Chapter 153: The Human Heart
Does the rising moon mean that the annual reunion meeting can be officially started? Yukimi's eyes sparkled in the darkness, and she wondered if this square dance-like event would have been even more enthusiastic if it hadn't been for her presence.
Do you want to bet on your left hand and right hand, your left hand is idle, your right hand is also idle, and you win or lose it with your own hand, and you don't suffer a loss, right?
At this moment, no one still cares about her existence, and no one can help her with ideas, she didn't have time to find a companion to wear with before she wore it, but after wearing it, she forgot that she was only dedicated to being a companion for others.
In the end, the foreign population does not understand the local customs, no matter how sweet the words are, there is no need for a storm, only a gust of wind will blow away, a woman who can't get the heart of her in-laws, even if her husband likes it, isn't it possible for a peacock to fly southeast? What's more, her husband, can she still believe it now?
Originally, she imagined countless scenarios of her mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, but unexpectedly, before the referee blew the whistle, she was knocked out, which is unfair! However, this world is inherently unfair, everyone has different perspectives, who will stand in the position of others and wave the flag and shout? What's more, the honey of A and the arsenic of B, in the past days, she thought it was honey, but in fact it was just arsenic!
Xue Jian has never been so sensitive to other people's feelings, Zhou Bo has something to hide from himself, and her in-laws' overwhelming disgust towards her, there is a unified answer behind it! Is this answer something she has been deliberately ignoring? The headline of the house fighting manual is to observe things in detail, but she did the opposite, was she blinded by the illusion of calm and happiness before?
It's a fucking festive season! Ho ho!
She sat like this, expressionless, very strange and didn't shed a single tear, Yukimi couldn't help but think, should she cry, but what are you crying about? Crying about your own inexplicable crossing? Or cry over this strange tragedy? Is it to cry your own helplessness? Or is crying too realistic? Although there are no tears, my heart is like a knife.
And to whom did she cry? Who would want to see a slut like her crying mournfully on this reunion day? Since she came back, no one has appeared in front of her, she just wants to cry, and she can only cry to play with herself. She is very aware of her current situation, a daughter-in-law who is not recognized by her in-laws, a wife who is deliberately deceived by her husband, and a tomorrow who cannot see the future and hope.
At the bottom of her heart, there is a pinprick pain, in fact, she is still hoping that the person she cares about can appear in front of her and explain all this to her, right? However, she was even more afraid, afraid of that person's explanation, afraid that after this explanation was clear, there would be no more future! Zhou Bo said to her, don't you dare to disobey the orders of your parents?
If so, then, after all, I don't hope for better. Whether she wants to or not, she has to admit that others are lying down and hit the wheels, but she is really wronged when she is shot!
This reunion festival is really different. Of course, this one is different, and she is alone. The reunion of the full moon people should be celebrated by the whole world, right? The Zhou family must be trying their best to show their admiration now.
Without her, there would be no outsiders, wouldn't it be more enjoyable?
Not to mention, the branch that she despised in every way before is really a treasure, and it doesn't have to be taken out, it has an effect!
Yukimi is really curious about this Kashiki now, and she can now pray to Kashiki and tell her, who she is?
Now it seems that she should be a person with no past, and what is even more terrifying is that she can't see her future.
When Zhou Bo returned to his small courtyard tiredly, the night was already dark. At the end of this day, although he tried his best to please him, he couldn't impress his parents at all. It's just that it's only the first day, and everyone is back, and there will be a chance.
Pushing open the door, the house was pitch black, Xiao Xing behind him hurriedly took the flint and lit the candle at the door, Zhou Bo frowned and asked, "Where is the young grandmother?" ”
"The slave didn't see the young grandmother on this day." Xiao Xing shook her head, she helped Zhou Bo sit down, and lit the candles in the corners of the room. She had been busy with the main courtyard all day today, and Zhou Bo came back, so she followed back, thinking about it, she hadn't seen Xue Jian for a day.
Zhou Bo hummed and asked again, "Who followed the young grandmother?" ”
Xiao Xing hurriedly responded, "It should be Zhu'er." ”
As soon as the words fell, Zhu'er flashed in at the door, "Young Master, do you have any orders?" ”
Fortunately, the girl is here, it shouldn't be far away to come to Xuejian, Zhou Bo sighed in his heart, he knew that it was impossible for Xuejian to forgive himself easily this time, this lie was like a snowball, and after it got bigger and bigger, there was no way to end it. How was he going to explain all this to Yukimi?
You must know that although you had the idea of deception at the beginning, it was only because, because, because you didn't want to lose......
But will Yukimi believe it? I'm afraid that from now on, Yukimi won't trust him anymore, right?
Zhou Bo glanced at Zhu'er, pressed his forehead a little tightly, was a little polite, and said in a low voice: "You are the girl who came back with the young grandmother this time, right?" After a slight pause, he asked in a low voice, "Where is the young grandmother?" ”
The house was dark, and I wasn't angry, I wanted to see that there was no one. But where can Yukimi go?
He didn't dare to think that Yukimi would forgive him now, as long as she was still by his side, and slowly she would understand him......
What's more, apart from clinging to him, Yukimi has no other way out......
But, where is this stupid girl now?
"The slave maid doesn't know," Zhu'er also shook her head, and her face still maintained the same respect as before, "The slave maid originally followed the young grandmother to the main courtyard, and then ...... Later, I met Aunt Feng at the door, and then ...... The slave maid was called away by Aunt Feng to serve. ”
"You said you went to serve Aunt Feng today?" Zhu'er's words made Zhou Bo stunned slightly, then looked at her quietly, then his lips trembled slightly, and he said softly: "Father and mother just came back today, and there are not enough people in the family, it is indeed a bit chaotic, and it is difficult for you." ”
Although Zhou Bo's voice was very calm, out of an instinctive fear of Zhou Bo, Zhu'er's heart sank, she quickly thought about it in her heart, and hurriedly lowered her head and said, "It is Zhu'er's duty to serve the master." ”
After all, Aunt Feng is the elder of the eldest young master and the eldest young grandmother, and there is nothing wrong with serving her in the past.
Zhou Bo muttered, "You're doing a good job. It seems that it is a heart, not bad, not bad......" The latter words are so light that they can't be heard clearly. Zhou Bo's mood at the moment was tired and anxious, and now was not the time to repair the next person, he sat up with his back straight, and didn't look at the pearl, but said to Xiao Xing: "Xiao Xing, you should go." ”
Xiao Xing didn't dare to look up, out of the corner of her eyes, she saw the joy on Zhu'er's face, and her heart was cold, although she was not a smart person, but she had been following Zhou Bo and Xue for a long time, and naturally understood what Zhou Bo's praise meant at this time, but she didn't have time to worry about Zhu'er, so she only lowered her head and said, "Yes, young master, the slave will go to find the young grandmother immediately." ”
Xiao Xing gave a bow humbly, and was about to retreat, but saw that Zhu'er was still unconscious, in the end she was still smaller, although she loved to think about it, but it would still be visible. sighed in his heart, and looked at Zhou Bo quietly, how much does this master value the young grandmother, can't Zhu'er see it?
That Aunt Feng, she has never seen it, although she is like a rainbow today, she is just an aunt, can she be bigger than the eldest young master? Alas, in the end, he is young and shallow-eyed.
"No, I'm in the house." Suddenly there was a faint voice from the back room behind him.
Zhu'er couldn't help but look inside the house, and said in surprise: "Young grandma, it turns out that you are in the house, and the slave maid has been worried for a day!" She was just about to enter the back room, but Zhou Bo stood up, stepped forward and said, "Okay, I'm tired today, you all go down." ”
Xiao Xing and Zhu'er glanced at each other, gave a cautious salute, and were about to withdraw, when Zhou Bo stopped again, turned around and asked, "You, are you called Zhu'er?" ”
"The slave maid is called Zhu'er." Zhu'er replied in a regular manner, but her eyes looked at the ground but she was flexible and turned around, this eldest young master, looking at it more makes people tremble in their hearts, it is far less coaxing than the eldest young grandmother, it is better to be far away.
Xiao Xing only felt a chill when she heard it, it was not the girls' fault that she wanted to occupy a high branch, the fault was that you didn't see it clearly, which is the real master of this family!
Today's Zhu'er's behavior really made her angry and funny, daring to put her own real master aside, and followed the others to run forward and turn around, this Zhu'er, I don't know whether to praise the newborn calf is not afraid of tigers, or has a problem with the eyes, the brain has been in the water, and it is too clever, right?
Zhou Bo naturally didn't know or care about Xiao Xing's calculations, paused, and then praised Zhu'er and said, "You are a person with eyes." Without waiting for Zhu'er to thank her, she continued, "Auntie is also short of people, you can start tomorrow, go over and serve." ”
Zhu'er raised her head and smiled slightly, "Young Master...... slave, slave maid, what did the slave do wrong?" ”
Zhou Bo said coldly: "Seeing that you have eyes, I asked you to go to my aunt to serve, what?" Don't you want to? ”
"Slaves don't dare." Zhu'er hurriedly knelt down, and at the same time thought about it, this young grandmother saw that she was losing power, and that Aunt Feng was not a simple person at first glance, and it was not a good thing to follow her by herself.
Ignoring her anymore, Zhou Bo only ordered, "Xiao Xing, go and call Mother Du over tomorrow morning and take her to Aunt Feng." ”
"Yes!"
After they withdrew, Zhou Bo hurriedly turned around and entered the inner room, and saw Xue Jian's slender figure, sitting quietly on the edge of the bed like a silhouette, only the small face with the size of a palm, lined with the moonlight outside the window, and the faint candlelight in the outhouse, was frighteningly white.
Zhou Bo was relieved, he was really relieved, no matter what, Xue Jian was still there, the big thing, as long as she was still by his side, he would have the courage to hold on. Yukimi, it's good that you're still there.
The moonlight was cold, and when Xue saw that face, it was colder than the moonlight, and this coldness, like an ice ling, pierced into Zhou Bo's heart,
Seeing him come in, there was a cold and light smile on her pale face, she stood up lightly, bent down lightly, and said in a fluttering voice: "Zhou Bo, Young Master Zhou, may I ask, who am I?" Can you tell me? ”