Chapter 9: The mind is decided

The next day, I got up early, not because I remembered early, but the nightmare continued, as soon as I fell asleep, I would inevitably dream of that damn woman, I was about to be tortured by her and go crazy, this night, wake up and sleep, sleep and wake up, there is no time for peace.

I got up and looked out the window, the weather was very good, the sun was abundant, I liked this kind of weather, I almost forgot that there was sunshine for a short time in the ice city, I must have a good sunshine today.

"Zhongyi, why is your face so bad, are you not feeling well?" Mai Lao asked as he lay on the bed, looking at me.

I casually said, "Is there one?" Maybe I didn't sleep well last night. ”

"Nightmares haunt you all night, right?" Chang Shan's words came suddenly, startling me, now he is really elusive, at first Mai was like this, and now it has been replaced by him, I am really convinced, is there no one who is a normal person?

"Brother Changshan, you seem to like to watch me sleep? You know even my nightmares. I replied to him angrily, I had always admired him before, but these two times, he made me a little disgusted, but I am still very grateful to him, after all, he saved my life, if it wasn't for his help, I would probably have died at the hands of the snow demon.

Chang Shan regained his smile and said, "Don't get me wrong, Zhongyi, I don't mean anything else, I just want to tell you that there are some things that you can't care about, the more you care, the more he will appear in your mind, on the contrary, if you don't care, maybe you will gradually forget it." ”

I looked at him, a little overwhelmed, but what he said made some sense, because I was disturbed by nightmares, I was under a lot of mental pressure, and I was always thinking about it, if I relaxed my mind, would it be better? The more I think about it, the more confusing it becomes.

"Don't think about it, it'll be fine." Chang Shan said with a smile.

At this time, I heard someone knocking on the door, it was Lao Wu who informed us to go to the restaurant to eat in half an hour, and after calling everyone else up, we simply washed up, and we walked to the restaurant.

Jenny and Li Xin, as well as Martin Lao Shui, they are already here, breakfast is still Western food, omelette, bread and ham, we can still eat these things at sea, it is already very good, Martin's boat, there is a big crisper, so we can always eat something fresh, this is absolutely nothing on Jenny's boat, Jenny's fishing boat, every day except canned food, there is nothing else.

Everyone said hello to each other and sat down, I sat down next to Li Xin, and then asked in her ear, "How was Jenny last night?" Did you say anything? "I spoke in such a small voice that I could barely hear myself.

Li Xin replied to me quietly, "No, after I went back, she fell asleep." She said as she ate, without even looking at me, pretending to be like that.

"Didn't you ask her why she left?" I lowered my head to eat and glanced at the others, most of them were eating their own food, only the big man and the steamed bun were chatting, but they were all talking about useless things, Jenny's face was very flat, and I couldn't see that she had any thoughts.

"I asked, but she didn't answer me at all." Li Xin replied helplessly.

At this time, I heard Jenny suddenly say, "I thought about it all night last night, and finally decided to leave, I really don't want to continue, I hope everyone can understand me, I will pay double your salary." ”

"Jenny, do you think we're just going to let you go for the sake of wages? It's kind of too heartbreaking for you to do this, isn't it? Isn't it just to be able to unlock the secret of this nautical chart as soon as possible, and now you can just go, what do you mean? Mantou put down the fork in his hand and said angrily.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I've already decided, you can hate me, I don't want to waste any more time." Jenny said something that made people scratch their heads, what is a waste of time, does it mean that her goal has been achieved?

"Jenny, I'm still the same, I won't let you go, you won't get the lifeboat without my order." Martin stopped, looked at her sideways and said, it was that kind of domineering tone, not allowing others to refute, Martin at this moment, let me feel a trace of the captain's majesty.

"Just your men? Do you think they can stop me? If I want to go, I can do so at any time. Jenny looked at him directly and said coldly.

The corners of Martin's mouth curled into a smile, "Okay, then you can try, I know you're good, but don't forget, I have a gun." He stretched out his right hand and used three fingers to pose as a gun.

"How dare you threaten me? Martin, you're not the same as you used to be. Jenny looked at her coldly and said with something in her words.

"Miss Jenny, the captain won't hurt you, he just doesn't want you to go, and I ask you to stay, we are not only partners, but also friends." If he didn't speak, I thought he would be dumb.

"Jenny, I won't hurt you, we finally got together, how can I let you leave me?" Martin said something very sensual that in the eyes of outsiders, he may be a very affectionate man, but in my opinion, this is not the case at all.

"Oh? So, you wanted me to stay because you were with me. Jenny asked him rhetorically.

Martin's face changed a little, but he still said strongly, "That's right, I want to be with you, and I won't let you leave my side again." ”

Jenny burst out laughing, the kind of self-deprecating smile, "Really? Well, if you really want to be with me, then we will go back together, I promise you, as long as you go back with me, I will always be by your side, how about it? ”

"No" I was about to shout the word 'no', but I immediately stopped, I realized that I was doing this recklessly, I wanted to stop Jenny from staying with him in this way, but at the same time I also understood that I had no right to do so, I was not one of hers, and I was not qualified to participate in the affairs between the two of them.

When I first shouted this word, all eyes were on me, which made me very embarrassed, and Martin asked me more directly, "Mr. Kim, do you have anything to say?" ”

I pouted, shrugged my shoulders and said, "Not yet, you go ahead, I just want to sneeze." ”

"Answer me, yes or no." Jenny didn't look at me, but at Martin.

Martin turned to look at her and said, "Jenny, I really wanted to be with you, but you know me, I've always wanted to find the wreck, right now"

"Okay, you don't need to say more, I know what you have to say, since that's the case, then what else is there to say, you're just for yourself, it has nothing to do with me, you want to find a wreck, I won't stop you, I hope you don't stop me." Jenny spoke in a heavy tone, as if she was a little angry.

"It's over, it looks like we're really going to break up." The big man tilted his head and said with his eyelids drooping.

Mai Lao gave me a look at this time, meaning that I should hurry up, and I also knew that I couldn't go on like this, so I stood up and said, "Jenny, you come out with me." ”

"What? If you have anything to say, let's say it here. Jenny said coldly, just like the attitude towards me yesterday.

I pulled out my chair and walked to the door and said, "No nonsense, I'll wait for you on the deck, you can do it yourself if you don't come." I deliberately put this sentence down and immediately walked out of the restaurant.

I came to the deck, leaning against the railing and looking at the sky, the sea breeze was a little strong today, but it was cloudless, the temperature was just right, I was only half sure that Jenny would come out to see me, this was also a gamble, if she had made up her mind, she would not come out, and no one could stop anyone who really wanted to leave.

A minute later, Jenny came out of the cabin, came up to me, and said casually, "Say whatever you want, I don't want to waste any more time." ”

I took out my cigarette and lit it, took two deep breaths, then turned to look at the sea in front of me and said, "Jenny, if you really left, would your heart be at peace?" Will you be willing? Is that the result you want? ”

"Why do you ask me? Don't you have something to tell me? Say, I'll listen. Jenny had a cold face, even colder than Li Xin.

"You answer me." I said without hurry, since she has come out, I am not in a hurry.

"I don't want to answer, are you okay? It's okay, I'll go back. ”

Jenny was so anxious that she was about to leave, so I grabbed her wrist, looked her in the eye and said, "Don't go, I have something to tell you." ”

She looked at me, and suddenly her cold face melted a little, she nodded, and walked up to me, "Say it, Zhongyi, what exactly do you want to tell me?" ”

"Jenny, I know why you're leaving, not because you're afraid, it's because of something else, right?" I'm still calm, nothing is going to happen, and I hope she'll tell me the truth.

"No, that's the reason, so if you want to persuade me again, you don't have to waste your tongue." She directly sealed the words.

I threw away the cigarette butt and looked at her with raised eyebrows and said, "Hehe, you can't fool me, the reason why you are leaving should have something to do with the corpses of the two Chinese men on the iceboat, am I right?" ”

Jenny was very calm this time, she didn't react at all, her face didn't change, she was calm and scary, this looked like she had prepared in advance, but the more calm she was, the more self-defeating it became, because the attitude she showed was obviously too calm.

"No, what does it have to do with that corpse, I really want to go back, I'm homesick, and I don't want to toss like this anymore." She said softly, looking like her face was not red and her heart was not beating.

"Why can't you tell me the truth? Am I so untrustworthy in your heart? "I had a lot of emotional play, and I wanted to see if Jenny would treat me as a friend.

"I'm telling the truth, I really want to go back, there's no need to stay." She said with a gloomy look in her eyes.