be together now. Linxi, you know what? I'm looking forward to this day, and it's been very hard. ”
As he spoke, he stroked Shen Linxi's back with his hand, where he felt Linxi's slight trembling.
He continued to whisper, "Every day I look forward to the day when suddenly you will appear in front of me with a smile and tell me that you love me, so you are back. I think it must have been my sincerity that touched the heavens, and so, it has finally brought you back now. ”
Shen Linxi leaned on Yin Yichen's arms and closed her eyes. Listening to his gentle and mellow voice, she felt extremely relieved. She seemed to see a boat staggering into a harbor, and a moment of peace appeared in her heart.
However, Shang Yuchen's face suddenly jumped into her mind, and Shen Linxi's heart trembled, and it tightened in an instant. No! You can't do that! At the beginning, she still had nostalgia for Yin Yichen in her heart, but she threw herself into Shang Yuchen's arms.
And now, her heart is still entangled in the past, she hasn't sorted out her head yet, how can she repeat the mistakes of the past hastily? And this will also live up to Yin Yichen's deep affection.
Therefore, although Shen Linxi was very attached to Yin Yichen's warm arm at the moment, she still carefully broke free from his arms. She didn't dare to face Yin Yichen's fiery loving gaze, she just looked at his angular lips and said softly: "Chen, I really can't now, I haven't sorted out my clue yet, I'm not ready, it's really unfair to you." Let's do the same! ”
Yin Yichen held Shen Linxi's shoulders and said solemnly: "Linxi, if the person you like is still him, then I won't force you." However, you have broken up now, and you just feel that it is unfair to me to come back to me. Then you listen, now, you just need to give me your hand, this is the greatest fairness to me. Linxi, don't keep me waiting, okay? ”
Shen Linxi was in turmoil, she didn't know how to face Yin Yichen's affection for her. She pondered for a moment, and finally insisted, "Chen, I really need to think calmly now. You give me some time to think it through! After saying that, she turned her back to Yin Yichen, because she was afraid to see Yin Yichen's injured eyes and silent expression again.
Suddenly, Yin Yichen stretched out his arms and hugged Shen Linxi from behind. He didn't want to restrain himself anymore, and from the time he first met her, he had repeatedly restrained his behavior.
He wants to respect Linxi himself and can't let her have a psychological burden, so he always maintains a deep and restrained attitude, and he has always been polite and courteous to Shen Linxi. As a result, he lost her so painfully and helplessly.
And now, finally, he will regain Shen Linxi's loss, and he hasn't had time to digest this ecstasy, but she still wants him to give her time to think calmly. He really couldn't do it!
Yin Yichen hugged Shen Linxi tightly without saying anything, his fiery breath lingered around her neck and ears, and his man's masculinity hit Shen Linxi warmly. Her heart throbbed.
Yin Yichen said in her ear: "Don't run away from my feelings for you anymore!" I'm going to France in September as an exchange student for a year, and I probably won't see you for a year. Promise me, let's be together! Otherwise, I would not have been able to feel at ease when I went to France. ”
As soon as Shen Linxi heard the news, she was a little surprised. However, as good as Yin Yichen, and as lucky as Yin Yichen! She had heard that Shanda Law School was about to launch an exchange program with several prestigious universities in France, and now, Yin Yichen has been fortunate to be one of the first batch of exchange students, which will be of great benefit to his future development.
This is really exciting news! It's just that Shen Linxi's heart is lost again, because another important person is about to stay away from her life. Still, she turned her head sideways and whispered, "Congratulations, I'm really happy for you!" You will be the best student in France! ”
Looking at the side of Shen Linxi's beautiful face, her eyes soaked in tears were misty, like a dream, and her light pink lips also exuded a seductive aura, Yin Yichen felt that the blood in her whole body was boiling instantly.
He involuntarily turned Shen Linxi's body around, then hugged her tightly with both arms, lowered his head, and kissed her on the lips. He has been suppressed for a long time, he can no longer hold back the excitement that is surging like a tide, he wants to use his actions to tell Shen Linxi how much he longs for her!
However, at this moment, a sound of thumping footsteps rang rapidly in their ears. Before the two of them could react, Shen Linxi's body was pulled away by a pair of powerful hands behind him. Then, I saw a figure flashing, accompanied by a muffled snort, Yin Yichen stepped back with staggering steps.
Shen Linxi saw that there was suddenly a tall boy in front of her. Her eyes widened in surprise as soon as she glanced at it. The person who came turned out to be Shang Yuchen!
At this moment, it is not an exaggeration to use "falling from the sky" to describe Shang Yuchen. Shen Linxi had no idea how he could be here. Isn't he still in the United States? Her mind went blank and she completely lost the ability to think, just staring straight at the two boys in front of her.
I saw that Shang Yuchen's face was full of gloom, and his previous punch hit the corner of Yin Yichen's mouth, and the corner of Yin Yichen's mouth was already oozing blood at the moment. At this time, he stepped forward again and punched Yin Yichen on the shoulder again. Yin Yichen was hit again, and his body continued to retreat. Immediately afterwards, Shang Yuchen raised his leg again and kicked Yin Yichen's body, and there was a strong wind on his leg.
They used to be the best brothers, but because they liked the same girl, they broke up completely......
Because the previous accident happened too quickly, it was only a few seconds before and after, and Shang Yuchen's movements were unusually fast, so Yin Yichen was caught off guard and was hit by Shang Yuchen twice. At this moment, he had come back to his senses, and at the same time he could see the faces of the people who came.
Looking at his kicking legs, Yin Yichen's body quickly dodged to the side, but unfortunately, he was still kicked on his waist by Shang Yuchen's feet. Suddenly, he felt as if his waist had been hit by a sharp weapon, and a piercing pain hit him instantly. He was unsteady on his feet, and he fell to the ground.
Shen Linxi was shocked, she rushed forward and blocked Shang Yuchen, who was about to come forward. She shouted to the other party, "Stop, Shang Yuchen, have you forgotten?" You're good brothers! ”
Instead, she anxiously asked Yin Yichen: "Are you injured?" Does it matter? Saying that, she wanted to help Yin Yichen up.
Yin Yichen endured the pain in his body and shook his head, but he didn't have the strength to stand up for a while. Shen Linxi asked him worriedly, "Did you hurt your bones?" Let's go to the hospital! ”
As she was talking, Shen Linxi's hand was grabbed by Shang Yuchen behind her, and then she was dragged up by Shang Yuchen. He said with a cold face, "His bones are fine, I know." Linxi, you go with me now! ”
Shen Linxi looked at Shang Yuchen in disbelief, she frowned, and asked angrily, "Shang Yuchen, you are too much!" You injured Yin Yichen, do you still want to leave with peace of mind? ”
Shang Yuchen also frowned, looked at Yin Yichen coldly and said, "It's that he is hateful, from the time he began to think wrongly, this is the result he deserves." ”
Then, he faced Yin Yichen, and said word by word: "I warn you, don't fight Linxi's idea, otherwise don't blame me for ignoring the brotherhood of the past!" You leave now, don't let me see you again! ”
Yin Yichen endured the pain and said: "I have the freedom of Ai Linxi, this is not your turn." I think you've broken up now, so you're not qualified to meddle in her love life anymore. ”
Shang Yuchen's expression paused for a moment, and he still stared at Yin Yichen with blazing eyes and said, "This is a matter between me and Linxi, you don't need to understand." Anyway, you disappear from here in no time. ”
Yin Yichen smiled lightly and said: "You are just doing a useless struggle now, I advise you, people must have self-knowledge and have the courage to face the fact that they have lost her." ”
Shang Yuchen's chin was raised slightly, his gaze and Yin Yichen's gaze were fiercely competing, and the sound of crackling sparks could be heard in the air.
Facing Yin Yichen, a strong opponent, Shang Yuchen had to admit in his heart that Yin Yichen, as he saw three years ago, was a figure that he could not underestimate.
Because Shang Yuchen looked at Yin Yichen from a boy's point of view, he had to applaud secretly, this is a boy who is as good as himself. If it weren't for Shen Linxi, he would definitely not break with him.
At this time, Yin Yichen reluctantly stood up from the ground. As soon as he stretched out his hand, he pulled Shen Linxi over and hugged her by his side. Then, he said to Shang Yuchen calmly: "You don't know, the person Lin Xi loves has always been me, not you!" So, the truly hateful person is you.
Long before you plugged in, Linxi and I already liked each other, how could you not know? It's you who think about her indifferently, she always treats you like a brother, it's you who brought her into your life in a daze. However, the person in her heart is always me, and the person she can't forget is also me. Do you understand now? ”