Chapter 447 The end is reversed
Waiting for Xiao Liuzi to come in with a food box, he said to Ouyang Qiancheng: "The child is still young, don't spoil her like this." β
Ouyang Qiancheng ignored it, still holding Beiliuyi, this hug was for a long time.
Waiting until Chu Luoyi laid out the dishes and chopsticks, he said again: "Come and eat something, you didn't sleep all night yesterday, go back to rest after eating something." β
"It's okay, I squinted for a while last night, and the child didn't make a fuss, but he didn't delay anything." Ouyang Qiancheng sat down.
"Ahhhhhh
"Yi'er also wants to eat... Yi'er is too young now, she can only drink milk, and when Yi'er grows up, she can eat whatever she wants. Ouyang Qiancheng said to Beiliuyi in his arms.
Chu Luoyi ignored him, looked at his son, and saw that there was nothing wrong, so he ate something himself.
When he looked up at Beiliuyi, he couldn't help muttering in his heart, this stupid girl wouldn't treat Ouyang Qiancheng as her father, this is really fatal.
Or the son is more shrewd, not as easy to deceive as her.
This simple scene was particularly dazzling in Xiang Yu's eyes, and she didn't even think much about it, so she walked into the camp.
"Little Liuzi, add another pair of chopsticks." Chu Luoyi said to Xiao Liuzi.
It wasn't until this meeting that Xiang Yu came back to his senses, I don't know why he walked in like this, is it because he is too envious? Or is it because I yearn for it too much..
"I got up early and walked around, and when I saw that you were also up, I came over to take a look." Xiang Yu squeezed out a pale smile.
Chu Luoyi nodded, just thinking that there were too many things that had happened in the past two days, and she hadn't rested well.
"Let's have a bite to eat." Chu Luoyi sandwiched a bun for Xiang Yu.
Xiang Yu nodded, looked at Ouyang Qiancheng, who was stingy with even a glance at her, and then lowered his head and ate the contents of his bowl.
The atmosphere seemed to have become quiet and weird all of a sudden, it was obvious that Ouyang Qiancheng was still teasing the child, and Chu Luoyi was still eating indifferently, but Xiang Yu just felt that she seemed to be redundant, and she felt that her appearance seemed to have broken the original harmony here.
Xiang Yu, who ate a meal, felt even more uncomfortable in his heart, and after eating, he sat there, not knowing what to do.
"How's the child's illness?" Xiang Yu said a little crampedly.
"Well, it's almost fine, and it won't take long to heal." Chu Luoyi smiled lightly.
This kind of indifferent smile looked particularly dazzling in Xiang Yu's eyes at the moment, as if he was laughing at her and sarcastically mocking her, Xiang Yu's heart twitched, why, why can't she give a little herb to her child even though she is already healing.
Sister Luoyi, I always felt that you were forced to do so, but I forgot, if you plan to leave, how can you have no choice.
You've always been so powerful, it's like a myth, you can get the whole world when you have nothing, how can this mere military camp really trap you.
Ouyang Qiancheng glanced up at Xiang Yu and found that she was always losing her mind today, so he said, "Xiang Yu, you can go back and rest." β
Hearing this, Xiang Yu's face turned even paler, looking at Ouyang Qiancheng's eyes with a touch of despair, without waiting for Ouyang Qiancheng to speak again, he opened the curtain and fled.
After running back to the camp, Xiang Yu panted heavily, looking at his son and couldn't help crying.
Why did Ouyang Qiancheng never care about his children, so he was in such a hurry to drive himself away? Are you so afraid that you will disturb the sweetness between them?
At this time, Ouyang Jingxuan's nurse walked in, saw Xiang Yu who bowed his head, and said softly: "Concubine Niangniang, the slave maid has just asked the soldiers who are monitoring Concubine Xia, Concubine Xia has indeed not had any strange actions in the past few days, nor has she moved items such as stones by the river. β
"Got it, let's get out." Xiang Yu said.
The nurse didn't understand what Xiang Yu was thinking, and she didn't dare to say more if she wasn't enough, but she felt that Concubine Xiao's temperament had become cloudy and uncertain recently.
After the nurse went out, when Xiang Yu was the only one left in the tent, Xiang Yu gently stroked Ouyang Jingxuan's head and said gently: "Jingxuan, don't be afraid, since your mother can't find out who harmed you, then they don't want to live, so you won't be afraid that someone will hurt your mother's Xuan'er again." β
Xiang Yu looked at his child greedily, his eyes full of warmth.
She's fed up with days like this, and tonight, let everything be decided.
At night, Xiang Yu came to Chu Luoyi's tent again, looking at Chu Luoyi, who bowed his head and coaxed the child, he wanted to speak a little and stopped.
Chu Luoyi glanced at Ouyang Qiancheng on the side, and guessed in his heart that Xiang Yu was probably because of his existence, so it was difficult to speak.
Yes, Chu Luoyi put down the child and walked out, Xiang Yu smiled gratefully, followed Chu Luoyi, and the two walked in the barracks, walking towards the sparsely populated place.
"But what do you want to say?" Chu Luoyi looked at Xiang Yu and asked.
Xiang Yu hesitated for a moment and said, "Sister Luoyi, do you still love Ouyang Qiancheng?" β
Chu Luoyi smiled: "I don't love it for a long time." β
"But... I see between him and you... Seem.. It still seems to be very harmonious, don't you hate him very much? Xiang Yu raised his eyes to look at Chu Luoyi, and his clear eyes were stained with a lot of blood.
Chu Luoyi looked at the well-dressed Xiang Yu, and a water-pink jacket skirt set off her water hibiscus even more, but the years are the most ruthless thing, and many things have changed invisibly, she doesn't know how long the friendship between them will go, and she doesn't know that one day, the mountains and rivers will be calm, and there will be a few faces on her side.
"Do you think I hate him, so I should be hysterical, roaring and roaring at him, not like nothing happened?" Chu Luoyi asked rhetorically.
Xiang Yu nodded, isn't it? If she really hates someone like this, how can she still talk and laugh calmly in the face of him?
"I don't hate him anymore?" Chu Luoyi opened his mouth lightly.
Xiang Yu was stunned, and the steps under his feet involuntarily stopped: "Why?" β
"Because I don't love anymore, I don't hate anymore, the hatred was so strong at the beginning, in the final analysis, it's just because I still love him, and now he is still my enemy, for the sake of the Chu family's hatred, there will be a break between me and him after all, but there is no love and hatred anymore." Chu Luoyi opened his mouth lightly.
"You still want revenge?" Xiang Yu asked a little urgently.
"The Chu family has more than 300 lives, it's not that you can just say it."
"Is it really impossible to let go of these hatreds? I.. I've always felt.. You are happy now. Xiang Yu said softly, he seemed to be a little unconfident.
"Can the happiness of the present cover up the pain of the past?" Chu Luoyi said lightly.
Xiang Yu was silent for a while, Chu Luoyi looked at her and continued: "I just said that you love him, but this is a matter between me and him, so you don't care about it anymore." β
Xiang Yu's hand tightened involuntarily, catching up with Chu Luoyi's steps: "I. I see that he treats you well... You.. Do you still want to kill him? β
"I've always thought that I treated you well, but aren't you going to kill me?" Chu Luoyi's tone did not change at all, but Xiang Yu's heart suddenly became cold, and a lot of ice ballast seemed to be poured into her brain, which made her stunned all of a sudden.
"Sister Luoyi.. What are you talking about? Xiang Yu smiled very reluctantly.
Chu Luoyi took another step, and the world was turned upside down in an instant, and the scene of the moon and stars in the forest suddenly changed dramatically, the original snow-covered ground turned into an endless abyss at this moment, one sharp knife pierced the ground, the fire was burning, she stood at the end of the cliff, the stones under her feet were loose, and there was no way to escape.
Maybe this is what makes Xiang Yu more powerful than Xia Ziqiong.
Whether it was because Xiang Yu had moved the formation arranged by Xia Ziqiong, or because Xia Ziqiong's skills were not as good as others, it was a fact that she struggled to escape for a long time in the formation of Mingrui Palace.
And unlike now, it is directly in a desperate situation that cannot be escaped.
In front of him was the abyssal fire that roared with fire, and behind him was a fierce pack of wolves with only turquoise eyes.
Enter, buried in the sea of fire, the body and spirit are destroyed, retreat, buried in the wolf's belly, and the bones are gone.
Xiang Yu stood outside the wolves, looking at her quietly, with puzzlement in his eyes: "You know? β
Chu Luoyi didn't look at her again, but raised his eyes to look at the orange-red volcano in the distance, and the volcano erupted one after another magnificent red clouds, staining half of the sky red.
In the night sky intertwined with black and red, orange mandalas gradually bloom, and the beauty is thrilling.
"You know? You know why you're walking in! Xiang Yu's voice was a little roaring.
Chu Luoyi still didn't answer, not that she knew about it and wanted to walk in, but that she only found out after she walked in.
She once planted a heel in Mingrui Palace, and afterwards she studied the formation for a period of time, but unfortunately she didn't have Xiangyu's sensitivity and awareness of the formation, even if she spent a lot of effort, she only knew how to do it.
Therefore, even though she didn't notice it in advance, when she stepped into the formation, looking at the gradual ups and downs of the ground after each step, the changes in the trees that could not be checked, and the movement of mountains and rocks, she naturally knew that Xiang Yu still chose to attack herself.
Compared with the sense of crisis in a desperate situation, she is more of a heartache, she still lost Xiangyu in the end, and in the end she couldn't escape an anti-goal ending.
"Why don't you speak! Speak! Xiang Yu roared angrily, her clean face was a little distorted, and she, like everyone else, hated Chu Luoyi's calmness in the face of a desperate situation.
Calmness makes her flustered and makes her uneasy.
Chu Luoyi finally turned his head, looked at Xiang Yu behind the wolves approaching step by step, and said softly: "Between us, can't we go back to the past after all?" β
Xiang Yu shed a string of tears and shook his head: "I can't go back.. Can't go back.. We can't go back, everything has changed. β
Chu Luoyi sighed lightly and didn't say anything more, in the end, she still had illusions.
It's not that she's naΓ―ve, she's just unwilling to accept such a reality, and she thinks she can pull Xiang Yu back, who is on the verge of despair.
"I thought that the words I said to you the day before yesterday had already made you make a choice, but I didn't expect you to make another choice in the end." Chu Luoyi looked at Xiang Yu and chuckled.
"Choice? Hahaha.. Why do you make me have a choice? Do you think I don't want to be good, it's you, you're the one who forced me to be like this! Xiang Yu said angrily.
Chu Luoyi was sad in her heart and didn't speak, she understood that no matter what she said at this moment, it was useless.
Xiang Yu couldn't calm down, she thought of her past, remembered those wishes and fantasies of the past.
The wolves avoided to both sides, Xiang Yu walked through the wolves step by step to Chu Luoyi, with tears in his eyes: "Sister Luoyi, do you know, once my wish was really simple, I just fantasized that one day in the future, marry an ordinary man, find a farm, he farms, I weave, I wear an apron, he carries a hoe, coarse tea and light rice, watching the smoke rise from the chimney on the roof, idle, he took me to the mountain to see the rape flowers, and I will make some needlework to supplement the family if I lack silver." β
Chu Luoyi listened quietly, she seemed to have imagined that such a quiet and beautiful day, sunrise and sunset, far away from cars and horses, no ordinary disturbances, no red dust hustle and bustle.
"Then, give birth to a few lovely children, teach them to read, read, teach them to live, be sensible, respect their elders, take them back to see their parents during the New Year's holidays, listen to the disgust of relatives and sisters-in-law, listen to the nagging of their father and mother, so that in the green mountains and green waters, simply live this life." Xiang Yu's gaze was far away, as if she had seen the days she had dreamed of.
Chu Luoyi watched as these wolves gathered around Xiang Yu, their eyes dark green, and their hair stood on end, showing hunger and ferocity.
The pink-clothed girl in the wolf pack was sad on her side, her body was still unstained with dust, and the charcoal fire floating under the cliff was suspended in mid-air, like a flying demon in the dark night, waiting for an opportunity to move, ready to burst and burn.
The scene in front of him was too impactful, Rao is Chu Luoyi had always been calm, but at this moment, he was still a little dizzy by the discordant scene in front of him.
The wolves moved forward little by little with Xiang Yu's steps, and a pair of green eyes locked themselves tightly, as if they would rush up desperately when they just waited for an order.
Chu Luoyi frowned and stepped back step by step, but the rocks under her feet cracked and were precarious, and she even felt the hellish abyss under the cliff, and her face was red from the reflection of the heat wave that rushed to her face, and fine beads of sweat gradually oozed out.
Xiang Yu's eyes were full of sadness, looking at Chu Luoyi in front of her, she couldn't help but smile bitterly in her heart, she is still like this, forever, even if she is facing a landslide, she is still calm, she knows that she will never be able to compare with her, even if she looks mediocre, she can still shine like the bright moon in the night sky, and she, no matter how hard she tries, can only be a star.
Or, if it weren't for her afterglow, she wouldn't even be a star, already drowning in endless darkness.
Xiang Yu looked up at the night sky, the breeze brushed her hair, sighed softly, and then her eyes fell on the woman standing on the edge of the cliff, she had no way to retreat, she was dead, her life was in her own hands at the moment, and it was ridiculous to look at her like this, but she didn't feel better.
The wolves were about to move, and Xiang Yu seemed to be still in control, but Chu Luoyi could see it.
The green-eyed animals had become more and more restless, rubbing their feet constantly, the ground was dug out of the pits, the dust was flying, and the wolf howls were echoed by the red moon in the distance.
Occasionally, bats change from one tree to another, hanging upside down to enjoy such a good show, and I wonder if the upside-down world has a different taste.
Beads of sweat gradually oozed from Xiang Yu's forehead, looking at Chu Luoyi, who looked indifferent, he couldn't help but speak: "Sister Luoyi, you told me that day that I haven't hurt anyone, so I did a good job, I'm not wrong, everything is still in time." β
Chu Luoyi just listened quietly and didn't interject, but he was thinking about the possibility of his life in his heart, trying to find a way to survive in this dead place.
"But... It's already late... I hurt someone... Hurt the child... One of the concubines in the palace I harmed had a miscarriage, and Michelle Xia who harmed me could never get pregnant, I have done it, I have harmed many people, because of my greed, because of my greed, I am no longer the original Xiangyu who followed you, and I can't go back.."
Xiang Yu's voice was very calm, looking at his plain white hands, the whole person was trembling, and the slender figure was swaying in the wind, as if it would float into the distance as soon as it blew.
Chu Luoyi's brows furrowed, she could hear the pain in her heart, and she could also hear the despair in her heart, perhaps, everything she did was more like a nightmare, haunting her all day long, lingering, more like a new trace, always reminding her that she couldn't turn back.
Chu Luoyi didn't want to speak, but he couldn't help but speak after all: "Xiang Yu.. No matter what time it is, it's never too late to turn back... We can't deny that something existed, but we can choose not to let it happen in the future. β
"Can't go back... I can't go back..."Xiang Yu was weak, and the whole person sat on the ground, and at the same time, it seemed that the restraint on the wolves had been removed, and one by one the jackals jumped up and jumped to Chu Luoyi.
The rocks under his feet also broke violently at this moment, and rolled down into the sea of fire with countless rubble.
Chu Luoyi's heart tightened, and he immediately made a decision and jumped into the wolves.
At this moment, she had no other way, the sea of fire under her feet had no way to live, and all she could do was to fight these jackals, although the result seemed to be predestined, but she could not accept her fate.
Xiang Yu sat in place in a daze, letting one beast after another shuttle around her.
She was ruined, her life was ruined from then on, she finally became the person she hated, is it the case that people's whole life will be like this, with beautiful wishes and fantasies, tangled and struggling in the mortal world, disgusted with all despicable and vulgar existences, but after all, unconsciously, gradually became the appearance of their own disgust.
Xiang Yu raised her eyes to look at the woman who was fighting in the wolves, she was no longer as brave and flamboyant as before, fate gave her enough setbacks and blows, as if she wanted to smooth her edges and corners, reduce her sharpness, it is true that she is no longer what she was at the beginning, from a flamboyant red dress like blood, to low-key and deep, from looking up and laughing heartily, to scheming, buried deep in the city.
Sister Luoyi, have you changed over the years?
If you've changed, what haven't you done?
Xiang Yu lost his mind for a long time, looked at the woman who was fighting bloodily, and couldn't help but ask loudly: "Sister Luoyi, have you been lost all these years!" β
Chu Luoyi laboriously pulled out a dagger that pierced into the wolf's belly, and was stunned for a moment, remembering that when she walked out of the prison, she calculated in the palace, rose step by step in the backyard, and eradicated dissidents in the previous dynasty, her eyes were full of hatred, trampling on the innocent, and it seemed that the life of people in the whole world was not as important as her hatred.
Has she ever been lost? Of course!