Chapter Ninety-Nine: It's You Who Refuse to Accept Me
"Hey, Mingxia? Is that you? Meng Zhao was a little confused on the phone, but he was still waiting patiently. After Mingxia heard his voice, she felt that her temples were jumping suddenly, and her eyes hurt from something.
However, she still forcibly suppressed the anger that was about to erupt in her heart, and after a few seconds, she calmly asked, "Are you home?" ”
"At home, where are you?"
Ming Xia avoided answering, and asked again: "You haven't turned on the phone all the time, are you sleeping?" ”
"Oh, just woke up for a while, it's so tiring this time."
Ming Xia suddenly wanted to burst into foul language, and asked Meng Zhao, "Is it because you're busy engaging with women?" Still, her sanity prevailed.
She exhaled deeply, and then, without any emotion in her voice, she asked, "Meng Zhao, why are you with Ting'er, the reason I hope you can tell me quickly." ”
There was suddenly no sound on the earpiece, and after a long time, Meng Zhao spoke again: "Mingxia, I'...... Well, that's ......"
Listening to Meng Zhao's hesitant and hesitant tone, Ming Xia understood everything. She interrupted Meng Zhao's words, and said in a cold voice: "Okay, don't explain, and besides, there is no need to explain. That's it, hang up! ”
Ming Xia wanted to pretend to be indifferent, and she also wanted to hang up the phone directly arrogantly, but in her heart, she wanted Meng Zhao to give her an explanation.
And Meng Zhao shouted very eagerly on the other end of the phone: "Mingxia, don't hang up, listen to me!" ”
Ming Xia's finger was on the screen of the phone, but he didn't hang up the phone in the end.
And Meng Zhao had already said quickly: "Ming Xia, it's like this. I've been very busy lately, and I have to rotate every day, so ...... It's quite tiring. ”
He stopped, as if he wanted to wait for Ming Xia to say a few words of concern to him and ease the tension between them. However, Ming Xia didn't say a word, just quietly waited for his next step.
Meng Zhao had no choice but to reluctantly continue: "Shiting, she recently had a conflict with a classmate at school, and she was very depressed, so she came to me, and I will untie her." Also, I've been quite tired lately, so she's ...... Just, well, sometimes make me a meal......" Meng Zhao suddenly stopped and said no more.
Ming Xia listened to Meng Zhao's description in her ears, and a picture of a gentle wife taking care of her tired husband appeared in front of her eyes. Her heart couldn't help but be blocked for a while, which was very unpleasant, so she blurted out: "Then, she will stay to take care of you, and then, she will live with you, and then, you will be happy with each other." That's the truth, right? ”
Meng Zhao was suddenly stammered by the question, and he didn't say anything for a moment.
After Meng Zhao's brief pause in Ming Xia, she knew everything. She was so angry that her voice trembled, and she shouted at her phone: "Meng Zhao, you bastard!" In front of me, you pretend to be extremely sincere every time, and I am about to believe that you are serious. I didn't expect you to be so mean, shameless, and playing with girls' feelings! You liar, you die, never appear in front of me again! ”
Before Mingxia hung up the phone, Meng Zhao's equally high-pitched voice had already come from there: "Mingxia, I never wanted to play with your feelings, let alone deceive you. It's you who have always refused to accept my feelings! It's you, you've never been lukewarm to me, and you don't care about me!
Love is a matter of both parties, I have insisted on it for so long, I hope you can come to my side, be with me, and we will struggle together. But every time I asked you to come to Guangzhou, you always refused lightly. Do you know how ecstatic I will be if you just say that you like me and that you will strive to arrive in Guangzhou as soon as possible, and I will be so ecstatic and firm in my determination to wait for you.
But you've always been so tepid. On weekdays, if I don't call you, you won't take the initiative to call me or send me a text message. Is it so hard for you to make a phone call or send a text message?
I work hard day and night in the company, not because I want to quickly accumulate business experience, start my own company as soon as possible, and then proudly welcome you to my side. For the sake of business, I often have to drink and socialize with customers, and I get so drunk that I can't wake up. But did you give me a call and be concerned about me? ”
Ming Xia was stunned by Meng Zhao's impassioned condemnation, and she was stunned and didn't know how to argue. Meng Zhao said so much in one breath, and seeing that Ming Xia was still silent, he paused, lowered his voice, and said, "You don't know, when your stomach is burned by wine and you don't want to move, it is a heartwarming thing to have someone by your side to take care of you. A bowl of hangover soup, a sweet and cool fruit, will make the stomach very comfortable.
How I wish you could be by my side, helping me to drink soup and peel fruit for me; I wish you were there for me when I needed you the most, even if you just said something that stimulated me, and your face still made me cry and laugh, I would feel very relieved, because then I would still feel hopeful.
But you never gave me any hope, you never really cared about me. And men also need to be cared for and loved by women. ”
When Meng Zhao said this, he stopped abruptly and did not continue. And Ming Xia knew that what Meng Zhao didn't say was that when he was physically and mentally exhausted, it was Ting'er who took care of him with care and meticulousness......
Ming Xia was defeated all at once. Was it Meng Zhao? Was Dai Shiting? Or, she was defeated by herself. However, she knew that one thing was already clear, there would be nothing between her and Meng Zhao. This boy, who has been pestering her intermittently for three or four years, will completely walk out of her world from now on.
Ming Xia pursed her mouth tightly, reluctant? She has a sore nose and wants to cry! Regret it? She had mixed feelings in her heart, and her heart was surging. Angry? She clenched her fists and tried to swing them in front of her eyes. She should be angry! Isn't it? If he has the quality of being steadfast in love, how can he let go of his feelings so easily once he has difficulties?
At the end of the day, he was never a strong-willed, love-minded boy. He's just a boy who will find an excuse to retreat from the love front at any time. People like him, she can't look down on them next summer! She won't be sad because of him! She won't give up those majestic trees because of his green grass! Although at the moment she has rejected a big tree - Zhao Yancheng.
Thinking of this, Ming Xia tried her best to restrain her complicated feelings, and tried her best to smile in her usual hearty voice, and said, "No problem!" You have the freedom to find happiness. Looks like I'm going to congratulate you! Then I wish you happiness and joy! Good bye! After speaking, Ming Xia hung up the phone as if venting her anger, but a sadness suddenly rose in her heart!
Is that the end of it? Will she have a day of frustration and sadness next summer? Her heart swelled with pain, and her lips were bitten out of her teeth. In the end, she shook her head vigorously, held back the tears that almost gushed out, and with a wave of her hand, she slammed the mobile phone in her hand on the bed. This kind of mood is so much, too much, so unpleasant!
Mingxia told herself that it was not a big deal. Didn't people say it, "If a man is reliable, the sow will go up the tree", not to mention, it is still a bad boy like Meng Zhao who is born with a romantic nature. She was lucky not to get on his thief ship, otherwise, she wouldn't know where to cry now!
However, although Ming Xia was calm and self-affirming that she was able to hold her position in the past and not be broken by Meng Zhao's sweet words, the loss in her heart was getting heavier and heavier, and she was depressed for a long time.
So she took the GMAT with a ruthless heart, and then applied to study abroad. When everything was done, she flew to Germany and began her graduate life.
In this way, Mingxia had to face many unsuitable and unpleasant things alone. Especially during the period when she started working after graduation, she often felt very lonely.
Although she also has some foreign friends, everyone will chat, drink, and eat together on weekdays, but an inexplicable loneliness in her heart always lingers in her heart, which makes her miss her old days in China even more.
And in this kind of feeling, Ming Xia began to understand the feeling that Meng Zhao said at the beginning, when people are lonely and helpless, they really need comfort, care and dependence. Perhaps, only those who have extraordinary perseverance can be extremely strong in their hearts at all times and face the difficult life calmly.
Helpless, whether it is Meng Zhao or herself, in fact, everyone is an ordinary person, they all have normal emotional needs, and when they are weak and powerless, they all yearn for someone around them to give them strength and support. So, gradually, the resentment against Meng Zhao in Ming Xia's heart faded little by little.
Tonight, when he heard Mouran mention Meng Zhao and Dai Shiting, Ming Xia's heart couldn't be calm. She didn't know what kind of mood she would feel if she faced Meng Zhao again? I wonder if she will still have a faint nostalgia? She didn't know how Meng Zhao was doing now? Has he started his own business, as he had planned?
Ming Xia found that when she thought of Meng Zhaolai again, her heart seemed to have become much softer. I don't know if it's because her heart has been smoothed down a lot in the past few years abroad, and she is now very kind to people and things in China.