Chapter 33: Every second is torment
Shen Linxi had no choice but to give an ultimatum and said that if Shang Yuchen did this again, then for the sake of his long-term physical and mental health, she would help him get off drugs, that is, she would never see him again. Shang Yuchen had no choice but to reluctantly drive off.
Before getting into the car, he asked Shen Linxi to think about him every hour of the day, and to talk to him on the phone at night, and Shang Yuchen also told her in the most important way that she must not have eye contact with other men for five seconds, let alone physical contact.
Shen Linxi was so angry that she kicked him lightly and said, "I think you're crazy!" ”
Shang Yuchen avoided it with a smile and said, "This is the man who is crazy about love!" ”
Shang Yuchen left another set of house keys in his house to Shen Linxi, saying that on the day he came back, Shen Linxi must wait for him at home, and he would see her as soon as possible.
During the period of attending the postgraduate entrance examination tutorial class, Shen Linxi would receive text messages and phone calls from Shang Yuchen every day. She reads Shang Yuchen's text messages, and feels like reading Shakespeare's poems, beautiful, warm and free-spirited. Feeling the natural romance in Shang Yuchen's bones, Shen Linxi's heart seemed to be rippling in the spring water, rippling and drunk.
Su Ruo returned almost every night during this time. However, everyone in the dormitory knew the reason for her late return, and everyone saw that her expression was uncertain, so they didn't joke with her much.
She has often been in a mood these days, sometimes she feels that she is standing in the cloud of happiness, but sometimes she feels that she is in an emotional trough.
In the past few days, Su Chenghu has something to do during the day, so he and Su Ruo can only meet at night. Although the two of them were alone with indescribable lingering and enthusiasm, Su Ruo always felt that the happiness shown by Su Chenghu was not sincere.
He sometimes seemed to be absent-minded as if he had something on his mind, and when he was chatting with Su Ruo, sometimes he would suddenly fall silent. This made Su Ruo feel both inexplicable and secretly anxious. She felt that she had never been able to enter the depths of Su Chenghu's heart, and this feeling of powerlessness made her extremely irritable.
However, when Su Ruo asked Su Chenghu what was on his mind, Su Chenghu always said lightly that there was no, and Su Ruo was mad with anger. She guessed that the biggest possibility should be that Su Chenghu couldn't escape the fact that he still had a girlfriend who hadn't been handled well, which might be the crux of his repeated entanglements.
So once, Su Ruo finally mustered up the courage to ask him, "Did you tell that girl?" ”
Su Chenghu glanced at her and asked blankly, "What?" ”
Su Ruo had no choice but to say quickly: "Break up with her!" After saying these words, she immediately lowered her head, twisted her hands together, and felt very uneasy. I don't know why, Su Ruo is a little jealous of Su Chenghu in her heart.
And after Su Chenghu heard this, he didn't answer immediately. He lowered his head, looked at the ground, and said nothing. Su Ruo's eyes looked at him with anticipation, she hoped that Su Chenghu could give her a satisfactory answer, maybe a nod would be fine, even a slight nod would be fine. However, Su Chenghu not only didn't answer her, but didn't even look at her.
Su Ruo's tears came up all of a sudden, and they fell down with a snap. She never imagined that she would have such a day, and there would be a time when she would trample her self-esteem under her feet and pray for love from a boy. As a result, grievances, anger, unwillingness, and shame poured into her heart.
Su Ruo really wanted to pounce and beat Su Chenghu hard. However, this pursuit of love was initiated by her with all her might, and she seemed to lack the courage and stance to accuse Su Chenghu.
In the end, Su Ruo couldn't suppress her crying, and Su Chenghu suddenly woke up after hearing her movements. He hurriedly hugged her tightly and said eagerly, "Su Ruo, give me a little time, I want to say something to her." After speaking, he wiped Su Ruo's tearful eyes with his hand, and Su Ruo cried even more aggrievedly.
After this incident, Su Ruo felt a little disheartened. She is also proud. If it was said that at that time, she desperately put down her body to pursue Su Chenghu because she had an irrepressible mad love for Su Chenghu, but now, if she let Su Chenghu not treat her wholeheartedly and let this situation develop, then she may not be able to compete with that girl all the time, which she can't bear.
After thinking about it, when she was upset, Su Ruo wanted to simply try to give up, so she stopped contacting Su Chenghu. However, less than a day later, she could not sleep well.
On the one hand, Su Ruo said to herself very backbonely, whoever leaves can live, not to mention that Su Chenghu herself has few standards that can meet her diamond husband's standards. But on the other hand, her heart couldn't help but panic at the thought of if she really never saw Su Chenghu again, couldn't see his resolute and cold face, and chuckled and made her intoxicated.
Therefore, she can't do things with peace of mind at all, she really wants to see Su Chenghu immediately, but the residual reason is still forcing herself, this time she must be determined, and she must not be convinced.
However, when it came to the time when they usually met at night, Su Ruo began to feel that every minute and every second had become a kind of torment. She kept her phone handy, and kept praying in her heart that Su Chenghu would call or text her soon.
But after a long time, the mobile phone didn't make any sound at all, and Su Ruo even wondered if the mobile phone ringtone was broken. For this reason, she also deliberately tried it, and the result was that the mobile phone ringtone was good. Then she became annoyed, why didn't Su Chenghu call her, did he want to back down? Just playing an emotional game with her?
Just when Su Ruo was waiting in a panic and was about to grow grass, suddenly the text message on her mobile phone rang. She hurriedly put her phone in front of her, so she saw "Su Ruo, I just came back, where are you?" ”
As soon as he saw this, a layer of mist suddenly appeared in Su Ruo's eyes. She suddenly wanted to cry, but then she wanted to laugh again, and her heart was filled with a sense of sadness and joy that seemed to be the loss and recovery of her most beloved thing.
After the graduate school entrance counseling class, the girls of "Zui Yan Xuan" did not go home. They all want to make the most of their time this summer, or start an internship.
Next summer is about to start an internship at a trading company, and Shen Linxi will also go to a law firm for an internship soon, but the others have not yet found a suitable place to intern.
On the day Shang Yuchen came back, he sent a text message to Shen Linxi in advance, but unfortunately, Shen Linxi happened to be having dinner with a fellow who stayed in Beijing to prepare for the exam. She texted Shang Yuchen and said that she had something to do.
Shang Yuchen immediately called and asked her why in a sullen manner? Shen Linxi said that she was having dinner with her fellow villagers and might disperse late.
Shang Yuchen was silent for a moment, and only said, "I'll wait for you!" There was a little helplessness in his voice, and there seemed to be a trace of grievance, and then he hung up the phone.
When Shen Linxi said goodbye to her fellow countrymen, it was already eight o'clock in the evening. She hesitated, it was a little late, so did she still want to go to Shang Yuchen's house?
However, Shen Linxi thought about it, Shang Yuchen is sometimes very difficult to serve, if she doesn't go over tonight, I don't know how he will make trouble.
So, Shen Linxi still rushed to his home, and on the way, she also went to the supermarket to buy some food.
When he arrived at Shang Yuchen's house, after Shen Linxi opened the door, he saw that the house was pitch black. She reached out and turned on the light, and the room was quiet, as if there was no one. However, the temperature in the room is very comfortable, with a hint of coolness, and it is obvious that the air conditioning is turned on.
"Shang Yuchen, are you there?" Shen Linxi screamed softly, then changed into slippers, put the leather bag and food bag on the sofa in the living room, and then walked towards the bedroom where Shang Yuchen lived.
The bedroom was unusually quiet, could he be asleep? Shen Linxi couldn't help but light her steps and walked into the room cautiously. She didn't turn on the light, but by the light coming in from the living room, she saw Shang Yuchen lying on the bed, and it seemed that he was asleep.
Shen Linxi thought to herself, and her footsteps stopped. Let him sleep for a while, he may be tired from this trip.
Just as Shen Linxi was about to turn around and walk out of the door, he saw Shang Yuchen flip his body and sit up, and then heard him say in a low voice: "Come here." ”
He immediately turned on the bedside lamp. In the halo of lights, the soft light was hazy, and his face showed a trance-like expression, as if he was still in a dream, such an expression was very cute.
Shen Linxi walked up, patted his face gently, and asked with a smile, "Dreaming?" Shang Yuchen frowned slightly, calmed down, yawned, squinted slightly, and looked at her.
He saw Shen Linxi wearing a dark green silk mini dress, lining her skin and snow, and her figure was even more exquisite. Her long hair was fluffy up, and a few locks fell down, adding a bit of charm.
Shang Yuchen couldn't help frowning, he raised his hand and took off the hairpin that was clipping Shen Linxi's head, and Shen Linxi's hair fell down in an instant.
"What are you doing? Hot! Shen Linxi subconsciously shouted.
"It's hot, just go take a shower first!"
Shen Linxi walked this trip, and she was really sweating and uncomfortable anywhere. She also wanted to take a shower first to refresh herself.
So, she hummed and walked to the bathroom. Shang Yuchen got up and went to the closet to take out the home dress he bought for Shen Linxi, and then followed her and whispered: "It's so short!" ”
Turning around and looking at Shang Yuchen with wide eyes, seeing that he had a displeased look on his face, he didn't know if he was really angry or joking.
Shen Linxi glared at him, reached out and took the home skirt from his hand, "hummed", raised his chin, and pretended to enter the bathroom proudly. Before locking the door, she threw a sentence to Shang Yuchen: "There is food I bought in the supermarket on the coffee table in the living room." ”
Shang Yuchen also "snorted" and said slowly: "No sincerity." Shen Linxi ignored him.
When she came out of the bathroom, she saw Shang Yuchen sitting cross-legged on the polite sofa. He kept his head down, as if thinking about something. There were two cups of juice on the coffee table in front of him, and it looked like they hadn't drunk it yet.
Shen Linxi stepped forward and sat down beside him, not speaking, just looking at him intently.
Shang Yuchen reached out and picked up a glass of juice, put it in her hand, and then continued to be silent.
Shen Linxi deliberately took a big sip and exaggeratedly said: "It's so comfortable, how beautiful life is!" ”
Shang Yuchen calmed his face, glanced at her, reached out and took the cup in her hand, and drank the remaining juice in one go.
Shen Linxi was stunned, his heart moved, and he asked him, "Have you had dinner?" Shang Yuchen turned his head to look at her, and when he saw her concerned look, he felt a little joy in his heart, but he still pretended to be unhappy and said: "Someone has eaten enough, but I am still hungry." ”
"Ah, it's all here, you haven't eaten yet? I bought something to eat from the supermarket, you can eat some! Shen Linxi took over the food bag and began to look for things from inside.
Shang Yuchen glanced at her and said disgustedly, "Can this be used as a meal?" There is no sincerity at all. I was so tired that I couldn't move, and my stomach was cramping with hunger, and I didn't even have anything to eat when I got home. ”