Compared with the excitement of the employees, Shangguan Nan's mood was at the bottom. New Year's Day is coming, which means that he and Fang Zhiqi have been separated for a year.

It's night, and the moon is bright and the stars are scarce.

Couples on the street, Shangguan Nan drove aimlessly, if she was still there, then could they also be like ordinary couples, holding hands and strolling in the night again?

I remember the first time I walked hand in hand with her, and my memory is still fresh, as if it happened yesterday.

In the end, the car drove to the door of Lao Qi's restaurant, Shangguan Nan turned off the car, rolled down the window, and looked at the restaurant blankly.

There used to be a beautiful and kind girl, but with a little stubbornness, the first time she brought her here for dinner, her big eyes were full of curiosity, and when she saw the vegetable garden, her eyes were shining, and how lovely the happy look was.

Now the restaurant is still the same as before, it is still lively, and there are many customers who come to eat, but she is the only one missing.

I don't know how long it took, until the customers gradually thinned out and the noise gradually stopped, Shangguan Nan got out of the car and walked into the lobby with a complicated mood.

"Master, are you here? Haven't eaten yet? Lao Qi, who was eating, put down the dishes and chopsticks, stood up, and asked in surprise.

Since Fang Zhiqi left, Shangguan Nan rarely came to the restaurant, and Lao Qi knew that he was afraid of touching the scene, but when he came tonight, did he let go of the past or couldn't help but reminisce again?

But no matter what it is, he can come, Lao Qi is still happy in his heart, although Fang Zhiqi's departure was caused by him, although he also resented him, but thinking of the friendship for many years, Lao Qi was relieved.

Shangguan Nanjing sat down by himself, looked at the few dishes on the table, and his deep eyes darkened, "Is there any wine?" ”

"Yes, how can there be no alcohol?" Lao Qi instructed the waiter to add a pair of dishes and chopsticks, and then brought a bottle of fine wine from the wine cabinet.

Without waiting for Lao Qi to pour wine, Shangguan Nan picked up chopsticks, sandwiched a piece of braised fish, and ate it.

Memories are full of her, even this red fish, Shangguan Nan seems to have eaten her taste, once she loved to eat braised fish, whenever there is this dish on the table, the first dish she moves must be it.

In addition, it is soy sauce tofu, braised pig's trotters, vinegared lotus root, and the strange thing is that at this time there are four dishes on the table that Fang Zhiqi likes to eat.

Shangguan Nan's eyes were complicated and looked at Lao Qi, who was pouring wine, he hadn't seen him for a long time, and Lao Qi seemed to be much thinner than before. It seems that he is not the only one who lives in memories all day long!

"Old Seven!"

"Huh?" Lao Qi raised his head and looked at Shangguan Nan with a melancholy face, his heart tightened slightly.

"Nothing." Shangguan Nan looked away, his eyes fell on the wine glass, stretched out his hand, picked up the wine glass and drank it all.

Originally, he wanted to ask why you didn't say it if you loved her so much? Why watch him approach her and remain indifferent?

However, when it came to his mouth, he still let him swallow it alive.

No one is there, what's the use of asking all this?

After Lao Qi poured himself a good wine, he sat down.

The two did not clink glasses and drank alone, but the mood was the same - heavy.

"I've been looking for her all along!" After a glass of wine, Lao Qi suddenly spoke.

Shangguan Nan's action of drinking, he didn't expect that Lao Qi would never give up Fang Zhiqi, but, thinking about it, how can he say that if he loves someone, he will give up, won't he always forget her?

"Alas!" Lao Qi sighed, his face full of helplessness, "If she's safe now, that's fine." In case of ......", Lao Qi can't say anything.

Lao Qi's words were exactly what Shangguan Nan was thinking, but he couldn't find Fang Zhiqi, no matter how worried he was, it didn't help to worry about being nervous, after drinking the wine in his hand in a sullen voice, Shangguan Nan stood up and said, "I'll go to her room to have a look!" ”

……

Everything in the room remained the same, the same as when he first arrived, the large bed took up almost the entire room, and it seemed a little abrupt.

He used to fantasize about being able to sleep on this big bed with her every day, doing the most intimate things, no matter how much strength he exerted or how crazy his movements were, he didn't have to worry about the bed not being wide enough and not strong enough.

Until now, however, his wish has not been fulfilled.

Opened the drawer under the dresser, a delicate box lay here peacefully, opened the box, and found that it was a set of beautiful and high-end jewelry, Shangguan Nan suddenly felt very dazzling.

Was it given by Lao Qi? Or was it sent by Xu Tingsheng?

Shangguan Nan guessed sourly in his heart.

Putting the jewelry into the box, he suddenly caught a glimpse of a light blue notebook out of the corner of his eye, Shangguan Nan was suddenly curious, opened the notebook, and the beautiful words came into view, this is Fang Zhiqi's diary!

Suddenly, Shangguan Nan really wanted to know what Fang Zhiqi had recorded, more precisely, he wanted to know if he was written in this diary.

With curiosity, Shangguan Nan read it carefully.

"December 2nd sunny

Going around and around, I still can't escape his clutches, I thought that after giving birth to a child, after the transaction was completed, everything was over. But that man didn't know what evil he had fallen into, and he refused to let go, if he knew that he was such a difficult man, he shouldn't have promised him that day to draw a plan for the Red Forest Botanical Garden.

Today he came looking for me again, and I didn't have time to hide before he saw me. God knows how scared I was to see him, and even though he was handsome and rich, I rejected him.

When I saw him, I couldn't help but think of my first time, he was the first man to take my body, even if no one forced me, everything was voluntary, but I just couldn't forgive myself.

When I saw him, I felt that I was not a good girl, and that I was even more indebted to victory.

When I saw him, I couldn't help but think of Panpan's warning, and of those humiliating days.

I didn't want to see him so much, but why did he keep coming to me again and again? Didn't he see the displeasure on my face? ”

After reading the first diary, Shangguan Nan's heart trembled, it turned out that she didn't want to see him so much at first.

With a slightly stinging heart, Shangguan Nan turned the next page again.

"December 8 cloudy

How long is he going to keep me in captivity, for the rest of his life? He has a family, a wife, and children, so why don't you let me go? Is it because of the need for sex? If Panpan can't satisfy him, there are a lot of women in the nightclub outside who are willing to serve.

Every time I have sex with him, the guilt of Panpan increases. I'm not a good girl, and I'm not a good friend, but I actually slept with her husband behind my friend's back.

I also want to get back to my old days, even if I lose the victory, but I can live a life without anyone disturbing me, but this simple wish can't be realized, he is too domineering, too strong, and I can't do anything about it.

Hateful, right?

Not only hate him, but I hate me like this! ”

Shangguan Nan breathed a sigh of relief, and the "he" in it was undoubtedly himself!

She really didn't like him at all, and not only that, but she hated him very much. Shangguan Nan felt an inexplicable anger in her heart, and she wanted to tear up her diary.

The notebook was thrown into the drawer, but then it was taken out again, Shangguan Nan wanted to see the diary behind, he didn't believe that Fang Zhiqi would hate him all the time, a few months ago, seeing that he hadn't eaten two meals, Fang Zhiqi was still anxious to order food for him, if it was someone else, he might think that the other party was hypocritical, but the worried expression on Fang Zhiqi's face couldn't deceive people.

Shangguan Nan went directly to the last diary and read it carefully.

"June 3rd rain

I haven't seen Nan for a few days, and I heard from my eldest brother that he is missing. I really don't know where he went, but I was worried about it all day, for fear that something would happen to him.

Looking at the news reports, all of them are the news of Haina Group, the collapse of Hongfa Temple, the casualties of workers, how to deal with these headaches?

Nan, are you hiding? Or was he coerced or detained? I want to go out and look for you, but I don't know where to go to you, you know? I'm waiting for your call every day.

This kind of long wait is really uncomfortable, Nan, you can give me a dream at night, let me know where you are, whether you are safe and sound.

Nan, I want to tell you that there are no more scandals about me on the Internet, although you didn't tell me, but I know that you did all this, except for you, I can't think of anyone else who can have the ability to make the scandals on the Internet all empty in an instant.

Thank you, Nan!

Nan, let me tell you a secret: I love you! ”

Seeing the last three words, Shangguan Nan was stunned, the three words he had been waiting for for several months had not been waiting for, but now he saw it on this paper.

Shangguan Nan's heart was beating strong and powerful, and he put the note on his chest with an affectionate face, hugging it tightly, as if he was holding Fang Zhiqi, reluctant to let go, and muttered in his mouth:

"She loves me, she loves me......"

Is this a little too late?

If he hadn't read this diary today, he would have misunderstood her for the rest of his life.

Thinking of his previous indifference to her, Shangguan Nan blamed himself for a while.

After a long time, a firm climb climbed on Shangguan Nan's face.

"Fang Zhiqi, I must find you, you wait for me!"