The most ruthless Bright Moon Holy Maiden of the Xiling Sect also has an unknown side, in order to persuade the medicine gourd to help her detoxify the former sect leader who has lost signs of life for many years, she does not hesitate to tell about her unbearable past.

The Bright Moon Holy Maiden's favorite man, Shengyin, is not only the youngest and most outstanding killer in the organization, but also founded the Xiling Sect with his outstanding ability. Although the Xiling Sect could not get rid of the essence of the killer organization in the early days, he had already worked hard to improve the status and influence of the Xiling Sect.

Ignoring the dissuasion of the Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon, Shengyin actively befriended the upper elites and used their power to promote the Xiling Sect. The worries of the Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon are not unreasonable, people are born into classes, those elites of the upper class are pretentious, they think they are above the common people, and they don't take ordinary people in their eyes at all, especially the killers who are struggling to survive at the bottom.

Killers have never seen the light of day, and in order to survive, they take the lives of others, wandering in the gray area between sunlight and night. In addition to avoiding the wanted by the government, he also had to guard against the pursuit of the enemy, so he could only hide in the dark and damp lair and live one day at a time. Of course, Shengyin is by no means this kind of killer who lives at the bottom, and the peerless martial arts he possesses are enough to make him live the life of a human being.

Even if his enemies have the courage to come to the door, they will not have the life to go back alive, and in the long run, who will be stupid enough to oppose him and take the initiative to send them to the door to seek death. After Shengyin founded the Xiling Sect, he befriended many powerful people, and those pretentious magnates changed their normal ways, and they also vied to call him brothers. Just imagine, with the momentum of the holy sound in the rivers and lakes, do those radicals who are enemies of the powerful still dare to calculate them!

Shengyin and these powerful people each took what they needed, and the Xiling Sect also developed rapidly, but the worries of the Bright Moon Holy Maiden did not decrease.

The Bright Moon Holy Maiden lowered her eyes, others couldn't see how sad her gray eyes were at this time, she sighed, and continued: "The appearance of the Holy Sound is a legend of the rivers and lakes, he dares to be called the number one master in the Western Regions, and no one dares to object. But he is also an ambitious person, after all, he was once the son of a tribal leader, and he will not be willing to be a killer for the rest of his life, even if it is the number one killer. After all, he was not exempt from vulgarity, and the desire for power in his heart became stronger and stronger, and shallowly, I found that he had changed, and he became very strange and strange, like someone I had never seen before. ”

He knew that those people were taking advantage of his prestige in the rivers and lakes, but he still joined them, and sent the Rest Leader disciples to watch over their homes and homes. The envoys of the Han Dynasty went to the Western Regions and brought porcelain and silk, and the merchants of the Western Regions also saw the business opportunities and formed a caravan to visit the Han Dynasty, which was a long way away, and it took at least two or three years to go back and forth, and there were many bandits on the way, and it was difficult for them to come back alive without guards. ”

"Shengyin promised to send masters to protect them, and there were many masters in the Xiling Sect, but there were few who could make him trustworthy. I didn't expect that I was the most suitable person in Shengyin's mind, and it was so sad to say that he didn't want me to be his woman, but he was my most trusted right hand. Sometimes I wonder if he doesn't want me because I am useful to the Xiling Sect, and in his heart, a woman is far less important than a helper. ”

"He asked me to escort the caravan to Dahan, to be honest I don't want to go, I'll miss him for so long. But this is the order of the sect leader, and it is also the wish of the person I love the most, how can I not agree! Oh, I'm such a dead-eyed woman! For him, I picked up the sword again, for him, I had to get used to a life of killing, for him, I could forget who I was! ”

"I understand that he lives for the Xiling Sect, and the Xiling Sect is his life, he can give up his life and love, but he can't let go of the Xiling Sect. Since I know him so well, I should fully support him, even if I can't get his love in my life, but as long as I can stay with him, I will be satisfied. ”

"Following the rest caravan, I have killed countless people along the way, including the Huns, the Dayue clan, and the Han people, they are all people who live in a situation where they rob for a living. Some of them are full of evil deeds, and it is not a pity to die, and I am considered to be doing the right thing for heaven to kill them, while others are forced by life to go astray in order to support their wives and children, and some are simply children who don't know what they are doing. When I met such a person, I couldn't bear it, but I had to kill it. If they don't die, it will be the merchants I protect who will die, and if the caravan can't go back smoothly, the reputation of the Xiling Sect will plummet, and the Holy Voice will be sad. ”

"It took me two years to complete the mission, with blood on my hands and many lives on my back. I don't regret it, as long as it's what the Holy Voice wants me to do, it doesn't matter how many people I kill. Now that I think about it, I have been numb since then, and the fresh life has disappeared from my hands, but it is nothing more than a grain of sand lost in the desert, and after the wind blows, everything is as usual. ”

"The Xiling Sect is famous, and the Holy Voice says that it is my credit, but I don't want this kind of credit, I only want him. Shengyin refuses to accept my feelings, and the reason why I don't blame him may be because he has no interest in other women besides me, and I always feel that I still have hope. But when I came back, I found a fact that I couldn't accept. At the beginning, Shengyin made a canon that the Xiling Sect was not allowed to marry, but he hid from me to communicate with Princess Anxi. ”

"Indeed, Princess Rest is the most honorable person he can come into contact with, and any further he will have the opportunity to be appreciated by King Rest. If even the royal family supports the Xiling Sect, what wish will he not be able to fulfill. Therefore, Princess Anxi was infatuated with him, and instead of refusing, he maintained an ambiguous relationship with her. Knowing about his affair with the princess, I went crazy, I have been in love with him for many years, I am like a fool who has given everything for him, the belief that supports me to persist is love, I can understand that he did not respond, and I can't forgive him if he is good with other women. ”

"Hmph, who would have thought that when I confronted him, he argued that he didn't love that woman at all, and that getting along with her was just gaining her trust, and that everything he did was for the sake of the Tomb Sect. How can I accept this hypocritical excuse, I turned my face with him on the spot, even if I left him and was killed by him, I didn't want to be fooled by him. ”

"The Holy Voice knew why I was so angry, he knew that I loved him like crazy, he kept me in a way that I couldn't resist, and that night, I became his woman. He told me that he loved me and that I was the real princess in his mind. After many years, the Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon still couldn't hide her excitement when she recalled it, her beautiful eyes were full of tears, and she trembled and repeated every word he had said.

The medicine gourd shook his head, and Shi Zhong could understand her mood, Kelinji sniffed, and his similar gray eyes became moist.

The Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon noticed her gaffe, hurriedly wiped away her tears, and changed her tone to an indifferent tone: "The sad thing about women is that they listen to men's sweet words, they are easy to believe in men's promises, and naively think that they are the only ones for him. Shengyin will not let anyone be his only one, he kept me, and he did not break the relationship with the princess. He maneuvered between the two of us and succeeded in hiding from the two women who loved him dearly. ”

"During that time, I was pampered and loved by him, believing that I was the happiest woman in his lies. I even fantasized about living like this forever with him. It wasn't until one day that he came to me to consult with me and asked me to be the leader of the sect that I woke up from a dream. ”

"How could the Xiling Sect, which Sheng Yin had worked so hard to establish, give it to others, even if it was me, he would not give up his hard work. Before I could ask questions, he confessed to me that the all-powerful Princess Anxi, relying on the king's love, had made up a new identity for Shengyin, and wanted to recruit him as a colt. Sheng Yin had been waiting for this opportunity for a long time, and it was really difficult for him to refuse, but due to the rules of the Xiling Sect, he could only choose to withdraw. Leave the Xiling Sect to me, he is naturally relieved, he can continue to wander between the two of us, while being his colt, and at the same time being the behind-the-scenes leader of the Xiling Sect. ”

"Haha, he's really good at wishful thinking, I have to admire him. He said those words without a hint of guilt, and he thought that this arrangement was the most appropriate, and I would gladly accept it. I was speechless, in front of him, there was really nothing to say. I don't want to share him with other women, I don't want to be a woman he doesn't see, if Princess Rest knows about my existence and knows his plans, will she still hire him as a colt? ”

"I was so angry that I made up my mind that even if I died, I wouldn't let him get his wish. I'm a killer, I can kill people for irrelevant people, why can't I kill someone for myself. I'm going to kill Princess Sabbator and cut off all thoughts of the Holy Voice. When I was about to descend the mountain, I unexpectedly found out that I was pregnant, this is my child and that of Shengyin, the child I have been looking forward to for a long time. ”

"At that moment, my heart melted, and the original murderous aura was replaced by the joy of being a mother for the first time, for the sake of this child, I can't act recklessly, kill Princess Sillness, I can't live, my child is very likely to die before it is born. So, I thought of a compromise solution, I still want to break them up, but what I didn't expect was that Shengyin was happy that we had children, but she didn't change her mind about becoming a colt. He asked me to wait, and when he had the power of the royal family, he would take our mother and son into the palace and enjoy a glorious and rich life together. ”

"I finally realized that the Holy Voice had gone mad, that he was no longer the Holy Voice I knew, and that I should not have any extravagant hopes for him. I had to use my own way, and I went to Princess Sabbator with a big belly and told her that the father of my child was the Holy Voice, and that the Holy Sound wanted to replace her. Seeing the angry and corrupt appearance of Princess Anxi, I was so proud that I finally let out a bad breath. ”

"What I didn't expect was that it didn't take long for me to be proud, and my self-righteous cleverness was actually a sign of stupidity. I have offended those who cannot afford to offend, and Princess Sabbatical is obedient to the Holy Voice, because she is infatuated with him. But if her infatuation with him turned into hatred, it would be an unimaginable nightmare. ”

"Soon, I was retribution, and before I could even look at our child, I never woke up from a nightmare. I searched for all the drug masters to detoxify him, and tried everything to keep his breath, but he still couldn't escape the torture day after day. Every night when I hold his hand, I can feel his heartfelt fear, and I can't dispel his pain when I hold his hot body. ”

"Seeing him suffer is also a torture for me that is worse than death, but I can't bear to interrupt his pain, so I can only sink with him. Princess Sabbator was ruthless enough to punish both of us at the same time. ”