Chapter 119: The Way of Love Is Wrong
Seeing that it was Xiaofei's call, Rong Shaochen immediately connected.
"Boss, someone picked up Mrs.'s mobile phone in the trash can near Rongheng Hospital."
Rong Shaochen's eyes lit up: "What new discoveries?" ”
Xiao Fei's voice immediately became smaller: "No." ”
"Keep looking."
"Yes."
Rong Shaochen hung up the phone in disappointment, the knuckles of his fingers clutching the phone turned white, but there was a helpless look on his face.
*
In the middle of the night, Xiang Zhiyun's house.
Xiang Zhiyun lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling quietly, his eyes blank.
It's been three days since Lin Xiaowan was locked in the dark grid. In the past three days, she has to enter the dark grid every day and stimulate Lin Xiaowan with various words and behaviors.
When she didn't capture Lin Xiaowan, she felt that she hated Lin Xiaowan so much, that she wished she would die in front of her immediately. But after catching Lin Xiaowan, she found that she couldn't do it, after all, she was a big living person, no better than a chicken and duck.
Thinking that if Lin Xiaowan was put away like this, even if Lin Xiaowan didn't call the police to arrest her, she would not have a chance to take Rong Shaochen in the future, and she was unwilling.
After thinking about it for a long time, she decided not to kill Lin Xiaowan, but to find a way to stimulate her and make her crazy.
If Lin Xiaowan is crazy, Shaochen will definitely not love a madman.
Xiang Zhiyun suddenly felt a pain in his head.
She told Lin Xiaowan about dozens of tortures in the world, which made Lin Xiaowan, who was already nervous, involuntarily substitute himself into the torture, and was so frightened that he was about to collapse. She thought she would be excited to see this scene, but she found that she couldn't bear it and involuntarily stopped talking. Seeing that Lin Xiaowan was crying because of fear, she actually walked out of the dark grid silently.
Lin Xiaowan is a stumbling block on my way to happiness, if she is not crazy or dead, I will never be happy in my life, why should I be soft-hearted? Why?
Xiang Zhiyun questioned himself in his heart more than once.
Lin Xiaowan is right, even if she dies, she may not have a chance, but if she doesn't die or go crazy, she must not have a chance!
The ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted her thoughts, and when she saw that it was Zong Yun's call, she immediately connected it.
"I want to see you."
"See me? Where are you? ”
"Your doorstep."
Xiang Zhiyun hesitated, put on his coat and got up, and went out to open the door.
Zong Yun walked in and asked, "Zhiyun, did you hide the small bowl?" ”
"Zong Yun, the kidnapping charge is very serious, you have no evidence, please don't talk nonsense, I can't afford it." Xiang Zhiyun squinted at him, showing a little disdain, "You came to me in the middle of the night to find the whereabouts of Lin Rice Bucket?" ”
"Yes." Zong Yun was right, "Xiaowan has been missing for three days. ”
"Really?" Xiang Zhiyun obviously didn't care about Lin Xiaowan's affairs at all.
"Where did you hide the little bowl?"
Xiang Zhiyun was a little annoyed: "Why do you think I hid Lin Rice Bucket?" ”
Zong Yun stared at her and persuaded slowly: "Put Lin Xiaowan away, even if there is no Lin Xiaowan, Rong Shaochen can't love you, why do you ruin your happiness for someone who doesn't love you?" ”
"Shaochen is the whole of my emotional world, without Shaochen's love, can I still be happy?" Realizing that there was a mistake in his words, Xiang Zhiyun immediately said, "I love Shaochen, I hate Lin Fantong, I wish she was missing, it's best never to appear again, but I'm a smart person, I won't do anything illegal and criminal." ”
"You don't love Rong Shaochen at all!"
"You talk nonsense!"
"If you really love him, you will think what he thinks, you will be anxious about what he wants, and you will feel happy as long as you see him happy, instead of watching him suffer because of the loss of the bowl as you are now, and you will be nothing."
"I ......" Xiang Zhiyun was speechless for a while.
Zong Yun saw that what he said had an effect, and immediately said: "Zhiyun, Xiaowan is innocent, she ......"
Xiang Zhiyun's heart was originally a little chaotic, but seeing that Zong Yun was still protecting Lin Xiaowan like this, she felt very blocked in her heart, and immediately interrupted him coldly: "She is really so important to you?" ”
"I don't want you to make any more mistakes."
"Yo, you seem to care about me, shouldn't I be impressed?" Xiang Zhiyun looked mocking.
"You should know very well my feelings for you."
Xiang Zhiyun pouted: "After Lin Fan Bucket appeared, I don't know." ”
Zong Yun sighed and said, "If I were a man who is so easy to see things differently, would I still be in love with you for so many years?" ”
Xiang Zhiyun sneered: "A deep love? Zong Yun, don't you think this sentence is ridiculous at this time? I tried every means to see you before, but you avoided you, and after seeing me, you scolded me mercilessly. Now for the sake of Lin Rice Bucket, you came to talk to me from the heart. Zong Yun, do you think I'm so coaxing? Or is it easy to deceive? ”
"My heart for you has never changed."
"Can you dare to say that it hasn't changed?" Xiang Zhiyun was full of disbelief, "In the past, no matter what I did, you would help me without hesitation, but now whenever it involves Lin Rice Bucket, you have to pull me back, do you think I can still believe in your feelings?" ”
"That's what I really care about you and love you. I used to think that as long as you were happy, everything else was nothing, so I repeatedly followed you, even watching you do things that hurt others, and let you go. It wasn't until I saw the relationship between Xiaowan and Rong Shaochen that I realized that I loved you in the wrong way. ”
He sighed deeply, "The best way to love someone is not to indulge her, but to accompany her to grow up slowly and guide her in the right direction of life and feelings." The infinite help and tolerance that used to be given to you is actually harmful to you. ”
"So you're far away from me now?"
"Yes. I should have let it go a long time ago, so I could ...... you"
Xiang Zhiyun, whose face turned pale, scolded angrily: "If you change your mind, you will change your mind, and you still say it so high-sounding, get out!" ”
"Zhiyun!"
", I don't want to see you!" Xiang Zhiyun roared and roared, roaring out of tears.
"Zhiyun ......" Zong Yun stepped forward to hug her, looked at her tears very distressed, and asked in pain, "For Rong Shaochen, who doesn't love you at all, are you so persistent?" ”
Xiang Zhiyun raised his head: "It's not that I'm obsessed, but because he's worth it!" Without stupid persistence, there will be no awesome results. Don't say I'm vulgar, that's the truth. My love only belongs to Shaochen! I'm going to keep going. ”
"Zhiyun, I don't want to see you get hurt!"
"Bruises all over my body, no matter what I don't hesitate."
"Zhiyun!"
"If you still want to persuade me to give up Shaochen, you are not welcome at home, go! The further you go, the better! It's best not to see you again for the rest of your life! ”
Zong Yun stood and looked at her steadily, his eyes were full of sadness, he sighed, and said slowly: "When I first met you, you were smart, motivated, enthusiastic, and kind, but now in you, I can no longer find you who I first knew." For so many years, I always thought that as long as I persevered, one day I would be able to impress you and blossom. Only now do I realize that if a person waits too long, his heart will hurt. If I had a choice, I would rather pass by you when I met you for the first time, and I never knew you. Later,"
Zong Yun paused when he said this, and then continued in a sluggish voice, "In the future, let's treat it as if we have never known each other." ”
Xiang Zhiyun's heart suddenly ached, and when she realized that her previous words were too hurtful, she wanted to shout Zong Yun, only to find that he was walking towards the door, and she hurriedly chased after him.
"Zong Yun ......"
"Bang!"
The door ruthlessly separated her from Zong Yun, she threw herself on the door, her whole body was cold, her hands trembled, but she didn't have the courage to pull the door open.
Slid down the door, thinking of what Zong Yun said, "In the future, we will treat it as if we have never met", she only felt that her whole body was like a needle prick, and she couldn't breathe in pain.
Covering his face with his hands, he realized that he was in tears.
"Don't worry, give me your heart, I will only ruin your lipstick, never your mascara." This is what Zong Yun said when he confessed to her for the first time, and it is vivid in my mind, and every word is imprinted in my heart.
She doesn't remember how long she's known him, only that when she's with him, he never makes her cry, and he always tries to satisfy her as long as she wants and does.
But now, he's going to be a stranger with her!
Lin rice bucket! It's all to blame on Lin Rice Bucket!
If it weren't for her, how could Zong Yun be so kind to himself?
Full of hatred, Xiang Zhiyun got up, picked up a knife and rushed into the dark grid.
Lin Xiaowan was drowsy, frightened by the sudden movement.
"Lin Fan Bucket, where do you say you are good? Why are they so protective of you? Why? ”
Seeing Xiang Zhiyun dancing in front of him with a knife, Lin Xiaowan shrank his neck in horror and asked, "Who is looking for you again?" ”
"Zong Yun, Zong Yun is here! Do you know how good Zong Yun was to me when he didn't know you? Docile and obedient! Ever since you appeared, his attitude towards me has changed 360 degrees! He even said that he had never known me! Lin Fan Bucket, I blame you! Xiang Zhiyun pointed the knife at Lin Xiaowan's chest.
Seeing Xiang Zhiyun's face full of tears, Lin Xiaowan could vaguely guess what Zong Yun said, and sighed softly when he thought of everything Zong Yun had done for Xiang Zhiyun.
"What do you sigh for? Why are you sighing? Are you laughing at my failures, too? Isn't it? Damn it! Xiang Zhiyun was very excited, and the knife was closer to Lin Xiaowan.
Lin Xiaowan looked at the knife less than a centimeter from his chest in shock, paused, and asked cautiously: "Miss Xiang, in fact, you care about Zong Yun very much in your heart, right?" ”
"Nonsense! How could I care about him? The person I care about is Shaochen! ”
Lin Xiaowan shook his head, his voice was still very soft: "A few days ago, Shaochen came to you and said a lot about you, although you are unhappy, you can accept it, today Zong Yun said this about you, you were so excited that you cried and made trouble, this is ......"
"I cried because I couldn't accept that he was treating me like a stranger! Over the years, I've gotten used to his kindness to me, and I can't tolerate his indifference to me! ”
"You can't tolerate it because you care about him!"
"Nope! What I care about is Shaochen! I love Shaochen! ”
Lin Xiaowan sighed: "Do you know what is the most beautiful thing in this world?" ”
"What?" Xiang Zhiyun was stunned.
"What you can't get is always the best. Maybe you once loved Shaochen, but Shaochen has always rejected your feelings, so many years have passed, in fact, this relationship has long changed for you, you no longer love Shaochen himself, but the one who can't ask for it. Unattainable love is always more attractive than love that can be obtained by turning around. ”
"No, it's not like that! I don't love Zong Yun! I love Shaochen! Xiang Zhiyun yelled at Lin Xiaowan.
"You don't dare to admit that you love Zong Yun because you broke his heart. You are already a loser in Shaochen's relationship, and you are afraid that you will admit your feelings for Zong Yun again and be a loser again. ”
"Shut up!"
"Do you know why Zong Yun is willing not to know you?"
"Why?" Xiang Zhiyun stared at Lin Xiaowan with a pair of teary eyes.
"Because he thinks that the you he knows now are no longer the you he knows the most, and your repeated crazy actions have made him sad, and the so-called mourning is greater than heart death, do you understand?"
"I ......"
"Do you know what the standard of true happiness is?"
"What?"
"Smile. Whoever you are with the most smiles is the one who can be happy with you. ”
"Smile?" Xiang Zhiyun muttered these two words.
"Yes." Feeling all the touches of Xiang Zhiyun, Lin Xiaowan implied hope.
But she didn't want to, and in the next second, Xiang Zhiyun's knife hit her neck again......