071 Struggles and excuses

The huge room, at this time, silently, magnified the loss in Su Yingmei's heart.

An inconsequential thought, softly and quietly, popped up from Su Yingmei's mind. Or maybe it's because the environment and everything in you are so unreal, so there are some unrealistic ideas.

However, after Su Yingmei thought about it, she immediately dispelled this thought in her heart. Su Yingmei secretly scolded herself in her heart, and then she really returned to her state.

What was she thinking about just now, Lu Haotian was even more enchanting than the man she saw for the first time. However, it is such a man who has a deeply attractive indifference. Su Yingmei didn't know why, she was attracted by such indifference. I don't understand that such a man doesn't know that he has bought a one-night stand from many girls. However, why did they all reach an agreement, and he would still say that he wanted love? Come to think of it, it's to play with her love, from beginning to end, he, Lu Haotian. Won't love!

Therefore, in this game, only those who grasp themselves and do not fall into it will be the final winner. Otherwise, it's a mess of losing. Of course, Su Yingmei also knows this, so she must be herself, no matter what, she must control her heart. Lu Haotian's wishful thinking is indeed a good fight, but this also has to be taken by Su Yingmei!

Walking to the floor-to-ceiling window near the sea, Su Yingmei looked at the sea that was stained by the lights. The mood, but unconsciously, actually fell little by little.

What a luxurious beachfront villa, what a vast sea. However, he became Lu Haotian's canary and was locked in this gorgeous cage. Su Yingmei was not sure, so that Lu Haotian could promise herself and go back to work. On the one hand, she felt sorry for herself, and on the other hand, she struggled very much. She must fight for herself, for the last bit of freedom.

This night, Su Yingmei kept thinking about such things.

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However, in the study, the lights were bright, and Lu Haotian was drinking a little wine while listening to Hua Qian's report, which was just a small project, and on weekdays, Lu Haotian would not ask about some things at all. However, tonight, it was Lu Haotian who forcibly asked Hua Qian to give him this report.

Everyone knew in their hearts that Lu Haotian was doing this for that experience, but they all knew it.

Finally, when the ancient bell rang one o'clock in the morning, Hua Qian couldn't stand it anymore. I've been busy with Taoyuanxi for a long time, and I originally thought that after this time, I would be able to sleep peacefully. Behold......

Of course, those who are not satisfied, there is also Meng Yu, who has nothing to do, but must accompany him.

"Boss, when will you let us go back to sleep? Tonight, I really don't ask for anything, just ask the boss to let us go back to bed early. I'm sleepy. ”

Meng Yu said complainingly while yawning.

"This kind of small project that is sure of nine out of ten, so I won't report it anymore! If you want to report, I will go back to the company and make the video data for you, so that it can be seen at a glance and clearly! ”

Finally, Hua Qian couldn't stand it anymore.

"It's only one o'clock, why do you all look like you're going to die?"

After a while, Lu Hao responded to Hua Qian and Meng Yu.

"Boss, it's really late now, everyone is tired. Why don't you go back to your room and rest! What are we doing here? How boring is that? ”

Meng Yu said as he spoke, and at the same time, there was a wicked smile on the corner of his mouth. I know in my heart that Lu Haotian is hiding Jiao in this coastal area. However, looking at Lu Haotian's appearance, it seems that he doesn't plan to go to the beauty tonight. They really don't understand why. When? Isn't it strange that their boss would be so hesitant?

"I want you to do a lot of things, go to sleep when you want to sleep, don't keep talking here, I'm annoyed."

Seeing that Lu Haotian finally said that I was annoyed, Meng Yu closed his mouth, every time, when Lu Haotian said this, he might be really annoyed in his heart. So, if anyone doesn't open their eyes and bumps into it, it's damned!

In the end, in the study, only Lu Haotian was left alone!

From five years ago to now, Lu Haotian never thought that one day, he would meet Su Yingmei again. Five years ago, although Su Yingmei hurt him mercilessly, but for so many years, Lu Haotian always remembered this woman in his heart. Never forgot it again. Over the years, he has been constantly looking for either a figure that is very similar to Su Yingmei, or a woman with a face that resembles something.

Lu Haotian once scolded himself in such a lonely quiet night, idiot, and funny. Why do you always think of a woman who deceived herself? It's been five years, and in the past five years, Lu Haotian doesn't know how many times he has secretly scolded himself. However, each time, he would use another excuse to comfort himself.

Su Yingmei, this woman, and the night he was crazy, he felt her tightness all over. Feel the pain as he tore at the membrane in her body, feel the urge she wants because of the power of the medicine. It was on that night that Lu Haotian experienced the mood of a real man. He had to admit that although after being blackmailed, he hated her and resented her. However, he still couldn't deny that he had such a sense of accomplishment in the feeling of lingering with Su Yingmei in bed. A sense of pride made him feel that he was the happiest man in the world. That night, they went from bed to every part of the hotel room. A great sense of well-being, a furious attack.

A pure virgin, a pure soul, despite the madness of what he wants. However, Lu Haotian never felt how cheap this woman was. However, I feel that this is a virgin who has been used to be fascinated, and it is so feminine.

That night, before the blackmail came, Lu Haotian once looked at the woman he pressed under him, from a girl to a woman, and felt relieved and happy. At that moment, Lu Haotian even came up with an idea that he wanted to hide this woman privately, wanted to have her for the rest of his life, and didn't let anyone else hurt her.

However, this is how it is, but it was shattered by those who suddenly broke into the door. Blackmail, blackmail, everything, came so suddenly, it turned out that everything was just a trap designed by others. The last time Lu Haotian saw Su Yingmei, she was wrapped in a coat and then taken away by a man. At that moment, Su Yingmei hadn't even come to her senses, but the power of the drug had almost receded. However, Lu Haotian also sobered up a lot, it turned out that this virgin actually colluded with others to deceive himself.

When I turned back, the red on the sheets seemed to be no longer so glamorous, but it was extremely dazzling.

Blackmail, a million. For the current self, it's really just a drop in the bucket, or even a drop in the bucket. But at the time, how important it was. However, just after he got through this crisis, Lu Hao found that he had once again made excuses for Su Yingmei.

She is pure. There must be some difficulty, otherwise, how can you use yourself as bait? A girl's first time, how important it is, she must have made such a decision, there must be some pain. However, he did not know, however, he never saw her again.

Lu Haotian has never mentioned it to anyone, that is the first virgin ~ woman he met in his life! Once, in the underworld, he had a lot of women. Women, like money, are things that can be said and flaunted among their peers. So, he also has women, a lot of women. However, in addition to money, it is for power. But they are all like women in the dust, so for Lu Haotian, such a woman who crosses the river is just a passerby, and the night she comes to be cool, she will not leave any impression.

Only Su Yingmei, Su Yingmei occupies almost all of his emotions called love and possessiveness in his mind. He made excuses for her, made excuses, just for people to love her, so that he could one day occupy her.

However, for five years, he did not have that opportunity!

For five years, he was just looking for that replacement of déjà vu!

However, disappointment, loss.

However, when one day, Lu Haotian saw Su Yingmei again, his heart was messy. He didn't know if he hated or loved.

Perhaps, after five years of precipitation, he can still recognize her at a glance five years later, that is the love that is deeply seared into the bone marrow. However, he is an indifferent man, he is a man on the high. He has never loved, he doesn't know how to use love to wait for a woman. Even if he knows how to love well, there is no such answer in his heart. An answer to why Su Yingmei deceived him in the first place.

Whether it is his current identity or self-esteem, he is not allowed, he loves directly. Therefore, he had no choice but to choose indifference. Arm yourself with indifference. Don't let anyone see through. Because, for Su Yingmei's uncertainty, he can't let his self-esteem be hurt. If, he loves Su Yingmei presumptuously, but in the end, the truth is not the same as the excuse he has made for himself over the years, then what should he do? Hasn't he become a big joke?

Therefore, imprisoning Su Yingmei, Lu Haotian is not afraid of waiting. Therefore, he has to wait for the day when Su Yingmei falls in love with him. Waiting for the day when I can hear Su Yingmei's explanation.

Lu Haotian thought in his heart that perhaps, starting tomorrow, he would tell Hua Qian and Meng Yu that he was going to play a game with Su Yingmei called Who Falls in Love First. Lu Haotian chuckled, isn't this lying to himself? It's a good way to cover up, though.

It's decided like this, Lu Haotian told himself that from tomorrow, he would use this excuse to start treating Su Yingmei well. How good is it? It's so good that it can make Su Yingmei fall in love with him!