234. Take care
You Feiran and I stopped at the same time, You Feiran looked at me beside me, I didn't move, I didn't move for a full minute.
The cabin was so quiet that you could hear the sound of silver pins falling.
Assistant Yu said behind me again, "Whether you want to leave or stay, I think you should always go and see Mr." ”
Hearing Assistant Yu's words, I turned to look at him, and for a long time, I smiled and said, "Is it still necessary for us to meet?" I said, "If necessary." ”
I took a knife out of my pocket, put it on my neck and said, "If you want to meet, then this is the only thing necessary." ”
You Feiran was taken aback by my sudden movements, and he called: "Qingye-" I ignored him, but stared at Assistant Yu and said, "Is this still necessary?" ”
Assistant Yu stared at the knife in my hand, I wasn't joking with him, the force of the knife across my neck was not light, I could already feel a warm liquid, slowly flowing down from my neck.
Assistant Yu looked at me for a long time, and did not dare to let the soldiers approach, but whispered: "Why do you want to do this, if you really don't want to see me, just wait for me for a few minutes, and I will go back to Mr. Yu." ”
After Assistant Yu finished speaking, he called a soldier beside him, whispered something in his ear, and hurriedly ran out of the cabin. You Feiran's mother, when she saw this, cried and called to us: "Feiran, come back quickly, come to my mother's side quickly!" It's my mother begging you! ”
You Feiran still didn't move, he looked at his mother and said: "Mother, your nurturing grace, I can't repay it in this life, please forgive me, I want to live my own life, instead of being locked up in Jinling by you all day long, to live the life you arranged for me, I have my ideals, my revenge, the family business I said it was yours, I don't want it!" ”
You Feiran's mother was crying so much that she was almost out of breath, if it weren't for the big housekeeper of the You family on the side, she would probably have fallen to the ground long ago.
She stood there trembling and crying: "You don't want to take over the family's business, your mother doesn't want you to accept it, you want to live your own life, then you can live it, why do you want to make such a situation, my father and mother are already old, you are gone now, what should we do?" ”
At this time, another person walked in outside, it was You Feiran's father, he grabbed his wife and said, "If he wants to go, let him go!" In the past, we were too spoiled by him, and we usually got into trouble, but now we don't know how thick the sky is high and the earth is thick to converge at this time! Since he's leaving! I just thought that our You family had never given birth to a son like him! ”
Mrs. You saw that her husband had such an attitude, and even if she dragged it back, she cried and said, "Master! We can't do that! Fei Ran is our son, how can we leave him alone! We all know what the situation is like outside, if he has three long and two short outside, how are we going to live! ”
Old Man You was so angry that his cheeks were red, and he said, "How do you live? How else can you live? He's only here to cause us trouble, nothing good, can't we survive when he's gone? ”
"Let's go! Let's go now! "Old Man You seems to be iron-hearted, and he has been dragging Mrs. You, where is Mrs. You's strength, Old Man You, she can only cry there.
Mrs. You simply sat on the ground and refused to leave.
You Feiran stood there without struggle, but after a few seconds of struggle flashed on his face, he stood there with a numb expression, letting his parents pull each other in front of him.
Just when there was a mess inside, Assistant Yu, who had gone out, immediately rushed in again, and he came to me and said, "Sir asked me to hand you something." ”
Then he handed me something, an envelope.
I stood there for a long time without moving, and Assistant Yu said, "After you take such a thing, we will immediately withdraw from here." ”
You Feiran looked sideways at me again, and my hand holding the dagger loosened for a few seconds.
Assistant Yu said, "This way we are not embarrassed by either of us. ”
After a while, I finally slowly took the knife from my neck, and instead of approaching me, Assistant Yu sent a soldier next to me to bring it to me, and when the soldier arrived in front of me, he handed me the envelope.
I didn't know what was hidden there, but I took it with the bloodied hand, and I tore open the envelope, and there was nothing but a check.
I took the check out of the envelope with trembling hands, and Assistant Yu said, "Sir said, this money is enough for you to live, and he asked me to bring you a word." ”
Assistant Yu's words paused for a few seconds, and after a while, he whispered, "Let you take care of yourself." ”
After Assistant Yu finished speaking, he didn't say much, let alone stay any longer, he made a gesture to the soldiers surrounding us in the cabin, and then retreated with everyone.
You Feiran's mother saw that it was such an attitude, so she stopped Assistant Yu and asked, "Does Mr. Mu care about this matter?!" ”
Assistant Yu stopped and said to Mrs. You: "My husband has done what he should have done, and he has said what he should have said, and there is nothing more to explain." ”
You Feiran said anxiously: "No! If she doesn't go back, my family won't leave, how can Mr. Mu not care about this matter! ”
Assistant Yu said, "I'm sorry. Then he pulled You Feiran's mother's hand from his sleeve, and then continued to leave with the soldiers in the house.
You Feiran became more and more anxious when she saw that this was the case, she glanced at me, and then at You Feiran beside me.
She began to cry again, and even knelt in front of You Feiran and cried, "Feiran! Just beg you! You can't go! What are you going to do with your mother and your father when you're gone, Feiran-"
You Feiran's father didn't expect his wife to do such a thing to his son, and he was so angry that his forehead jumped up, and he asked with a blue face: "What are you doing!" How could you do such a thing! ”
He pulled Mrs. You again and said, "Get up! You get up for me! ”
Mrs. You refused to live or die, her eyes were staring at You Feiran, her eyes were full of tears, and her demeanor was lost.
You Feiran is not hard-hearted, he wanted to walk over several times, but he was trying to restrain himself, I didn't want to embarrass him, I also understood You Mu's thoughts at this time, I said to You Feiran beside me: "Feiran, you go over." ”
When You Feiran heard my words, she immediately turned her head sideways to look at me.
I also said: "I am alone, I am not afraid of anything, but you are different, you have parents, you have your responsibilities, they gave birth to you and raised you, so far, just to hope that you are old, children and grandchildren around your knees, if you are for yourself, for your so-called ideals and your ambitions, and do not care about your parents, even if you live happily, it will not be a real happy life." ”
You Feiran didn't expect me to say something like this to him at this time, he said, "Kiyono, you know that I-"
I said, "Just because I know what you're for, I'm not going to let you do that, you know?" ”
"I'll feel guilty, nothing else."
I looked straight ahead.
You Feiran has been standing beside me and staring at me.
Mrs. You sat on the ground and almost fainted from crying.
You Feiran seemed to calm down instantly, he didn't answer me, he didn't say anything, his personal servant Xiaojizi also walked in from outside, knelt in front of You Feiran and cried: "Master, you can go back with your wife, now the house is still a mess, waiting for you to deal with it." ”
At this moment, Mrs. You suddenly pushed her husband back hard, and then pounced on us, grabbed the dagger that I had fallen to the ground at some point, and pointed it at her neck and said, "Amazing! You don't go back with your mother! Mother will die to show you! ”
As soon as Mrs. You made this move, You Feiran called out in horror: "Mother! ”
Mrs. You looked at You Feiran with a determination to die in her eyes.
After a few seconds, You Feiran collapsed to the ground, knelt down on his knees in front of Mrs. You, and cried and said, "I'll go with you, why do you want to do this." ”
Mrs. You didn't know whether to breathe a sigh of relief or something when she heard his words, but she didn't take the dagger in her hand away, but said again: "You come over right now." ”
You Feiran knelt there and didn't move, and at this time Mrs. You said again: "Xiao Jizi, help the young master over!" ”
Xiao Jizi was particularly clever, and soon crawled towards You Feiran, and immediately helped him up from the ground, You Feiran was helped by Xiao Jizi to his parents' side, and the two little guys next to him immediately understood, took out the rope hidden in his body, and immediately caught You Feiran, but You Feiran didn't think about escaping, so he let the two little guys tie up.
He turned around and said three words to me with red eyes: "I'm sorry." ”
I know what he means by those three words.
I just smiled and shook my head at him and said, "I'm glad you made the choice, Feiran, we've all grown up, and we all have our own responsibilities, right?" ”
You Feiran didn't speak, but looked at me.
Mrs. You was afraid that You Feiran would have any more entanglements with me, so she immediately pulled him away, You Feiran looked back at me, and after about five or six minutes, he was dragged out by the two little guys, and when he was dragged to the hatch of the ship, he looked back at me again.
I was still smiling at him, and waved at him, until finally he couldn't see it, and then I let my hand go, and the smile on my face was gone, and then I looked down at the check in my hand.
I held my hand for three seconds, then I tore it to pieces with a blank face, and then stepped out of the cabin, onto the deck of the ship, and hoisted it out to sea.
The debris was blown by the sea breeze and soon scattered and disappeared.
I looked towards the pier and saw a man in a white robe standing there, with a number of people waiting not far behind him, and the wind blowing the hem of his robe in motion.
The two of us looked at each other for a few seconds, and a man came next to him, said something beside him, and soon, he looked away and turned away.
The ship on which I was riding grew farther and farther away from them, farther and farther away, until they became a vague dot with each other.
I said, "Goodbye." ”
After that, I didn't have any more nostalgia, and turned and walked towards the cabin.
The wind was particularly cool on this day, cold to the bone, and the sea breeze rolled the waves nearly a meter high, and it didn't take long for a drizzle to rise on the sea.
I didn't expect that I would leave Jinling on this day.
At that time, I was full of confusion, and I didn't even know where I was going, what I was going to do, and where I was staying, but even if I was so confused, I told myself very clearly in my heart that I would leave here, leave this devil who had killed all my relatives.
Someday, someday, I will get it back from him with my own hands, and although he has given me warmth, it is mixed with a strong smell of blood.
Suddenly, at this moment, I regretted that I didn't listen to my grandfather, if that knife was completely inserted into his heart, would everything be different? Isn't that going to happen?
Grandpa, Song Alcohol and Luo Huihui are still alive, they live and work in peace and contentment, they live incognito, and live happily in a place that others don't know?
But life is like this, many times, in the moment of your hesitation, some things are missing a thousand miles.
I killed them.