Chapter 156 Loving the Wrong Man

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used to love him so deeply, but he was hurt all over his body, the man he really loved in his life was Bai Tingyu, and it was the first time he really opened his heart, opened his arms, and opened everything.

I remember the first time, looking at the red falling on the sheets, I was excited, satisfied, and joyful, because I entrusted myself from body to soul to the man I loved the most, so I didn't cry at that moment, even if I cried, I cried with a smile.

But who would have thought that in just three months, he would be ruthlessly hurt to the bone marrow, looking at his nostalgic eyes, looking at his resolute back, he was not like a dead heart, but to the point where he couldn't breathe.

"Xin'er, for the sake of the baby in the womb, don't think about those unhappy things, mother and son are connected, the mother is unhappy, the baby will be unhappy, you don't want the baby to be born with a twisted face, right?" After parking the car, Li Xiaowan reached out to hold Qi Xin'er's hand and comforted.

"Xiaowan, I understand all this, I will try my best to restrain my emotions, I don't want my baby to be sad all day long." Xiaowan said very correctly, for the sake of the child in her belly, she should also learn to get out of the shadow in her heart.

Life is all about looking forward, even if you encounter a big setback, don't be discouraged, you should also face the newborn sunrise and continue to move forward.

Unless you don't exist in this world, what has happened or is no longer there, but do you have the courage to end your life?

Every life is an individual born from a mother who has gone through the pain of ten months of pregnancy, if you want to give up your life easily, can you be worthy of the person who gave birth to you and raised you?

Everyone has concerns, if you insist on saying that you are in this world, there is no one to worry about yourself, then at least you can worry about yourself, you can cheer up, be a person of courage, maybe you will be greeted by a different kind of idle life from the past.

It's easy to die, but do you think it's worth it? Have you seen enough of the myriad forms of the world? Have you had enough of the food around you? Did you enjoy a good time? Have you traveled all the time?

There is always a point, it is something that will make you feel regretful, since the regretful things have not been resolved, then don't easily think of suicide, life until the moment of death, if you say that you have no regrets, then you live a worthwhile life.

Everyone experiences good times and bad times, and when you are in good times, you may not think that you still have bad times; When you are smooth sailing, you can proudly tell others that you have never experienced any storms and setbacks in your life until now.

But the world is unpredictable, no one can predict their future, when you are experiencing the wind and waves, you must meet the wind and waves to bring you harm, the wind and waves will always pass, it quietly comes to you, in addition to having a certain blow to you, but also let you face yourself again, grow up again.

While you complain and resent, you also need to think about the optimistic side.

If you stand still and let the wind and waves crash on; If it eats your soul and corrodes your heart, then you are basically a waste.

Getting by is not our way of life, life in the world, we should always pursue some dreams.

At this moment, you are struck; In the next moment, maybe you will stand up through your own efforts, and live a delicious and wonderful life.

You may think that this is a kind of self-comfort, but self-comfort is better than negative growth!

It's like if you buy a lottery ticket, at least you still have a glimmer of fantasy and hope, no matter how unrealistic and unattainable it is, then at least you have dreamed of what you will do with it if you win five million one day.

That kind of dream is a bit whimsical and self-deceptive, but you have been satisfied in your heart, and you have a little hope in your heart, and that is a good thing.

But you can't blindly fantasize, or should be down-to-earth to do things, after all, the lottery is illusory, no one can predict things.

In your spare time, you can dream about it, whether it's a daydream or not.

After sunset and dusk, life is at the right time.

Negative thinking will not solve any problems, only positive can be faced.

Failure and setbacks are not terrible, what is terrible is that you will be stuck in the abyss of failures and setbacks from now on.

"Lisa, I'm back, not far from you." An unfamiliar phone call, a deep voice, appeared in Lisa's phone, ringing in the earpiece.

Lisa's hand holding the phone trembled unconsciously, which was the last thing she wanted to face.

She thought that when they separated before, the two had already said that from now on, they would not interfere with each other and would not owe each other, and the person at that time also solemnly swore an oath, who knew that he would regret it again, maybe he couldn't let her go, but she regarded him as a pug at all, and he came and went as soon as he was called.

When he was by her side at that time, he was almost undignified, he was not afraid of going up and down the mountain of fire for her, as long as she was willing to follow him, he was obsessed with every inch of her skin and every word she said.

Unknowingly, he loved her to the point of losing himself.

He had lost a lot for her, a loss she had never thought about.

"Didn't you say yes at the beginning, we will go our separate ways from now on?" Lisa's tone was very unhappy, if he really appeared in City A, then something unforeseen would inevitably happen between her and Feng Lingkite.

"We said okay, Lisa, can you understand that I love you to the point of madness? Since you left, I found that my whole person is about to go crazy, borrowing wine every day to drown my sorrows, I have lost the route of my life at all, and I am alive and boundless, what is the difference between the dead, Lisa, I have inquired, he did not accept you, but gradually disgusted with you, since he does not cherish you, why do you continue to wronged yourself, you will obey my wishes, with Qi'er, we will fly away together, to live a peaceful and quiet life. He said anxiously with a pleading voice.

"I think you still don't understand me, I've never loved you, why do you want to forget me, you still want to find your own happy life, what I need most now is not your love, can you understand?" Lisa wanted to get rid of him completely, and even started to kill in her heart, that was the person who had saved her life, but she didn't care about anything in order to regain the heart of the wind and kite.

At the cost of blood on his hands, he also had to get what he wanted.

"I understand, but I need you, you should be a poor beggar on the side of the road, I swear, as long as you agree to return to my arms, even if you have only him in your heart forever, I will not care, I will be doubly good to you." It was almost a sobbing sound, and I thought of how much courage it took for a big man to whisper and beg a woman to return to his arms.

"I know all of this, but don't you think you're stalking if you continue like this? This kind of you will only make me more and more disgusted, this is not the ending you want, right? "It seems that he is obsessed with himself, and if he can do a third of his emotions for himself, he will be satisfied.

Unexpectedly, he changed his face, although he was more charming and moving than before, but it made the kite farther and farther away from him.

People are getting farther and farther away, let alone hearts.

Every time I want to find an excuse to see the Zheng, the Zheng prevaricates for various reasons, and I use Qi'er and Fengyan as shields several times, but the Zheng doesn't buy it.

I was already anxious, and I didn't think that he would appear again, which is not obvious that his good deeds will be ruined.

"I don't care, I don't care about anything, the only thing I care about is you." There was a slight anger in his voice, but it disappeared in an instant, and he could not show the slightest dissatisfaction in front of her, so that she would refute him, leave him at all costs, and even take his life.

Lisa didn't know, he didn't know that he knew that she would kill him for the sake of the kite, he didn't care about his own life, he only cared if she could return to his side.

Of course, he wouldn't let someone else end his life so quickly before he could get her back.

He is not a master to be messed with, and ordinary people can't help him.

"Since you are so stubborn, then make an appointment, aren't you just obsessed with my body, I'll give it to you, but I hope that from now on, you will disappear in front of me forever, how about it, can you accept this deal?" Lisa felt sick at the thought of his defiled body, but she had to do it, she wasn't a natural murderer, and she wouldn't take extreme actions until she had to.

I hope he can listen to his opinion, otherwise he will really be ruthless and do something unwilling.

"Lisa, please don't think of me so dirty, can't you feel my love for you? I can do anything for you. He continued to plead.

And he is Luo Kun, who has always been guarding Lisa's side, since Lisa went abroad, he has been by her side every inch, trying to make her happy every day, and often doing things that he doesn't want to do against his wishes.

For example, go and get about the kite's recent daily activities or all the topics related to the kite.

Luo Kun knew that this was what Lisa wanted to know the most, he could satisfy all her preferences, and every time he saw Lisa staring at Feng Lingzheng and smiling, he was both jealous and gratified, and his heart was full of contradictions.

For Lisa, he could do much more than what he had already done.