Text Chapter 484 Finale (II)
"In the end, I hurt everyone after all." Father Chu's voice was heavy, and there was an indescribable sourness in his heart, and the moment when Qing Yuan let go of his palm often came to mind.
"Uncle, don't blame yourself, since it is the blame of the Chu family, how can it be easily passed, and now, it is the time to meet the rest of your life after the catastrophe." Duanjing was relieved.
Father Chu was silent and did not speak.
Chu Qingcheng, who had been silent, suddenly spoke: "Daddy knew that his mother was seriously ill back then, why didn't he use this secret technique of resurrection?" ”
Father Chu was stunned, as if he didn't expect Chu Qingcheng to ask such a question, but he still replied: "This is a secret technique that goes against the sky after all, how can it be easily brought back to life, if it is so casual to be able to tamper with life, wouldn't those ancestors of the Chu family have already crawled out of the grave." ”
Chu Qingcheng was silent, and Father Chu continued: "It is precisely because the ancestors calculated that our generation has the suspicion of extermination, so we have made early preparations, and opening the reincarnation array is just to protect the Chu clan's bloodline as much as possible, so that our Chu clan will not suffer from annihilation, how can this method of resurrection be used indiscriminately?" ”
Chu Qingcheng fell silent again, and Father Chu glanced at him, but did not speak again.
On the other side, Ouyang Qiancheng was silent for a few days after learning that Tianshui City had been broken, and Qingxue had been taking care of Ouyang Jingxuan, occasionally chatting with him.
"What are your plans right now?" Qingxue said softly.
Ouyang Qiancheng was silent, he didn't want this world, but he was really a little reluctant.
It's just that he is reluctant not because of those wealth and power, but because this half of the country just proves the value of his half of existence.
He has been a pawn on someone else's chessboard for half of his life, losing everything, and in the end there is only this half of the country, if he gives up like this, it seems that those things that were once beautiful, hated, and hoped for will also dissipate, and in this world, there seems to be nothing that can prove the meaning of his existence.
"What are your plans?" Ouyang Qiancheng asked Qingxue.
Qingxue was also silent for a while, and finally looked at Ouyang Jingxuan, who was sleeping in the room, and said softly: "I want to raise him as an adult." ”
"I want to go and see Luo'er again, maybe it will be difficult to meet in the mountains and rivers in the future." Ouyang Qiancheng said softly.
Qingxue nodded in agreement, after all, Ouyang Qiancheng was different from her, the days he spent with Chu Luoyi could almost be called the only happiness in these years, although he missed it in the end, but in the end, the love he once had was real, unlike everything else, it was just a dream made up.
"Go, it's her who you can't let go of in your heart, it's good to see you again, while Beiliuyun hasn't woken up yet, you still have a chance to redeem your true love." Qingxue smiled, with a hint of teasing between her eyebrows.
Ouyang Qiancheng was slightly stunned and laughed at himself: "Don't make fun of me, even if she is willing to return to me, I feel speechless." ”
Qingxue pouted: "If I were you, as long as she was still willing to pay attention to me, I would definitely be entangled by her side, at least the person is still there, there is still hope, and there will be thoughts in my heart." ”
Speaking of this, a touch of loneliness flashed in Qingxue's eyes.
Ouyang Qiancheng's eyes were also a little heavy, he raised his head and gently looked at the blue-colored woman in front of him, he and her had also taken care of each other, and later they had also turned against each other, and they had also accused each other of beating and insulting, and even talked about snuggling and warmth, along the way, she laughed, she was angry, she was infatuated, loved and hated, all came simply, but they were far more neat than him.
It's just that the heavens always let themselves be the most despicable villain, and forced this proud woman to survive in the cracks, leaving only the world depressed.
He is not the only one who is sorry for Chu Luoyi, and he has also hurt Qingxue in the slightest.
He became the most ruthless executioner in the world, ruining the happiness of others little by little, but in the end, he had nothing.
I don't know if Qingxue didn't notice his emotions or just ignored it, she didn't open her mouth to comfort him, but walked into the inner room to take care of Ouyang Jingxuan, who was a little awake.
Ouyang Qiancheng stood on the edge of the door frame, watching her carefully wipe the sweat beads on Ouyang Jingxuan's forehead and help him tuck the quilt, he suddenly felt that if she could have a child, she would definitely be a good mother.
Ouyang Qiancheng stood in front of the door and watched for a while, not knowing what to think, then turned around and left, and went directly to the palace in Tianshui, wanting to see Chu Luoyi again.
Although the guards in the palace are strict, but after all, not everyone is Chu Qingcheng, his martial arts are not weak, although it cannot be said that he is in a no-man's land, but he still came to the palace where Chu Luoyi is located.
The door creaked open, and the sunlight shone through the crack in the door and sprinkled on the ground, and the dust floating in the air could be clearly seen.
Ouyang Qiancheng walked in lightly, lifted the crystal bead curtain, walked to the inner room, and saw Chu Luoyi sitting on the edge of the bed, bowing his head to sew something, Beiliuyun on the bed was still sleeping quietly, the sunlight through the window covered him with a layer of golden veil, and on the other side was the shaking bed of the two children, Bei Liuyi bit his pink fist, his big eyes kept drooling, and Bei Liuyan remained silent with a disgusted look.
At this moment, he suddenly felt that time had slowed down, and the years were quiet.
Hearing the footsteps, Chu Luoyi looked up at the person who came, and was slightly stunned when he found that it was Ouyang Qiancheng, and then put the needle and thread in his hand into the dustpan, got up and made a pot of tea: "Sit down." ”
Ouyang Qiancheng nodded and didn't make a sound.
Chu Luoyi also sat opposite him, seeing that he didn't seem to have any intention of speaking, he took the initiative to say, "What are your plans in the future?" ”
Ouyang Qiancheng raised his eyes to look at the still picturesque woman in front of him, he always found it difficult to imagine that she could talk to himself so calmly after something like that, he even thought that maybe she had another plan, but now looking at those dark eyes, calm, peaceful, like a magnificent sea, after washing away the lead, suddenly returned to calm, with a kind of wisdom that is difficult to hide, vicissitudes, but still maintains the clarity of the heart.
At this moment, he finally believed that she really didn't resent herself anymore, but this kind of generosity and tolerance made him feel more and more unable to forgive himself, and he was even more embarrassed.
As if sensing his emotions, Chu Luoyi said softly: "You don't have to blame yourself anymore, the things of the past, you have to be a last resort, although you are at fault, but after all, it is because of love and righteousness, if you don't value family affection, you won't think about avenging your mother's family and helping your father clear up the rebels, so even if you are ruthless and become a villain who has no faith in his words, it is worth forgiving after all." What's more, you have been bumpy for half your life, although you are a nobleman, you have always been in the whirlpool of power, and you have never been better. ”
Ouyang Qiancheng was just silent, not knowing how to speak, but in his heart, he understood that no matter how she excused him, those mistakes were wrongs after all, and no matter what reason you had, those injuries would be irreparable after all.
Chu Luoyi smiled lightly and said: "Actually, you don't know yet, not all the people of the Chu family are dead, many people are still alive, this can be regarded as a rebirth after the catastrophe, I believe that after a hundred years, a new gate valve nobleman was born, so you really don't have to blame yourself." ”
Ouyang Qiancheng was slightly stunned, as if he didn't understand the meaning of Chu Luoyi's words.
Chu Luoyi explained softly the reincarnation array and Ouyang Qingyuan's relationship with the Chu family, Ouyang Qiancheng's eyes were only shocked, and after the shock, there was a kind of relief and gratitude for fate.
It's like a person who thinks he deserves to be sentenced to death, only to be told that he is not guilty of death.
A glimmer of hope rose in Ouyang Qiancheng's eyes, and he asked about some things about the reincarnation array, and his mood was really much lighter.
"Everyone has a destiny, and you can't complain about anyone, so you don't have to blame yourself, but you should plan for your future. Now Beiliuyun can't wake up, and his brother is in charge of the country. It's just that in the end, the people of the world are full of war, mourning is everywhere, and the people are not living, if you are no longer blinded by power, I just hope that you will give the people and soldiers a few years of respite, and then come to fight with your brother or Beiliuyun for this world. Chu Luoyi said softly.
These people, standing at the pinnacle of power, can dominate the life and death of hundreds of people, but they can't change their own fate, they are for self-preservation, for selfish desires, for love and hatred, they can be called grass and human life, but they have to bear the ups and downs and twists and turns of fate, perhaps, this is the meaning of power.
However, now she finally understands that although this is the meaning of power, it is by no means its only meaning, watching the mountains and rivers shattered, the war raging, the fleeing people are separated, their families are destroyed, the people who love each other are separated, yin and yang are separated, and the children are innocent, but they become food on a plate.
This supposedly beautiful scenery has become full of holes and unbearable in the change of power. She finally understood that the meaning of power lies in responsibility, in protection, in sacrifice, and its meaning lies in love for the people and love for mountains and rivers.
Ouyang Qiancheng nodded and didn't speak, in fact, he didn't plan to fight for this country anymore, just like the truth of everything, he was just a picker in the market, what ability did he have to become a real dragon who called for wind and rain?
The two chatted for a while, Ouyang Qiancheng's mood became much better, and before leaving, he also looked at Beiliuyun and the two children, and gave two pieces of fine jasper to the two children.
After Ouyang Qiancheng left, Chu Luoyi couldn't help but say to Bei Liuyun: "If you are still awake, I am afraid that if you see me talking to him for so long, you should jump to your feet angrily, but now it is good, even if I am eye-to-eye with other men, you don't bother to care." ”
Beiliuyun is still not moving, the external injuries on his body have all scabbed, but there has been no sign of waking up, the doctors of the Shenlong Sect are still actively looking for ways to diagnose and treat every day, and time passes quickly day after day.
Half a month later, several generals under Ouyang Qiancheng suddenly led their troops to surrender and personally presented Ouyang Qiancheng's jade seal, saying that they were willing to submit to Dachu and complete the unification of the world for the sake of the great harmony of the world, while Ouyang Qiancheng completely disappeared, and there was no trace to be found.