Chapter 234: I'm tired, and I can't afford to love anymore

In front of the hospital bed, Su Linger looked at Luo Feng who was unconscious, her mood was very complicated, she didn't know what to say, she didn't know what to say to Luo Feng.

In a thousand words, there is only one sentence of 'I'm sorry', but at this time she can't even say a word of 'I'm sorry'.

Luo Feng's dedication, she saw it in her eyes and remembered it in her heart, but despite this, she couldn't give him anything in return.

"Luo Feng, you haven't woken up for so long, do you regret it?" The hoarse voice slowly remembered, and Su Linger swallowed the bitterness in her heart.

"You've done so much for me, but I can't give you anything in return, and now I can't even say thank you, I'm sorry."

It doesn't matter if the unconscious person on the bed hears it or not, Su Linger whispered.

At the door, instead of standing there silently, I didn't go in and bother.

The three of them have an indescribable relationship, and she even sometimes wonders if Luo Feng will like her if there is no Su Ling'er, every time she thinks about it, she feels ridiculous, if there is really an if, what will the world become.

"Luo Feng, if you don't wake up, I think you regret what you did before." Su Ling'er suddenly changed her attitude, with a slightly threatening attitude.

Luo Feng, who was unconscious on the bed, moved his fingers slightly, as if he had heard Su Linger's threat.

"Luo Feng, if you don't wake up again, it will only make me think that you are running away." Su Ling'er didn't notice Luo Feng's abnormal movement, and continued.

"I have no regrets, and I don't run away." A hoarse voice sounded slowly.

Su Linger was stunned, even the distracted and stunned.

Luo Feng slowly opened his eyes, looked at Su Ling'er, whose eyes were a little red in front of him, pulled his thin lips, and said slowly: "I have never regretted it, and I have never thought of running away. ”

"Luo ....... wind, you're awake." Su Linger said excitedly.

"Hmm!" Luo Feng nodded and whispered, "I'm awake, what about you?" What do you think? You okay. ”

Su Linger shook her head, she was speechless with excitement.

"That An Ran'er is Xiao Yuan, do you know? And your memory........" Luo Feng said worriedly.

"I know, you don't have to worry, we all already know, An Ran'er is Xiao Yuan, she has also been punished, and my memory has been restored, you don't have to worry." Su Linger said.

"Hmm!" Luo Feng nodded, he didn't know why, but there was a trace of loss in his heart, he knew that Su Ling'er would recover her memory sooner or later, but when it came out of her mouth, there was some bitterness in his heart that was difficult to swallow.

Standing at the door, after the excitement, it was unbearable pain.

She knew that after Luo Feng woke up, he would no longer belong to her, she had already thought that it would be like this, she and him, I am afraid that they will always be on two parallel lines.

After Romani's careful review, it has been determined that Luo Feng is no longer in trouble.

"Okay, you'll be discharged in a day or two." Roman laughed.

"Thank you!"

"You don't have to thank me, you can thank you if you want to, during the days you were in a coma, she was taking care of you undressed, and this sofa was her bed for more than a month." Roman said with some displeasure.

She is not worth it, and they all see it in their eyes, but Luo Feng can pretend that he doesn't know anything, even if his heart is made of stone, he is all warmed, but this is good, after waking up, he didn't even mention a word, and he didn't even ask.

Luo Feng lowered his head, there was no word, it was not that he didn't want to ask, but he didn't dare, during the time he was unconscious, although he couldn't speak, he couldn't move, but he could always hear a familiar voice in his ears, he knew that it was talking to him, he owed him too much, and he didn't know what to pay her back.

"Okay, you can rest, it's okay, I'll go out first." Roman took one look at Luo Feng, then at Su Ling'er, turned around and walked out.

"Do you want me to call and tell him? She would be glad to know you're awake. Su Linger asked.

The matter between them, as her, is not good to ask too much.

Luo Feng shook his head: "No! ”

It's not that he doesn't want to see him, it's that he doesn't dare now.

Standing outside the door, he put his hand on the doorknob, stopped moving, a wry smile rose slightly on the corner of his mouth, and turned around and strode away.

"What? You're leaving City A? Leng Hanxuan was a little surprised.

When she returned to Leng's house, she told Leng Hanxuan about her determination, and on the way back, she thought about it many times before finally making a decision.

"Why?" Leng Hanxuan was still puzzled, he didn't know why he suddenly wanted to leave.

Instead of not responding, she didn't know how to talk to Leng Hanxuan.

"Is it related to Luo Feng?" Leng Hanxuan asked, just now Su Ling'er sent him a text message, telling him that Luo Feng had woken up, and asked him to tell him that he hadn't had time to say it yet, rather than telling him that he was going to leave City A.

"Xuan, I'm so tired, I'm so tired, I don't have the strength to love anymore." Instead of whispering, his tone was tired and tinged with a hint of sadness.

Leng Hanxuan can naturally understand his current mood, such an unrequited love is indeed very hard, he feels sorry for him, and he is also unworthy and unwilling for her.

"After holding on for so many years, did you give up so easily?"

Instead of smiling wryly, "What else can I do if I don't give up?" If I don't love, I don't love, and no matter how hard I try, the result will be the same, right? ”

Leng Hanxuan didn't say anything more.

"Okay, Xuan, you don't have to worry about me, you don't know what I am, my heart is really painful now, as long as you go out for a walk, you will naturally let go." Instead of putting away your emotions, take it easy.

"And where are you going?" Leng Hanxuan asked, and he didn't force it anymore.

"Well......." instead of thinking about it, he said, "I want to see the sea, and I heard about the nameless island in City C, where you can see the sea, and the scenery is very good." ”

"Nameless Island in City C." Leng Hanxuan nodded, it's okay, it's not very far.

"Well, Xuan, I want to ask you for something." Rather than seriously.

"You say!"

"Don't tell anyone where I went, when I can really let go, I'll come back."

Leng Hanxuan nodded understandingly: "Okay, I hope you come back soon, this will always be your home." ”

"Hmm!" Instead of reaching over and hugging Leng Hanxuan, as an orphan, she was Leng Hanxuan, Luochenyu, and Blood Eagle They made her feel the warmth of home.

Dragging the gift box, she glanced at the Leng family, and at the city A where she had lived for many years, at this time she left city A with a dead attitude, after all, everything will end with her departure.

In fact, she should have thought that there would be such a day, which is why she is very conflicted, and she doesn't think much about Luo Feng's waking up, Luo Feng's awakening also represents her departure and their breakup.

For more than a month, she whispered in his ear every day, telling things between them, but she couldn't wake him up, Ling'er's words, a threat, but he woke up, this is probably the power of love.

There is no love for her, and no matter how hard she tries, he never belongs to her.

It's time for her to let go, for six years, she has loved, worked hard, and she no longer regrets it.

"What do you say? And with her gone? Su Linger exclaimed in surprise.

"Why? Why did she go? Now that Luo Feng finally woke up, why did she leave? Su Linger was very puzzled.

Isn't that what she was hoping for?

Leng Hanxuan whispered, "She may feel too tired and wants to go out for a walk." ”

"Distracted? Where did she go? Su Linger asked.

I thought that Luo Feng would wake up this time, she would be a matchmaker and match the two of them well, in fact, she could see that Luo Feng still had something to do with him in his heart, but he didn't know it, otherwise he wouldn't dare to see him with any guilt.

As soon as Leng Hanxuan wanted to speak, he recalled what he said before leaving.

"Xuan, don't tell anyone where I went."

"How?" Su Ling'er looked at Leng Hanxuan suspiciously.

"I don't know." Leng Hanxuan shook his head, this was probably the first lie he told to Su Ling'er.

Su Ling'er looked at Leng Hanxuan scrutinizing and asked, "Say, where did she go?" ”

Leng Hanxuan avoided Su Ling'er's eyes, and said with a weak heart: "I really don't know, she just said that she went out to relax, and wanted to go and see the sea, and she really didn't tell me the specific place." ”

"Really?" Su Ling'er still didn't believe it: "Leng Hanxuan, you are getting bolder and bolder now, even me, you dare to deceive?" ”

"Huh!" Leng Hanxuan even gave a flattering smile, hugged Su Ling'er and responded: "How dare I, I really don't know." ”

"Come less!" Su Ling'er pushed Leng Hanxuan away and threatened: "Leng Hanxuan, if you don't tell the truth, tonight, you can sleep on the sofa with the quilt in your arms." ”

As soon as he heard that the benefits were gone, Leng Hanxuan hugged Su Ling'er again, and said without a bottom line: "Don't be angry, I told you that it can't be done?" However, let me tell you, you can't tell Luo Feng, rather than she doesn't want Luo Feng to know. ”

Su Ling'er didn't respond, waiting for Leng Hanxuan's confession.

"Instead of going to the nameless island in City C, she said that she was tired and couldn't afford to love her, and wanted to go out for a walk, and when she put it down, she came back." Leng Hanxuan passed on his words to Su Ling'er without any principles.

"Why? Now that Luo Feng has woken up, why should she give up again? Su Linger was very puzzled.

"Probably because she knew that no matter how she giving, Luo Feng's heart was not in her, so she had to choose to give up." Leng Hanxuan said seriously.

Su Linger shook her head and retorted: "No, Luo Feng has her in her heart, I can feel that she has insisted on it for six years, why don't you insist on it more?" ”

"Ling'er, six years is not long, and it is not short, unrequited love for six years, how many times has her heart been broken, broken once it is repaired, I'm afraid it has already been full of holes." Leng Hanxuan said slowly.

He can understand his affection very much, just as he knew that something had happened to Ling'er, his heart was also broken and repaired, and then broken again, until Ling'er came back again, his heart was completely repaired.

Su Linger was silent, yes, for six years, no matter how much you have paid or how much you have worked hard, you have never been rewarded, so why bother to be attached and work hard.