Leng Yichen looked at the girl in front of her who was arrogant to the clouds before, and now she let herself be lowered to the dust in order to be able to turn back, at this time she was like herself a few years ago, she was able to give up herself for love, just to be able to get the expectation that she was satisfied with.

Leng Yichen stood up, he didn't know how to refuse Yurou, he saw the shadow of himself back then in her, he knew how painful his heart was when he knew that answer, after all, he still couldn't bear to hurt her.

Leng Yichen turned his back to An Yurou, Yurou knew that he still couldn't bear it in his heart when he saw him like this, he still had his own in his heart, if he really didn't love himself anymore, if he really let go so completely, then why didn't he just cut her off when he kept him like this.

This shows that he still has love for himself in his heart, Yu Rou got up and hugged him from behind, her face was on his back, she felt Yichen Zheng, he still felt his proximity, didn't he.

In fact, it's a lie to say that you don't like to be friends, who wants to pretend to be nothing when you really face your beloved, who wants to watch your beloved man play with other women To be honest, she An Yurou can't do it, but in order not to let him hide from herself, she endured it, even if it hurts to see it, she can endure it.

It's just that her mother's words stung her tonight, yes, she is so useless, but the person she loves has to pretend in front of her, she is tired, she doesn't want to wear the so-called kind and generous coat anymore, she wants to say everything she thinks in her heart, she wants to pursue her own happiness.

Holding Leng Yichen from behind, An Yurou had a lot of thoughts in her heart, hugging him tightly from behind, as if she would slip away as soon as she let go of this happiness a little, thinking of the suffering she had suffered in the past few years, and thinking of Leng Yichen's attitude towards her when she came back during this time.

An Yurou's tears flowed unconsciously, silently I don't know how long I cried, I don't know how long the two of them stood in place, her tears wet Leng Yichen's clothes, he could clearly feel how weak the girl on his back was crying, although she desperately suppressed her voice, but the tears still betrayed her

Leng Yichen didn't push her away at this moment, and he couldn't bear to push her away, he used to hate her so much, hated her and hated her for treating the relationship between the two like this, it took him a few years to get out of that sad past, no one around him dared to mention the word An Yurou in front of him, for her, he did everything he could and couldn't do.

It's just that after many years, the hatred doesn't seem to be so deep, and it seems to have slowly faded a lot with the time she left, although she said that she had seen these things, but when she looked back on the past, her heart would still hurt after all.

Now I am a little at a loss, just like at the beginning, but it was her departure that made me feel at a loss, and now it is her return, if he is still the Leng Yichen who is waiting for her to turn back, he may not be like this today.

Now that she has her own life, but she suddenly came back and broke into her world again, in the face of her affection, in the face of her tears, Leng Yichen was a little helpless, and those so-called indifference collapsed in an instant. No matter how ruthless your heart is in the face of your former beloved, you can't be ruthless.

I don't know how long An Yurou has been crying, Leng Yichen has been standing in place and letting her hold her like this, the least he pulled An Yurou's hand away, faced her, and looked at her who was crying with a little red and swollen eyes, although he knew that it would hurt her to make it clear now, but he knew that not saying it would hurt her more. Finally, he spoke: "Yurou, I think I think we should make it clear between us."

An Yurou looked at Leng Yichen's appearance, looking at the person in front of him who was worried that what he said would be the answer he didn't want, so she stepped forward and stretched out her hand to cover the lips he was about to speak, and said softly: "Yichen, I know it's inappropriate for me to say such things now, but I beg you, don't be so eager to refuse me, okay, even if it's just for me to look forward to one day."

Her begging eyes looked at Leng Yichen like this, so she took her hand down, looked at Yurou who was still crying in front of her, Yichen handed over a tissue and said, "Okay, don't cry, I remember that you didn't cry as much as you do now, wipe it"

Yurou smiled self-deprecatingly and said: "Yes, I hated crying the most before, what's wrong with me now, I've changed so much, is it because I've changed, so you don't love me anymore, it's okay, I'll change it in the future, I'll try my best to change back to the An Yurou you loved before"

Leng Yichen wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say it, Yurou took a deep breath and said: "Forget it, let's not talk about these unhappy things, by the way, Yichen, I remember that we planted a tree here together before, do you remember where it is?" ”

"Well, yes, next to the pear tree over there." As Yichen was talking, Yu Rou took his hand and walked over there, Yu Rou walked to the begonia flower that the two of them had planted before, and the two looked at the begonia flower that had grown very tall and their thoughts were surging.

Yurou looked at it and said, "It's so fast, it's grown so tall, I still remember how small it was when we planted it together"

"Well, yes, it's been a few years, I've grown up a lot, and I remember that when I first planted it, you came to water it every day, and my aunt always laughed at you and said that this tree would definitely not survive under your hands," Yichen also sighed.

Yurou looked at the tree and said, "It can be regarded as witnessing the growth between us."

Yichen didn't respond to her, just quietly looked up at the begonia flower, Yurou looked at the scattered buds and said: "You see it already has buds, Yichen said that the begonia flowers will be beautiful when they are all open."

Yichen looked at the scattered buds waiting to bloom and said, "It might be beautiful."

Yurou smiled and took Yichen's hand and said, "Yichen, will you come to enjoy the flowers with me when the flowers bloom?" ”

Looking at the girl in front of him who was smiling like a flower, Leng Yichen couldn't help but be a little stunned, this moment seemed to go back to a few years ago, when the two planted begonia flowers, An Yurou also smiled and said to herself: "Yichen, when the flowers bloom in the future, we will enjoy the flowers together every year, okay?" ”。

"Yichen, what's wrong with you? Don't you want to enjoy the flowers with me? Yurou softly called Leng Yichen, who didn't speak

Yichen looked at the delicate face that was still smiling like a flower just now, and instantly became full of sadness, and said with a smile: "Well, okay, I promised you that when the flowers bloom, we will come to enjoy the flowers together."

"Yes, I knew that Yichen was the best for me" Yurou smiled happily like a child, and at this time, Leng Yichen was completely immersed in the memories of the two of them.

The night gradually deepened, the two chatted in the garden for a long time, Leng Yichen saw that the night was deep and said: "Okay Yurou, it's not too early, if you don't go back, uncle and aunt should be worried, let's go, I'll send you back."

"Well, okay" Yurou nodded, and followed Yichen's footsteps towards the An family, the housekeeper of the An family was looking around in front of the door at this time, and saw that Yurou was back and said to the house, "Master, Miss is back."

An's father walked out of the house, and An's mother also came out, shouting: "I said you just worried about what she and Yichen went out with."

"I said, what's the matter with you, I'm not worried that I haven't come back since it was late," Father An replied.

Yurou Yichen walked to the door. Yichen said hello, and said to Yurou: "Okay, you go in, I won't go in, and I should go back if it's not too early", and after speaking, he said to An's father and mother who were standing at the door, "Uncle and Aunt An, I'll go back first, thank you for your hospitality tonight."

An's mother smiled and said, "Thank you, Yichen has time to come to the house to play", Yichen nodded and walked in the direction of the park, An Yurou watched him walk over there and shouted: "Yichen, you wait" and ran to Leng Yichen.

I walked up to him and stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the lips, then bowed my head and said, "Okay, you go back, drive slower on the road"

Leng Yichen was frightened by An Yurou's sudden move, so he immediately came back to his senses and just got in the car and left, An Yurou stood at the door and watched his car drive far away, An's mother smiled and said: "Okay, don't look at it, it's gone, let's go, let's go into the house", she was very happy about her daughter's actions just now, which showed that the kid of the Leng family and her own daughter were still possible, and the words were obviously happy.

Leng Yichen drove the car, he glanced at An Yurou's stupid appearance in the rearview mirror, and stopped looking at the rearview mirror, he was worried that his heart would be out of proportion if he looked at it, the night was deep, and Leng Yichen was galloping in the night.

On the other side, Meng Qi and Murong Yan chatted by the river for a long time, "Oh, do you remember the time when the two of us went to my dad's study to hide and seek?" Mengqi asked

"Of course I remember, it was a very pleasant play, I remember when you had a cold, you were playing, you used your dad's next project contract to wipe your nose, and then your dad came back to look for the contract and couldn't find it, and finally found it in the trash." Murong said

"Haha, yes, I still remember my dad's blue face at that time," Meng Qi laughed

"Are you embarrassed to say, uncle, can you not be angry, it's a contract of tens of millions, and you will treat it as snot paper" Murong laughed at her

Meng Qi smiled and said, "It's good that you were there at the time, otherwise I guess my dad would really clean me up."

Murong seemed to be reminiscing about the past back then, and Meng Qi then smiled: "But you were miserable that time, and you were beaten by your aunt when you went home for me, haha, I can still remember how you came to my house the next day with a blue nose and swollen face."

"You're embarrassed to laugh," Murong said

The two of them are talking about the old past by the river one by one, and that childhood memory is reflected in each other's hearts.

Leng Yichen, who returned home, stood on the windowsill and looked at the moonlight outside the window, and took a sip of vodka, he didn't know whether what he did today was right or wrong, in fact, he should refuse Yurou, but he couldn't bear to see her like that.

I don't know why my heart still feels every time I face her, I obviously let it go, isn't it, I already have Mengqi, but when I face Yurou, all my reason seems to collapse and collapse at any time, and now I am lost.

He knows that his behavior is very scum now, but for the two women he loved, he can't bear to hurt, and at the same time, he also knows very well that if he doesn't make a choice, he will hurt two people in the end, and at this moment he only hopes that alcohol can make him forget his troubles at this moment, forget all his sorrows.