Chapter 204 Can you regret it?
"Is it still useful to say this now? I want to regret it, but my sister won't give me a chance to regret it, plus I really feel ashamed of her, it's a great blessing to be able to find my sister, and I have no regrets in this life if I can find my brother again. Li Xiaowan didn't want to say any more, she pulled the quilt and curled in.
Originally, Li Xiaowan and Qi Xin'er were in one room, but Qi Xin'er was worried about Li Xiaowan, so she stayed with her.
Li Xiaowan can be said to have been entangled in dreams all night, and when it was almost dawn, she woke up crying from her dreams.
"Xiaowan, look at you, why torture yourself like this, I didn't have time to tell you last night, Feng Dong decided to leave early this morning." It's not that I didn't have time, but I can't bear to tell Xiaowan.
"In such a hurry!" Li Xiaowan directly wore a pair of slippers, cut her hair casually, and ran out.
There was only one car left in the courtyard, and I didn't know when it drove away.
When I got closer, there was a sticky note on the car that read: We are leaving, this car is for your family.
There is no preface, no ending, and the words look like concern on the surface, but in fact, as a person with a bit of gentlemanly demeanor, he can do it.
The words on the note are written by Zheng himself, but the car is not his car, this is the way to say goodbye to himself at the end, which means that from now on, the two will no longer have any contact, and he does not want to have any contact with himself?
I was still naïve about spending a few days with him, and now I don't even have a chance to remember, so I don't have to guess, it must be Xin'er who came to him and said his decision.
But she knew that Xin'er was well-intentioned, and she wanted to persuade Zheng not to be like herself.
My heart is full of emptiness, yesterday I was still laughing, and today it is silent.
"Xiaowan, let's go inside, it's windy outside." Ying Yueying led Li Xiaowan into her bedroom, took out a delicate small suitcase from under the bed, and handed it to Li Xiaowan.
"Mom, when have you ever bought such a beautiful little suitcase? I've never seen it, and I've never seen a suitcase like this on the market now. Qi Xin'er couldn't help but ask curiously.
"Auntie, what is this?" The suitcase was held in Li Xiaowan's hand, she felt like it weighed a thousand pounds, and she could vaguely feel the weight of the small suitcase.
"Over the years, I have not dared to take out this little suitcase, for fear that you will touch the scene, it contains all the things that your mother left for you, and I remember one day when I went to your house to talk to your mother, that is, a month before they had a car accident, your mother took this box out of the closet."
She handed it to me and said, "Sister Yue, can you promise me one thing?" Help me keep this box, the contents of the box are all prepared by me for their three brothers and sisters, you also know, the world is impermanent, no one can predict what will happen in the future, and when the time is right, you will take it out and give it to them for me. ”
"Maybe she had a premonition subconsciously, whether you believe it or not, anyway, I believe it, and then she handed over the key to me for safekeeping, but I have never opened this suitcase, and I dare not open it, every time I touch it, my heart is extremely sad."
"Looking at your haggard face, I decided that it was the right time to take it out today, this is the key, you can open it and take a look!" The suitcase and the key are very well protected by themselves, for fear of being damaged, and a few layers of thick kraft paper are wrapped outside the box, and last night I thought about it for half the night, before I decided to hand over the suitcase to Xiao Wan, when the layers of kraft paper were opened, it seemed to go back to the years when I was with Xiao Wan's mother and talked about everything.
Li Xiaowan took the key tremblingly, carefully opened the suitcase, and at the first glance of the cover, she saw three neatly laid envelopes, on which were written the names of Li Xiaowan's three brothers and sisters, and suggested that it was opened in person.
Under each corresponding envelope, there is also a small box, open the small box, there are a few pieces of antique jewelry inside, looking old, but intact, no need to think about it, it must be worth a lot.
Li Xiaowan just glanced at the antique lightly, she only cared about what was written in the envelope now.
tremblingly tore open the yellow envelope, and the lines of silk characters inside were printed into my eyes: Xiaowan, the reason why my mother will leave this letter to you is because my mother feels that life is in the world, accidents are inevitable, if one day, Mom and Dad really leave you, you must know how to take care of yourself, no matter in good times or bad, you should not be discouraged, when you are in a bad mood, look up at the blue sky, you will feel that in fact, everything is beautiful.
Our Li family has worked hard to start a business for the years, the purpose is to live a better life for your three brothers and sisters, therefore, the time to accompany you is gradually becoming less and less, but the love of your parents is from the heart, not just the responsibility of parents, my mother has fantasized over and over again, when you grow up, what kind of appearance and what kind of situation should it be.
Xiaowan, you were the most naughty of the three siblings when you were a child, I have told your father many times, you don't look like a girl at all, did you cast the wrong baby, did you become a girl, your brother's personality is completely opposite to you, he likes to be quiet, you are active, compared to you and your brother, your sister is suitable for movement.
Among your three brothers and sisters, your parents are the most relieved is you, you are simple and kind, every time you see you sad for a puppy, for a kitten, your parents are very worried about your life when you grow up, you have been too soft-hearted since you were a child, we are afraid that you will be bullied.
Mom and Dad wish to accompany your three brothers and sisters to old age, but that's all foolish dreams, but as long as we can grow up with you and see you in red, we know enough.
But no matter how long we can accompany you, you three brothers and sisters must remember to love each other and help each other until you are old.
Another point must always be remembered, your Uncle Qi and Aunt Qi are our best friends and confidants, and their daughters are the same as you, and your father and I have always regarded the two daughters of your uncle and aunt's family as our own daughters.
Since the birth of their three sisters, we have saved the fund for them, and the three funds are a one-time payment, even if we encounter any accidents, the fund will always exist, and the credentials are under the box.
Of course, we didn't even tell your Uncle Qi and your Aunt Qi, because we were afraid that after telling them, they would be too concerned and would not be happy, so my father and I unanimously decided to wait for you to open this letter before asking you to tell them.
Xiaowan, mom said so much, you won't be nagging for mom, right? But even if she dislikes it, her mother still has to say a few more words.
No matter when and where, you must know how to cherish yourself, and you must always remind yourself of what should be done and what should not be done.
In the future, even if Mom and Dad go to heaven, you will have to live your life well.
Love and hate are accompanied by harm, Xiaowan, you have to learn to distinguish between right and wrong, and be a little princess that your parents are proud of.
In the small box corresponding to the envelope of your three brothers and sisters, it is the dowry left to you by your parents, and it is also that your parents spent a lot of time and energy to collect.
So, don't worry that you'll become a beggar one day, my beloved little daughter.
Love your mommy pen!
Tears fell on the paper, Li Xiaowan hurriedly wiped it gently with her sleeve, she didn't want to destroy this precious letter.
"I'm sorry, Xiaowan, Auntie only brought it out to you now, but you must believe it, Auntie didn't mean to hide it from you, you know who I am, and it's impossible to think about stealing what belongs to you." Now think about it, how much her good sister trusts herself, so she can rest assured that she boldly handed over such valuable items to herself for safekeeping, and she didn't worry that she had a black heart and swallowed the contents of the suitcase.
"Auntie, what are you talking about, I don't believe who you believe, and I have to thank you for keeping it for me for so many years, by the way, my mother said that she and my father bought funds for the two Xin'er sisters, this is the evidence." Li Xiaowan took out a small plastic bag, and all the credentials in it were well kept.
"Why haven't you told me about this, sister, you and Xiao Li really have a heart, you must know that you are doing such a big thing for the two children behind our backs, and we will not agree to anything, I think you encountered such a big difficulty back then, we couldn't help much, why didn't you take out the money to tide over the difficulties." Ying Yueying's tears have not stopped from the beginning, fortunately, she has been trying to control her emotions, otherwise there would definitely be a sad sound in the whole room.
"Uncle, aunt, you relax in the spirit of heaven, my parents and I will definitely take care of Xiaowan, I will try my best to get her back for all the grievances she has received, thank you for everything you have done for our family, I hope you can bless Xiaowan safely through the relationship and bless her with all her wishes." Qi Xin'er thought silently in her heart.
"Xin'er, wait a minute, I'll accompany you to the fund to ask the person in charge, it's been more than 20 years, and it's not necessarily whether it works or not." Just let it take its course, it's better to leave it to fate, at this moment, Li Xiaowan has no distracting thoughts in her heart.
"It doesn't matter if it works or not, we really can't reach the heart of your parents." Ying Yueying doesn't care about those substantive things at all, what she values is friendship.
"It's just to go shopping and relax, anyway, since graduating, almost never been to the county or city." Li Xiaowan smiled at Ying Yueying, as if she was fine.
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