329 Knowing Death
Yang Hua originally thought that his mother was talking about playing. Unexpectedly, after dinner, Lu Haotian knocked on their door.
"Haotian, are you here?"
Bai Yixue's enthusiastic attitude is just like that of a newlywed. Yang Hua looked at it attentively, and after a moment of discomfort on Lu Haotian's face, he trembled slightly and changed to a smiling face.
All this, for Yang Hua, is incredible. Overnight, really, everything happened overnight. Bai Yixue's attitude Yang Hua can still understand that she has mental illness. And Lu Haotian is different, such an attitude makes Yang Hua feel very unacceptable. If this is really good for Bai Yixue, perhaps, nothing, but if this makes Bai Yixue's situation worse, then what should I do?
"Sister, are you going with him?"
Yang Hua finally couldn't stop asking.
Yang Hua didn't want to know what kind of mentality Lu Haotian was in, but Bai Yixue was his sister, as long as he had that ability, he should protect him well.
"Yang Hua, is there any problem?"
Bai Yixue grabbed Lu Haotian's wrist and prepared to leave.
"Of course there is a problem, sister, all this ......"
"It's all over, Yang Hua, go back in a while, take a good rest, my sister is very happy, I have you as a younger brother!"
Bai Yixue's normal can't be normal anymore.
At this time, even Bai Manwen didn't know what Bai Yixue was doing. However, after Bai Yixue said goodbye to the people in the family, she really left with Lu Haotian.
Yipin Garden Villa, Lu Haotian ordered someone to clean it up, as before, it was Bai Yixue who was most familiar with.
When he walked into the living room on the second floor, Lu Haotian finally couldn't help but want to say something. In the past, he could accept to accompany Bai Yixue for a while, but he couldn't sleep in the same bed with Bai Yixue.
"Shhhh Count me in begging you! ”
Before Lu Haotian could say anything, Bai Yixue had already spoken first.
Lu Haotian nodded helplessly, listening to Bai Yixue's words.
"Three years, more than three whole years, our marriage, our house. They all thought that I was mentally ill right now. Actually, no, I just didn't dare to face it and wanted to choose a way to escape. I'm sorry Haotian, whether it's true or not, I have exhausted my youth and sincerely guarded your side. Time can always change something. I don't want to let go like that, now, I just want to live here well, maybe, you won't get used to it, but it's okay, I sleep on the sofa, you sleep in the bedroom, is that okay? ”
Bai Yixue looked at Lu Haotian, with a wry smile on her face.
"I'll sleep on the couch!"
After a while, Lu Haotian said lightly.
Bai Yixue didn't refuse, just nodded slightly.
That night, Bai Yixue helped Lu Haotian make a simple bed on the sofa, so that Lu Haotian could sleep there comfortably!
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United States.
Su Yingmei took Nini and Yang Baichuan together and settled in the United States.
"I want to see her."
Yang Baichuan was a little eager to see Shen Feng. He heard that because of those treatments, all of Shen Feng's hair had fallen out. People are also thin, after all, the oil is exhausted, and there is nothing to look at.
"In a while, a car will come to pick us up, wait a minute!"
Su Yingmei could understand Yang Baichuan's mood at this time. looked at Yang Baichuan and Shen Feng, and looked at the regret between them. Su Yingmei couldn't help but think of her mother and father.
The same is the one who missed.
Su Yingmei also hugged that kind of sorry feeling.
When Su Yingmei, Nini, and Yang Baichuan didn't have time to get jet lag, they went directly to the hospital to visit Catherine.
"How's Catherine doing?"
Ning Qilan came to pick up Su Yingmei in person, and at the same time, he also saw Yang Baichuan.
At first glance, Su Yingmei saw some sadness on Ning Qilan's face. I couldn't help but ask.
"It's bad."
After saying three words, Ning Qilan never spoke again.
I remember that when Su Yingmei and Lu Haotian went to see Catherine together. This is just a few dozen days, and Catherine actually ......
"Is it because of the hard work?" Su Yingmei couldn't help it, and felt a little self-blamed. Didn't the doctor say that Catherine's condition would be a few months long, and a year or two long? But why, in the end, Catherine could only survive for just a few months on drugs, and was directly given an ultimatum?
"For a variety of reasons, including resistance to medications, the cancer in Catherine's body has spread severely, and the doctor said it was Catherine's last few days in the hospital."
“……”
Su Yingmei couldn't say anything, and on the other hand, Nini asked Ning Qilan in English if Catherine would be okay? Ning Qilan also replied in English that Catherine was fine, but she would soon go to a far, far away place.
Su Yingmei was in a daze all the time, even Yang Baichuan beside her. Yang Baichuan couldn't believe that Shen Feng had already died in the world. Perhaps in Yang Baichuan's heart, Shen Feng will always be what he was when he was young and beautiful. Or the graceful look he had when he saw her again.
Yang Baichuan didn't dare to imagine what Shen Feng looked like when he lost his hair. She must be sad, remember, she is still a person who cares a lot about her appearance.
At the door of the general ward, several people looked through the window on the door of the ward. Shen Feng was awake, on her hospital bed, there was a computer desk, as if she was doing something.
"It's all like this, what are you busy doing?"
Su Yingmei looked at Ning Qilan behind her worriedly.
"It's a will, she branched out from the people around her, saying that she still wanted to write something. It should be a will. ”
Ning Qilan's eyes were fixed on Catherine wearing a hat in the ward.
"Can I go in?"
Behind him, Yang Baichuan said a little sluggishly.
Ning Qilan opened the door: "Please." ”
Yang Baichuan walked in step by step. Listening to the footsteps, Shen Feng gradually turned around.
"Shen Feng ......"
When Yang Baichuan saw Shen Feng with a haggard face, he felt a pain in his heart.
However, when Shen Feng heard this voice that was extremely familiar in his thoughts, he felt the same in his heart.
"Baichuan, is that you?"
Shen Feng's voice was weak and powerless.
"It's me, it's me."
Yang Baichuan stepped forward in a few steps and walked to the edge of Shen Feng's bed, he looked at Shen Feng's haggard appearance, and his heart was extremely distressed. After so many years, I didn't expect that Shen Feng would leave first.
A thousand words, the two of them couldn't find their heads for a while, and they didn't know where to start.
"Catherine, how are you?"
Behind him, Su Yingmei, Nini, and Ning Qilan also came in.
Su Yingmei asked softly, Catherine turned her head, nodded slightly, and said, "It's all here, and I don't have anything to worry about." Nini, come, Catherine here. ”
Originally, she was already weak and had no energy. However, after the critical illness notice reached Ning Qilan's hands. Catherine insisted that she didn't need to spend a few more days or a dozen days in a calming way like falling asleep. She would rather spend more than ten days of her life asleep in exchange for these last few days of sobriety!
So, the doctor gave Catherine medicine to keep her in good spirits during the last few days!
However, she no longer needed any treatment other than drugs for her high spirits, as well as painkillers.
When she went to pick up Su Yingmei to the hospital, Ning Qilan had already gone through the discharge procedures according to Catherine's requirements. In a moment, she will be able to be discharged from the hospital.
Death, for Catherine, was not terrible. What she was afraid of was that when she died, only Ning Qilan was alone with her. Therefore, that night, she mustered up the greatest courage and told Yang Baichuan that this was the person she wanted to see the most besides Su Yingmei.
"Catherine, you seem to be much better."
Nini walked up to Catherine's side, yes, much better.
Su Yingmei looked at it and understood the reason. The moment he lowered his head, a tear slipped quietly. Catherine will eventually die, she has a brilliant life, and even in these last days, she chooses to live with dignity.
"I have completed the discharge procedures, and the house has been cleaned up. The assistant has taken the discharge notice and the medication needed. The helicopter is also refueled, Catherine, when do you want to leave? ”
Ning Qilan stood at the end of the bed and asked softly.
"Let's go, I really don't want to stay in the hospital anymore. Go home, how nice it is to go home! ”
France.
A traditional medieval castle that stands proudly on its own.
"This is your home in France?"
Walking down from the plane, Yang Baichuan helped Shen Feng's hand. She stood weakly in the breeze, and the silk scarf around her neck was blown over. It seemed that Catherine's whole person was very weak.
"yes, I've lived there for almost half my life. Let's go, don't you want to take a look? ”
Su Yingmei and Ning Qilan were both behind Shen Feng, and Nini walked beside Shen Feng. It should have been a good time together, although life in the hospital was not very good, but it was better than leaving so soon!
However, no one could keep it.
"Let's go, I'll take you to rest for a while! Tired, right? ”
Shen Feng and Yang Baichuan in Su Yingmei's eyes are not like a pair of lovers who have been separated for many years. It's more like a pair of people who have supported them all their lives. There is no embarrassment, everything seems very easy-going.
"I'm not tired, where else can I be tired, I haven't moved!"
"Then it's time to rest."
Yang Baichuan said softly.
"Okay, go back and rest."
Shen Feng said obediently. In this country, there is no Yang Baichuan's wife, and there is no Bai Manwen. So, don't think about anything, and don't want to worry about any gossip.
"With so many of you with me, even if I die now, I'm happy!" Shen Feng had just been placed on the bed, she turned her head, looked at everyone, and said with joy in her heart.
I once wondered if she would be very desolate when she died, when she died? Now it seems that it will not be, at least, there are still so many people by her side.
"What stupid words are you talking about, don't say the word 'death', it's unlucky!"
Yang Baichuan suddenly thought about these things. Yes, unlucky. However, in fact, Shen Feng only had this little time left. Maybe it's tomorrow, maybe it's tonight, in short, maybe at some point, she'll really leave completely. This feeling makes people feel very sad. If you know that you want to leave, it is always inevitable to be a little more sad.
"Catherine is not taboo about these things, she is happy to see so many people around her."
Su Yingmei explained to Yang Baichuan.