"Then ...... Now the proposal seems too fast, and the atmosphere is not right, or we ......."

"If you want to be beautiful, I won't marry you even if you propose."

Situ Ling had already planned it, since it was no longer possible with Rambo, why should he keep shelving or even giving up the dream he had since he was a child for the sake of the past that he couldn't go back?

When he proposed to resign and travel around the world, Shen Jiaqi agreed and supported it, and also helped plan and assist in formulating the route.

Soon, two days later, Shen Jiaqi regretted it.

"You're traveling on your own?"

After Shen Jiaqi was depressed for a long time, she finally shook her head and asked, Situ Ling was writing down the important guide he found in his notebook, and replied without raising his head:

"That's right."

Then, Shen Jiaqi stopped talking, and looked at her who was writing aggrievedly.

There was no noise in his ears for a while, and Situ Ling raised his head, "What's wrong with my dear?" ”

"I haven't told you...... Actually, I have a girlfriend ......."

Shen Jiaqi lowered his head, Situ Ling couldn't see his eyes, his voice was fluttering, was he reminiscing? What does he mean when he says he has a girlfriend?

Situ Ling didn't respond, she knew that Shen Jiaqi would give her an explanation, which would let her understand the ins and outs of the matter.

"Two years ago, I went out with a few colleagues and stayed at a Japanese-style guesthouse......

This past can also be reversed forward, rewinded.

In my junior year, the Secret Club, which had grown stronger, organized trips, still climbed mountains, and was still BBQ at night. Shen Jiaqi was in the same room with Chu Chaoyang, lying on the bed listening to Chu Chaoyang's snoring, tossing and turning and just couldn't sleep.

In fact, Amanda suggested changing rooms with him, and she was the only girl with her, and it was also good to change rooms with Shen Jiaqi.

Inexplicably, Shen Jiaqi actually refused, and for this reason, Amanda deliberately gave him roasted meat.

In the middle of summer, the windows were open, and the bright moonlight shone in as the curtains were blown, accompanied by the sound of the flute.

Hearing someone playing the flute outside, Shen Jiaqi walked out.

A girl sat on a bench by the lake, her hair loose over her shoulders and her long white skirt down her calves. The flute sound is long and long, very fresh and pleasant, Shen Jiaqi doesn't know what that piece is called, and she has never heard anyone play the same tune again.

Not long after, another girl came up to her and called her, "Hinata, it's time to sleep." ”

"Hinata" is such a special name.

The girl glanced in the direction of Shen Jiaqi when she left, and seemed to smile, did she know that someone was there? This question has always remained in Shen Jiaqi's heart, and he went to the front desk to ask if there was a girl named Hinata living here, but because the other party was not traveling alone, it was very likely that he did not use his own documents to register. Shen Jiaqi returned disappointed, returned to the room, and fell asleep for a long time. In my dream, I played the flute with the girl named Hinata.

This past incident, stop here, Shen Jiaqi never met that girl again, nor did she mention it to others. It wasn't until later that the new policy was introduced, requiring that the accommodation must be registered with everyone's certificate, Shen Jiaqi sighed in her heart, how good it would be if there was this policy earlier?

Then, two years ago, I went out with my colleagues, and the style of the hotel was much worse, but the scenery outside the hotel was very similar, and Shen Jiaqi couldn't help but think of that girl again.

It was too dark at the time, and I could only see her faint side face, and her long white dress, and I couldn't even remember whether she had feet or not.

- Legend has it that ghosts have no feet.

So, Shen Jiaqi, who was originally in high spirits, was a little melancholy, still thinking about the girl named Hinata who she met two years ago. I don't know if there's a chance to meet her.

It's still BBQ that can't avoid vulgarity, Shen Jiaqi can't complain, a group of people come out to play, is there nothing else to eat for dinner except BBQ?

Absentmindedly helping to prepare, and after making several mistakes, he was finally driven away, and asked him to wait on the side to eat, for this arrangement, Shen Jiaqi was extremely happy.

"Look, there's fireworks!"

When a girl who was interested in him brought him the grilled meat skewers again, she suddenly screamed in surprise, causing several other people to get excited too.

Leaning on the guardrail, Shen Jiaqi was also in a better mood when she saw these beautiful fireworks, and the moment the fireworks went out, her mood was also gloomy. He remembered a song. The female monologue tells a story, and the lyrics express the mood of the boys.

Shen Jiaqi likes that female monologue very much, although it is Cantonese, it sounds a little difficult, some simple words narrate the story, and also lightly explain her views on this dewy marriage. There is a sequel to this song, but I didn't listen to it after reading the lyrics. I silently read the monologue, but I couldn't read that happy state of mind. If he encounters such a thing, how can he be willing to let it be like fireworks, "the smoke will drift away, and the fire will be extinguished"?

"The first time I came to Beijing to play,

Chong wants to be alone,

And I only know that I speak authentic Hong Kong people and fruit D without meaning and Chinese

I'm pretty bold

Beijing is a place that is not detailed

But I met a boy several times

Once, he actually went to introduce Tim to himself

Dead, I'm ignorant that I should talk about D's good

It turned out that it was from Taiwan

He thought I was a local

I praise me for being more beautiful than the local girls

So I came to fruition for a week's trip

It's just the same boy and Mi together

Let's look at the scenery of our motherland on the Great Wall

My land is so intoxicating

Everyone seems to have forgotten the scenery of Hong Kong's Taiping Shan and Taiwan's Alishan

There is no longer a barrier between us and the earth

But a week passed quickly

He spoke to me

I am a wisp of smoke and you are a fire

A wisp of smoke was created by a fire because of me

But

I can only answer him

When the fireworks burn to the reddest last

The smoke will drift away and the fire will be extinguished

And neither of them belong in the same place anymore."

When Shen Jiaqi recited this monologue in a low voice, the girl next to her shook her head again and again, "This song is very good, but it is sad." Fireworks, not necessarily ......" The girl may want to say that it may not be synonymous with sadness.

Shen Jiaqi smiled clearly, and the quiet expression on her face was rarely seen: "Perhaps, the description of fireworks and fireworks rarely praises the beauty of the gorgeous moment, most of them are fleeting, like epiphany, used to describe the short-lived." ”

The girl looked at him stunned, not knowing whether she was attracted by his suddenly quiet temperament or thinking about that sentence, after thinking for a while, the girl said: "Fireworks are short-lived, but after all, they are beautiful, right?" ”

Shen Jiaqi nodded.

This girl is really good, if not later...... Maybe Shen Jiaqi will be with her.

When I was about to go back to the hotel, I was stopped, and I found an excuse and was exposed as lying, Shen Jiaqi sneered, didn't say anything, ignored everyone's retention, and went back to the hotel by herself.

The mood that was already low was even worse because of the fleeting fireworks. I miss the girl I met two years ago more and more, knowing that the chances of meeting again are slim.

said that he was going back to the hotel, and when he walked to a place where there was no one, Shen Jiaqi's footsteps stopped, looked at the place where the fireworks disappeared, and sang the song in his heart:

"Always careless again and again

Step into the forest of sorrow

Thought it was a sleeping romance

He woke up in the middle of the night

Always thinking of you unconsciously

Panicked eyes

Even if the back has gone away

Still leaning into my arms

Alone

Walk the streets of the Shadow Raiders

Forgot what I was looking for

Wait for tomorrow or go back

Always after the loss

I just want to have it again

If only time could be turned back

The fireworks in the night sky

Reflected in your heart

Whether it touches the dusty memory

Always after parting

I want to go back again

No matter how lonely it is to wait again

The fireworks in the night sky

Reflected in the bottom of my heart

It's endless."

After singing, tears dripped from me. Repeating the last sentence, "It's always after parting, I want to look back, no matter how lonely I wait again, the fireworks in the night sky, reflected in my heart, are endless and eternal." Wouldn't it be even more miserable that he didn't even have a chance to wait again?

At that time, Chu Chaoyang had already broken up with Amanda, and he didn't know the reason for the breakup. Thinking that he hadn't even given away his first love for so many years, he couldn't help but sigh again and again.